Another lonely hopeless case.

You broke me. I’m not sure if you knew how much I loved you, but you had to have had some idea. Apparently that didn’t matter to you. You used to tell me how much you cared about me, but you don’t do this to someone you care about. After a year together I thought I deserved a little more than you just disappearing from my life like we were nothing. Like what we had was nothing. You knew my head was already a mess, why did you have to screw with it even more? You know you are the first person who’s ever made me feel grounded? You helped clear my head and made me feel genuinely happy, but now it’s back to a constant jumble of thoughts, and I just feel like I’m floating away. So thank you. You showed me that I am capable of love, but also that I’m not capable of being loved.