summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
Started: 11/05/24
Last updated: 01/10/25
Total word count: 34k
PrologueÂ
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
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summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 5k
FLASHBACK
âNova, can you hâ?â
The sound of static crackled through your earpiece, cutting off the desperate voice on the other end. You winced, shielding your face as the blistering heat of the raging fire licked at your skin. The warehouse, once teeming with federal agents and your team, was now a deathtrap engulfed in flames.
This wasnât how the mission was supposed to end.
The vital evidence you needed to bring Anthony Moretti to justiceâthe files, the ledgers, the weapons cacheâwas turning to ash before your eyes. Desperation clawed at your chest as you searched for an exit amid the chaos, flames casting long, erratic shadows across the crumbling structure.
It was hard to believe that only 24 hours ago, you were sitting across from Moretti in a high-end restaurant, the air thick with the smell of calamari and overpriced cologne. The man had smiled as you choked down bitter cocktails, blissfully unaware that you were dismantling his empire from within. Now, everything heâd builtâthe lives heâd destroyed, the drugs heâd sold, the blood money heâd hoardedâwas being consumed by the very flames that threatened to take you with them.
You didnât have time to mourn the loss of the evidence. Surviving came first.
A sharp, metallic crack reverberated through the air just before a sudden blow to the back of your head made your vision blur. Staggering, you barely registered the weight of a body slamming into you before you hit the ground, the impact knocking the wind from your lungs.
âTell me who sent you, or Iâll kill you right now,â growled a familiar voice, low and venomous.
Anthony Moretti.
He was on top of you, one knee digging painfully into your ribs, a cold barrel pressed to your temple. He couldnât see your face beneath your mask and hero uniform, but that didnât seem to matter. His words carried the fury of a man backed into a corner, desperate and dangerous.
The flickering firelight illuminated his featuresâsharp lines of anger etched into his face.
You gritted your teeth, twisting your body beneath him. With a swift motion, you drove your knee into his stomach, hard enough to make him double over with a grunt of pain. As he staggered backward, clutching his abdomen, you thrust your hand forward, summoning your power.
He flew across the room, slamming into the concrete wall with a bone-jarring thud. His body stuck there, pinned as though held by invisible bonds.
You reached up and pulled off your mask, letting it fall to the scorched ground. The flickering flames illuminated your face, and you saw the confusion, the betrayal, and the anger that twisted his features even further.
âLily?â he gasped, his expression shifting as the realization hit him. His voice was a mixture of disbelief and something that almost sounded like heartbreak.
âNo,â you replied, your voice cold and resolute.
âMy nameâs Nova,â you said firmly, meeting his gaze without flinching. âIâm a hero.â
Morettiâs eyes narrowed as he struggled against the invisible force holding him in place. The firelight danced in his dark eyes, highlighting the rage simmering just beneath the surface.
âA hero?â he spat, his voice thick with venom. âHeroes donât destroy lives. Heroes donât betray people who trusted them.â
You clenched your fists, his words slicing deeper than you cared to admit. âYou donât get to lecture me about betrayal, Moretti. You built your empire on lies, blood, and fear. How many families have you destroyed? How many people have died because of you?â
His lip curled into a sneer. âAnd you think youâre better? Pretending to be one of us, cozying up to me, all for this?â He gestured around the burning warehouse as much as his pinned position would allow.Â
You stepped closer, your boots crunching against the broken glass and debris littering the floor. The heat was becoming unbearable, sweat dripping down your face, but you refused to let him see any weakness.
âThis is justice,â you said firmly. âYouâve spent years thinking you were untouchable, that no one could stop you. But look around, Moretti. Your empire is crumbling, and thereâs nothing you can do to stop it.â
For a moment, silence filled the space between you, broken only by the roar of the flames. Then, he laughedâa low, bitter sound that sent a chill down your spine despite the suffocating heat.
Morettiâs eyes blazed with fury as he struggled against your powers, his voice a growl of defiance. âYou think this is over? That locking me up ends this?â He barked a harsh laugh, the sound cutting through the roaring flames.
âYouâre delusional, Nova. As long as youâre alive, youâll never know peace. Everyone you care aboutâyour family, your friendsâIâll make sure they all pay for what youâve done here tonight.â
You forced yourself to stay steady, to keep your face impassive even as the weight of his threat coiled in your chest.
âYouâre not in a position to make threats,â you snapped, dragging him closer to the exit. But his words lingered, burrowing into your mind like a parasite.
Moretti sneered, his confidence unshaken despite the fire and chaos surrounding him. âYou underestimate me. Even in chains, I have power. My reach extends far beyond these walls. Do you really think you can protect them all?â
He leaned forward as much as your powers allowed, his voice dropping to a venomous whisper. âYouâve made this personal, Lilyâor should I call you Nova now? Either way, everyone you love is living on borrowed time.â
You froze, your grip faltering for just a fraction of a second. That was all it took for Moretti to see the crack in your armor, and he smiledâa wicked, knowing grin that sent a chill down your spine.
âI know who you are,â he said softly, almost triumphantly. âYour face might be a secret to the world, but not to me. And when I get outâand I will get outâIâll make sure you live long enough to watch them all die, one by one.â
The rage that surged through you in that moment was like nothing youâd ever felt before. Your hand trembled as you fought the urge to tighten your hold, to slam him against the wall again and silence him for good.
PRESENT:CHAPTER 12 CONTINUATIONâŚ
The door to the east wing loomed before you, and with a shared nod, you pushed it open. Inside, Moretti waited, flanked by a handful of his men. His cold green eyes lit up with twisted amusement as he saw you enter.
âWell, well,â he drawled, spreading his arms as if welcoming old friends. âThe runaway and the hothead. I was wondering when youâd show up.â
âYou wonât be wondering much longer,â Bakugo growled, stepping forward, explosions sparking in his palms.
âCareful, Dynamight,â Moretti said with a smirk, his hand casually resting on the pistol at his side. âI still hold all the cards.â
You stepped beside Bakugo, your voice calm but firm. âNot anymore, Moretti. This ends now.â
The tension in the room thickened as Bakugo and you stood ready, the weight of your words settling over Moretti. His smirk faltered, but it was quickly replaced with a look of cold, calculating rage. He had underestimated you, but that would be his mistake.
âYou think you can just walk in here and take me down?â Moretti sneered, his hand tightening around the grip of his pistol. âYouâre both pathetic if you believe that.â
Before he could raise his weapon, Bakugo lunged forward, blasting the ground beneath him with an explosion that sent him hurtling towards Moretti at high speed. The force of the blast threw the men standing beside him back, and Bakugo collided with Morettiâs right-hand man, sending him crashing into a stack of crates.
Moretti barely had time to react before you were on him, your quirk flaring as you moved with a speed and precision that startled him. Your hand shot out, knocking the pistol from his grasp before he could pull the trigger. The metallic clatter of the weapon hitting the floor echoed through the room.
âNice try,â you said, your voice a low growl, as you stepped back, preparing yourself for whatever came next.
Bakugo, now almost free of the goons whoâd been circling him, shot you a look. âCareful.â
âFocus,â you shot back, keeping your eyes locked on Moretti.
Bakugo advanced first, throwing an explosion directly at the nearby table, the force of the blast sending it toppling over, blocking the line of sight for Morettiâs men. They tried to recover, but Bakugo was already upon them, his fists lashing out with the sheer force of his explosive quirk.
Meanwhile, you circled behind Moretti, not giving him a moment to breathe. You could feel the surge of power building inside you, the remnants of your quirk pushing against your skin. But there was something more, something deeper driving youâthe need to finish what youâd started, to take down the man who had ruined your life and threatened the people you cared for.
âYouâre not getting away with this,â you said, your voice cutting through the chaos like a blade.
Moretti spun around, a wicked glint in his eyes. âYou really think you can defeat me?â he hissed, his tone full of venom. âIâve been untouchable for years. Youâre just a scared little girl trying to play hero.â
You took a step closer, ignoring the sting of his words. âIâm not scared of you, Moretti.â
In the split second he took to reach for another weapon, you lunged, gripping his arm and twisting it behind his back. Your quirk surged again, crackling in your palms as you pressed him against the wall. His breaths grew more frantic as he struggled against your grip.
A pained groan cut through the air, and your eyes instinctively flicked to Bakugo. He was still standing, but barely. His explosions were less precise now, slower, his arms trembling with fatigue as each burst sent another one of Morettiâs men crashing to the floor. His breaths were sharp and ragged, the strain of maintaining his power taking its toll.
Distracted by the sight of him, your guard faltered, and in that moment, Moretti took advantage of the opening. With a brutal headbutt, he drove you back, the impact reverberating through your skull.Â
Before you could regain your footing, Moretti shoved you into a nearby window, and you felt the glass give way beneath your body, sharp shards embedding into your skin as the window shattered. The rush of air knocked the wind out of you, and the sharp sting of glass against your abdomen sent waves of agony crashing through your chest.Â
Moretti didnât pause. He lifted you effortlessly and threw you to the ground, the harsh impact jolting your bones. The pain was almost unbearable, but you fought to stay conscious, to keep moving. You found yourself beneath him once more, his face hovering above you as he tried to catch his breath. His hands were pinning your wrists above your head, trapping you beneath him as he sneered.
"Did you mean it?" His voice was low, filled with something that bordered on insanity.
"What?" You gasped, still trying to catch your breath.Â
"Did you kill her?"
The question struck you like a slap. "Yes," you answered, your voice hoarse but steady.
He seemed to flinch, his grip tightening around your wrists as his anger surged. "The one thing I loved most in this world... and you took her from me."
You locked eyes with him, your gaze cold and unyielding. "She didnât deserve a father like you."
His jaw clenched as his fury flared. âI shouldâve made you pay for this a long time ago.â
With a vicious growl, Morettiâs fingers tightened around your throat, the crushing pressure cutting off your airway. Your vision blurred, stars flickering at the edges as panic gripped you. His other hand fumbled at his side, and you caught the gleam of the gun as he raised it, his aim steady and deliberate.
âDonât think I ever forgot about our conversation from years ago.â he snarled, his voice laced with venom. His eyes flicked briefly to Bakugo, who was battling a swarm of Morettiâs men, explosions lighting up the darkened warehouse like fireworks.
Desperation clawed at your chest as you struggled beneath him, your limbs heavy and unresponsive. His grip on your throat loosened slightly as he adjusted his aim, allowing you to gasp for air.
âNoâno, Moretti,â you croaked, your voice raw and trembling. Anxiety churned in your stomach, the weight of his words from years ago echoing in your mind. The fire. The pain. The promises of vengeance heâd made that night.
Fear twisted through you as you watched Bakugo fight, oblivious to his danger. His movements were relentless, a blur of precision and fury as he blasted away at the men surrounding him. But he was too far away, too distracted to notice what was happening.
âPleaseâIâm begging you,â you rasped, the words tumbling out in a broken plea.
Moretti paused, his cold eyes locking on yours. A twisted smile curled at the edges of his lips, full of malice and triumph. He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a chilling whisper.
âYou took my daughter. Itâs only fair if I take something from you.â
The weight of his words hit you like a punch to the gut, leaving you breathless in a new way. You shook your head, tears spilling from your eyes as your chest heaved with silent, frantic sobs.
He cocked the gun with a deliberate click, the sound cutting through the chaos like a death knell. Panic surged through you, overriding the pain and exhaustion.
âKATSUKIâ!â you screamed, but the cry was muffled as Moretti slammed his hand over your mouth.
âYou donât get to call for him,â he hissed, his face inches from yours. The noise of explosions and the shouting of men drowned out your muffled cries. Bakugo didnât turn around, didnât see the danger he was in.
âSay goodbye,â he whispered.
It happened in an instant.
The deafening crack of the gunshot rang out, cutting through the chaos like a dagger. Time seemed to slow as you watched Bakugo jerk to a stop, the impact of the bullet slamming into his side. His crimson eyes widened, not in fear, but in rage, as blood began to seep through his hero costume.
âNo!â you screamed, your voice breaking as you tried to reach for him.
Bakugo staggered, one hand clutching his side as he dropped to a knee. His teeth clenched in pain, but the fire in his eyes didnât falter. âYou think a bulletâs gonna stop me?â he growled, forcing himself back to his feet despite the blood now dripping onto the floor.
Moretti sneered, his gun still raised, aiming for Bakugoâs head this time. âYouâre tougher than you look,â he mocked. âBut I donât miss twice.â
Before Moretti could pull the trigger again, he raised his hand, motioning for his guards to stand down. The men hesitated, confused, but obeyed, lowering their weapons as they stepped away from Bakugo.
Morettiâs hand shot out, grabbing a fistful of your hair and yanking you up with brutal force. A sharp grunt escaped your lips as pain radiated from your scalp, your knees buckling beneath you.
âPleaseââ you gasped, tears spilling freely now as you struggled against his iron grip. âLeave him alone. This is between us.â
âNoâŚâ His voice echoed with venom as he repeated the words from years ago. âAs long as youâre alive, youâll never know peace. Everyone you care aboutâyour family, your friendsâI'll make sure they all suffer for what youâve done here tonight.â
âThen let him go,â you said, your voice trembling but resolute. âKill me. Itâs me you want.â
Moretti chuckled darkly, his breath hot against your skin as he leaned in closer. His nose brushed against the side of your face, his lips ghosting over your ear. âYou still smell so sweet,â he murmured, his voice dripping with malice, âeven with all that blood.â
His grip on you tightened like a vice, pulling your body flush against his. The weight of his presence was suffocating. âI never wanted to kill you, you know,â he said softly, almost tenderly. âI loved you once⌠But you seem to have that effect on men. Breaking them.â
He turned his gaze toward Bakugo, who was glaring at him with unrelenting fury despite the blood staining his side. Moretti smirked, his fingers digging into your skin.
âDo you love her?â Moretti asked, his voice sharp, cutting through the tension like a blade.
âKatsuki, donât answer him,â you said quickly, your voice strained with desperation.
Morettiâs expression darkened. âI said⌠do you love her?â
There was a beat of silence, heavy and suffocating. Then Bakugo spoke.
âNo.â
Moretti erupted into a cruel, mocking laugh. âAnd you were going to sacrifice yourself for what? For him? A man who doesnât love you?â
Tears welled in your eyes, spilling over as you looked at Bakugo. His face was tense, his expression unreadable, but his eyes never left yours.
âSo whatâs it gonna be, Nova?â Moretti taunted, his voice low and venomous. âYou or him?â
You didnât respond. Instead, you turned to face Moretti fully, the broken window behind the two of you framing the chaos of the moment.
âMe,â you said, your voice steady, even as tears streamed down your face.
Before he could react, you threw your arms around him, holding him tight as you surged forward. His eyes widened in shock, the realization dawning too late. You plunged through the shattered window, the sharp glass fragments cutting through the air.
The rush of air stole the breath from your lungs as you fell, the world spinning in a chaotic blur. Morettiâs body was heavy against yours, but you held onto him until the last moment. Then, you released him, watching as he fell below you. His eyes closed, a look of grim acceptance on his face as he hurtled toward the ground.
You felt a strange calmness begin to settle over you, the wind whipping against your skin.Â
For a moment, everything seemed to freeze. The chaos of the world, the deafening winds, and the fearâall faded into a distant hum. In that instant, it was just you and the open sky, weightless and free.
But as the ground rushed up toward you, your heart pounded with something elseâsomething deeper than fear. It was the finality of it all, the understanding that, for once, you were not just a survivor. You were someone who had chosen to end it all, choosing to make sure he couldnât hurt anyone else.
Then a bright flash of blonde hair cut through the blur of motion. The explosion of sound that followed was deafening, the impact of Bakugoâs blast like thunder in your chest. His hand gripped yours, pulling you close as the world seemed to collapse into itself.
And then, there was stillness. A strange kind of peace, despite the chaos surrounding you. Bakugoâs arms wrapped around you tightly, his body warm and strong against yours, the only thing keeping you tethered to life. You could feel his heart racing, a mirror to your own, but there was an unspoken promise in the way he held you, something more powerful than words. A connection that no threat could sever.
âIâve got you,â he whispered, his breath ragged but steady.
The ground rushed up to meet you both, but Bakugo twisted midair, shielding you with his body as you landed with a bone-jarring impact. The force of the explosion softened the fall, but pain radiated through you both as you hit the ground.
Dust and debris hung thick in the air, the faint glow of the moon filtering through the shattered window above. For a moment, everything was eerily silent, the chaos finally settling. Then, a low groan broke the stillness.
Bakugoâs arms were still wrapped protectively around you, his grip loose but steadfast. His chest heaved against yours, his breathing labored yet steady.
âThat was fucking risky,â he rasped, his voice rough but tinged with exasperation.
You pulled back slightly, just enough to look at him. His face was pale, streaked with dirt and blood, but his crimson eyes burned as fiercely as ever. âYouâre bleeding,â you said, your voice trembling as your hands moved to his side. âSit down. Now.â
âIâm fine,â he grunted, trying to wave you off as he shifted to stand.
âNo, youâre not.â Your voice cracked, panic seeping into your tone. âHe shot you.â
His lips twitched into a faint smirk, his usual defiance shining through despite the pain. âIâve been shot plenty of times, sweetheart,â he said, his voice low but teasing. âThis? This is nothing.â
âItâs not nothing!â you snapped, tears welling in your eyes again as you pressed your palm against the wound on his side, trying to stem the bleeding. The warm, sticky sensation made your stomach twist. âYouâre losing blood, we need to get you to a hospital.â
He winced but didnât pull away, his hand resting lightly over yours. âYouâre freaking out over nothing,â he muttered, though his voice softened at the sight of your tears.
âStop pretending youâre invincible,â you said, your voice dropping to a whisper. âI canâtââ Your words faltered, the weight of everything hitting you all at once.
You almost just died, but then you didnât. The gravity of it all hit you like a crashing waveâone moment, you were falling through the air, feeling the sharp sting of fear and adrenaline; the next, you were in Bakugoâs arms, alive, but barely able to comprehend how.
Bakugo was shot. The blood soaking through his clothes, the pain in his eyes, it tore at you in ways you didnât know you could feel.Â
And then Moretti was gone, his lifeless body falling with the same cold inevitability that had followed him for so long. His reign of terror was over, but the victory felt hollow.
"This isnât anywhere near where I thought we were," Bakugo muttered, his voice gruff as he shifted his weight. His abdomen aching.
You blinked up at the unfamiliar surroundings, the disorienting feeling of being outside yet nowhere near any familiar landmarks sinking in. The buildings were old, run-down, and the streets were eerily quiet, a far cry from the chaos youâd just escaped. The darkness loomed around you like an ever-present shadow, and the unfamiliar city seemed to stretch on endlessly.
Bakugoâs gaze darted over the streets, but there were no signs, no clues to tell him where the hell theyâd ended up. The distance between here and the place you had started felt like a world away.
As Bakugoâs attention was momentarily diverted, you quickly yanked your sweatshirt off, revealing only your sports bra underneath. You werenât sure why the heat had risen in your chest, but it was the only way you could help him now.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â Bakugoâs voice snapped you from your thoughts, the sharp edge of his tone drawing your focus back to him.
You didnât respond right away. Instead, you focused on the task at hand, your hands shaking as you began ripping a strip of fabric from the hem of your shirt. The raw urgency of the situation spurred you on, but there was something elseâsomething more fragile, a vulnerability you hadnât expected to reveal.
âSit down,â you urged, your voice pleading, unguarded.
The sudden softness in your tone caught him off-guard. For a moment, Bakugo hesitated, but the emotion in your voice broke through his usual defiance. He lowered himself slowly to the ground with a grunt, though his fiery gaze never left you.
âCan you take your top off? I canât see what Iâm working with,â you said, swallowing back the lump in your throat.
Bakugo didnât argue, a sharp exhale leaving his lips as he pulled his costume's top off. The motion was effortless, but it was clear the effort was taking its toll on him. He winced slightly but didnât complain.
As the fabric came off, your breath caught in your throat. For a brief moment, it was like time stopped. The sight of him, sweat-drenched and bloodied but still fiercely alive, made you pause. His body was chiseledâlike something carved from marble itself. Strong, defined muscles, hardened by years of battle, were a stark contrast to the vulnerability in his eyes.
âStop starinâ,â Bakugo growled, snapping you out of your trance. His voice was rough, the usual cocky arrogance laced with something softer, something only you would notice.
You forced yourself to focus, shaking your head to clear the haze of heat that had settled in your chest. Your hands moved swiftly to tie the makeshift bandage around his wound, your fingers trembling as you worked. The urgency of the moment burned through the haze, the necessity of patching him up overshadowing everything else.
Bakugo gritted his teeth, his gaze flickering between you and the ground, his silence telling you just how much pain he was in. But he didnât flinch or ask for you to stop.
âQuit worrying,â he muttered, his eyes meeting yours briefly. âIâm fine. Iâve had worse.â
You finished tying the bandage, your fingers lingering for a second longer than necessary, almost as if you didnât want to let go. You could feel your pulse racing, but you had to ignore it. You had to focus on him.
The silence between you both was thick, heavy with unspoken words and emotions you had both tried to bury. Bakugoâs chest heaved with each labored breath, and his eyes flickered to you, softened by something deeper than just the pain of the moment.
âThis is my fault,â you murmured, your voice trembling with guilt. âI tried to keep you away, butââ
Before you could finish, Bakugoâs hand found yours, squeezing it gently despite the blood staining his fingertips.
âIâd get shot a hundred times if it meant saving you,â he said, his voice low but filled with an unshakable resolve.
The weight of his words struck you like a lightning bolt, making your chest tighten. You blinked rapidly, trying to hold back the tears that threatened to spill over. The vulnerability between you both felt so raw, so unfiltered in this moment.
You inhaled sharply, trying to steady yourself. âWhat you said up there⌠about not loving me,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. You couldnât stop the tremor in your words.
