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I have never cried for an anime the way I sobbed for Banana Fish. Why did no one give me a warning beforehand??

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Light and Mercury
Thinking about what could be my first, or rather second, post about Tianziyu, I decided to talk about the Light and Mercury theory. I'll start by making it clear that my native language is Portuguese. And I use a translator to avoid making mistakes, so if it sounds a little strange, don't be too harsh judging me lol.
Okay, so… Even though I've only been a Sweetcorn for a short time, I've come across many theories and rumors. Mainly on YouTube. And I have no idea where these people got these rumors or why they are so convinced that everything they say is true - and woe betide you if you try to correct them.
The rumors I've seen the most are:
Tianzitu have known each other since 2021, at a music festival, where Tian was taking pictures of Ziyu and knew him as Zhang Peng. Tian became obsessed and followed Ziyu around.
Tianzitu have known each other since 2022 because of a dinner between friends. It was Tian who got Ziyu the WSW audition.
Tianziyu has been together since 2022.
Tianziyu has been together since 2024 and has never separated [I'll come back to this rumor in another post, because it's definitely not the truth].
And what is the truth? Honestly, only Tianziyu knows, of course. However, in the sea of information about Tian and Ziyu that I've been diving into over the last month, I discovered that there are not only rumors about these points, but also theories. Even analysis videos on Bilibli.
There are also tarot readers, if you're one of those who believes in metaphysics.
The theories that most encompass these rumors are the Light theory and the Mercury theory. There are two, but they complement each other.
The Light Theory.
Perhaps you saw Tian's birthday live stream last year, where he talked about going through a difficult time and encountering a light. Fans who scour the timeline [like me] dug up this. This live stream, in fact, is considered by many to be the day Tian made his relationship with Ziyu public, in the most secretive way possible.
In his Idol days, Ziyu was already called a light. But not only that, there are also posts on Tian's Douyin dating back to 2022 mentioning this beam of light.
We start with the first post, from March 18, 2022. First time in over a year since Tian's last update on Douyin.
We begin with the first post, from March 18, 2022. First time in over a year since Tian's last update on Douyin. And also less than a day since Ziyu's last update.
Same BMG, similar style, and the caption is also similar. This is where we can consider it a coincidence - after all, it could have been a trend at the time. And the caption refers to the song lyrics.
[Links Bilibili: Post Ziyu | Post Tian ]
But why exactly did Tian use this trend for his return to the platform?
For those who don't know, Susu, Tian's ex-girlfriend, with whom he was in a relationship from 2016 to early 2021, watched Youth With You 3. She even rooted for Chang Huasen, with whom Tian co-starred that same year in the BL Eternal Faith, which hasn't aired yet. [And if we hadn't thought about that, Tianziyu might not have met]
Does this mean Tian knows Ziyu because of his ex-girlfriend? Maybe. Or maybe it's just a coincidence that while scrolling through douyin on his private account, Tian came across this trend. Who knows, he might have even followed Ziyu's official account since she may have appeared to him again according to the platform's algorithms.
And why are we led to believe this?
Because Tian watched Ziyu's live streams. If not all of them, he must have watched at least one: the live stream from May 29, 2022.
In that live stream, Ziyu fulfilled a fan's request and sang songs. One of the requests was for the song Mercury. And the sound of Ziyu singing is exactly the same as the clip that Tian posted on QQmusic. I haven't yet found out the exact date when he posted it, but the post was deleted shortly afterward, possibly because of copyright issues.
Short audio analysis HERE Long analysis with comments by C-Mimis HERE
PS: I recommend accessing Bilibili from a PC. This way you can enable subtitles via AI and have the site translated by your browser.
The audio is definitely the same! Was it Tian who asked Ziyu to sing Mercury? We don't know. I like to think so. According to metaphysics: yes. Two tarot readers said yes, haha. Okay, Tian started the trend, possibly started following Ziyu's account. He watched the live stream one of the days he was in his room immersed in darkness (We know Tian was kind of depressed; if you look at how he was before and after his breakup with Susu, you can see that Tian changed a lot during that period. And Tian himself said he had a difficult time, he just didn't specify when). He requested the song Mercury, and was so affected by it that that day was etched in his memory. How do we know? Because on June 3rd, Tian updated both Weibo and Douyin:
And why is this relevant? Because among the photos, one of them is a bamboo forest. Tian is a superstitious person. For him, both wood and water are important. And the most interesting thing about this is that Ziyu's name is composed of characters that contain both wood and water. Which may be what caught Tian's attention in the first place, in the douyin of March 17th. But going back to the photo: the date marked is May 29, 2022. And Tian always marked important dates in the photos. That's what we can believe seeing that before he always marked the year 98, Susu's birth. But he stopped after the breakup.
In conclusion, it's understandable that many Mimis believe Tian has known Ziyu since 2022. There's also a rumor that in December of that year, the two met at a dinner with mutual friends. And it's possible, since Tian and Ziyu have at least 5 mutual friends [I can find their names if possible, I'll just have to rummage through my files here haha. I'll leave it for an edit, then I'll add it here]. There's also a rumor about a live stream where Tian's hand was seen, and it's possible to see the mole he has on his finger. Regarding that, I'm still researching.
But then, we know what Ziyu went through during that time. And how she had to step away from her accounts. And perhaps that's why Tian, who hadn't done a live stream in two years, did one in February?
Live 23/02/23
In the live stream, Tian gets emotional talking about the past. About how it's been three years since he started acting. His tears are clearly visible, but I don't connect them to Ziyu. Especially since Tian is wearing a sweatshirt he wore when he was with Susu. Tian was probably thinking about everything he himself went through in those years.
So far, I haven't found any other records of this Light in 2023. But we're back with the theory in 2024! Adding the theory of the black tank top.
However, maybe for a second post. This one is already too long.
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Turtle in the Cornfield
Hello fellow Turtles. Today my focus isn't on Yizhan, but rather on a new CP I discovered. And whom I consider Yizhan's children for many reasons. Yes, them, Tianziyu. I entered the Cornfield.
During a break from my Yizhan obsession, I gave in to the curiosity that several clips of BTS's "Revenged Love" had sparked in me over the past few months. They appeared on my timeline, and for some reason there was something that intrigued me to the point that I saved them without even knowing who they were. At the beginning of May, I finally checked them out. I didn't need to see much of BTS to form my own opinion that yes, Tianziyu is real.
It's been a month since I dedicated myself to learning about Tian and Ziyu, watching content from the beginning of their careers to familiarize myself with their personalities and mannerisms. Their personal stories. Past relationships. Difficulties they went through in the years before RL. Really, a lot of content to see. Luckily, Bilibili is full of it. In addition to this content, and BTS themselves, I also dug through Candys. And I'm also part of the large number of people who believe that Tianziy is married. In fact, according to the hints that Ziyu himself gave, married since December.
Although I believe that Ziyu fell in love at first sight, I'm having difficulty detecting Tian. Just because of the Light and Mercury theory. Since I saw a video analyzing the audio of the song Mercury that Tian posted on QQMusic, and it's the audio from Ziyu's live stream on May 29, 2022, where he sang this song at a fan's request, I'm having even more difficulty not believing that Tian has been following Ziyu since 2022 and that he is the light that Tian mentioned before in 2022. Please comment if you know anything about this. It's a theory full of details that I can delve into in another post. I'm thinking of posting things about Tianziyu, like a timeline, candies, old videos, etc. I searched for content about them here, and I only see things related to Revenged Love. And their story goes far beyond that. Sisters who also entered the Cornfield, give me a sign. I know there are many of you out there. Let's hold hands so we don't get lost in so much love.
yEEEESSS BABE GO GET EM GO SAVE XIA FEI YEEAAAAHHHHHHH

