Daddy's lactating babygirl.

January 14 i pumped as i normally do today. i don't feel like anything is happening. i am not sore or achy at all, i mean sometimes i feel a little tender however nothing much. i have been trying for 6 months and still nothing. i have tried different herbs with little to no results.

January 12 i pumped on my normal schedule today. Daddy suckled before bed again and it hurt but He didn't get anything.

January 11 Today i didn't get to pump at all because i was gone all day. However Daddy did suckle before bed. It hurt when He suckled because i didn't pump and because it's been a while since He has suckled. We really need to get back on track with this.

January 7 It's been a while since i have logged any progress or lack thereof. Today i wasn't able to pump as i normally do but i did pump. Daddy hasn't suckled in days and i am not sure why. Nothing has really changed, i am still not getting anything and Daddy isn't getting anything when He was suckling. my body has just stopped what progress was happening. i will keep trying and see what happens.

December 30 i pumped as i normally do today. i also started my new dosage of goat's rue today. So far i haven't noticed any changes however i do need to give it time to get in my system.

December 29 i pumped as much as i could today. i have a hard time keeping my schedule when i can't be home. Daddy suckled before bed and was able to get a little bit of something. i was doing some more research on goat's rue and according to what i have read i need to up my dosage so starting tomorrow i will be taking 2 goat's rue pills 3 times a day.

i wouldn't recommend the pump i use because i don't feel that it has good suction however it was given to me so i can't complain too much. What i have read and what i am wanting to use is a medical grade breast pump. The downside to a medical grade breast pump is that they are pricey. They can be anywhere from $300 to $1000 but they work very well.

December 27 It's been a few days since i last logged my progress or lack thereof. i have been pumping as i normally do however there are still no changes. Daddy has been suckling and still getting nothing again. my body seems to be not wanting this to happen. Oh well i will keep trying.

December 23 i pumped as much as i could today and i was really sore by the end of the night. my breasts felt really heavy and full by the time Daddy was going to suckle. Daddy suckled and i asked if He got anything because it hurt really bad and He said it didn't seem like it. This is frustrating but i am not going to stress about it. It will happen when my body is ready for it to happen.

December 22 i pumped as i normally do today and i am still sore. i can feel my milk ducts deep in my breasts are getting bigger. i am in a constant state of tenderness, i hope this means that i will be lactating soon. Daddy suckled before bed and was able to get something. This seems to be a common thing now.

December 21 i pumped as i normally do today and i am still sore. i do believe that i am finally making progress. i think it's the goat's rue that is making things finally happen. Daddy suckled before bed and said He is getting something now. i can squeeze my nipples after He suckles and see a little glisten on the tips of my nipples. i don't think my pump has a good enough suction to it.

December 19 i pumped as i normally do today and still nothing. i am still sore but i can feel my breasts get fuller. my breasts seem to have bigger milk ducts in the back of them but not in the front as of yet. Daddy suckled before bed and got a little bit of something. i think that i will start lactating a little in a month or two.

December 18 i was able to pump a few times during the day however i wasn't able to pump at all during the evening. We had a Christmas party to go to last night. i am still a little sore and it does feel like i have more milk ducts now. i am still not producing anything but in due time i am sure i will. Daddy suckled a little bit before bed and was able to get a little bit of something from me.

December 17 i was able to pump as i normally do today. i am still feeling a little sore so hopefully that means that changes are happening. i am still taking alfalfa and goat's rue 3 times a day. i really feel like the goat's rue is going to make a difference.

December 16 i pumped as i normally do today. i am still a little sore and i can feel more milk ducts in my breasts then i normally do. Daddy suckled before bed and He got very little from my breasts this time.

December 15 i pumped as i normally do today. Daddy suckled before bed and was able to get a little something. i am still sore and tender, hopefully this means things are moving along and i will be lactating soon.

Oh ok, i will not be posting videos or pictures until i start lactating. AND that is only if i get the Ok from my Daddy.