Bakugoâs expression hardened, his eyes darting down to the ground as he exhaled sharply, almost like the words he had said before burned him too. âIt was a lie,â he confessed, his voice thick with regret. âI was hopinâ that if I turned you against me, youâd save yourself⌠but I guess it didnât matter what I had to say, did it?â
You shook your head, the air thick with the vulnerability that hung between you both. âIt didnât matter what you said,â you whispered. âI would have done it anyway. Iâd jump out of a window a hundred times if it meant saving you.â
A small, bittersweet smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and despite everything, despite the blood and the pain, something soft flickered in his eyes. âIdiot,â he muttered, but the warmth in his tone couldnât be ignored. âYouâre insane.â
âI know.â You smiled, but it wasnât just a smileâit was everything that had been left unsaid, everything you wanted him to understand.Â
His expression softened, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that made your breath catch. âDonât ever do that again,â he whispered hoarsely, though there was no anger in his words, just the quiet desperation of someone who had almost lost the one person they couldnât bear to lose.
The soft rhythm of Bakugoâs breathing filled the air, and for a moment, it seemed like the world had paused. But then, in the distance, the unmistakable sound of sirens broke through the quiet, growing louder with each passing second. The relief youâd been holding at bay suddenly rushed in, an overwhelming wave of emotion that left you dizzy.
"You called for backup?" you asked, your voice laced with a mix of relief and tension.
"I dropped my pin to shitty hair the moment the power came back on," he replied, his voice steady despite the strain.
You exhaled a shaky breath, the tension in your chest loosening as his words sank in. The sirens were closer now, their sound vibrating through the air, promising salvation just on the horizon.
"Of course you did," you muttered, a small, almost disbelieving laugh escaping your lips.Â
He smirked faintly, though the strain in his features was impossible to miss.Â
Your heart twisted at the defiant glint in his eyes, his strength unwavering even as blood seeped through his side, the stain spreading with every second. You stayed beside him, hands trembling as they hovered over his wound.
The sound of boots crunching on debris signaled the arrival of help. You looked over your shoulder to see Kirishima and a team of medics rushing toward you.Â
âYouâre going to be okay,â you whispered, turning back to him as the medics surrounded you both.
His lips twitched into a faint smirk. âTold yaâ so.â
Iâm so so so sorry for the hiatus, I literally had a week of non stop work & just reorganizing my life. Iâm finishing up chapter 13 and I promise it will be out soon đđ
summary: there you stand at the beginning of the world, with you and your sunflowers; your lovely liar's smile.
contains: childhood frenemies to lovers, fluff, mutual pining
author's note: canon-compliant but i bend it; early childhood and then up to season 3. also cross-posted to ao3, and a repost from a now deactivated account. please also check out this lovely art by @/jisokai. thank u endlessly beloved!
The first time you meet Bakugou Katsuki, you are six-turning-seven, and you remember it well. Not just because itâs the first day of school, or even that itâs your birthday. Rather, you remember it because of him , and though you think you would rather die than admit it, there is some part of you⤠a more rational part⤠that can temper itself down to acknowledge the fact.
You remember it well, because that morning, your mother makes sure to doll you up extra pretty. She dons you in a frilled dress like it is your armor, taking extra care with your hair, its bows, and she does: so much that there is an extra skip to your step as you walk. You donât just feel pretty, you know you are; a work of art atop a work of art. But you still make sure to say your thank yous to all the unfamiliar faces that compliments you with gummy smiles and a not-so-quiet, conspiratorial grin. âItâs my birthday!âÂ
You remember the way your cheeks hurt from forcing the wideness of it, the way you think it has started to sound like a mantra. You remember smiling, nonetheless, at his friend, as he wishes you a happy birthday! in return⤠you are smiling at his friend, and not him.
You remember it well, because the first time you ever meet him, he looks you up and down, clad in your careful curls and prettiest dress⤠and dares to call you ugly.Â
If you were anyone else, you mightâve taken the words like a physical blow. Already, your new friends are tensing for the inevitable confrontation. âYou canât just say that to her,â Sueko says, her eyes already narrowing in a glare.
âAnd who the hell are you, extra?â The crimson-eyed boy scowls right back.Â
The other girl wilts a bit, but her glare remains set.
You decide, right there and then, that she is your new best friend.Â
You smile. If you were anyone else, you mightâve taken the words like a physical blow. But you donât just feel pretty, you know you are; a work of art atop a work of art. So you only give him your kindest smile, because your mother told you to play nice in the morning, as she brushed out your hair. You make sure to give him a once over, glancing down, and then up.Â
âItâs okay!â Your eyes curve, ingratiatingly polite; ingratiatingly sweet. âSome people are just born blind. And stupid.â
âHAH?â His reaction is exactly what you hoped for, and itâs almost too easy . âWHO THE HELL ARE YOU CALLINGâ¤âÂ
The slight quirk of your mouth is amused, but you only turn, pointedly, to your new best friend. âAny chance youâre free this weekend? Letâs hang out.âÂ
She stutters an answer, eyes darting between you, and the blond you know is seething behind you, if the glare heâs practically boring into the back of your head means anything.
You tilt your head to the side. A little inquiry, a little push. âSo?â
Hands slam down on your desk, cutting out her squeaked yes . You jump a little at the sound, your eyes widening⤠both a little bit at the sound, and how close his face suddenly is. All of a sudden, youâre glad you didnât call him ugly right back⤠it would have sounded petty, after all, and almost certainly would have bit you right in the foot, considering how this crimson-eyed boy is so clearly not.
âIâm talking to you.â Well. You think, heâd probably be a great deal prettier if wasnât glaring down at you, face contorted in what seems like half snarl, half scowl.Â
His friend adds, a little bit placatingly. âBakugou-sanâs not stupid. Heâs really smart, actually, always been top of the class. Heâs really cool!âÂ
You note the way the class eyes him, the way the blondâs eyeing the door. He grunts. âI also have twenty-twenty vision.â His chin raises, arrogance in the set of his features, a bit calmer at the praise, but also a touch quieter, almost a bit wary.Â
The door opens. He glances back, just as a man walks in, old enough that you assume that he is your teacher.Â
It takes effort to keep the shit-eating grin from spreading across your features. âAre you sure?â You ask instead, completely straight-faced. ( You should really consider acting, you think. Youâre practically a genius! ) You simper, a hand covering your mouth. âCouldâve fooled me.â Â
Itâs almost too easy, you think, the way he explodes, literally.Â
âYOU WANNA FIGHT, EXTRA?â Miniature blasts pepper the table, and you might have thought it intimidating, if itâs not for the way your sensei is stalking over, looking almost as murderous as the boy himself. âIâLL KILL YOU!âÂ
You coo a little, fearless with the backing of your newfound supporter. âYouâre really scary. Thatâs illegal , you know.âÂ
He opens his mouth. But then⤠âBakugou. Seeing as itâs the first day, you wonât be getting detention.â His mouth closes mutely. You grin a little at the way heâs being pulled away from your desk, fingers still clutching at the edges of it⤠by the scruff of his collar, and somewhat like a dog, you think.
His eyes flash, a little bit angry, a little bit dangerous. He points one grubby finger in your direction. âShe started it!âÂ
The sensei also pins you with a stern look. âThe next time this happens, the both of youâll be staying after class to clean, as detention. Am I clear?âÂ
You gape at both of them. Itâs half genuine, half not. You think this verdict is a little unfair. The boy grins, smug.
A complaint is on the tip of your tongue, then you see the senseiâs expression: deadpan, tired, and unsympathetic. You sober up, frowning a little.Â
âOkay. Sorry, sensei. Iâll try.âÂ
The crimson-eyed boy is still glaring at you, a little victorious, a little smug, but with a gleam in his eyes. This is war, they seem to say, silent and from across the room.
Little does he know, it has been, ever since the moment he decides to look you up and own, clad in your careful curls and prettiest dress⤠and calls you ugly .
You blow him a kiss.
He jolts. The face he makes is obviously a frown of disgust.Â
The sensei straightens. You smile ingratiatingly, turning away.
This is war , his eyes seem to promise, and really, you canât help but agree.Â
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Your revenge is served not even three days later, on a Saturday evening, and you think it is the sweetest thing you have ever tasted.
You have your father to thank for it, actually. The boy, whose name you learn is Bakugou Katsuki, is something of a mini celebrity at your school.Â
This means that the surface level things are easy to find⤠he has anger issues, an explosive Quirk, and is smart , consistently at the top of the class. ( You frown a little when they tell you. These are all things you already know, and the only new information⤠he likes spicy food ⤠isnât helpful in the slightest. ) But this also means that, knowing his temper, there are very few willing to actively take your side, and much more openly against you. You are the new girl, the outlier, and though he canât quite make you an outcast⤠you and your horde of girl-followers ( bought with your motherâs fashion, your fatherâs wallet, and your pure, sunny disposition )⤠he has enough friends, or rather sycophants , that will ignore you in the hallways, or mutter names at you.
The boy in question doesnât, though.
He storms up to your desk the second day. You are chatting with your friends, as he slams his hands on the desk and snarls: â Fight me. âÂ
Catching your pencil just before it falls, you frown up with him. âWhat ever happened to: hi, hello, how are you?âÂ
âHi, hello, how are you.â He sneers. âScared?âÂ
âNo, and my answer is no.â
His scowl deepens. âSo you are scared.âÂ
âIâm a healer.â You lift your chin in outrage, affronted. âIâm not violent.â
âNah. Youâre just an extra.âÂ
Internally, you seethe. First ugly, and now an extra. You have never been called such things in your life. You open your mouth, a retort on the tip of your tongue.Â
The sensei walks in.Â
It dies in your throat, Bakugouâs face splits into a shit-eating grin. He turns away, head held high; arrogant and condescending, having won this encounter by a mile.Â
Wrath boils in your ears, but you tamp it down, expressionless. Your pencils are carefully aligned, your notebook opened with just a little more force than necessary. Internally, you promise yourself, heâll get whatâs coming to him. You will make sure of it.Â
You get your chance soon enough on a Saturday evening, dolled up again in a dress your mother painstakingly picked out for you, your hair pressed into careful curls. Your father had told you: your family had been invited to dinner by a friend heâd met at work, and that they have a son in the same grade as you, in the same school.Â
You had shrugged. So long as thereâs a chance their son would be willing to join your Anti-Bakugou Society ( consisting only of you at the moment ), you donât particularly mind.
âPlay nice,â Your mother reminds you now, as you stand before the door; your father knocking on it. There is a bouquet of sunflowers clutched in your hands, matching the color of your dress, and you only scrunch your nose up a little at her.Â
âIâm always nice.âÂ
Your mother doesnât get a chance to respond, because then thereâs a⤠Katsuki, get the door! ⤠along with an answering⤠âSHUT UP, OLD HAG! IâM GETTING IT!â⤠and then, you blink.
The name sounds rather familiar. The voice, too.Â
The door opens. You stare, wide-eyed, as a head of blond hair enters your vision, familiar and crimson-eyed.
Heâs just as stunned as you are, as you watch, with no small amount of delight, as he takes one look at you, and then the sunflowers you hold in your hands, and sneezes.Â
Christmas has come early, you think. âKatsuki! This is your house?â You step a little closer, a sickly sweet grin on your face.Â
He dodges the sweep of your bouquet. A pity, you think, but you are successful: he only sneezes all the harder.
You raise an eyebrow. âAre you⌠by any chance allergic to sunflowers?âÂ
Your mother gasps, tearing the bouquet from your hands. She had been the one to pick them out.
He doesnât need to respond for you to know the answer: as soon as theyâre taken away from his immediate vicinity, his sneezes lessen. Â
Your mother had been the one to pick them out, and you had disliked the way they looked. But you decide, there and in the moment, that they are your favorite flower.Â
He straightens. His nose is still red, and there is murder in his eyes. âWhy the hell are you here?âÂ
His mother sweeps in, pinching him by the ear. âYou will not address our guests that way.â She hisses, before looking up at the three of you, apologetic. âIâm sorry. Iâve been trying to teach him manners, I swearâ¤â
âNo worries at all, Bakugou-san.â Your mother says, correcting herself at the other womanâs oh, just call me Mitsuki! She pinches your ear in turn. âThis one is much the same. A righteous demon, she is.â You narrow your eyes a little at her.Â
The blonde laughs, and the way she ruffles her sonâs hair is terribly fond. âThatâs just part of their charm, I suppose.âÂ
He hisses up at her. She hisses right back.Â
You love her, you think.
âOh, where are my manners!â She straightens, blinking. âPlease come in. Masaruâs in the kitchen, just setting upâ¤â
Your parents walk in first, complimenting the decor. Mitsuki beams at them, and down at you. âMasaru tells me the two of you go to the same school,â She says. âHave the two of you met before?âÂ
You say: âYes!â at the same time he gives a flat, but resounding, âNo.âÂ
He glares daggers into the side of your head. You grin. âWeâre in the same class, and heâs my best friend!â You exclaim, the lie rolling easily off your tongue.
âNo the fuck Iâm not.âÂ
âLanguage, Katsuki!â Mitsuki reaches for his ear again, her face the picture of delight. âIâm so happy youâre finally making friends!âÂ
âWEâRE NOT FRIENDS!âÂ
She gasps, affronted, looking like she wants to tear him a new one. You smile. Your parents look on, utterly lost. âItâs okay, Mitsuki-san. Thatâs just how Katsuki-kun shows his love. I donât mind.â
âOh, you angel. â And from the look on her face, one might have thought she truly believed it. She whips around to glare at her son. He glares back. âI donât know how she puts up with you, but youâd better treat her well.â You grin at him from behind, terribly smug, and terribly victorious.Â
She turns around, and your smile is pretty again, pleasant and soft.
Mitsuki coos at you. You think the dichotomy between the way she talks to the both of you is like heaven and earth. âCome over to our house more often. Iâd love to have you over anytime!âÂ
âHAH? WHATâ¤âÂ
âWe wouldnât want to trouble you, Mitsuki-san.â Your mother says, assertively. She is shooting you the look , the one that means she knows what youâre up to.Â
âOh, itâs no trouble at all!â She dismisses the statement with a wave of her hand. âKatsuki has few enough friends as it is.âÂ
Your father laughs, ever the mediator. âWeâll have to invite you over next time as well. We live just down the street.â He brightens. âActually, seeing as theyâre classmates, they could maybe walk together in the mornings?âÂ
Your motherâs grip tightens around his arm.Â
There is a wicked grin on your face. âIâd love that!â
The boy in question doesnât even get the chance to protest, because Mitsukiâs already chirping. âItâs settled, then!âÂ
You think: it doesnât even matter if he emerges victorious in all the encounters you have after this, because when the adults turn, you get to stick your tongue out at him.
The look on his face is so quietly violent, so blatantly murderous, as you wave your still sunflower-smeared hands in his face, that you think you will remember the sweetness of this victory for the rest of your life.Â
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Your relationship does not change in the slightest after that.
Mitsuki invites you over to her house once a week, and your parents do the same. The adults do their own thing, and you do yours: trying your best to annoy the daylights out of your newfound nemesis, and he only does the same to you. Youâll make fun of his All Might merchandise, the ones displayed proudly in his room, and heâll make fun of your Recovery Girl ones, the ones you have so painstakingly collected⤠sheâs not nearly as popular of a Hero. Heâll sneer: âSo thatâs why you used to kiss everyone you healed?âÂ
Youâll sneer right back, cringing internally at the reminder of that phase, though you are still Recovery Girlâs number one fan. âMy Quirkâs literally activated through touch. Youâd be lucky if I poked you with a ten-foot pole, let alone heal you with a kiss.âÂ
Heâll make a face. âEugh. You wish, idiot. Iâd never want to kiss an extra like you.âÂ
The two of you have learned to act relatively civil with adults in the house. You smile up at him, sickly sweet. âYeah. This extra is an idiot, and she definitely didnât score higher than you on the last history test.âÂ
By one point, but still.Â
He snorts, though you can tell the reminder irks him. âThatâs only âcause you sucked up to sensei like, three classes in a row.â
You sniff in derision. âI did not.â Sure, itâs true: youâd definitely been a little more active in class, and answered more questions than usual, but youâd studied for it! Youâd studied a lot!
He sneers back. âDid too.âÂ
You have learned to imitate the murderous glare he likes to level you with, and the first time you mimic it, you grin a little as his eyes widen, stunned.
The two of you are civil for the most part, though, at each otherâs houses. His mother would tear him a new one if she heard him acting anything but⤠( she has )⤠and you think you like his parents too much to ruin your relationship over something as trivial as this.Â
School is a different story, however, as are your walks in the mornings. âShut the fuck up,â Heâll snarl at you.
âBut Katsuki-kun!â Youâll coo right back, using the tone you know he hates. âI havenât even started talking yet!âÂ
Heâll scowl at you. Youâll simper right back. Heâll speed up, and you do not slow, nor do you attempt to match his pace, because you know: if you slow, he will too. Always keeping that same distance, and if you speed up⤠well, youâd tried that once. And youâd kept pace with him for all of two seconds, before heâd sped up in turn, until the both of you were practically sprinting to school.Â
You lose, of course. You have never run a day in your life.
( You start training right after. )
You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You flop on his bed, making sure to crinkle his carefully-pressed sheets, forcing him to his desk during one of your so-called âhangoutsâ and âstudy sessionsâ⤠Mitsukiâs words, not either of yours, but there are textbooks in front of the both of you, so that is good enough. You study harder than you ever have before, and rub every one of your small victories in his face, and he studies like a demon in return⤠( even though heâs never needed to study in his life )⤠until the both of you are neck and neck, with perfect grades in every subject. You buy everything sunflower-colored, sunflower-shaped, and tack sunflower stickers onto every surface you can see, pinning some cute ones to your backpack.
( Your mother picked out the flowers, but you are the one that held them, and you were also the one to decide, there and then, that these were your favorite flowers in the world. )
You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You see his face more often than anything else, and he calls you an idiot when you tell him about the fictional boys you think are cute. Well, you donât care. You tell him about them anyways, because you are bored and Kuroo-kun looked particularly stunning in the episode the other day⤠only because you are bored and there is nothing else to do, or so you tell yourself. You find: you do not regret lying the first day and calling him your best friend, because even if you are not even friends⤠you donât think you are, at least, because he has never confirmed it, even if he does seem somewhat tolerant of you; punches your pseudo-stalker in the face for you, and carries you piggyback on the way home, crying all the while.Â
âYouâre ruining my shirt,â He grouses. âStop crying. Iâm literally more injured than you are.âÂ
You sniff. âIâm not kissing you better.âÂ
He snarls. âCome anywhere near me with your mouth and Iâll blow your face off.âÂ
âYou want it so bad it makes you look stupid.â You tell him, and he tenses beneath you, but you only press your cheek to his neck, and think, heal.
The pain of the bruises lances through you, and you feel the way he relaxes.
You droop. âOnwards, steed.âÂ
âI will literally drop you.âÂ
âI just healed you. Iâm tired.âÂ
âNo one fucking asked you to.âÂ
He doesnât, though, and eventually, you sigh a little into his neck.
âWhat.âÂ
âNothing.âÂ
â What, dumbass.âÂ
You hum, a little absentminded. âYouâre going to UA, right?âÂ
âYeah. Why?âÂ
âOh, I was thinking of applying for the healer understudy openings.â You shrug. âDunno if I can get in, though.âÂ
âYou will.â His certainty surprises you.Â
You smile. âDidnât know you believed in me so much, Katsuki-kun.â Your head flops back onto his shoulder. âWill you still walk with me in the mornings, then?âÂ
âAfter school, too. Even if you donât get in.âÂ
You shift to blink up at him in surprise.Â
He clicks his tongue. You donât think youâve ever seen him look this uncomfortable. âWho the fuck elseâs gonna punch shitty stalkers for you?â
You donât think youâve ever felt like this before, like the sun cresting upon the horizon, lighting up like a dawn inside your chest. You laugh at the feel of it. âAre you sure you woke up on the right side of the bed today? Besides, you donât even know where Iâd be going.â You reach up to pinch him on the cheek.Â
He jerks away, the look on his face disgusted. âThen Iâll teach you to fight.âÂ
You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You find: you do not regret lying the first day and calling him your best friend, because even if you are not even friends⤠he is tolerant of you, he punches your pseudo-stalker for you, he walks with you before school, and he walks with you after. He lets you flop on his bed, lets you push him to the desk, wrinkles his nose at you when you tell him about a boy that was cute, and calls your friends dumb when you tell him about something they said that was funny. You weasel his birthday out of Mitsuki, and get him that All Might merch you know heâll like. Thereâs some Recovery Girl merch left on your windowsill the day of yours. He laughs when you try a bite of his food for the first time and cough instantly after, your face aflame. What the hell is this? You hiss, and he grins, telling you itâs real food , and that youâre just weak. He never calls you his friend, but he believes in you and your dream, and promises to walk you to and from school anyways, even if you do not attend the same one.Â
( Thatâs just how Katsuki-kun shows his love , you tell Mitsuki-san, once upon a time, and though you are not sure if it is love, you think: you do not mind it. )
This is how your relationship is, and how it remains, until the end of the second last year of middle school, right before the both of you enter UA.
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You are asleep at your desk when you are jumpscared awake.Â
âUA? That national school? Isnât their acceptance rate really low?â Someone in your class is asking.Â
âThatâs exactly why you guys are just extras!â You roll your eyes as the ash-blond jumps straight atop his desk. âI aced the mock test! Iâm the only one at this school who could possibly get into UA. Iâll definitely surpass All Might and become the top hero!âÂ
This is not the first time youâve heard this tirade. Sueko nudges you, quietly. âHey. Didnât you say you were applying for one of their healer slots?âÂ
âOh, yeah.â The sensei glances down at his list. âMidoriya wanted to go to UA as well, right? And someone elseâŚâ You tense.