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im gonna die in im ognna i cant i i om g i AAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHJHHH
REVENGED LOVE EP 06
realizing...
tempting...
falling...
You have to pay for making me miss them extra much before bed 😭
We're not normal about these pics 𐙚˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆。 ˚
Best brother sister duo!! Look at them all sly and plotting!! >o< I love Qiao Ling and Xiaoshi
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It’s crazy how you couldn’t get through one comment section without the insults and crucifixions (of the show and fans of the show) when RL was airing and now, we’re all moving like the current streams of cbls aren’t infinitely darker in comparison.
Oh...please....that smile!!!
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One thing I loved about Revenged Love back when it was still airing was the way each episode had you wondering "why?" and "what the fuck?"
It didn't matter how big or trivial it was. There was always a bamboozling take-home with each episode.
"Why did Xiao Shuai think that letting my baby tie his shirt like that was a sex appeal?"
"How did Chi Cheng ever come up with this kind of threat: If I start sleeping with you now, would we be done by the time Wu Suo Wei gets back?" (this particular line stuns me to this day. I know it's the writer's genius writing but it never fails to gag me)
"Why that bloody jumpsuit again?!!" (Not that I was complaining though.)
"Why did Chi Cheng meet up with Wang Shuo after reassuring Weiwei?" (I didn't have a problem with this for understandable reasons but it was a group discourse so...)
"Why didn't I see xiao cubao in today's episode?"
"Why didn't this waterbed scene eat like the behind the scenes?"
"Why was Chi Cheng entertaining Wang Shuo?"
"Chi Cheng and Chengyu kissed?? Wtf!!" (not once, but twice... a double whammy you never saw coming)
The questions were endless. And ever since Wang Shuo's appearance, there were different arguments on who was to blame for the misunderstandings.
These debates added to the allure of the show (yet some people would tell you the plot was "nothing new" and "predictable" *rolls eyes till I see my inner sockets*) Like, tell me which cliche, predictable show has viewers questioning every damn action, dialogue and choice surrounding the characters.
💙 Upcoming 1 year RL anniversary 💙 and it never gets old 💙
I really hate telling people that I’m asexual cause their first response is something along the lines of “but you’re missing out!” I promise you I’m not missing out on anything I don’t want to. On top of that, too many folks act like asexuals are this group of people who were cursed with asexuality as if it’s the worst thing that could happen to a person. Like not having sex is the worst thing that could ever happen to someone.
Seriously. The sad part isn't the identity per se. The sad part is the people that act like it's sad.

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Aroace culture is finding friends you can say "I love you" to without having to worry that someone will take it in a way you definetly don't want.
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I’ve been seeing fresh RL edits and I feel so happy to know that there are people like me who haven’t moved on from the show yet.
I, for one, cannot move on from TianZiyu and it’s their fault for releasing the behind-the-scenes.