𝜗ৎ martyr

i would kiss myself if i could, i'm so perfect

i fantasize about being a gangster in japan and i have a lot of lackeys and they all bow when they see me, and im also a really hot hunky guy with lotsa tattoos and fight these high schoolers who are trying to take over tokyo

no i do not wanna be vulnerable, i do not wanna talk about my childhood, i do not wanna talk about what happened to me, actually don't ask me anything at all about my past

everytime i get into a relationship i get the violent urge to leave them, usually that urge wins

i want to hunt down everyone thats ever fucked me over. no im not that mature, i still want to fucking kill you

im not much, but im all i have

u wit a star bitch

im actually not built for this relationship stuff, oh my god dude

dentist said i grind in my sleep

im kinda an enabler

why do i attract only mentally ill people

i would kill myself if i was born a man

idk i highkey wanna lynch every old man thats ever sent me a dm

i would say i feel bad, but i dont. i actually dont give a fuck even if you were to roll over and die right now

sometimes i wish the moment my head hits my pillow, my eyes wont flutter open ever again

when will i stop being this aching empty carcass of myself and get on with my life

i'm so glad i'm alive, it got better, it took such a long time but i'm healing, and i'm so happy i didn't take my life. life is so disgusting, so messy, full of imperfections and pain, but shit it is so beautiful, it makes me miserable most of the time but the sun rises each day and so will i, i love life so much, i want to live.