The class bursts into uproarious laughter, and it seems you are temporarily saved.Â
âHuh? Midoriya? No way! You canât get into the Hero course by just studying!â
The green-haired boy stammers. âTh-they got rid of the rule! Thereâs just no precedentâŚâÂ
You roll your eyes at the sound of familiar explosions. âHuh? Deku! Youâre below the rejects! Youâre quirkless! How can you even stand in the same ring as me?â
âNo, wait! Kacchan! Itâs not like Iâm trying to compete with you or anything! Believe me!â He falters âItâs just that itâs been my goal ever since I was little! I wonât know unless I tryâŚâ  Â
âWhat do you mean, unless you try? Youâre Quirkless!âÂ
You slam your textbook down with a little more force than usual, and the whole class turns to you in surprise. âHe has a dream that he dares to try for,â you say, coolly. âIsnât that enough?âÂ
âAnd what the hell would you know about that?âÂ
Disbelief rushes through you, and you turn to look him squarely in the eye. The class tenses, and his own eyes widen. It has been a while since youâve challenged him like this directly, whether in school or otherwise.Â
Sueko pipes up, unhelpfully, from beside you, as if he wouldnât know. âSheâs also applying for UA.âÂ
You donât get the chance to glare at her, because your sensei continues the thought. âOh, yes, thatâs right! You were the last student applying to UA! Howâs the process coming along? The healer routes are notoriously difficult⤠howâs that coming along?âÂ
âAh, I applied to some hospitals for volunteering, but I donât know if they accept middle-schoolers,â You laugh.Â
Your sensei nods, in support, but also a little condescendingly. âWell, itâs also a very difficult path, so donât beat yourself up about it too much, yeah?âÂ
The smile on your face feels a little bit painful, a little bit stretched.Â
You are distracted for the rest of that day. So out of it, in fact, that when the sensei calls upon you, his favorite student, you take all of five seconds to respond⤠blinking, first, then glancing up, with a: â Sorry , what was the question?â You are so out of it that you bump your hip into your own desk as you move past for lunch, wincing at the twinge of it, and you are so out of it that you forget your pencil case when you leave after class, and have to go back to get it.
âBelieve that youâll be born with a Quirk in your next life, and take a last chance dive off the roof!âÂ
You know that voice. You pause. But then, the blast of familiar explosions.Â
Before your hands, the door slams open.Â
You donât know what you were expecting. Bakugou and Midoriya both, obviously, and you suppose you should have known his two lackeys would have been there, too. They turn from their face-off, and your glare is sharp and terrible. âSo what if heâs Quirkless?â You snap, storming over to grab the green-haired boy by the wrist. âAt least he has a dream. At least he dares to try . Thatâs more than I can say for the two of you.âÂ
âStay out of this,â The blond snarls, a warning.Â
You are not entirely a good person. You lie as you please, wielding the power of your motherâs fashion, your fatherâs wallet, and do things entirely for your own amusement, uncaring of the aftermath. You know Midoriya, or rather, you know of him, and how he is a frequent target of Bakugouâs scathing remarks. At first, you had assumed heâd just been one of the people that disliked you, but it had become increasingly evident that he was just one of the people that didnât dare to brave the blondâs wrath. And you are not entirely a good person, because you just didnât care . Not to talk to him, not to stand up for him, not if he hadnât even tried to for you.
You are not entirely a good person yourself, but even so, you know that there are lines that should not be crossed.Â
You lift your chin, and say, quietly. âApologize.âÂ
âHah?â He tilts his head. âAnd why the hell should I? Why the hell are you defending him?âÂ
You feel incredulous. âWhat does that have anything to do with it?â You donât see the way his eyes flicker down to where you are holding the green-haired boy, by his wrist. âThere are things that you should never, ever , say to a person.â His eyes narrow, but thereâs an irrational anger within you, a disbelief. âYouâre literally trying to become a Hero. How can you, an applicant of UA, who hopes to become one of the best heroes in the world, tell someone to kill themselves, and not think thereâs anything wrong with it?âÂ
âWho the fuck do you think you are?â Little explosions are escaping his hands, in the uncontrolled way they do when heâs furious and unaware of them.Â
You think Midoriya makes a pained sound, what with the way your hands are clenching, angry and white. Heal. A sting pulses through you, and you drop his wrist, but your eyes are flashing. âYouâre being an ass. Apologize. â
â You donât tell me what to do. âÂ
You lift your chin. âIf you value our friendship in the slightest, then yes, I do. â The vehemence of your words stuns you a bit, and the blond recoils, as if he has been physically struck.Â
You think you have won, for all of a moment, and then he scoffs.
âYeah, right. What friendship? The one you lied to my mom about and said that we had? That friendship? The one that doesnât exist? Wonât exist?âÂ
His sneer is not harsh, but the breath that leaves you is shaky.
You do not hear his next words.
( You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You flop on his bed, making sure to crinkle his carefully-pressed sheets, forcing him to his desk during one of your so-called âhangoutsâ and âstudy sessionsâ⤠Mitsukiâs words, not either of yours, but there are textbooks in front of the both of you, so that is good enough. You study harder than you ever have before, and rub every one of your small victories in his face, and he studies like a demon in return⤠( even though heâs never needed to study in his life )⤠until the both of you are neck and neck, with perfect grades in every subject. You buy everything sunflower-colored, sunflower-shaped, and tack sunflower stickers onto every surface you can see, pinning some cute ones to your backpack.
You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You see his face more often than anything else, and he calls you an idiot when you tell him about the fictional boys you think are cute. Well, you donât care. You tell him about them anyways, because you are bored and Kuroo-kun looked particularly nice in the episode the other day⤠only because you are bored and there is nothing else to do, or so you tell yourself. You find: you do not regret lying the first day and calling him your best friend, because even if you are not even friends⤠you donât think you are, at least, because he has never confirmed it, even if he does seem somewhat tolerant of you; punches your pseudo-stalker in the face for you, and carries you piggyback on the way home, crying all the while.
You make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You find: you do not regret lying the first day and calling him your best friend, because even if you are not even friends⤠he is tolerant of you, he punches your pseudo-stalker for you, he walks with you before school, and he walks with you after. He lets you flop on his bed, lets you push him to the desk, wrinkles his nose at you when you tell him about a boy that was cute, and calls your friends dumb when you tell him about something they said that was funny. You weasel his birthday out of Mitsuki, and get him that All Might merch you know heâll like, and thereâs some Recovery Girl merch left on your windowsill the day of yours. He laughs when you try a bite of his food for the first time and cough instantly after, your face aflame. What the hell is this? You hiss, and he grins, telling you itâs real food , and that youâre just weak. He never calls you his friend, but he believes in you and your dream, and promises to walk you to and from school anyways, even if you do not attend the same one. )
This is how Katsuki-kun shows his love , you say to Mitsuki-san once upon a time, but now, you know, because you have learned to read between the lines of his words; to understand him: that this is just how he treats liars who worm their way into his world, and how he tolerates them.
Your lip wobbles. There is a lump in your throat. But you will not cry for him, nor will you plead. Play nice , your mother chastises you once upon a time, because you are a willful child, vindictive in both your action and your speech, and petty enough to hold onto your grudges. She chastises you once upon a time, because you do not particularly care to cater to the feelings of those around you unless you feel like it; do not care to stand up for a boy who has done nothing to you, just because he has done nothing for you.
You are petty, yes. Vindictive, too. You may not be that much of a good person, and you are not without your own feelings, hypocritical as that may be. But you are trying , and you are genuine, or at least as much as you can be, as much as you ever have, and he⤠he has just thrown all of that in your face.Â
âFine, then.â You smile, and you are unfeeling as you lie. âIâve never thought of you as a friend, either. Donât talk to me again.âÂ
The door slams behind you.
You do not hear his next words, so you do not hear him mean: not while you choose him, and not me.
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Katsuki is six-turning seven the first time he meets you.Â
It is the first day of school. You are seated at your desk, a crowd of adoring sycophants around you. âHappy birthday! You look really pretty today,â His friend says from beside him, and he looks you up and down. You are wearing a sky-blue dress, with your hair pressed into careful curls.
His cheeks warm. He thinks youâre the prettiest girl heâs ever seen, but he only grunts, looking away to the side. âDunno. She looks pretty ugly to me.âÂ
âYou canât just say that to her,â Your friend hisses. He doesnât know her face.Â
He scowls at her. âAnd who the heck are you, extra?âÂ
She wilts under the force of his glare, and he feels a little better, as if satisfied.
âItâs okay!â You smile. He blinks. Maybe he should call you ugly more often.
And then you call him stupid. And blind.
And the rest is history.Â
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The results of your hospital volunteer application are sent back the next week, and the first thing you think of, somewhat bitterly, is that at least now, you have a proper excuse for skipping out on your weekly dinners.Â
You have already skipped out on the first, pretending you feel sick.Â
Your phone is still silent. You have not talked to him since that day, not even to check up on him when you see the news, though your fingers itch to. You think of sunflowers: how you didnât even like them, until him. You think of how your bag now feels empty without its signature pins, how you have thrown every scrap of yellow clothing into a pile in your closet, your sunflower-themed charms and notebooks tucked away.Â
Proof of life comes from your mother, and you do not turn on your phone.Â
You break your silence two days later, pushing your vegetables somewhat morosely around your plate. âMy volunteer application was accepted. Theyâre letting me intern at the hospital.âÂ
Your father beams. âThatâs great news! You shouldâve told us earlier! Honey, we have to eat out to celebrate! Oh, I need to tell Masaruâ¤âÂ
âI wonât be going to weekly dinners for the rest of the summer,â You cut in. Your motherâs chopsticks pause midair.Â
Your father blinks at you. âSurely the hospital isnât making its interns work that much.âÂ
âWell, Iâm applying to UA.â You shrug. That much is true, but itâs also just so you can fill in your hours, work yourself down to the bone. âIâd like as much experience as possible.âÂ
Your mother is watching you carefully.Â
Your father clears his throat. âWell, donât work yourself too hard.â He says, jokingly, as he dishes another helping of food upon your plate. âYou tell us if theyâre giving you any trouble, alright?âÂ
You force yourself to smile back. ââCourse, dad.âÂ
( Your mother asks you, a week later, when you arrive home from your internship. âAre you still friends with him?â She has asked you a similar question once, years ago and late in the evening, at the end of the dinner party, your father drunken and half-leaning on her shoulder.
You give her the same answer you did then, and in the same way. Cheery, and without a hint of hesitation. âNope!âÂ
She is watching you carefully.Â
You excuse yourself, and she does not ask you about it again. )
It feels like the days never end, and yet summer passes by before you can blink. You banish all thoughts of blond hair and crimson eyes entirely from your mind, and truthfully, you do not have the mind to think of him much, anyways. You steal the pain of your patients and make it your own, smiling at the brightness of your faces as you heal one, then two, then several more. It tires you terribly so, and between your time at the hospital and pre-studying for the UA exams, youâre so fatigued each night that you fall asleep before your head even hits the pillow. You donât even have the time to meet up with your friends. And before you know it, the last year of middle school is upon you, as are the start of your applications.Â
It is a whirlwind of things to do, so much that you feel you do not have the time to breathe, or even think. Katsukiâs been placed in a different class from yours, which comes as a relief in more ways than one⤠firstly, that you donât have to see him, and secondly, because you can let your grades fall just a little, and still come out as top of your class. Between your intern shifts, your mindless studying, the applications, the tests and quizzes and preparing endlessly for interviews, the thoughts of anything else vanish entirely from your mind. You do not feel the emptiness of your afternoons, nor much of your mornings.Â
About two months in, Midoriya Izuku is the one to seek you out.Â
There is a spoonful of rice halfway to your mouth, a textbook in your other hand. You notice him when a shadow falls over it, blotting the light out. You glance up, drawling. âYes?âÂ
âCan I⌠talk to you for a moment?â He ventures, nervously, a tray gripped in his hands.Â
You eye him a little strangely.Â
You havenât seen him since four months ago⤠you havenât really been paying much attention, and even the reminder sets your walls of iron slamming up. Heâd been shorter then, you think, and significantly more hesitant. The boy from back then would never have even dared think about approaching you like this.
He flusters. âI-I just! Another time is also okay, or if you donât want to, thatâs also okayâ¤âÂ
There he is , you think, a touch amused. âCan it be said here?âÂ
Beside you, Suekoâs jaw drops. You can feel the stares of your friends boring into the side of your face.
âY-yes?âÂ
âThen make it quick.â You flip the page of your textbook.Â
He hesitates. âIs it really okayâŚ? For me to sit here?âÂ
Your eyebrow arches, high. âSince when have you been unable to sit where you like?âÂ
Mutely, he sets his tray down, and sits.Â
You only flip another page. âYou can either eat or talk.â You say, conversationally. âLunch wonât last all day.âÂ
Obediently, he takes a spoonful of rice, and swallows. âI just⌠wanted to thank you.â He begins.
You know exactly what he is talking about, and your throat tightens. ( You think of your backpack, how empty it feels, but your refusal to tack on your sunflower pins anyway. ) You shrug. âNo need to thank me. I didnât do it for you.â
âEven so,â Midoriya perks up a bit. âN-no oneâs ever stood up for me like that before, and especially not to Kacchan⌠I-Iâm really grateful, either way!âÂ
You snort a little. Never would you have thought Midoriya Izuku , of all people, would stand here one day, thanking you.Â
âI think youâre a really good person,â He says to you, a little bit hesitant. It jolts you a bit, the genuine honesty of his tone, but what you are not prepared for is what comes after. âAnd I know Kacchan does, too.âÂ
Your spoon stops halfway to your mouth.
âHe still cares about you,â Midoriya says, a touch softer. Your friends are not looking at you, but you can still feel the weight of their gazes, their ears.
You say as you set your spoon down. âIf you want to be friends with me, then you will never speak of him again.âÂ
Midoriya watches you carefully, notes the finality in your tone. His gaze rises to a point above your shoulder.
He flinches.
He does not speak of what he sees, or of this conversation, ever again.Â
You do not turn, and you do not ask.
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The week of UA acceptances arrive, and you await your own with bated breath.Â
Your father laughs as you run out exactly at eight every morning to check, before he finally deigns to tell you that the postman usually delivers to your house around twelve. âI knew that!â You say, and he laughs at the obvious lie.
You stick your tongue out at him, but you still sneak out the next day at the same time, just in case .Â
But as it turns out, the postman is late. You know this, because Midoriya texts you late in the evening, after dinnertime, with his signature All Might emoji and a brief: check your mailbox!!!!!
You stop, your heart in your throat. You donât think you are breathing.Â
Heâs still typing, spamming your text messages with a thousand All Might emojis, each of them more despairing than the last. You do not know what this means. And then, you see his next message: I got in!!!!! Â
It turns out that you are not, in fact, breathing.
You feel like you are holding the whole time youâre fumbling through your mailbox, dropping random letters haphazardly onto your doorstep. That one looks like itâs important , you think, distantly, and it gets dropped somewhere onto the growing pile at your right, scanning them all for a familiar logo, and⤠you see it at the very bottom of the pile.
You thumb it open with shaking hands. Congratulations , it reads, and you scream.
( You think for one moment of sunflowers, how you can imagine exactly how heâd react, hear exactly what heâd say. )
Your father pokes his head around the corner. âI heard screaming. Everything alright?âÂ
Your mother is smiling. âMitsuki just called. Katsukiâs in.âÂ
Your father is looking at you with wide eyes. You are grinning, there are tears in your eyes, and you are wordless in your delight.Â
Your mother laughs, soft. âI suppose two congratulations are in order.âÂ
âMidoriya also made it, so make that three.â You correct, grinning.Â
Your father whoops. âTHATâS MY GIRL!â⤠and for the first time in almost a year, you feel light as a feather, like the world is spread wide before you, and you are a young god before it, your wings wide and at the ready.Â
For the first time in almost a year, you think, for one moment of sunflowers, how you can imagine exactly how heâd react, hear exactly what heâd say. You think of reaching for your phone⤠( and if you did, youâd see his icon that youâd purposefully wiped blank bubbling )⤠but you donât. You think of a boy with blond hair and crimson eyes that you have not looked at in almost a year, how youâll brush past him in the halls, surrounded by your gaggle of friends, your uniform and makeup, your armor, and try not to note how heâs grown taller. For the first time in over a year, you think of him, and your heart does not feel like an empty cavity in your chest; you do not feel so hollow, nor do you ache.
Your heart only squeezes, a little tight, but.Â
You think you will be fine.
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You are delusional. You are not, in fact, fine.Â
You are standing in front of the classroom door. It spells the code of your class: 1A , in bold lettering, proportions inhumanly large. You are three minutes late, but itâs really not your fault⤠youâd simply fangirled so hard over the fact that youâre finally getting to meet your idol in person last night that youâd barely gotten any sleep, and your mother had had to haul you practically out of bed and out the door, throughout the whole of your alarm.Â
You slide open the door. Instantly, youâre met with a sea of faces, and you steel yourself⤠but then.Â
For the first time in over a year, you see him, and all of a sudden, you are painfully aware of the lack of yellow on your figure; your backpack entirely empty of its signature sunflower pins.Â
The smile is frozen on your face, and he looks just as shocked as you feel.Â
A voice drawls at your side. âYou must be the healer,â You are glad for the distraction; the source a scraggly-haired man halfway through removing himself from a sleeping bag. Your sensei, you deduce. âYouâre late.â
âSorry, sensei!â You bow. âI overslept because I was fangirling too hard over meeting Recovery Girl today! I promise it wonât happen again!âÂ
A wave of soft laughter ripples through the class, and over the din, you hear a⤠sheâs kinda cute! ⤠at the same time as a⤠oh, I love her already.Â
âIf I get hurt, will I get to see you?â A voice calls, and you turn to see a boy⤠blond, and your heart stutters for a moment, but his shade isnât ash, itâs golden. Heâs grinning cheekily up at you.Â
âNo flirting in my class.â Your sensei warns. âBut yes, seeing as sheâs 1Aâs healer understudy.â He turns to you. âRecovery Girlâs waiting for you in her office. You know where it is?âÂ
You nod cheerily. âSir, yes, sir!âÂ
âGood.â You turn at the obvious dismissal, shooting a wave at your green-haired friend as you do.Â
You leave the classroom with your shoulders set, your chin tilted high, your outfit your armor, and your makeup your helm.
You pretend like you do not feel the crimson glare that seems like itâs trying to pierce through the back of your neck.Â
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Recovery Girl likes you, and you feel as if you are floating for the whole of a day. Not even meeting Bakugouâs gaze the next morning can knock you from it, nor can the grape-haired boyâs leering from across the room. You canât really dwell on them for long, either, not with the crowd of people aggregating by your desk. You blink up a little, surprised.
Itâs not like youâve made an effort to dress up especially pretty today, and you donât think youâve come off as incessantly nice. You are not the you from first grade anymore⤠you donât just think yourself pretty, you know you are⤠but are confident enough in your own skin that you have stopped putting on airs; have allowed yourself to be as cold and sarcastic and dry as you want. Most of your girl-followers⤠( the ones you buy with your motherâs fashion, your fatherâs wallet, and your pure, sunny disposition )⤠have only seen glimpses of you like this, and you can count on one hand the people outside of your parents who know you as you are.Â
Sueko, Midoriya, and of course, him.Â
You do not dwell on it for long. You are confident in your own skin, and though you would like some more friends, you do not wish to temper yourself to gain them.
You smile a little at the question the purple-haired boy asks, disliking the way his eyes are lingering at your chest. âYouâre all welcome to drop by the clinic anytime you like. Itâs what weâre here for, after all. Though, if you want a kiss to make you feel better,âÂ
You pause a little bit for dramatic effect watching the eyes of several boys brighten just a bit.
âYouâll have to go to Recovery Girl.âÂ
Your straight face is very well-practiced, but you do not hide the small quirk of your mouth as you watch their souls die.Â
An arm slings around your shoulder, its pink-skinned, pink-haired owner grinning at you. âI think weâre going to be best friends, you and I.âÂ
You remember thinking the same thing about a different girl, when you are six-turning seven, and you hear the same genuinity behind it.
( You are clad in your outfit like armor, your makeup a helm. Today, you are exactly as cold and sarcastic and dry as you like, because you are confident in your own skin, and you do not temper yourself in the slightest. )
You smile up at her. âI think Iâd like that!âÂ
Her grin widens, but then, an older Hero walks in⤠Cementoss, you think. You have made an effort to memorize the roster. âTo your seats, everyone.â He calls.Â
You take out your notebook, neatly arranging your pens. New year, new you. You donât have as many shifts at the hospital anymore⤠you donât need the experience exactly, as youâre sure UA will look good enough on your resume, but it canât hurt. Besides, you enjoy working there anyways; the older nurses who help you out with a kind smile, the doctors who are almost always willing to answer a question. But the lessened shifts allow you to breathe, just a little, to settle back into a healthier routine; one no longer so bogged down by your thoughts.Â
Math transitions quickly into English. You think you prefer Cementossâs teaching style just a little, even if Present Mic is more energetic⤠a little bit too loud for your tastes, you think. The material is basic, seeing as itâs the unofficial first day of class, and though youâve already pre-studied most of the content, you end up writing most of it down, anyways.Â
Lunchtime arrives. You balance your tray on your hands, walking side-by-side with Mina. Midoriya waves at you from his table, surrounded by an assortment of friends, and you nod back. âLetâs sit there!â The pink-haired girl points excitedly at a particular table.Â
You see several boys from your class, some more familiar than the rest. A head of ash blonde, crimson eyes that glance up to meet your own.Â
âMidoriya wanted me to sit with him today,â You say, a touch apologetic. âYouâre welcome to join us, if youâd like?âÂ
Her eyes widen a bit, and you note the glance, the observance. Her own smile is your mirror, just as apologetic, and just as assertive. âMaybe another time,â She says.
She knows what she wants, and sheâs not afraid to say it. You like that about her.Â
You incline your head, eyelid pulling down in a wink. âDo let me know which one you like,âÂ
She only laughs at you, her answering grin somewhat sly.Â
All Might steps into the room after lunch, and though youâve never been one of his particularly die-hard fans⤠you think of your sunflowers, how you make fun of the things he likes, and he of yours⤠you can admit that in person, he stands a legend in real life. You are just a little starstruck, you think, as he smiles at you, and says⤠âDo try to keep your injuries to a minimum, though not to worry! Our healer team will be here to assist you!âÂ
You find yourself grinning a little as you respond, âNothing fatal, though. I donât think Iâve ever heard anything about anyone bringing a dead person back to life.âÂ
He booms a laugh. âNaturally! You are all Heroes! You should refrain from using lethal power whenever possible!âÂ
He speaks too soon. The first teams are called up, and the matchup is almost comical.Â
Bakugou will be fine. You know this. You are not worried for him in the slightest⤠not that you would , you tell yourself, a touch sardonically.
