glowing, blooming‬

i know and i will always be thankful for this privilege that allows me to just be. i never thought that i needed this break but i did.

“excited to love you for the rest of our lives.”

had a quick call with the broski and in fairness naman proud naman akong kapatid with the way he has been as a boyfriend HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (pero teh???? napapray ako harder para sa health ng dalawa jusq) kaya super important talaga to not rush in choosing the person you’ll marry!!!! i know i want a gentle and patient man kaya i’m also promising to myself na i want and need to be the kind of person i want to marry!!!!! kaya i’m working on my patience and being more kalma kasi i want me and my future husband to have the W in the relationship department!!!!!!! pero tanggap ko rin na i’ll still be a litol gremlin 👹 na need sometimes takpan bibig at talian sa sobrang pagkakiti kiti HAHAHAHAHAHA but gets ba!!! during important times/moments!!!!!! i am the calm collected grounded gentle soul 🤪

i see my younger self so much with my cousin. she’s an angry daughter just like as i was. i felt like i was never enough and feeling neglected and unheard because of my overachiever brother. that i needed to earn people’s love and i will never be anyone’s favorite. while she felt like she was replaced and lost her mom’s affection when her little brother came into their lives after living 10 years where all their attention and affection was hers.