L'ogan

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What's the best way to get over someone again? 👀 #BackOnTheMarket #BeachBang #IMeanBash

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Izzie: It is!!! It's pressuring me! I obviously have no idea how it feels to not have a family anymore -- mine is gigantic, so I never will, but being the only thing you have in the world is like...overwhelming? You know I get easily overwhelmed! And I love feeling needed and wanted like it's everything I've ever dreamed of in life but this is too much too soon. I'm sorry.

Izzie: Love.

Izzie: That's NOT what I mean. I just don't understand why we can't just be in love without making like, a huge deal about it. I like just being with you, with no pressure or societal expectations. Just you and me in our love bubble. Isn't that enough for now?

Izzie: Okay, that's easy for you to say BECAUSE you've dated countless girls in the past. I love you. But I don't know if I'm qualified to know if what I'm feeling is worthy of permanence yet. Does that make sense??

Izzie: Love.... I feel like such a bitch, thanks for pulling the orphan card. :/ I love you so much but the thought of being engaged at nineteen and eventually married? This is my first relationship. Of course I want to be with you forever /right now/, but who knows what we'll want in the future? Do we really want to go through that?

Izzie: It's gigantic. I mean...Marriage? It's so...old school. Idk I just kind of always pictured us as the kind of couple that just stayed together and in love forever and didn't need some kind of ring or document to validate it? Of course I love the /idea/ of marriage with you but does that mean like...kids and stuff in the future?

Izzie: Oh. Right. Sometimes we literal forest cottage peasants forget. :P

Izzie: I mean, no, but....love. That's huge. That's more than huge, that's gigantic. We're college juniors. I love you more than anything, of course, but that's not a decision I thought I'd be making at 19.

L'ogan: You'll remember eventually 😌

Izzie: you're welcome 😘😘😘 I mean, I figured there was time involved in getting something so extravagant? Maybe you'd have to buy something like that months in advance.

Izzie: You're trying to......what??? Love, what's going on? Are you having a mental breakdown? Are you dying??

L'ogan: You're so lucky you're the most amazing woman alive. I have enough money that I absolutely do not have to buy a ring months in advance 🙄

Izzie: Love....Even though I know things about jewelry doesn't mean I like -- care about it! You don't have to get me anything. My birthday isn't for like, another seven months anyway. You're cute though. 😘

Izzie: What is this, an anniversary present or something?

L'ogan: I'm going to have Gray hair by the time I'm 35 thanks to you, Isabella. Our anniversary isn't until January, unless you believe the first time we slept together at Waltfest is an occasion worthy of diamonds. ...Actually, perhaps it is. But still no.

Izzie: ...A marquise cut on rose gold, preferably with a tri-side twist. Like this. http://www.zales.com/productimages/processed/V-20152717_0_565.jpg

Izzie: ......this isn't hypothetical? What's going on? 😛

L'ogan: I actually don't detest it, Mon Amour. Excellent choice. Of course your's will not be from Zales, but I can work with that.

L'ogan: Hypothetically speaking. If I were to buy you a ring, what kind would you prefer. Personally, I'm partial to a classic princess cut on platinum. But your family kind of makes you the expert.

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Chère mère, Tout ce que je fais pour eux, je le fais pour vous. 💜

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Izzie: Was it good? Was mentioning that you're family-less too much?

Izzie: Right. Okay, that makes a lot of sense, thank you. I feel like Wayland and Sage are so much lower maintenance than you or I, though. Like you know I love them but I doubt there's a lot of stimulating conversation happening?? Which might be better or worse for living together idk. lol Meadow is Vivi! It's her first name, Vivien is her middle. She's trying out going by it now. And idk if we're really fighting, she just hasn't really talked to me since I became friends with Sage and Tia again. :/

L'ogan: It was a little jarring to see it in the middle of everything else, but it's true so 🤷🏻‍♂️

Izzie: Yeah! Okay well I'll send out the mass text soon and I'll send over a draft to you before I do so you can sign off.

Izzie: You think so? I just don't want to rush and ruin things and idk maybe I'm just scared that since we're giving more of ourselves to each other than just sex, there'll be too much. Though Sage and Wayland live together, and they're working fine. LOL I'd go crash with like, Bobbie maybe? I'd say Meadow but I think we're fighting. 🙄

L'ogan: Alright, that's fine by me but I'm sure whatever you come up with will be perfection on the first try.

I'd rather never stand near another high schooler for as long as possible, so I guess honesty it is.

No. I haven't had a random hookup since Isabella and I started sleeping together. And considering how I didn't miss them when I thought she'd never return my feelings, I definitely have no reason to want anyone other than her now. Besides, my love is rather exemplary at keeping me more than satisfied.