No. What you worry for is the state of your Quirkless friend, and you are right to worry. Bakugou seems almost angrier than youâve ever seen him, and thatâs saying a lot, considering how good you are⤠how good you used to be, you correct yourself⤠at getting on his nerves, though Midoriya seems to be holding up very well.Â
Your friend has grown, you think. He is not at all the same person he was over a year ago in that classroom.Â
But you are right to worry, because All Might is shouting into his microphone. âYoung Bakugou, stop! Are you trying to kill him?âÂ
No , you think, immediately, instinctively. You know Bakugou is many things, but he is not that. Never that.
You feel the force of that explosion from here. âThis is supposed to be a class!â One of your classmates, red-haired and red-eyed, is saying. âYou have to stop him!âÂ
âHe knows what heâs doing.â You find yourself saying. Somewhat cold, somewhat callous. There are eyes on you, surprised.
You shrug.
You donât really know why you say it, either.Â
âYoung Bakugou, the next time you use that, Iâll stop the fight, and your team will lose. To attack on such a large scale inside is inviting the destruction of the very stronghold you are supposed to be protecting. That is a foolish plan for both heroes and villains, and you will lose a lot of points!âÂ
You donât need to look at him to feel his teeth gnash in anger, but you still watch the screen, anyways.Â
Their clash is violent. You remember saying, once, that you dislike violence because you are a healer. But that is not entirely true, you think: you see the passion in their every movement, even as your green-haired friend receives the brunt of the beating, the callous elegance of it. The careful calculations, the years of training that you have walked alongside to witness.Â
âThis looks bad!â One of the classmates from before seems to shout. âSensei!âÂ
You donât dislike violence just because you are a healer. What you have always disliked is the senseless brutality of it, the cruelty of its aftermath. Not because you have to deal with it, but because sometimes, you canât.Â
You look to All Might. He seems to be struggling with something.Â
âSo long as it is not fatal,â Your voice is soft, but no less firm. âI can heal it.âÂ
His mouth tightens, but you see his decision made in that moment.Â
You turn your attention back to the screen just in time to see Midoriyaâs Quirk. Your eyes widen. Itâs so sudden, so powerful, that you almost miss it; the blast entirely different from Bakugouâs own. So he was not Quirkless after all , you think, but all thought of that vanishes when you see the aftermath.Â
All Might is turning for you, but you are already running.Â
You see the two you are unfamiliar with first. âHow is she?â You ask the blue-haired boy who stands upright.Â
âIâm fine!â She gasps out. âJust nauseous! But Dekuâ¤âÂ
You hear the nickname, and you think you look a little strangely at her for it. You donât dwell on it very long, though, because youâre already slipping past.Â
Then, you see him, and though your heart stutters a little in your chest⤠( your bag, empty of its sunflowers )⤠you still look him in the eye. You are professional. âAre you hurt?â You ask, because he is standing there, still gaping, a little open-mouthed.Â
He turns that look upon you, and his eyes widen.Â
The eye contact feels slightly unsettling. You look away first. âWell. If you are, you can let me know.âÂ
You kneel at the green-haired boyâs side.Â
A hand stops you, just as you reach out. Theyâre a little bit bigger than what youâre used to, a little bit more callused. âWait,â He says, voice raspy, and you tense a little: both at the familiar and unfamiliar touch, and because itâs been so long since youâve heard his voice. âYou donât have toâ¤â He scowls, cursing. âRecovery Girl.â
You blink up at him, a little confused.Â
But then you see his eyes dart towards your arm, and then the green-haired boyâs, lying prone on the ground.Â
âI am a healer. Itâs what I do.âÂ
âThatâs not what Iâ¤â He curses again under his breath. âThe damn nerd will be fine. Does he even know about your Quirk?âÂ
âWhy would that even matter?â You are confused, and you shove his arm away. Your friend is still hurt , and he is keeping you from your job. Why do you even care? You want to say.
You bite your tongue, and think: heal.Â
Midoriya blinks awake halfway through. Your arm is covered in purple contusions, and he gasps, jerking away. âYou⤠your arm!âÂ
They fade within seconds. You only reach again for it, feeling the crimson gaze burning into the side of your face, as youâre sure the rest of the class is too, from their camera screens hundreds of meters away. You stare straight ahead, and think, heal , even as your arm ripples in agony again, painted and purple.Â
You steal your patientâs pain, and you feel all of it, but you donât show a thing. Because you are a healer, and thatâs what you do.Â
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You are a healer, and thatâs what you do, but the next day, Aizawa-sensei still admonishes you for it.Â
âYour records are very impressive,â He tells you first, and you straighten. You figure: he is likely a man notorious for his lack of praise, so you might as well lap it up while you can. âHowever, just because you have a very high pain tolerance, does not mean you do not feel pain. Am I correct?âÂ
âYes, sensei.â You dip your head.Â
âThe lot of you hear that, right?â He addresses the rest of the class. âSheâs a healer, and she can heal almost anything, save those who are already dead. Thatâs very impressive, and itâs very rare. Donât let her become your crutch. She will not always be there, and though she might say she doesnât mind your burden, others will. Whether itâs yourself, your fellow Pro Heroes, or the civilians you are trying to save.âÂ
There is murmured assent from the class.Â
He turns back to you. âHeroism is also about knowing when to step back and let others handle the situation. It is okay to share your burdens,â He tells you.Â
You blink a little, surprised at the comments that are not really criticism at all. âI am a healer,â You state. âItâs what I do.âÂ
He sighs. âYouâre just as stubborn as your mentor,â He says.Â
You smile at this, chirping. âThank you!â
âThat was not a compliment.âÂ
You sink into your chair a little sheepishly, but itâs like a sun has been lit in your chest, because you take it as one anyways, and you are grinning.Â
Lunchtime is a little strange today, for more reasons than one. Mina invites you again, but she doesnât protest your decision, a knowing glint in her eye. But she doesnât mention a thing, and you are grateful for it.Â
Midoriya is sitting with the same people as yesterday, and he beams, delighted, as you slide into the seat beside him. Iida and Uraraka nod at you from across the table, and you nod back.Â
Surprisingly, itâs the red-and-white haired boy across from you⤠Todoroki, who breaks the silence. âMy father says he would like to meet you.âÂ
You blink. Thatâs certainly not what you were expecting. âEndeavour, right?âÂ
He nods, his face deadpan. âPlease decline.âÂ
You choke a little bit on the bite of food that has just entered your mouth. Midoriya slides you a napkin.Â
You cough around it. âWow, Todoroki-san. You really dislike me that much?âÂ
He shoots you a strange look. âNot at all. Why do you ask?âÂ
Youâre a little confused. âOh, that was a joke.â
âApologies. I have never been very good with jokes.âÂ
âNothing to apologize for, and I was planning on declining, anyways. Iâm going to intern under Recovery Girl for the rest of my life!âÂ
âI will communicate that to him, then.âÂ
Midoriya coughs lightly from your other side. You elbow him.Â
Uraraka giggles, but whatever she is going to say is cut off by the sound of the alarm. There has been a level three security breach , you hear.Â
âTrespassing,â You hear someone clarify.Â
You stare at the horde of gray-uniformed students crowding the hallway. You have never been a huge fan of crowds, especially ones as tightly-packed as this. Besides, you think, a touch dryly, that if there were an intruder, walking headfirst into a mosh pit like this would probably be the best way to get yourself caught up in a mass murder.Â
But you donât get to voice any of these concerns, because then Uraraka is tugging at your wrist. âIf we donât get ourselves in there now, weâre never going to get our way out! Come on!âÂ
You fall, weightless, and are carried away upon the sea.
Itâs horrible. Internally, you curse the girl, but almost donât even feel bad about it because yes, sheâs like the sweetest person youâve ever known, but sheâs also reason youâre in the midst of a thousand wayward bodies right now, wrinkling your nose at the reek, and practically fighting for your life to keep your head above the throng. You are a healer, you think, a little despairingly, as you elbow someone so harshly that your own limb twinges. You are fighting a desperate battle, but nonetheless a losing one⤠at least you are, until hands lift you by the waist and carry you forth; your savior cutting his way through the crowd with ease.
Your back hits the wall, and gratitude is on the tip of your tongue as you look up, but then you see him: ash-blond, and glaring at you with crimson eyes. âThe hell were you thinking?â He hisses. âYou donât even like crowds.âÂ
You hate the familiarity in the way he says it, as if he still knows you, and you hate the way he cages you in against the wall, his body larger than you have known, but how it still feels the same, pressed up against yours.
( You think of your sunflowers, how your bag feels strangely empty without them. )
It is the nearest he has been to you in well over a year. You hate the way he smells, like burnt caramel, and you hate the way your cheeks warm.Â
You want to say: neither do you , and you want to ask him why he even bothered to try and save you. You know he doesn't like you, not even in the slightest, not this liar who has wormed their way into his world; this liar that he tolerates. You think of a thousand witty remarks, ones that used to make his eyes light, the curl of his scowl somewhat harsh, but no less familiar, of giving voice to your outrage, to your feelings, and simply storming past.Â
You choose none of the above.Â
You still your features, the picture of calm, set the steel of your shoulders, and stare straight at a point above his shoulder. âWhy do you even care?âÂ
You do not look at him, so you donât see the way he recoils, ever-slightly. The expression he levels you, half-bewildered, half-disbelieving, the rest a complicated mix of emotions even he could not decipher himself.
You don't see the way he opens his mouth, because then Iida is there and shouting.Â
You see your chance, and you donât wait for his answer. You werenât expecting one, anyways.Â
He doesnât even have the time to reach for you, before you slip past, and are gone.Â
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You stand before the mouth of USJ, your heart in your throat.Â
You barely notice the weight of the device upon your wrist; a monitor that connects you to all the ones distributed amongst the class, because there are villains down there, you think, a little dumbfoundedly. Real villains, like the type you see in movies, and you feel almost ridiculous, out of place, as if someone will smack you upside the head and tell you: wake up! and that you are not in a story . And you are not, because you pinch yourself, and yes, this is real life.Â
You have never seen a villain yourself before, because you are a healer, and have only ever dealt with the aftermath of what they have done. You know the damage, the pain, the torture it can inflict upon a soul; the way sometimes, no one can ever fully heal them afterwards, not even you. So though you are a little wide-eyed, your thoughts blank, when the mist wraps around you, you donât even think.Â
You lunge.Â
Crimson eyes widen, and he catches you, just one second before you fall into darkness as one.Â
You try not to think about the way his body feels against yours, how he is cradling you, the way his hand automatically wraps around the back of your head. You feel the impact in your bones, though he bears the brunt of it. Automatically, you reach up, and think, heal , but you donât have the time to do much else, because then his eyes widen, and heâs shoving you away.Â
âSTAY THERE!â Distantly, you think he is roaring at you, and another time, you might have protested that you could defend yourself. But the shock of it all is still settling in⤠( these are real villains, you think dazedly, and this is real life )⤠and you are a healer, right now, you are nothing more than a civilian.Â
In the aftermath, you still stand, dazed. Bakugou and another red-haired guy from your class are panting, smoke curling from your familiar ash-blondâs figure, and you register, like the world is separated from you by a film: itâs over.Â
âOi.â There are palms cupping your face, and you blink a little, startled, as crimson eyes boring into yours. âYou hurt anywhere?âÂ
No , you think, a little too stunned to speak; the harshness of his tone at odds with the gentle manner of his touch. But then you see a hint of blood trickling down the side of his cheek.
As if on instinct, you reach out for him. He jerks away.
Wow , you think, the lump rising to your throat instantly. You had not known he hated you this much, to the point that he is unwilling of even your touch.Â
âI am a healer,â You say, your throat somewhat tight. ( You think of sunflowers, your bag that is empty, your closet and its piled-up yellow. ) âYou are hurt, and I am simply repaying a favor.âÂ
You sense that he is watching you carefully, but your eyes do not rise to meet his gaze. You simply steal his pain, and you barely feel a thing⤠even if his injuries were not so light, you think you are too numb to, anyways.Â
You move past, and he does not reach for you. The red-haired classmate⤠Kirishima , you recognize, grins at you, saying that he is unharmed. He offers to escort you back to the front, but then, your wristband is beeping, a location upon it.
You straighten. You are still afraid, you recognize, but there is someone out there that needs help, and this is simply another obstacle you must overcome. You will not always be in your hospital, tending to those that manage to get themselves wheeled in⤠and though there is fear in you, there is also an equal determination.Â
âThere are people who need healing,â You say, and that is all you need to.Â
You are a healer, but that does not mean you are any less brave.
You are a healer, and this is what you do.Â
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You ask Aizawa, two days later, if he would be willing to teach you self defense.Â
( You remember a boy, back from what feels like eons ago. You, on his back, the sun in your chest as he offers to walk you both to and from school. You donât even know where Iâm going , you tease, and he only scoffs at you. Then Iâll teach you how to fight .
You think of your sunflowers, and your bag, empty of them.
Your throat tightens, and you make your decision. )
He looks a little surprised, and asks you if you are sure. He warns you that he will not be a lenient teacher, but you have seen how this man dove headfirst into danger to save his students; seen his kindnesses that are masked in the form of tough love.Â
You also know he likes you, at least a little bit. If he hadnât, he would not have complimented you like that on the third day, would not have had the hint of fondness in his tone as he drawled, that wasnât a compliment.Â
And even if he doesnât, you know he will be at least a little lenient.Â
You had been the one to heal him, after all.Â
You are wrong.
You hate running. Always have. You started training, years ago, but that had been entirely out of spite, and in the wake of it⤠( your bag, empty of sunflowers )⤠you had stopped. You hate running, always have, and you have no time, youâd told yourself, nor the energy⤠but really, you hate it because it reminds you of him.
Now, you hate it for a different reason. You hate it because Aizawa pushes you, hard , until your lungs are gasping for air, your knees and legs trembling⤠you think, somewhat sourly, that none of your healings had ever prepared you for this. You have healed all manner of wounds, cured a variety of diseases, but that does not change the fact even back when you were running, you had not put everything you had into it, and that now, you are trembling, bones soft, muscles even more so, somewhat like a deer.
You heal fast, though, you always have. You would not have been able to heal without it⤠Aizawa knows this, which is why he pushes you hard . âIf you hadnât been so dedicated to medicine,â He tells you, âI wouldâve told you to go the Hero route instead.âÂ
You shrug. The thought has never occurred to you. Your mother is a doctor, and as soon as your Quirk had developed, you had never thought about anything else. But you donât get a chance to voice it, or even to thank him, because then heâs hauling you up by the arm.
âBreakâs over,â He informs you, a signature shit-eating grin on his face. You think youâre beginning to hate the sight of it. âBack to running.âÂ
You sigh, before dutifully acquiescing.Â
Schoolwork is easier, at least, though between your sparse shifts at the hospital and Aizawaâs daily after-school training, you are pretty much spent. You donât even register Mina chatting excitedly beside you about the upcoming UA sports festival that Aizawa has just announced⤠you only think, a little despairingly; more work.Â
You glance up at your pink-haired friendâs surprised exclamation, and you see: a crowd of people, so many that from your vantage point, it seems like itâs the intruder incident all over again. A scoff, vaguely familiar⤠âTheyâre obviously scoping out the competition, small fries. Weâre the group that made it out of the villain attack.â Someone protests, telling him to play nice⤠no , you think. This is him being nice. âOut of my way, extras!âÂ
âI came to see what the famous Class 1-A is like, but you all seem pretty arrogant. Are all the students in the Hero courses like this?âÂ
You see: a head of purple hair, mussed, and you think⤠wow, he could be Aizawa if your senseiâs hair was shorter, purple, and he were using his Quirk.Â
âSeeing something like this makes me disillusioned. There are quite a few people who enrolled in general studies or other courses because they didnât make it into the Hero course. Did you know that?âÂ
You didnât, but he only continues.Â
âThe school has left those of us a chance. And based on the results of the sports festival, theyâll consider our transfer into the Hero course, and vice versa. Scoping out the competition? â He scoffs. âI, at least, came to say that even if youâre in the Hero course, if you get too carried away, Iâll sweep your feet out from under you.â His eyes flash, chin raised high. âConsider it a declaration of war.â
You sigh a little internally at the theatrics. âExcuse me, coming through.â You call. You ignore the way the ash-blond tenses a little as you walk up beside him, and you smile politely at the crowd; your uniform your armor, and your makeup your helm. You can do damage control just fine. âIâm class 1-Aâs healer, so I donât have a bone to pick with you really, but,â You cock your head. âAll we did was fight off and survive a villain attack. Iâm not sure how thatâs arrogance. Have any of us gone out of our way to bother you?âÂ
You are sure your classmates havenât, because though you have not known them long, you are observant enough to tell that they are good and dedicated to the path of Heroism. And you are right: he is wordless in the face of your diplomatic tone, the maturity of it all.Â
But then⤠a laugh, somewhat mocking. You think you recognize the voice, and you do: itâs class 1-Bâs understudy, standing in the middle of the crowd. You have not talked to her much, thinking her quiet, but it seems that really, she just dislikes you.Â
âThatâs so rich of you to say,â She says, with a scoff. âSucking up to Recovery Girl all the time, parading around like you own the place, all because you went viral and people started calling you The Best Healer of our Generation. âÂ
You blink⤠you remember Sueko mentioning it once, you think, after one of your co-workers, one of the older interns had started making videos of you, with your consent. You had not put much thought behind it, and you hadnât the time to, between your many hours and the boneless weariness that had been so constant in your life after.
âGet off your high horse,â She snarls, a vehement finality to it, as she scans you, up, and then down.Â
You donât know what to say, because honestly, you had never thought of yourself that way; had not thought of any others thinking of you that way. There are cries of outrage from behind you, you hear, distantly, as if you are underwater, but you are still stuck on the way she scans you. As if you are less than what you are, reduced to the painted trim of your nails, the makeup on your face, less than what you are and undeserving. As if it does not matter that you go to the hospital more often than not, your features clear, your hair pulled up, and lose yourself in your work; the agony of your patients, healing them and then some more until your bones ache with the ghost of their pain and you drop dead to your pillow, your phone turned off.Â
You are silent not because you are hurt, exactly⤠you do not know this girl, and she does not know you⤠but because you are so stunned. You donât know what to say, because you have never thought yourself reduced to just this, less than what you are and undeserving. Distantly, you hear the cries of outrage, you feel yourself, adrift amidst an ocean, your hands clenching. You donât know how to start, or what to even say.
But he does.Â
âShe doesnât use social media,â He starts, and yes , you donât, but how does he know? âIt obviously wasnât even her recording the videos, you fuckwit, and it says in the account biography that itâs owned and run by a friend.âÂ
You are staring at him, your heart held like hope in your throat. ( You think of your sunflowers. ) You donât understand why he is saying this, why he is stepping in for you. ( You remember making fun of the things he likes, and he of yours. You remember finding that you do not regret lying the first day and calling him your best friend, because even if you are not even friends⤠he is tolerant of you, he punches your pseudo-stalker for you, he walks with you before school, and he walks with you after. He never calls himself your friend, but he believes in you and your dream, and promises to walk you to and from school anyways, even if you do not attend the same one. )
He does not look at you, nor does he pause, and though there is anger in his voice, you think he is holding himself back. âHigh horse?â He laughs sardonically. âGet off yours. Sheâs already ten times the healer, hell, the Hero , youâll ever be.âÂ
( He doesnât call himself your friend, but he still stands up for you. )
You donât know what sort of expression youâre making, but it has to be ugly, something complicated, not exactly bewilderment nor gratitude or simply hope but some combination of them all; something in between.Â
âAnd what would you know? What are you, her guard dog?â She snarks back.Â
And finally, you find your voice.Â
âHe does what he likes.âÂ
You are still watching him, and you see the way his hands clench, and then unclench.Â
( You think very briefly of your sunflowers, and you think that you will always miss them. You can heal any wound on this earth, save the fatal ones, but you cannot heal the hole he has carved into your heart; not the one from this boy who knows you, every facet, both the good and the bad. You have never needed to hide the unsavory parts of yourself from him; after all, your very relationship was built upon a lie. You think a part of you has always loved him for it, will always love him for it⤠this boy who is not your friend, has never been your friend, but still knows you, stands up for you, and believes in you, in all of you. And, you think, even if he does not care for you, there will always be a part of you that always cares for him. )
You turn to level her with a cool stare.Â
âHeâs right,â You say. âI donât use social media, and before you call me a liar, just listen.â You add, as her mouth opens.Â
( Your mother is a doctor, and when your Quirk develops, you know you want to go the same route. You have never even considered anything else; never even thought of being a Hero, until your sensei tells you that he mightâve pushed you for it, had you not already been so dedicated to the path. And you will not pretend like you have been good every step of the way ⤠you are not that much of a good person. Your mother tells you to play nice , because you are a willful child, vindictive in both your action and your speech, and petty enough to hold onto your grudges. You are not that much of a good person, you have never particularly cared to cater to the feelings of those around you unless you feel like it; do not care to stand up for a boy who has done nothing to you, just because he has done nothing for you. You are grown now, better now, you know, but some elements of you still remain. You still wear your outfits like your armor, though it is not your hair but your makeup that is now your helm, you take time with your appearance and you take care of it every morning. Your volunteering at the hospital was not born entirely out of unselfish intention⤠firstly because your mother said it was what you should do, and second because you thought the experience would look good, especially since you were applying to UA. But⤠)
âI donât know why you applied to UA, but I know why I did.â You say, simply. âIt was because I wanted to become a healer, and this is one of the best places in the world to do it.â You straighten, jerking a finger at the ash-blond beside you. âWe all went through the same application process. Take him, for example. Heâs arrogant, heâs loud, and he always gets on your nerves. But that doesnât make him any less passionate, or any less of a Hero. It doesnât matter, because if youâre determined enough, strong enough, youâll eventually rise to the top.â
You are the center of attention, but you have never been so aware of a singular set of eyes, burning straight into you.
