pailsėk

going into a spiral does anyone want anything

I don’t want crumbs. I don’t want little tiny pieces of affection or intimacy or love.

The joys of just opening a window

I wish i could be normal about affection but my love language is merging souls

Romanticizing your life sounds so stupid but it will help you cope. Taking extra time to make a yummie coffee in the morning, sitting outide observing the wind in the trees, writing poems, going to old book stores, watching your childhood favourite movies, listening to romantic jazz, writing in a coffee shop, making sure you have moody lighting in your room, putting on asmr rooms as a background noise while you work. It's not a solution, but it makes things a bit better.

i like you *bites*