You continue. âI donât know who you are, or what you want to be, but that goes for the rest of you, too.â You jerk your thumb back to your classroom. âThereâs a green-haired boy in there that everyone thought was Quirkless, including himself. But he had a dream that he dared to try for, and look where he is now.âÂ
You look at your fellow intern, the class 1-B one.Â
âI donât use social media for a variety of reasons, havenât for a long while, and I wonât pretend like all of them were good. But ever since I started volunteering at the hospital, whenever I think about it, I think: every second I spend scrolling the internet could be another life lost. Someone I didnât save, something I didnât learn that couldâve helped someone in the future.â Your shoulders are set, and you lift your chin high. âYou can think Iâm a liar all you want, but I would hope, as a healer, you would be at least able to understand this.âÂ
She is mute, and you look at the rest of the crowd, wearing your outfit like armor, your makeup, your helm.Â
You raise one eyebrow. âAnything else?âÂ
Silence is your only answer, and you shrug.
âSee you around, I guess.â
The crowd parts mutely before you, but then your wrist is clasped in a hand⤠you think, very briefly, of sunflowers, but then you turn, and it is Mina grinning up at you, several others from your class in tow. âYouâre so fucking cool,â She tells you, bright and genuine.Â
You are not that much of a good person, never have been, and, you think, you are not entirely sure if you ever will be. You will never be entirely unselfish, free of your precociousness, your pettiness, your occasional lying habits, and all the other thousand-and-one flaws you could find in yourself, if you really tried.Â
But you are growing. You are the same you that you were before, and you are also different.Â
You grin at her. âI know I am,â You say.Â
You are not that much of a good person, but you are growing, just as much the person you were before, as you are someone new.
You are a healer, you are yourself; this is who you are, and this is what you do.Â
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His mother calls him out on his sulking, barely a week in.
âDid something happen between the two of you?â She frowns, and his heart clenches painfully in his chest.
âSâfine,â He snarls. âKeep your damn nose out of my business, old hag.âÂ
For once, his mother does not take him up on the challenge⤠he almost wishes she would. Heâs been itching for a fight, to get it out of his system somehow, but sheâs always been able to read him⤠just like you.
Mitsuki waves the phone in her hand. âHer father said she wonât be joining us for weekly dinners anymore⤠sheâs started volunteering at the hospital, and just wonât have time.â She states, plainly, and without judgment. âI donât know what happened between the two of you, or if youâre still friends, but you were probably a little shit like usual, so get off your ass and go apologize.âÂ
Apologize. That damned word. He hates it. And heâs considered it, but then he remembers: you, your face, the way it had crumpled, and then the way youâd sneered, donât talk to me again.
He has always been able to tell your lies from your truths, and it stunned him in the moment, because it had not seemed like so much of a lie.Â
And itâs not. He sees the truth of it, a week later, when you skip out on your weekly dinners, accept your volunteer position, and cut the whole of him from your life, just like that. He sees the truth of it, on the first day of school, as he waits by your intersection and is almost late because you arenât there, as he scans his class for your face and finds you absent, when you pass him in the halls and donât even bother to look up. He sees the truth of it two months later, when that damned nerd stands at your table, a tray in his hands, and you allow him to sit. His heart is in his throat, clenching around something painful, there is smoke rising from his hands⤠Deku looks up instinctively, flinching, and you do not even bother to turn.Â
( You and your sunflowers, the way you smile like the sun when you find out he is allergic , and go out of your way to plaster sunflower-themed things all over yourself, and heâs not quite sure if they are your favorite flower, or you do it just because you hate him. But then he gets to know you, slowly and over the years, a thousand-and-one forced interactions until he finds, one day, that he is not reacting so sharply to your barbs, uncaring that you flop onto his bed and muss up the sheets, unminding of your chatter, your studious, stupidly competitive nature, the way your eyebrows knit a little when you focus on a more difficult concept, or how youâre grinning as you annoy him, rambling about anything and everything; your fictional crushes. You say you want to be a healer, and the first thing he thinks is: thatâs stupid , why not a Hero?⤠but your eyes are determined as you say it, there is a fire in them, and he sees that bleed into the way you do things; the way you act. You never call him your friend⤠you have, once, very clearly a lie ⤠but he punches your pseudo-stalker for you, promises to walk you to and from school, even if he does not know which one you might go to, promises to teach you how to fight. Itâs stupid, he knows it is, the way he tenses when you joke that you want him to kiss you so bad because heâs imagining it. And then the guilt after, when you press your cheek softly into the curve of his nape, feeling the dried-out tracks of your tears, the way you shudder as you steal his pain⤠barely-there, but he feels it, anyway. )
He looks at you, properly, fork crumpling in his hand. âYo. Youâre staring.â One of his friends nudges him, gently, and he forces himself to look away.Â
( You, the sunflowers you bedazzle yourself in, your bag absent of them, and the way you never wear anything yellow ever again. )
Heâs angry at you, at first. Itâs unfair, he thinks, the way you seem to carve him completely out of your life, with all the practiced precision of a surgeon, that he spends almost all his time thinking about you, and that you do not do the same for him. You donât want to talk to him, youâve made that abundantly clear, and thatâs fine⤠he has his pride, and he is not going to beg you to stay. Not when you chose the nerd over him.Â
But then you stand in the doorway. You look like you did the first day, clear-eyed, but older. Your eyes widen when they catch sight of him, ever-slight, but heâs never missed a single expression on your face, and he does not miss it now. All of a sudden, he wants to talk to you so badly that it hurts⤠he sees the bags under your eyes and wants to tell you to sleep, the bone-weariness with which you carry yourself, your step absent of skip.Â
But then, your gaze drops. He sees your bag, absent of its sunflowers.Â
He feels as if his gut were a stone, heavy and damning.Â
He remembers: you have never once thought of him as a friend, and he will not beg you to. He will respect your space, your wishes.Â
And yet. You stand by the entrance, the day of that first class, fierce and silhouetted by the sun. Are you hurt? You ask him, and it feels as if he were floating, stuck in a dream.
He takes too long to respond, and you give him a once-over, clearly discerning he is fine. You kneel by the damn nerdâs side, and he feels the absence of your attention like a physical thing, but even that is secondary to the horror he feels when you reach the other boy; his arm painfully bruised and almost a terror to look at.Â
He wants to say: you donât have to do this, you donât have to hurt yourself. There are other healers in the building, and donât you have a mentor? You raved about Recovery Girl all the time, thereâs no reason you should be taking his pain for yourself. And the nerd will be fine ⤠anger clenches at him, then, because if the nerd knows about your Quirk and still allows you to hurt yourself for him⤠âWhy does that even matter?â You ask him, and he hears the ghost of what you donât say: why do you even care?
He does. Of course he does. He always has, even when you giggle to yourself about something so blatantly stupid, even when you are an entire pain in his ass.Â
But then he thinks of you, your bag empty of sunflowers, the way you have not worn yellow since.Â
His arm drops back to his side, and he says nothing more to you, just as youâd like.Â
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You have always disliked crowds, but so has he.Â
He is watching you when it happens, sees you lingering hesitantly by the exit. Youâll be smart about it, heâs sure⤠heâs hotheaded, yes, but that doesnât mean heâs stupid or blind. But then⤠brown-haired cheeks tugs you by the wrist, forcing you into the throng, and he thinks: what the fuck?Â
He knows itâs stupid, and that you wonât thank him for it, but he dives after you, anyway.Â
He forces his way towards you, watching as you elbow someone particularly hard with a surge of pride, before heâs holding you and marching away, towards the wall, towards free space, trying not to think about how you feel in his arms, how you feel with the whole of you pressed against him. He needs to say something, anything to distract himself, so what he says is: âWhat the hell were you thinking? You donât even like crowds.âÂ
Your cheeks are a little flushed, and you are staring at him. He feels his own warm in turn, and he feels like a kid again, heart like a sun in his chest.Â
Your features still. Your mouth flattens, and you are cold as you say what you did not only a day before. âWhy do you even care?â You ask.
He does. Of course he does.Â
But you do not ask this question in hopes of an answer. Your gaze slides past, and then you go with it, refusing to give him even the time to reach for you.Â
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When the mist envelops him, the first thing he turns towards is you.Â
His eyes widen⤠you are already in the air, lunging at him, and he barely has the mind, the presence of thought to catch you. You fall as one, and his gut lurches⤠he wraps himself around you, shielding your vitals, your head from harm, and gladly takes the brunt of the impact. He has all of a second to check up on you, to feel you pressed against him, know that you are safe, before he catches sight of more villains behind. âSTAY THERE.â He shoves you into a corner, setting his back to you⤠and when they are done, you have not moved an inch.
He sees the daze of your eyes, the shock, and cups your cheeks anyways, trying to ground you. âOi,â He says, harsh, but also soft. âYou hurt anywhere?âÂ
You blink up at him, and then at the red he barely feels sliding down the side of his cheek.Â
He jerks away. He doesnât want you to touch him, not to heal him⤠heâs strong, heâs fine, he can deal with it, he doesnât need you to steal his pain. Not when itâll hurt you.Â
âI am a healer,â You say, and his heart clenches again at the sound of your voice, and again when you tell him: âYou are hurt, and I am simply repaying a favor.âÂ
He hears the steel in your voice, lets you touch him.
He would give anything to curl into your touch, even if for the rest of your life, your relationship is just like this: he, the dog, and your favors, the bone. He wants it, so long as you will keep on touching him like this, and yet he also doesnât want it, because he cannot bear to be the one causing you such pain.Â
He is angry beyond words when the extra starts laying into you like she does, and you simply stand there, bearing the brunt of it all.Â
Heâs watched the videos, seen every single one. Seen how hard you work inside of them⤠the comments talk about how beautiful you are, but all he can think of is the tired pallor of your face⤠but whatâs more is that he knows how hard you work outside , too, and who is this girl to even talk about you like that, when she doesnât know what itâs like to take the pain of another, and make it into your own? His tone of delivery is quiet, no less than lethal, and he speaks with every ounce of pride he has in you and the person that you are.Â
You are watching him, he thinks, and he thinks, somewhat dizzily, that this is it. Youâll chew him out in front of the crowd, call him out on his bullshit, tell him to stop speaking about you, speaking for you, that you hate him, that heâs stupid, anything and everything of the above.Â
But you do not.
You only rise, and he thinks that you are not at all the girl he has known before. Some parts of you are the same, entirely unchanged, but you have grown⤠so much that it takes his breath away. You have always been coolly elegant in your deliveries when you mean it, but this â¤
He thinks: it is okay if you never want to talk to him, if you donât care one bit. It is okay if you choose never to wear yellow again, your bag remaining empty of its sunflowers, it is okay if you carve him entirely from your life.Â
He will respect your wishes, and watch from the sidelines, basking in the radiance of you: the healer, the girl, and simply everything that you are.Â
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You should not be here.Â
You feel terribly out of place in this darkened room, with a crowd of familiar villains before you, disoriented and groggy.Â
If it were not for the ash-blond by your side, you think you mightâve started hyperventilating. You are quiet as you wake. You notice: his hands are bound, but yours are not⤠they know you are a healer, you think, and they do not fear you.Â
You feel, rather than see, crimson eyes slide to yours. You blink up at him.Â
And then, his eyes flicker up.
You see the resolve set firmly onto his face. You know him, likely more than he does himself, which is why you know what he will say.Â
He says: âIâll listen. Iâll consider working with you, so long as you make sure to leave her out of it.âÂ
No. The word clangs into you with a force, a viciousness. You jolt upwards, so fast your head spins⤠no. You know he wonât. He is a Hero to the core, and you know this, because you have decided early on that you will remain a step behind him always, even if he does not care at all for you, there and ready to steal away your pain. You have decided: you will see him live out all of his days, full of glory and entirely unscathed, victorious, and you will not watch him burn his life away like this, tucked away in a corner of this world, quietly and without a sound.Â
He lies to protect you, and you decide there and then that it isnât worth it. You know him, have spent a thousand and one days getting to know him, just as you know that his bluff will be called before long, because though Bakugou Katsuki is many things, you have always known him to be a terrible liar .Â
You arenât, though.
You straighten, and rasp. âNo, he wonât.âÂ
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He watches you straighten, watches you drawl, and he feels a terror like ice creeping over his throat.
Your lips are pulled into your liarâs smile, soft and lovely under the candlelight, but then⤠âKatsukiâs going to be a Hero,â You tell them, and his heart stutters because when was the last time you actually called him by his name?Â
âShut the fuck up,â He tells you.
You ignore him.
âTrust me when I say, this guyâs like, the biggest All Might fan youâll ever see. Well, actually, maybe not the biggest⤠Midoriyaâs collection is insanely impressive, but you get the point. Did you really see his actions at the Sports Festival and think that was your opening?âÂ
You stand, a smirk on your face, and he wants to tell you to shut the hell up again, to just stop talking, but⤠you turn, you flash him a grin, and itâs like heâs six again and seeing you for the first time. You see him, in a way no one else ever has, in a way that assuages all the criticism heâs seen since, narrowing his world down to these things: you, and your unwavering confidence in him. Your lips are pulled into your liarâs smile, you are scared and terrified and pretty much everything in between, but he hears your words, hears your truth.
âNewsflash, losers. Heâs wanted to be a Hero ever since he was a kid, and nothingâs ever going to change that.âÂ
His heart swells so tight he thinks itâs going to burst. You, in this moment, like you still care , that heâs not alone in this, and that he cares for you more than anything else in the world, loves you more than you will ever know.Â
You do not need to say anything else, because there is a knock on the door⤠pizza delivery , someone calls, and then the door opens; All Might in the flesh. The heroes⤠and then you are scrambling for him, your fingers fumbling with the knots, but he simply jerks his hands apart, tearing the fabric, and reaches for yours.Â
You still a little, surprised, flinching back a bit, but his heart is singing⤠you care , he thinks, somewhat dumbly, like a mantra bouncing around inside his head. He barely registers the rest of it⤠he emerges by the ruins of a building, your hand still in his, piloting the both of you around the villains who try to keep you. Shitty Hair, calling down at him from the fucking sky⤠what the fuck? but then heâs calling for you, and then there is you: looping your arms around his neck, knowing, instinctively, what he means.
His chest warms like the sun, ethereal and glorious.Â
You blast together into the night. His hand lands upon another one, similarly callused, and then heâs curling his other around you, latching you to him. Your head is settled in the crook of his neck, and you donât protest it in the slightest, only untangling yourself once you land.
You donât reach for his hand once you do, but thatâs okay. His heart is singing.Â
He snarls at the others in his usual manner, and you assert yourself with your own. He follows you as you walk, a step behind. The others leave you at the police station, their own parents plenty concerned, and he doesnât mind it in the slightest⤠he gets to walk you home, after all.Â
You are silent as he does. He walks a step behind, and does not prod you.Â
You stop. He does, too. Your hands ball up into fists. He watches, waiting.Â
Finally, you whisper. âWhy the hellâd you do it?âÂ
That is not at all what heâs expecting you to say.
âHah?â Heâs never been good with his words, always more combative than means. Particularly with you. Especially with you. âCause I wanted to, dumbass. The hell do you want me to say?âÂ
You whip around and slug him instantly, punching him square in the gut.Â
He barely bends from the force of it. You clutch your fist, teary and glaring.Â
âFuck you,â You hiss. â Fuck you , Katsuki. You donât just get to pretend like you care when you want to, whenever it suits you! You donât get toâ¤âÂ
Heâs stunned into silence. Heâs the one thatâs pretending like he cares about you?
Your mouth opens and closes, so angry that you cannot quite find the words. âYou donât get to just fucking try and sacrifice yourself for me! What the fuck!âÂ
He steps closer, disbelief lighting a second sun in his chest.
You lash out. âStay away from me!âÂ
He catches it in his hand, and you try to fucking headbutt him. He dodges that, too, and then heâs pulling you into him, as tight as his heart feels.
You stiffen. Frankly, he doesnât give a shit, not when heâs figured out how you really feel.Â
âIâm sorry,â He rasps into your ear. âI care for you. Iâve liked you since we were fucking six, and you shoved your stupid fucking sunflowers in my face. I was angry. Iâm sorry. Iâll spend the rest of my life making it up to you, if youâll have me.âÂ
You do not move. Do not breathe, and for all of a second, he thinks: this is it.Â
And then, you crumple.Â
He can count the number of times heâs seen you cry on one hand, but you weep into his shoulder now, a yearâs worth of repressed emotions wrung out of you in an instant. You melt into him so perfectly he feels as if he was made for you, the weight of you so perfect and familiar in his arms. âYouâre so fucking stupid ,â He thinks you are saying though itâs somewhat unintelligible, between your sobs and the way your voice is muffled from being pressed into his chest.Â
He chuffs in your ear. âFeel free to add blind and ugly to the list, if youâd like.âÂ
You laugh, broken and teary, but then your arms rise, and you are wrapping them around him.
He thinks: itâs okay if the world ends right then and there, so long as he gets to hold you; just like this; just then and there; just for a moment longer.Â
( He thinks of you and your sunflowers, your liarâs smile. How your face had lit up in absolute delight at the sound of his first sneeze, and how youâd stepped forward to thrust it further into his face, a wicked grin on yours all the while. How you lie your way into weekly dinners, and heâs furious , swearing he wonât talk to his parents for the whole of a month⤠but then youâre there, in his room and making fun of his figurines.
You say, somewhat disinterestedly, that you think you remember a new All Might one on the market. He caves, and his vow lasts only a week.Â
He thinks of you and your sunflowers, your liarâs smile. How he had always hated the sight of them before you; a young god faced with his one mortal weakness, but as time went on, he learned how he did not quite mind the look of them on you. He thinks of you and your sunflowers, your liarâs smile; soft and lovely under the candlelight, scared and shaking and terrified but still believing wholly in him, just as he does you.Â
He thinks he has loved you since forever. )
Absent-mindedly, he presses his mouth to your hair.
And in the light of the dawn, pink-streaked and painting you awash in yellow, you look up at him, and you smile.Â
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 3.2k
an: This was supposed to be 7k words but I decided to split it into two parts. The second part should be out either tonight or tomorrow morning :)!
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The guard's grip on your arm tightened as he dragged you down the dimly lit hallway. Your shoes scraped against the cold concrete floor, each step echoing in the oppressive silence. You could barely move your leg, the sharp pain forcing you to drag it behind you. The adrenaline that had masked your injury was wearing off, and only now did you fully register the gunshot wound. The bleeding had slowed however as it only seemed to be a deep graze, the makeshift tourniquet holding firm, but it still hurt like hell.Â
As you reached a heavy metal door at the end of the hall, you finally broke the silence. âYouâre making a mistake,â you said, looking at the guard, who was too busy enjoying the moment to notice the warning in your tone.
The guard scoffed. âIt's over for you.â
Without a word, you snapped your arm up, elbowing him hard in the stomach. The guard grunted, stumbling back in surprise. It wasnât much, but it was enough to make him hesitate.
Before he could recover, you spun around, using his moment of confusion to deliver a swift kick to his knees. He crumpled to the ground, a shock of pain running up his legs.
You groaned as pain shot through your injured leg as well, nearly buckling under your weight. Instinct kicked in, and you lunged, grabbing the edge of the doorframe to steady yourself. The guard staggered, caught off balance, and you seized the moment. He was strong, but you moved faster. Your breath remained steady, your focus razor-sharp.Â
âNot so fun when youâre on the receiving end, is it?â you muttered, crouching down to make sure he wasnât going to get up anytime soon. You pulled his gun from its holster and threw it into an empty room. Making sure he wasn't able to grab ahold of it.Â
As the guard groaned on the floor, still clutching his bruised stomach, you knew you had a fleeting window of opportunity. You couldnât afford to waste any more timeâMoretti would realize what had happened soon, and when he did, he wouldnât hesitate to send more men after you.
Your heart pounded in your chest as you considered your options. You could run, but that would lead you straight into more of Morettiâs men and with your leg that wasn't much of an option. You had to think strategically.Â
You took another breath, forcing your body to calm down. Thatâs when you felt the familiar, electric surge of power course through your veinsâthe hum of your quirk.Â
You closed your eyes for a moment, focusing on the surge within you. You had to do this without hesitation. Without letting fear cloud your control. When you opened your eyes again, the air around you crackled with raw energy.
The guard had begun to stir, and you didnât have the luxury of waiting any longer. You raised your hand, palm open, and aimed it at the metal door. In an instant, a concentrated burst of power shot from your fingertips, striking the door with enough force to send it slamming back against the wall. The impact was deafening, the metal screeching in protest.
For a split second, the guard froze, eyes wide in disbelief. But it was too late. The shockwave from the blast had knocked him flat, and the surge of power youâd released left the hallway bathed in a low, humming energy.
You didnât stop to see if the guard would recover. Instead, you turned on your heel and bolted as fast as you could down the corridor, the lightning-fast pulses of your quirk lighting up the path ahead of you. The air seemed to part as you moved, as if the very fabric of the space had been altered by your command.
You could feel the telltale shifts in the atmosphere as Morettiâs men reactedâfootsteps echoing, voices shouting orders, the tension rising. They werenât far behind.
You fired another blast into the ceiling above, causing the ceiling to concave in on itself. You knew Bakugo would be able to blast himself out of the damage. The shock left the hallway filled with swirling electrical currents, disrupting the security systems that Moretti had relied on to track you.
The alarms went off, lights flickering erratically, and that gave you the opening you needed. With a burst of energy, you dashed into a side room, your quirkâs power surging in waves as you manipulated the energy around you to shield your movement. The air hummed and crackled, your energy wrapping around you like an invisible shield, keeping you hidden from view.
You steadied your breathing, the crackling hum of your quirk a comforting reminder that you werenât powerless even while injured. The side room youâd ducked into was dark and cluttered with old crates and machineryâperfect for buying yourself a moment to strategize.
You crouched low, listening. The voices outside grew louder as Morettiâs men regrouped. They were searching, splitting into teams, their footsteps echoing in the corridor.
âSheâs in here somewhere! Fan out!â one of them barked.
Perfect. Let them spread thin.
Closing your eyes, you focused on the currents in the walls. With your quirk, you could feel the flow of electricity running through the buildingâsecurity cameras, automated locks, even the guardsâ radios.
Reaching out, you latched onto the electrical grid, sending a concentrated surge into the radio frequencies. Sparks flew from the earpieces of the guards in the hallway, causing shouts of confusion and panic.
âWhat the hell?!â
âRadioâs fried!â
âIs she doing this? Damn itâfind her!â
Using the chaos, you slipped back into the hallway, keeping low as you moved. The flickering lights cast eerie shadows, but you used them to your advantage, sticking close to the walls.
The guards were scattered now, their communication disrupted, and their coordination in shambles. One of them turned a corner, his back to you. Without hesitation, you surged forward, using the built-up charge in your hand to send a short snap to his neck. He crumpled silently, and you caught his weapon before it hit the floor.
One down.
You pressed on, your steps swift and deliberate.Â
A group of guards blocked your path ahead, their backs to you as they shouted orders into malfunctioning radios. You crouched, pressing your hand to the floor. With a deep breath, you sent a ripple through the ground, the cement flooring collapsing under the guards. It hit the guards like an invisible net, their bodies locking up momentarily before they collapsed.
The air around you buzzed with static, your quirkâs energy crackling in your veins. You didnât feel tiredâyet. Adrenaline and determination kept you sharp, each movement precise.
Then, you heard it: a low hum, deeper and more menacing than before. The buildingâs systems were trying to reboot. Moretti was smartâheâd undoubtedly built redundancies into his security. You didnât have much time before the lights stabilized and his men regrouped.
You pushed forward, rounding another corner, and finally spotted a heavy reinforced door at the end of the hall.Â
Standing between you and the door was a guard who looked far more formidable than the othersâtaller, broader, and armed to the teeth. He turned as you approached, his eyes narrowing when he saw you.
âEnd of the line,â he said, his voice cold.
A smirk tugged at your lips. âI was just thinking the same thing.â
With a sharp inhale, you let your quirk surge to full power. The air around you shimmered, and the hallway was bathed in a flickering, glow.
If Moretti thought his men could stop you, he was about to learn just how wrong he was.
The guard didnât hesitate, lunging toward you with surprising speed. You ducked under his swing, the massive fist grazing your shoulder before smashing into the wall behind you, cracking the concrete.
âYouâre persistent,â you muttered, spinning away and aiming a focused blast of energy at his chest. The jolt forced him back a step, but he didnât go down. Instead, he grinnedâa feral, teeth-baring grin.
âGot some bite, huh? Letâs see how long you last.â
He charged again, faster this time. You dodged to the side, rolling into a crouch and sweeping your leg to knock him off balance. He stumbled, his bulk making him difficult to topple completely, but you werenât giving up.
âStay down!â you shouted, sending another burst at his arm. The crackling energy wrapped around him, making his muscles seize. His grip on his weapon slipped, and the gun clattered to the ground. Seizing the opportunity, you kicked it far out of reach.
The guard growled, clearly unwilling to back down. But before he could lunge again, a familiar explosion echoed down the hall. Smoke and debris flew into the air, and a moment later, Bakugo came charging through the wreckage, crimson eyes blazing with fury.
âMOVE!â Bakugoâs shout rang out, and you hit the ground instinctively, rolling to the opposite side of the hall just as a deafening explosion erupted. The blast sent the guard hurtling into the office door with a sickening crunch, the impact cracking the wooden frame.
âFuck, are you good?â Bakugo was at your side in an instant, his hands cupping your face as his crimson eyes scanned you for injuries, his breathing ragged from the fight.
You pushed him slightly away, though your hand lingered on his wrist, grounding yourself in his presence. âIâm fine,â you assured him quickly, your voice steady despite the adrenaline coursing through your veins. âWhereâs Moretti?â
Bakugo shook his head, his jaw tightening. âI donât know. He bolted as soon as the alarms started blaring.â
âDamn it,â you hissed, clenching your fists. You closed your eyes, trying to focus, to extend your senses outward. âI canât feel him. Usually, Iâd be able to track his presence, but thereâs too much interference in the building. Too many people, too much chaos.â
Bakugo growled under his breath, his frustration as palpable as your own.Â
âOne of Moretti's men told me he was staying at a motel,â you said, your voice low as you motioned for Bakugo to follow you.Â
âThis definitely ainât a motel, sweetheart,â Bakugo muttered, his tone dripping with sarcasm as his sharp eyes darted around, scanning for any incoming threats.
âYeah, no shit,â you shot back, rolling your eyes before a thought struck you. âWaitâyou werenât blindfolded when they brought you in.â
âNo, I wasnât,â Bakugo replied, his voice gruff as he gestured down another hallway. âBut this place is a damn maze. The only reason I found you was because of the guards. Made it real easy when they started screaming.â
You sighed, shaking your head. âWell, we need to move. Moretti knows this place like the back of his hand, and heâll have reinforcements swarming us any second.â
Bakugo nodded, his jaw tight as he adjusted his gloves. âTch. Let âem come. Iâve got plenty of firepower to deal with those bastards.â
Despite the weight of the situation, his confidence sparked a faint smirk on your lips. âI donât doubt that,â you said, your tone softening. âBut we need to be smart about this. If we can get to an exit, weâll have the advantage outside.â
âFine,â he agreed grudgingly, though his hands twitched with impatience. âBut if we run into Moretti, Iâm not holding back.â
âNeither am I,â you replied, your voice firm.
The air in the building was heavy with the scent of concrete dust and smoke, every corner steeped in shadows that seemed to stretch endlessly. Your footsteps echoed faintly as you moved, your senses hyper-alert to every creak of the structure or distant voice.
Bakugo suddenly raised a hand, motioning for you to stop. He cocked his head, listening intently. âHear that?â he murmured.
You strained your ears and caught itâa low, muffled murmur of voices coming from a corridor to your left. Your heart jumped. âGuards?â
âMost likely,â Bakugo whispered, his lips pulling into a grin that was half anticipation, half menace. âLetâs shut âem up before they call for backup.â
You grabbed his arm, stopping him before he could rush in. âWait. We donât know how many there are or if theyâve got comms to Moretti. If they alert him, weâll lose any chance of catching him off guard.â
He scowled but didnât pull away. âFine. Got a plan, genius?â
You nodded. âIâll take the lead. My quirk can handle this quietly. You stay back, but if things go sidewaysââ
âIâm blasting the hell outta everything,â he finished with a smirk, his crimson eyes gleaming in the dim light.
âExactly,â you said, your lips quirking up for a brief second before you pushed forward.
Sliding silently along the wall, you peeked around the corner. Three guards stood clustered near a door, their weapons slung casually over their shoulders.Â
Drawing on your quirk, you exhaled slowly and let the power flood your senses. The world around you dimmed, leaving only the vivid threads of the guardsâ presenceâtheir heartbeat rhythms, the faint electromagnetic signals of their equipment.
One step forward. Another. The shadows seemed to ripple around you, swallowing your form as you closed the distance.
The first guard didnât even see you coming. A quick strike to his neck dropped him silently to the floor. The second turned, his eyes widening, but you twisted his weapon out of his hands and knocked him unconscious with the butt of it in one fluid motion.
The third managed to let out a strangled gasp before Bakugo was suddenly there, grabbing the man by the collar and slamming him into the wall. âWhereâs Moretti?â Bakugo growled, his voice low and deadly.
The guard stammered, his face pale. âIâI donât know! Heâs somewhere upstairs in the west wing. Please, thatâs all I know!â
Bakugo sneered and slammed him against the wall one more time for good measure before letting him crumple to the floor. He turned to you, his expression unreadable. âWest wing, huh? Guess weâve got a direction now.â
You nodded, already moving. âLetâs go. The longer we wait, the harder this gets.â
âDamn right,â Bakugo muttered, falling into step beside you. His presence was solid and reassuring, a blazing force that matched your determination.
âShitty Hair went for backupâif he figures out where we are, they should be here soon,â Bakugo muttered, his eyes scanning the hall for any signs of movement.
âIf Kirishima wanted to keep his balls, he wouldâve gone straight to the place I told him to,â you shot back.
âWhat?â Bakugo stopped, turning to look at you.
âWhen we were in the car, I made him promise that if anything happened, heâd find Milly and protect her,â you explained, your voice steady.
Bakugoâs sharp crimson gaze fixed on you, a flicker of realization crossing his face. âI knew you didnât kill her,â he muttered.
âIâm a hero, not a monster,â you replied, your tone firm but quiet.
âA hero, huh?â he repeated, raising an eyebrow.
You shrugged, keeping your focus ahead. âItâs not exactly the kind of thing you bring up over coffee. âHey, I used to be a hero, faked my death, and took down some major villains.â Doesnât make for casual conversation, does it?â
âTch.â Bakugoâs hands clenched at his sides, tiny sparks crackling in his palms. âAnd your quirk?â
âNothing special.â you shot back, glancing at him over your shoulder. âAnd besides, my quirkâs not flashy like yours. Itâs subtle. Perfect for staying under the radarâwhich was kind of the whole point after Moretti.â
He scoffed, clearly unimpressed. âSubtle, huh? Looked plenty flashy back there when you were knocking people out left and right.â
You sighed, stopping in your tracks to face him. âKatsuki, this isnât about my past. This is about stopping Moretti before he hurts anyone else. We can have the âwhat else havenât you told meâ talk later, but right now, we donât have time for this.â
His jaw worked, and for a moment, you thought he might argue. But then he huffed, running a hand through his ash-blond hair. âFine. But donât think for a second weâre done with this conversation.â
âNoted,â you said, a small smirk tugging at your lips as you turned back down the hallway.
The west wing loomed ahead, the corridors narrowing and the air growing colder. You could feel itâa sense of finality hanging thick around you. Whatever awaited in the next room, it was clear you and Bakugo would face it together, unresolved tensions and all.
The hallway stretched ahead, dimly lit and eerily silent apart from the faint hum of electricity. Bakugo stayed close, his footsteps heavier than yours as his crimson eyes darted around, searching for any sign of an ambush. You could feel the tension radiating off himâpart frustration, part adrenalineâbut there wasnât time to unpack that now.
âYou said you can sense him,â Bakugo muttered, breaking the silence. âWhatâre you picking up?â
You stopped, closing your eyes for a moment and focusing on the energy around you. It was chaotic, scatteredâa mix of fear, anger, and desperation from everyone in the building. But there, buried beneath it all, was a faint, unmistakable pulse.
âHeâs close,â you said, your voice low. âTwo floors down, east wing. Heâs not alone.â
Bakugo grinned, the kind of feral, dangerous grin that made villains tremble. âGood. The bastard wonât know what hit him.â
As you moved toward the nearest stairwell, you caught a glimpse of motion in the shadows ahead. Without hesitation, you grabbed Bakugoâs arm and yanked him back just as a barrage of bullets ricocheted off the walls.
âShit!â Bakugo hissed, throwing up his hands and sending a concussive blast toward the shooter. The explosion rocked the corridor, and when the smoke cleared, the guard was sprawled unconscious on the floor.
âThat was reckless,â you muttered, already moving to secure the guardâs weapon.
âWorked, didnât it?â Bakugo shot back, his tone dripping with defiance.
Rolling your eyes, you pressed on, your senses sharp and your quirk humming faintly under your skin. More guards appeared as you descended the stairs, but Bakugoâs explosions and your precision made quick work of them. The two of you moved like a well-oiled machineâdespite the unresolved tension, your instincts as fighters meshed seamlessly.
By the time you reached the east wing, the air felt heavier, charged with something darker. Moretti was closeâyou could feel his presence like a storm on the horizon.
Bakugo glanced at you, his fiery gaze meeting yours. âThis is it. You ready?â
You nodded, your jaw set. âIâve been ready for years.â
He smirked, stepping ahead and cracking his knuckles. âThen letâs end this.â
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Hiii everyone! Iâm hoping chapter 12 will be out in the next few days. I have it completely typed out but it still needs a few tweaks. Iâve been so busy with work & life I havenât had the chance to sit down & look at it. sorry to keep the people waiting &&& thank you for all the support mwah đ
Can anyone help me find this fic! Itâs where Katsuki has 2 brothers and the younger one is shy and Iâm pretty sure Katsuki is the middle and his brothers try hitting on u idk I forgot :( anyways, please help! Thank you:)
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 3.6k
an: Another cliffhanger I'm sorry, dont be mad at me.
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If there was one thing Katsuki Bakugo wanted in his current life, it was you. After the car crash, rage consumed him, his mind bent on tearing apart the driver responsible. But everything shifted when he heard Kirishima's frantic voice calling his name. The look on Kirishima's face made his heart plummet into his stomach.
He had barely dropped the man he intended to pummel when blinding white lights flooded the area. Three cars screeched to a stop, surrounding him and Kirishima.
Then, a man stepped outâtall, pale, and with piercing green eyes that Bakugo could never forget. Moretti.
Instinct screamed at him to run to you, to grab you and flee. He tried, unleashing explosion after explosion, each blast aimed at Moretti and his men. But amidst the chaos, Kirishima had disappeared to get help, and Morettiâs men had reached the wreckage.
They were pulling you out of the car. Limp, lifeless. Blood poured from your leg, staining the ground in a deep crimson pool.
âGet in the car, or I shoot the girl,â Moretti commanded, his tone as cold as steel.
Bakugo froze. There was no real choice. His gaze locked on youâyour ghostly pale skin, hair matted with blood and dirt. You looked strangely serene, as if you'd made peace with the horror unfolding.
He wouldnât let them kill you. Not while he was alive to stop it.
So he got in the car, seething with suppressed fury as they bound a tourniquet around your leg and checked your pulse. The contradiction gnawed at him: Moretti threatened your life, yet kept you alive. Why?
Now he sat in a chair too small for his broad frame, wrists bound but mind racing. Across the room, you lay unconscious, your chest rising and falling faintlyâa fragile sign of life.
Your skin was deathly pale, a dark wound visible just above the blindfold theyâd placed over your eyes. The blindfold seemed ridiculousâafter all, youâd been unconscious for hours.
For two excruciatingly silent hours, he hadnât seen or heard anyone and it was driving him mad.
The warehouse they were in was heavily guarded. Armed men patrolled the perimeter like it was a military base. Inside the room, there was only one door and a single vent leading who knew where. Security cameras loomed over the room, scanning every cornerâexcept behind him.
He flexed against the ropes, testing their strength. He had to get out, to get you somewhere safe.
It was painfully clear now that you werenât working for Moretti. Guilt hit him like a sucker punch as he remembered his earlier accusations. Heâd jumped to conclusions, faster than he ever had before.
The thought of you lying to him, keeping something so monumental hidden, had stung more than heâd imagined. But the sight of you nowâbroken, fragileâeclipsed his hurt.
If you both made it out of this, heâd spend every day making it up to you.
He knew Kirishima had to be rallying backup, but the real challenge was figuring out where they were.
And then there was James. Whatever your connection to him, Bakugo had to hope James had realized you were missing.
But right now, nothing else mattered except getting you out alive.
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When you first came to, you were met with complete darkness. A coarse fabric was draped over your face, muffling your breath and adding to the suffocating sense of confinement. You tried to move, but your wrists were bound tightly behind you, the rough texture of rope biting into your skin. The faint ache in your leg brought the memories flooding backâthe car crash, the chaos, and then... nothing.
The silence in the room was deafening, broken only by the distant sound of dripping water. You werenât sure how much time had passed, but the shift in the air told you all you needed to know: Moretti had found you.
The harsh scrape of a chair across concrete jolted you. You flinched instinctively, your pulse quickening as a familiar presence filled the room. That scentâcarmel and musk, faint but distinctâwas unmistakable.
âStupid fucking chair.â
Bakugoâs voice cut through the darkness, low and gruff, filled with irritation.
Relief and dread tangled together in your chest. He was here. They had taken him too. Your heart sank at the realization. Not only had you been captured, but now the one person youâd tried to protect was caught in this nightmare with you.
You remained silent, your breathing shallow as you processed your surroundings. The pressure wrapped around your thigh was unmistakableâa makeshift tourniquet, crudely tied but effective. The pain was simmering, dulled only by the adrenaline still coursing through your veins.
The scrape of Bakugoâs chair yanked you from your thoughts.
âStop. Head hurts,â you muttered hoarsely, wincing at the sound of your own voice.
The noise ceased, leaving the room to drown in silence once more.
âFuck, youâre alive,â Bakugo muttered, almost to himself.
âMmm,â you hummed, your mind still foggy. âHowâd Moretti get you?â
âHowâd you know it was Moretti?â
The words slipped out before you could think. âHeâs notorious for tying people up in chairs. Plus, I can feel him.â
âFeel him?â
âAre you gonna keep asking questions?â you shot back weakly.
His voice darkened, low and dangerous. âAre you gonna keep lying to me?â
The accusation hit you harder than you expected, but now wasnât the time to argue. âI only lied to you because I care for you.â
âRight.â
The weight of his skepticism pressed down on you. You needed to steer the conversation elsewhere.
âDo you have a blindfold on?â
âNo, but hands are tied.â
The deadpan response caught you off guard, and before you knew it, laughter bubbled out of you. It wasnât the right time, and you knew it, but the absurdity of the situation made your head spin.
âGlad to see you still have a sense of humor.â Bakugo snapped, his irritation palpable.
You struggled to catch your breath between fits of giggles. âIâm sorryâitâs not funny⌠itâs justâhow did they even capture you?â
âThey rolled up on us after the crash,â he admitted, his tone sharp. âThey were gonna kill you if I didnât comply. I had no choice.â
The laughter died in your throat, replaced by a lump of guilt.
âYeah, not so funny now,â he added bitterly.
You bit your lip, your mind racing. There was only one reason Moretti would take Bakugoâit wasnât just about you anymore. Moretti had been watching, studying you, and he knew exactly what buttons to press.
âKatsukiââ
âYeah, yeah, I know,â he cut you off, already piecing it together.
âWhy?â you whispered.
"Cause I couldnât stand there and watch another man take you. Even if nothinâ made sense,â he murmured, the softness in his voice catching you off guard.
âIâm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you,â you said quietly.
âDidâwas anything ever real?â
The question hung in the air like a blade poised to strike. Of course it was real. The way your heart beat for him was real.Â
âThe way I feel about you is real,â you said, your voice trembling.
You could feel his eyes on you, even through the darkness. A smile crept onto your face despite the situation. âStop staring at me like that.â
âWhaââ
âI have a lot to explain to you,â you said, cutting him off.
âYeah.â
âIs Kiri okay?â You asked, redirecting the conversation again.
âYeah, he was able to escape before they got to him.â
Relief washed over you. The plan you and Kirishima had made flickered in your mind. Heâd be on his way to the cabin now.
âGood,â you muttered.
Bakugo spoke up, an unusual softness to his voice. âMâsorry. Thought you were working with him.â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head even though you knew he couldnât see it. âIâd never work for a person like Moretti.â
âThen how are you tied to him?â
âNo relation. Just a scumbag I want dead,â you said bluntly.
âTch. Tell me about it.â
âOne day,â you promised, your voice dropping to a whisper. âIâll tell you everything. But right now, we donât have time.â
The air shifted again, heavier now, as if Morettiâs presence loomed closer. You could sense it before it happened.
The sound of footsteps echoed from outside the room, growing louder. Bakugo stiffened in his chair, and you could feel his energy change, coiling like a spring ready to snap.
âDonât fucking touch her,â he growled, his voice like thunder as the door creaked open and footsteps moved towards you.Â
A pair of hands fiddled with the knot of your blindfold, yanking it away. Blinding white light seared your eyes, and you blinked rapidly to adjust. When your vision cleared, there he was: Moretti.
His piercing green eyes bored into yours with a predatory gleam, a smug smile spreading across his face. He looked older than you remembered, the years of prison etched into the lines around his mouth and eyes, but the malice was as strong as ever.
âWell, isnât this a treat? Two of Japanâs finest, tied up like common prey,â Moretti drawled, his voice dripping with venom. âDynamight, the explosive hothead. And Y/N, America's sweetheart. Tell me, do you think the public will mourn you more if I kill you together or one at a time?â
The tension in the room thickened like a fog, suffocating and heavy. Bakugoâs crimson eyes burned with defiance as he pulled against his restraints, the cords creaking ominously under the strain. âTry it,â he spat, his voice a razor-edged promise. âSee how far you get before I blow your head off.â
Moretti chuckled, a low, mirthless sound that sent a chill down your spine. âAh, thereâs that famous temper. But letâs not forget whoâs holding all the cards here, Dynamight.â He gestured to you, his fingers grazing your cheek in a way that made your stomach churn. âOne wrong move, and sheâs gone.â
Bakugoâs jaw tightened, his entire body trembling with barely contained rage. He wanted to lash out, to reduce the entire building to ash, but the sight of youâstill pale, still weakâkept him anchored.
You shifted slightly, your hands numb from the ropes biting into your wrists. Despite the fear gnawing at your resolve, you forced yourself to speak. âYou wont kill me.â Your voice was hoarse, but steady enough to earn his attention.
Morettiâs smug expression didnât falter. If anything, his predatory smile widened, his piercing green eyes boring into yours with a sinister gleam.
âOf course, youâd say that,â he drawled, his voice low and venomous. âBut letâs not play coy. I didnât kidnap you on a whim. I know exactly what you know.â
You froze, the ropes biting into your wrists as your blood turned to ice.
âThatâs right,â Moretti continued, circling your chair like a vulture. âYou know where my daughter is. The one thing the police couldnât break out of you, even when you testified. You kept that little secret buried, didnât you? To protect her, I assume. But how long do you think you can hold onto it when his life is on the line?â
Bakugoâs eyes flicked toward you, sharp with confusion and fury. âWhat the hell is he talking about?â
Morettiâs grin widened as he watched Bakugoâs expression twist with confusion and rage. âYou really donât know, do you?â he said, a mockery of sympathy in his tone. âOh, this is rich. Japanâs greatest hero, clueless about the woman sitting next to him.â
Moretti turned his attention back to you, his green eyes gleaming with amusement. âYou didnât tell him?â He leaned in closer, his voice dripping with mock disbelief. âYou mean to say youâve been playing the role of a helpless civilian this whole time? Thatâs cold, even for you, Nova.â
Bakugoâs gaze snapped to you, the weight of Morettiâs words settling between you like a live wire. âNova?â he questioned, his voice low and dangerous. âWhatâs he talking about?â
Your stomach churned, but you kept your expression neutral. âDonât listen to him,â you said quickly.
Moretti laughed, the sound cutting through the tension like a blade. âOh, no, no, no. Letâs not brush past this. Dynamight deserves to know who heâs risking his life for.â
He straightened, turning to Bakugo with an almost theatrical flourish. âMeet Nova, Americaâs former golden girl. Once a top-tier hero in her own rightâcomplete with a shiny little quirk sheâs kept hidden from you.â
Bakugoâs eyes widened slightly before narrowing into slits. âYouâre lying.â
âAm I?â Moretti raised a brow, then gestured toward you. âGo ahead, ask her. Ask her about the years she spent hunting down villains like me. About the testimony that put me in prison. About the daughter she stole from me.â
âShut up,â you snapped, your voice cutting through the air like a whip.
But Bakugo was already staring at you, his crimson eyes ablaze with confusion and betrayal. âIs it true?â
You hesitated, the words catching in your throat.Â
Moretti clapped his hands together, delighted by the unraveling tension. âAh, the sweet taste of betrayal. Isnât it delicious?â
âShut the hell up!â Bakugo snapped, his glare burning a hole through Moretti.
Morettiâs cold, predatory smile grew as he savored the moment, watching Bakugo struggle with the weight of his words. âAnd if you thought this was the worst of it, youâre in for a surprise, Dynamight.â He turned back to you, his gaze like a vulture eyeing its prey. âShe didnât just hide her quirk from you, or hide who she was. No, she faked her death.â
Bakugoâs eyes snapped to you, the fury and confusion in his gaze sharp enough to cut through steel. âYou were the hero that died in the car accident?âÂ
Morettiâs laugh echoed around the room, harsh and mocking. âYes, indeed. That little stunt she pulled after her so-called âhero careerâ ended. She made everyone believe she was deadâher friends, her family, even the people sheâd worked with. But the truth is, sheâs been hiding from me. Hiding because she knows Iâll never stop hunting her. Not while Iâm still breathing.â
Your heart hammered in your chest. This was worse than you could have imagined. Moretti was unraveling everything youâd fought so hard to bury. Every secret, every lie, coming to the surface in the worst way possible.
Bakugoâs gaze never left you, his expression a mixture of disbelief, anger, and hurt. âWhy?â he growled, his voice low and dangerous. âWhy didnât you tell me?â
âI had no choice,â you said, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to stay calm. âMoretti was looking for me. He had connections everywhere. I couldnât let him find me, so I made them believe I was dead. I had to disappear. I couldnât risk anyone else getting hurt.â
He leaned closer, his grin widening. âYour precious Nova here is the reason I rotted in prison for six years. She testified against me. She took everything from me.â
You struggled against the ropes, your voice steady despite the tremble in your body. âYou donât deserve to find her. After everything youâve done, after all the lives youâve destroyed, sheâs better off without you.â
Morettiâs smile disappeared, replaced by a dangerous glint in his eyes. He stepped closer, his voice dropping to a chilling whisper. âYou donât get to decide that.â
Bakugo snarled, thrashing against his restraints. âYou touch her, and Iâll kill you. I swear to god, Iâll rip you apart!â
Moretti glanced at him, amused. âOh, its not her you should be worried about Dynamight. No, Iâll break herâpiece by pieceâ as she watches, until she tells me what I want to know.â
He straightened, motioning to the guard still holding the syringe. âAnd when she does, Iâll kill her anyway. After all, sheâs the reason I lost everything. Call it poetic justice.â
The guard stepped closer to Bakugo, gripping his arm, and panic surged through you. âMoretti, if you hurt him, youâll never find her,â you said quickly, your voice rising.
That gave him pause. He raised a hand, signaling the guard to stop, and turned to you with narrowed eyes.Â
âYou know Iâm the only one who knows where she is,â you said, forcing yourself to keep calm. âIf you kill himâor push me too farâyouâll lose any chance of finding her. Forever.â
Morettiâs jaw tightened, his expression unreadable. He leaned in close, his voice a low growl. âThen start talking. Or Iâll make sure you wish Iâd killed you instead.â
Beside you, Bakugoâs crimson eyes blazed with rage and desperation. âDonât tell him anything!â he shouted. âHeâs lyingâheâll kill you no matter what!â
But you werenât ready to give up. Not yet. You had to play this carefully, or neither of you would make it out alive.
Taking a deep breath, you looked up at him. âSheâs dead.âÂ
Moretti froze, his eyes narrowing, his hand still suspended in the air, ready to give another order. The silence that followed felt like an eternity. Bakugo's furious protests faded into the background as Moretti processed your words.
âWhat did you just say?â Morettiâs voice was low, dangerously calm.
You swallowed hard, forcing yourself to hold your ground. âSheâs dead. Millyâs gone.â
Morettiâs gaze turned icy, a flicker of disbelief flashing across his features. âYouâre lying,â he hissed. âYouâre just trying to buy yourself time.â
But the raw edge of fear in his eyes gave him away. He was already questioning everything.
âIâm not lying,â you said, your voice unwavering despite the terror clawing at your chest. âI knew youâd come for her. After I received your little âgift,â I realized I had to act. She didnât deserve a life with you as her father, so I did what had to be done.â
Morettiâs eyes narrowed in disbelief. âWhat are you talking about? What did you do?â
âSheâs in a place now where youâll never reach her,â you continued, your words cold, resolute. âA place where you canât hurt her anymore.â
Morettiâs expression twisted into a snarl. âWHAT DID YOU DO?â
The room seemed to grow colder at the intensity of Morettiâs roar. His fists clenched tightly at his sides, and his breathing quickened as his eyes locked onto you, as if trying to burn a hole through you with sheer force of will.
You held his gaze, knowing full well what you had just said would push him beyond the edge. âI did what I had to do,â you repeated, your voice firm even as your heart hammered in your chest. âSheâs gone, Moretti. I made sure she was safe. You will never find her. No one will. Sheâs in a place where you canât touch her anymore.â
Morettiâs chest heaved, his anger mounting with each word you spoke. âNo,â he spat, his voice low and dangerous. âNo, you didnât. You didnât do this. You didnât kill my daughter.â
âI did,â you said, the weight of your lies sinking deep into your chest. âI made sure she was free of you. From your cruelty, your obsession. I couldnât let her grow up under the shadow of someone like you. Youâre a monster, Moretti. And she didnât deserve that life.â
Morettiâs face twisted in fury, his eyes wild with disbelief. He took a step toward you, the threat of violence hanging in the air. âYouâre lying. Youâre lying to protect yourself. Tell me where she is. NOW.â
The guard, still holding Bakugo's arm, prepared the needle, but you hadn't noticed. You were focused on Morettiâthe man who had destroyed so many lives, including his own daughterâs. You didnât back down.
âSheâs gone, Moretti,â you repeated, your voice colder now. âI ended her suffering. And now youâll never get your hands on her. Not now, not ever.â
The silence in the room was suffocating, thick with the heavy realization settling in Morettiâs mind. His jaw clenched, his muscles trembling with barely contained rage, but there was something else there, something darker: desperation. He had nothing left to hold onto.
âYou think Iâll let you get away with this?â he growled, taking another step forward, his hand reaching out as if to strike you. But something in your eyes, something in your stance, seemed to hold him at bay. For a brief moment, the fury in his eyes faltered.
âYou already lost her,â you said, your voice low, cold with the finality of it all. âAnd now, the only thing left to you is vengeance.â
The guard beside Bakugo glanced nervously at Moretti, who was seething with rage, but it was clear he was struggling to process the depth of what you had just said. His emotions were a storm, a swirl of grief and anger, confusion and disbelief.
âTake her down the hall,â Moretti commanded, his voice sharp and final as the guard moved from Bakugo to your side.
You glanced over at Bakugo, watching his face twist in confusion and fury as he processed the weight of your words. His protests grew louder, his anger mounting with each passing second. But the guard was relentless, yanking you to your feet and dragging you toward the door.
You didnât know if youâd ever see Bakugo again, but in that moment, you knew this was the only way. Moretti would stop at nothing to get what he wantedâheâd torture you until you spoke. So, you had given him the answer he was desperate for.
Now, all you could do was hope. Hope that while Moretti took his time with you, it would give Bakugo the chance to escape, to find a way out before it was too late.
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 3.5k
warning: Guns, blood, car accident (let me know if I missed anything)
an: this was actually the hardest chapter to write, my brain has not been working properly. This chapter shows what Bakugo was doing the night he found out about James and Morettis daughter (chap 8). While Y/N was taking Milly to the cabin and figuring out Morettis location, Bakugo was plotting behind her back. Anyways enjoy đŤś
âDynamight, weâve found something.â
Bakugo stood in the middle of your home, surrounded by officers and detectives tearing through your personal belongings. The scene was chaotic, and the constant rustling of drawers, the clinking of metal, and the shuffle of paper filled the air.
He wasnât sure how heâd arrived at this point. All he could remember was staring at the picture of the young girlâthe one that had sent his mind spiraling. From there, everything became a blur. Thoughts of you, of Moretti, of connections he didnât want to make but couldnât escape, tumbled through his mind. The sinking feeling in his stomach wouldnât go away.
Rage began to churn in his chest. The next thing he remembered, he was barking orders, directing his best detectives to enter your house. He hadnât expected you to be hereâdidnât want to look you in the eyes as his team scoured every corner of the home youâd made.
It felt wrong, even as his anger justified the intrusion. This was an invasion of privacyâbordering on illegal. But he didnât care. The truth was the only thing that mattered now, even if it meant crossing lines.
âSir?â
A younger detective called to him from down the hallway. Bakugo turned to find the officer standing at the door of your bedroom.
Walking down the hallway, his gaze landed on the framed photos that lined the walls. They were snapshots of your lifeâmoments you had chosen to remember, moments that once made him feel like he knew you.
One of those photos caught his eye, a picture of you and him together. It was taken after his birthday celebration. Youâd begged him to take a picture with you. The photo was simpleâhe stood beside you, dressed in his usual attire, while you held onto his arm with a soft, playful smile. His eyes were focused elsewhere, but he remembered the night vividly. He remembered the warmth of the crowd, the laughter, the sense that something unspoken had passed between the two of you.
Now, the sight of that photo made him want to destroy it, to wipe away the reminder of how wrong everything had become.
âWe found a safe in the closet,â the detective said, breaking him out of his thoughts. âWeâre working on opening it now.â
âGood. If you donât get it open soon, Iâll blow it open myself.â
âYes, sir.â
As the officers worked on the safe, Bakugo took a moment to assess the room. His eyes scanned the surroundings, noting how much it didnât match the woman he thought he knew. The room was too dull, too plain, for someone as vibrant and energetic as you.
The beige walls felt sterile, the white sheets on the bed lacking even the smallest touch of personality. It didnât feel like you. It felt like an imposter.
He wondered if this was where you went to grieve in silence. If it was him, heâd feel suffocated by the emptiness of the space.
âSir, come take a look at this.â
The detectiveâs voice broke through his thoughts again. Bakugo stepped over, looking down at the contents of the safe with growing unease.
A M1911 pistol rested on the first shelf, and beneath it, a picture and a clear bag containing something shinyâwas that a necklace?
âIs it loaded?â
âNo, sir.â
âPut the gun in the evidence bag.â
Bakugoâs eyes shifted to the photo, his stomach twisting as he picked it up. It was a picture of you and Morettiâs daughter, the little girl smiling with her toothless grin. And you⌠you looked so young, so full of life in the selfie youâd taken with her.
A sick feeling washed over him as the realization hitâthis wasnât just some random photo. It was proof that you were connected to Moretti in ways he hadnât wanted to believe.
He slipped the picture into the evidence bag before his eyes fell to the necklace. It was a simple gold charm with the letter âNâ etched into it. His fingers traced the surface as he turned it over, trying to make sense of it, but nothing clicked. He shoved it back into the bag without thinking.
Every inch of his body ached with betrayal. You were someone heâd trusted, and now he found out you had been lying to him the entire time. The woman he had secretly loved, who had kept him in the dark.
Turning away from the bedroom, he made his way back to the living room, the weight of what heâd just uncovered sinking deeper with each step. He was seething nowâhis body shaking with fury, the kind of anger that made it hard to breathe.
âBakugo?â
Kirishimaâs voice reached him just as his hands began to tremble. His red-haired friend stood frozen in the doorway, his expression a mix of shock and disbelief.
âWhat the hell did you do, Bakugo?â
Bakugoâs teeth clenched. He didnât care about what anyone else thought. He didnât care about the way this might look. To him, the truth was clearer than ever.
âSheâs working for Moretti.â
âWhat? What are you talking about?â Kirishimaâs voice was laced with confusion, clearly not following his train of thought.
âMorettiâs daughter is her damn daughter. Sheâs the reason heâs even here.â
âNo, man⌠you donât know that. Calm down.â
Bakugo was beyond calming down. His voice rose, dripping with fury.
âDonât tell me to calm down!â His fist clenched, ready to put it through the wall if only to release the frustration coursing through him.
Kirishima shifted uncomfortably, his eyes darting to Bakugos shaking hands. His heart sank as he pieced together what Bakugo mustâve found. âOkay,â he said carefully, âIâm not saying it doesnât look bad. But we donât know the full story yet.â
âI know enough.â Bakugoâs voice was lower now, but no less deadly. âShe lied to us. She lied to me.â
Kirishima hesitated. âWhat if she didnât? What if thereâs more to this? Maybe she had a reasonââ
âReason?â Bakugo barked a humorless laugh. âYou think thereâs a reason good enough to keep photos of another manâs daughter? The man whoâs been killing innocent women?â His voice cracked, and he abruptly turned away, his fists shaking at his sides.
Kirishima stepped closer, his voice softening. âIâm not saying Moretti isnât scum. We both know he is. But weâve got to be smart here. If we go off half-cockedââ
âIâm done talking,â Bakugo growled, cutting him off. âIâm done sitting around waiting for the truth to slap me in the face. Iâm ending this. Tonight.â
âBakugo, no!â Kirishimaâs hand shot out, grabbing his friendâs arm. âDonât do something youâll regret. If you go after her nowââ
A feminine voice cut through the tension, freezing both men in their tracks.
âKatsuki.â
Bakugoâs head snapped toward the sound, his breath hitching. Standing in the doorway, her figure silhouetted against the dim light, was the last person he wanted to see right now. Her gaze was steady, unreadable, but the slight tremor in her voice betrayed the storm brewing beneath her calm exterior.
YN POV
You had headed back home to grab a few things for the cabin, expecting a quick in-and-out trip. But as soon as you turned onto your street, your stomach dropped. Red and blue lights strobed against the darkened houses, and cop cars lined the road like a barricade.
Your heart pounded as you pulled to a stop, barely managing to put the car in park before you stepped out. Your house was the center of the commotion, its front door hanging ajar. Officers milled about, some talking into radios, others examining the scene.
Anger bubbled up, hot and unrelenting, pushing past the confusion. Your house was supposed to be your safe space, a sanctuary. Now it looked like a crime scene.
âWhat the hell is going on?â you demanded, striding toward the nearest officer.
âMaâam, you canât be here,â the officer said, holding up a hand to stop you.
âThis is my house!â you snapped, your voice rising despite your best efforts to stay calm. âSomeone better tell me whatâs going on right now.â
Detectives swarmed your house, tearing through your things, rummaging through your personal items with no care for your privacy. Bags of evidence piled up on your kitchen table, and a detective nearly barreled into you.
You froze in the doorway, your heart hammering in your chest. Among the chaos of the ransacked house, the sight of Bakugo and Kirishima arguing in front of your kitchen was the last thing you expected.
âKatsuki,â you managed, your voice trembling slightly despite your attempt to sound steady.
Both of them turned at the sound of your voice, but it was Bakugo who held your gazeâand the look on his face nearly stopped you cold. The fury in his eyes was unmistakable, a storm raging just beneath the surface.
âWhat the hell are you doing here?â he spat, his voice venomous and sharp enough to cut.
Your stomach twisted at the sheer hatred in his tone. You opened your mouth to respond, but the words caught in your throat.
Kirishima stepped forward, his expression a mixture of concern and frustration. âHey, Bakugo, chill out for a secondââ
âNo,â Bakugo snapped, cutting him off without looking away from you. âShe doesnât get to âchill out.â Not after this.â
âWhat are you talking about?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper. You felt like the ground beneath you was shifting, threatening to collapse entirely.
Kirishima noticed your stillness and laid a hand on your shoulder, but you yanked it off immediately, still frozen by Bakugoâs gaze.
âYou raided my home?âÂ
âAnd I had a damn good reason to,â he snarled, his anger unrestrained.
âWhy?â The words slipped out of your mouth, a mix of hurt and confusion.
Bakugo said nothing. He just glanced toward Kirishima.
âDetain her.â
âWhat? Are you out of your mind? She didnât do anything!â Kirishimaâs voice cracked with disbelief.
âI said detain her. Thatâs an order.â
The room was spinning. Your head felt light as Kirishima reluctantly moved toward you, his hands on your wrists, but he was gentler than Bakugo. You didnât fight him, though. You knew it would only make things worse.
âItâs okay, Kiri.â you said, forcing a smile through the tightness in your chest.
Kirishimaâs expression faltered, but he complied. He cuffed your hands behind your back, ensuring they werenât too tight.
As Kirishima gently guided you toward the door, his grip more protective than forceful, you stole one last glance at Bakugo. But he wouldnât look at you. He just stood there, staring at the floor, his fists still trembling at his sides.
You didnât fight, didnât plead anymore. The truth was about to come out and you couldn't stop it.Â
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The ride to the precinct was silent.
The cuffs were uncomfortable, but you refused to let the discomfort show. You sat with your back straight, eyes focused on the road ahead, trying to push away the suffocating feeling of betrayal and hurt threatening to take over.
Kirishima sat beside you, silent as well, his expression hard to read. He hadnât spoken much after putting the cuffs on you. But you could feel the disappointment radiating off of him, just like you could feel Bakugoâs fury burning into your skin, even though you werenât looking at him.
Your mind was racing, replaying every moment, every word, every glance exchanged between you and Bakugo.
There was a part of you that wanted to scream, to yell at him for thinking the worst of you. But you knew that wouldnât change anything. It wouldnât make him see reason, or make him understand what you were trying to protect.
Kirishimaâs hand on your shoulder felt comforting, but also distant.
"Y/N..." He spoke your name softly, like he didnât want to push you further. âI know this is hard, but... youâve got to trust me, okay? This will all get figured out."
You shook your head. âItâs not that simple, Kiri.â
"I know," he murmured. "But Iâm here. I wonât let anything happen to you."
The words were kind, but they did little to calm the storm inside of you. How could you explain everything? How could you make him, or Bakugo, understand that there was so much more to the story than they could ever imagine?Â
âHey, slow down a little, will ya?â Bakugoâs gruff voice cut through the tense silence, pulling your attention away from your frantic thoughts.
The driver didnât answer. His grip on the wheel tightened, knuckles turning white as the car weaved recklessly through traffic. The engine roared as he pressed harder on the gas, the speedometer needle climbing past 80 mph.
Bakugo shifted in his seat, glaring at the man behind the wheel. âDid you hear me? Slow the hell down!â
But the driver wasnât fazed. His eyes stayed fixed on the road, jaw clenched, a sinister focus etched across his face.
Bakugo turned his attention to you and Kirishima in the backseat. âPut your fucking seat belts on. Now.â
Kirishima reached for his belt without hesitation.Â
âââI canât,â you muttered, lifting your cuffed hands slightly.
âShit,â Kirishima hissed, moving to help you before pausing.Â
The unmistakable click of a gun echoed in the car, and you saw itâ
âShe leaves her seat belt off.â
The barrel of a gun pressed against the side of Bakugoâs head, his reflexes too fast for most, but this time, he was trapped. The driver held the weapon steady with one hand, the other gripping the wheel as the car swerved dangerously close to the divider.
Bakugoâs ruby eyes sharpened into daggers. His growl was low and menacing, each word laced with a promise of violence. âYou really wanna point that thing at me? You wonât even have time to regret it.â
âShut up,â the driver snapped, eyes darting to the rearview mirror to catch you and Kirishima. âIf anyone moves, Iâll put a bullet in his skull.â
Kirishima started to speak, his voice cautious. âHey, man, letâs notââ
âQuiet!â the driver barked, his voice cutting like a whip.
âKirishima,â Bakugo said through gritted teeth, his tone eerily calm despite the gun at his temple. âPut her seat belt on.â
âNo!â the driver roared. His voice rose in panic and anger as he glanced at you. âI said leave it off! If anyone tries anything, Iâll kill you all right here.â
Your breath hitched as you locked eyes with Bakugo. His jaw was set, his teeth grinding audibly. The unspoken rage in his glare was enough to shake anyone to their core.
âKats, leave it,â you said softly, your voice trembling. âJust... donât.â
The car surged forward again, narrowly missing a merging vehicle. The tires screeched as the driver veered into another lane, the momentum slamming you against Kirishima. Your heartbeat thundered in your ears.
The car was speeding recklessly now, weaving through traffic at a breakneck pace. If he crashed, you knew there was no chance of survival.
You leaned closer to Kirishima, keeping your voice low enough that the driver wouldnât hear. â8237 Alpine Avenue,â you whispered, your eyes fixed on him.
âWhat?â Kirishimaâs brows knitted in confusion as he glanced at you.
â8237 Alpine Avenue,â you repeated, your tone urgent and unwavering. âDonât forget that address.â
âY/N, what are you talking about?â
You leaned in closer, your gaze locking with his, every word you spoke heavy with determination. âIf something happens to me, find the girl. Sheâs your priority. Do you understand? Promise me.â
His face paled, and his mouth opened to argue, but you didnât give him a chance.Â
Bakugoâs sharp voice pulled your attention back to the front. âYou think youâre getting away with this?â he spat at the driver, his tone a mix of rage and scorn.
The driver sneered but didnât respond. The tension was unbearable, and every nerve in your body screamed for an escape.
Then Bakugoâs voice cut through the chaos like a detonating bomb. âWATCH OUT!âÂ
The driverâs reaction was split-secondâhe jerked the wheel hard to the left to avoid the oncoming truck. The car swerved violently, tires screeching against the asphalt. Horns blared as other drivers slammed on their brakes, narrowly avoiding the spiraling vehicle.
The world seemed to tilt as the car lost control. You felt the terrifying weightlessness of your body being thrown forward, held back only by Kirishimaâs arms as he shielded you with his bulk.
âHold on!â he shouted, his voice barely audible over the cacophony of metal scraping and glass shattering.
The car spun out of control, skidding sideways before tipping. The deafening sound of crunching metal filled the air as the vehicle flipped.
Once.
Twice.
Your head slammed against the side of the door, stars bursting across your vision. The cuffs on your wrists dug painfully into your skin as you struggled to brace yourself.
âY/N!â Kirishimaâs voice was frantic, his grip tightening like a vice as he tried to keep you from being thrown around the cabin.
Then two gunshots rang out next.
The sharp crack was almost drowned by the chaos, but you saw the flash of the barrel as the driver fired in panic. The bullet shattered the windshield, fragments of glass spraying like deadly confetti.
Bakugo roared, his instincts kicking in despite the chaos. He lunged forward, slamming his elbow into the driverâs wrist. The gun flew from his hand, ricocheting off the dashboard and landing somewhere in the wreckage.
The car hit the guardrail with a bone-jarring crunch, flipping one last time before coming to a grinding halt on its side. Smoke and steam hissed from the crumpled hood as the vehicle groaned under its own weight.
Silence.
For a moment, the world seemed frozen, the air heavy with the acrid scent of burning rubber and gasoline. Your ears rang, the sound of your own ragged breathing the only thing grounding you.
âY/N,â Kirishima rasped, his voice pained but steady. âAre youââ
âIâm fine,â you choked out, though your entire body ached. Blood trickled down your temple, and your hands were trembling as you tried to move.
A groan from the driverâs seat snapped you back to reality. The man was slumped over the wheel, dazed but alive.
Bakugo, however, was anything but dazed.
He kicked open what was left of the passenger door, his movements sharp and deliberate despite the blood dripping from a cut above his brow. His crimson eyes burned with fury as he reached in, dragging the driver out by his collar and slamming him against the side of the wreckage.
âYouâve got five seconds to tell me who sent you,â Bakugo snarled, his voice a lethal growl.
âKatsuki!â you called out weakly, struggling to sit up as Kirishima worked to try to free you from the wreckage.
Bakugo ignored you, his grip tightening on the driverâs shirt. âFive seconds,â he hissed, raising his fist. âThen youâre gonna wish you didnât survive this crash.â
You tried to shift, to push yourself upright, but the moment you put weight on your left leg, a sharp, searing pain shot through you. It wasnât just painâit was like your body refused to move, as if the limb had simply given up.
âIâI think I broke my leg,â you stammered, your voice trembling as you clutched at the car door for support.
Kirishimaâs head whipped around to look at you, his expression shifting from panic to something darker as his eyes traveled down to your leg. He crouched down, his hands hovering just above the injury as he took in the sight.
âShit,â he muttered under his breath, his face paling. âThatâs not a break. Youâve been shot.â
Your breath hitched. You glanced down at your leg and saw itâthe dark stain of blood spreading across your thigh, dripping down to pool at your feet.Â
The pain in your leg was unbearable now, sharp and throbbing with every heartbeat. Your body screaming at you to stay conscious even as your vision swam.
âFuckâŚâ you groaned again, the dizziness hitting you like a wave. âIâm dizzyâŚâ
âHey, no, no, donât do that.â Kirishimaâs voice cracked, his worry palpable. âDonât move. Iâm gonna get Bakugo. Just hang on!â
You watched as he climbed out of the shattered car window, his movements frantic but deliberate. The muffled sound of his voice shouting for Bakugo was the only thing anchoring you to reality, though even that was fading fast.
The car felt like it was spinning, the metallic scent of blood and smoke filling your lungs. Each breath was harder than the last, and your eyelids grew heavier despite your best efforts to keep them open.
From outside, the sound of screeching tires from cars appearing and distant explosions shattered the chaotic silence. The fury in Bakugoâs signature blasts reverberated through the air, shaking the ground beneath the car. It was as though the world itself was trembling in response to his rage.
Your head lolled to the side, the edges of your vision darkening. The last thing you remembered before everything went black was the roar of Bakugoâs explosions, louder now, like he was right outside the car.
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summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 3.6k
warning: mild blood mention
an: no Bakugo mention this chapter :,(
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FLASHBACKÂ
âDo you ever want kids?â
The question hung in the air, unexpected and intimate. Turning over in the bed, you met Anthonyâs gaze. The golden sunlight streaming through the window bathed his face, making his sharp features even more striking and setting his green eyes aglow, brighter than youâd ever seen them.
You hummed, stalling, as you considered the question. It wasnât the first time youâd thought about it. You could vividly imagine it: children with little pieces of you running through a sprawling backyard, their laughter echoing as your husband scooped them up, tossing them over his shoulder with ease. Youâd envisioned it countless timesâthree children, to be exact. One, the spitting image of you. Another, a reflection of your husband. And the last, a perfect blend of you both.
Yes, youâd thought about having kids more often than youâd admit. But right now? In this moment, in this life? The thought of bringing children into the chaos you lived in felt wrongârepulsive, even.
âMaybe,â you finally said, your tone measured. âIt depends if I meet the right person.â
âHm.â
His response was low, almost dismissive. The hint of disappointment in his tone didnât escape you, though. Could you blame him? Youâd essentially told him he wasnât the one you could see yourself building a life with.
And he wasnât. Not Anthony Moretti. No matter how far youâd sunk into this investigationâor how dangerously close you felt to himâhe wasnât someone you could ever settle down with. Being with him was like standing on the edge of a cliff, thrilling but ultimately reckless.
âI have something to show you.â
âOh?â
Reaching over to his nightstand, Anthony opened the drawer and pulled out a framed photo. He held it out to you, the movement uncharacteristically hesitant.
âThis is Milly,â he said softly. âMy daughter.â
The image stole your breath. The little girl in the photo was a mirror of Anthony. Her pale skin, vibrant green eyes, and unruly chocolate curls left no doubt. She was his.
You stared longer than you should have, processing the revelation. Anthony Moretti, the enigmatic and ruthless man you were investigating, had a daughter. And no one knew.
âYour daughter?â you echoed, your voice tinged with disbelief.
âYeah.â His eyes softened as his fingers brushed over the glass, as though he could reach through the photo and touch her.
You studied his face carefully. Talking about her wasnât easy for him; the weight of it was etched in every line of his expression.
âAnd where is Milly?â
âShe lives with her grandmother, out of state,â he said, his voice low and restrained. âHer mother died in childbirth.â
The confession hit like a punch to the gut.
âYou donât visit her?â
âNo,â he admitted, the frustration in his voice barely contained. âMy rights were taken away a few months after she was born. But I swear, Iâll do everything in my power to get her back.â
There was an edge to his toneâsharp, unsettling. It wasnât just determination; it was the kind of resolve that promised heâd tear through anyone who dared to stand in his way.
âIâm not trying to scare you off,â he added, his gaze meeting yours. âI just thought you should know about her.â
You reached out, your hand trailing up his bicep in a gesture of comfort. âThank you for telling me,â you said, your voice softer now. But even to your own ears, it sounded forcedâto deliberate for the intimacy of the bedroom.
Anthony was letting you in, piece by piece.Â
âDo you have a picture of her thatâs not in a frame?â you asked, your voice quieter now, almost hesitant.
His brows furrowed slightly, as though the question surprised him. He hesitated for a moment before reaching into the same drawer and pulling out a small, worn envelope. From inside, he retrieved a single photograph, its edges creased and faded from handling.
âThis oneâs my favorite,â he said, passing it to you.
The image was candid, clearly taken on a whim. Milly stood barefoot in the grass, holding a stuffed animal tightly to her chest. Her smile was wide and unfiltered, her eyes sparkling with joy.
âShe looks so happy,â you murmured, your thumb brushing over the corner of the photo.
âShe is,â Anthony said, his voice barely above a whisper. âAt least, I hope she is. I havenât seen her in over a year.â
The weight of his words settled heavily between you. For the first time since youâd met him, Anthony didnât seem untouchable. He looked humanâvulnerable, even.
âWhat happened?â you asked cautiously.
His jaw tightened, and he shifted slightly on the bed, like the memory physically pained him. âMillyâs mother⌠she wasnât a good person. She lied about a lot of things, manipulated people. When she died, her family blamed me for everything. Said I wasnât fit to raise a child.â
âWhy didnât you fight them?â
âI did.â His voice hardened, frustration seeping through. âBut they had connections. The system doesnât care about the truth when someone like me is up against people like them.â
You wanted to say something comforting, but nothing felt adequate. Instead, you reached out again, this time lacing your fingers through his. His hand was warm, his grip firm yet tentative.
âI believe you,â you said simply.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. The silence was heavy, but it wasnât uncomfortable. It felt like an unspoken understanding had passed between you, a crack in the wall heâd built around himself.
âIâll get her back,â he said finally, his voice steady and resolute.
You nodded. âI know you will.â
He studied you for a moment, as if trying to decide whether to trust you with the full weight of his thoughts. âYouâre different,â he said softly.
âHow so?â
âYou donât look at me like everyone else does. Like Iâm a monster.â
You didnât know how to respond to that. Because, truthfully, there were moments when you werenât sure what to make of him either.
But here, in this moment, he wasnât a monster. He was just a man who missed his daughter.
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When you left Anthonyâs home that night, the photograph weighed heavy in your pocketâa silent confession folded neatly into your plans. Youâd waited until he wasnât looking, his attention briefly diverted, and slipped the worn image of Milly from the envelope.
It wasnât a decision you made lightly. You told yourself it was necessary, a calculated move in the larger game. Hard evidence that could be used to build a case against him, to ensure that someone like Anthony Moretti would never have the chance to raise a child.
Still, guilt gnawed at you as you walked down the dimly lit street, your steps echoing in the stillness of the night. He had trusted you, had let you see a part of himself no one else was privy to. And you had repaid that trust with betrayal.
You pulled the photo from your pocket and unfolded it under the glow of a streetlamp. Millyâs innocent smile stared back at you, her joy untainted by the chaos surrounding her fatherâs life.
âThis is for the best,â you murmured to yourself, though the words felt hollow.
Anthony Moretti was a dangerous man. A manipulator. A criminal. And yet, for all his faults, the way he had spoken about Milly was different. It wasnât the cold calculation you had expected; it was raw, heartfelt, and full of desperation.
But desperation could lead people to do terrible things. And you couldnât let Millyâs future be another casualty of her fatherâs world.
As you tucked the photo back into your pocket, you made a promise to yourself: youâd do whatever it took to ensure Milly grew up far away from Anthonyâs shadow.
The investigation wasnât just about taking down Anthony Moretti anymore. It had become personal.
PRESENT
âWe can't go straight to the hotel. Itâs not safe.â
âWeâre not,â You replied, your tone clipped. âBut we have to make a stop first.â
Without another word, you grabbed Jamesâ phone from the cup holder and entered an address youâd memorized a hundred times, hoping youâd never need to use it. But now, the time has come.
âJust take me here. It wonât take long,â you said, your voice firmer than you felt.
Reaching into the backseat, you pulled out a duffel bag and rummaged for a pair of hoodies and sweatpants. As you began unzipping your bloodstained hero costume, James shot you a sharp look.
âWhat are you doing?â
âChanging. I canât show up looking like this,â you said, gesturing to the dried blood smeared across your suit.
âIn the front seat? Are you insane?â
Rolling your eyes, you muttered, âJust keep your eyes on the road.â
James sighed, muttering something under his breath about your reckless behavior, but he focused back on driving. You slipped out of the costume as quickly and discreetly as you could, pulling on the oversized hoodie and sweatpants. Wearing a bloody hero costume to this particular doorstep wasnât an option.
When you finally arrived at the destination, your heart was pounding harder than the drive warranted. âWait here,â you instructed James, already unbuckling and stepping out of the car.
The house was quiet, save for the faint hum of a porch light. It was lateâfar too late for an unannounced visitâbut there was no choice. This couldnât wait.
The door creaked open after a hesitant knock, revealing a woman you hadnât spoken with in years. Her hair was streaked with gray, her eyes widening in surprise at the sight of you.
âY/N?â Her voice was soft but tinged with shock as she opened the door fully, stepping aside to let you in.
âWhereâs Milly?â you asked, urgency in your tone.
âSheâs asleep upstairs,â the woman replied, frowning. âWhatâs going on?â
You didnât answer, instead brushing past her and heading up the familiar staircase. The womanâPattyâhurried after you, her questions trailing behind.
âMilly,â you whispered as you eased open the door to her room.
The tiny girl lay sprawled across her bed, her hair a mess of curls and her cheek pressed against the pillow. She stirred at your voice, her sleepy eyes blinking open.
âMiss Y/N?â she murmured, a bright smile breaking across her face as recognition set in.
âHi, sweet girl.â You crouched down beside her. âDo you want to go on a little road trip?â
Her eyes lit up instantly. âYes!â she squealed, tossing off her blanket and bouncing with excitement.
âGood. Pack a bag, okay? Just a few things youâll need for a little while.â You brushed her hair back, smiling softly.
âOkieeee!â she chirped, already diving into her dresser.
As she busied herself, you stepped back into the hallway, where Patty stood waiting at the top of the stairs, her arms crossed tightly over her chest.
âWhatâs going on, YN?â she demanded.
âAnthonyâs back,â you said grimly, meeting her gaze. âAnd heâs after me. He knows that wherever I am, Milly isnât far.â
Pattyâs face paled. âYou told me we were safe here. Milly has schoolâher friends. We canât just leave!â
Taking her hands in yours, you spoke with quiet urgency. âPatty, please. Iâll keep you both safe, I promise. But I need to get you somewhere secure until Moretti is gone for good.â
Her lips trembled. âAnd how long will that take?â
âI donât know,â you admitted, hating how uncertain you sounded. âBut you have to trust me.â
For a moment, Patty said nothing, her expression flickering between fear and resolve. Finally, she nodded, her shoulders sagging under the weight of the situation.
âFine,â she said softly. âBut this better not take long.â
âIt wonât,â you promised, even as doubt gnawed at the edges of your resolve.
You turned back to the room, where Milly was proudly holding up an overstuffed backpack. She looked at you with unshakable trust, her innocent faith driving a fresh wave of determination through you.
âLetâs go, sweet girl,â you said, reaching for her hand.
You were running out of time, and Anthony Moretti wasnât far behind.
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James glanced at you through the rearview mirror as you helped Milly into the backseat, strapping her in securely. Her backpack sat on her lap, nearly as big as she was, and she clutched a small stuffed rabbit tightly in her arms.
âYou care to explain whatâs going on now?â James asked, his tone sharp but low enough to keep from alarming Milly.
âNot here,â you replied curtly, sliding into the passenger seat. âWe need to get moving first.â
Patty sat in the back seat, her arms wrapped around herself, watching with an expression that was equal parts fear and helplessness. You gave her a reassuring nod through the rearview mirror, though the lump in your throat made it hard to believe your own confidence.
As James pulled away from the curb, you glanced back at Milly, her bright eyes fixed on the passing streetlights. She didnât ask questions, trusting you completely, and that trust was heavier than anything you carried in your bag.
James finally broke the silence. âSo, Anthony Moretti is back. Care to explain why weâre suddenly kidnapping a child and her stuffed rabbit in the middle of the night?â
âItâs not kidnapping,â you shot back, keeping your voice even for Millyâs sake. âIâm protecting her.â
âFrom Moretti?â he pressed, his knuckles tightening around the steering wheel.
âYes.â
James sighed, his frustration palpable. âYou canât keep dancing around this. Youâve got to tell me the whole story, Y/N. Whatâs Milly to Moretti? Whatâs she to you?â
You hesitated, stealing another glance at Milly. She was still staring out the window, her little fingers tracing patterns on the foggy glass.
âSheâs his daughter,â you said finally, the words heavy in the confined space of the car.
Jamesâ reaction was immediateâa sharp inhale, his jaw tightening as he processed the revelation. âHis daughter? And youâve been hiding her all this time?â
âNot exactly,â you said, your voice quieter now. âIâve been making sure she stays safe. Patty and I worked out a plan before I left for America. Milly doesnât know who her father is, and itâs going to stay that way.â
James shook his head, his disbelief evident. âYou really think you can outrun him? You think Morettiâs going to stop looking?â
âI donât care what it takes,â you snapped, your tone firmer now but still quiet. âMilly is staying safe, and Moretti is staying as far away from her as possible.â
James glanced at you again, his skepticism clear, but he didnât argue. He knew better than to try to change your mind when you were this determined.
âWhere are we headed, then?â he asked, his tone resigned.
âThereâs a safe house,â you said. âItâs a few hours out of the city. No one knows about it, not even Moretti.â
James nodded, adjusting his grip on the wheel. âLetâs hope youâre right.â
In the backseat, Milly yawned, her tiny voice breaking the tension. âHow far is the road trip, Y/N?â
âNot too far, sweet girl,â you replied, forcing a smile. âYou can take a nap if you want. Iâll wake you when we get there.â
âOkay,â she mumbled, snuggling into her seat with her stuffed rabbit.
The car settled into a tense silence as the city lights faded behind you, replaced by the dark stretch of highway. Millyâs soft snores were the only sound, her tiny frame relaxed in sleep.
âYou really think this is going to stop him?â Patty asked after a while, her voice barely above a whisper.
âItâs a start,â you replied, staring out the window. âMoretti wonât stop until he finds me. But if he thinks I have Milly with me, I can keep him off your trail. Iâll make sure he never gets close to her.â
âAnd if he finds you?â she pressed, her voice cracking slightly.
âThen he deals with me,â you said simply, your tone colder than you intended.
Patty flinched slightly, but she didnât argue. Instead, she turned her gaze to the road ahead, her hands twisting nervously in her lap.
The miles stretched on, the car filled with an unspoken tension. You reached out to adjust Millyâs blanket, your heart squeezing at the sight of her peaceful face.
Whatever it took, you would protect her. Anthony Moretti would have to go through you first.
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The car pulled off the highway onto a narrow, winding road bordered by tall trees that swayed in the night breeze. The gravel crunched under the tires as James slowed to navigate the uneven path. Ahead, the silhouette of a modest cabin came into view, tucked deep within the woods and shrouded in darkness save for the faint glow of a single porch light.
âThis is it?â James asked, cutting the engine and glancing at you.
âYes,â you replied, your voice low. âItâs safe. No one knows about it.â
You turned to Patty, whose fingers were clenched tightly around her bag. Her unease was palpable, but she nodded silently, steeling herself.
âLetâs get inside,â you said, unbuckling your seatbelt and stepping out into the cool night air.
Milly stirred as you gently lifted her from the car. She blinked sleepily at you, her curls sticking to her damp forehead. âAre we there?â
âWeâre here, sweet girl,â you said softly, brushing her hair back. âLetâs get you inside and back to bed.â
James carried Pattyâs bag as you led the group up the porch steps. The wooden boards creaked under your weight, and you felt a brief surge of paranoia, your eyes scanning the trees for any sign of movement. But the woods were quiet, the only sounds were the rustling leaves and distant calls of night birds.
Fishing a key from your pocket, you unlocked the heavy door and ushered everyone inside. The air smelled faintly of cedar and dust, the cabin untouched for months.
âMake yourselves comfortable,â you said, flipping on the lights. The warm glow revealed a simple but cozy interior: a worn sofa, a small kitchen with a table for four, and a staircase leading to the second floor.
Patty set her bag down by the couch, looking around uncertainly. âItâs... small.â
âItâs safe,â you corrected, gently setting Milly down on the couch. She clung to her stuffed rabbit, her eyelids already drooping.
âYouâll both have the upstairs bedroom,â you added, turning to Patty. âItâs got a lock on the door and plenty of space for Milly to sleep comfortably.â
Patty nodded, her expression softening as she crouched down to stroke Millyâs cheek. âCome on, honey, letâs get you to bed.â
âOkay,â Milly mumbled, her voice thick with exhaustion. She reached for Patty, and together they ascended the stairs, disappearing into the room above.
James leaned against the kitchen counter, crossing his arms as he studied you. âWhatâs the plan now?â
You sighed, running a hand through your hair. âYouâll stay here with them for a few days, make sure everything is secure. Iâll go back and deal with Moretti myself.â
âYou really think thatâs going to work?â he asked, his skepticism clear.
âIt has to,â you said firmly. âI canât let him near her, James. Youâve seen what heâs capable of.â
James nodded slowly, though his expression remained troubled. âAlright. But if youâre going to face him, youâre going to need help. You canât do this alone.â
âIâll figure it out,â you said, though the weight of your words felt heavier than ever.
The cabin was quiet now, save for the occasional creak of the floorboards above. You leaned against the wall, staring out the window into the dark woods. Anthony Moretti was out there, and you knew it was only a matter of time before he made his move.
For now, though, Milly was safe. And that was all that mattered.
MORETTI'S POV
The night was alive with the sound of rain hitting the pavement as Anthony Moretti stood in the shadows of a dimly lit alley, his dark coat blending seamlessly into the night. The soft glow of his cigarette illuminated his face, highlighting the sharp angles of his jaw and the intensity in his green eyes. He exhaled slowly, the smoke curling around him like a predator waiting to strike.
âShe took her,â Anthony growled, his voice low but dripping with menace.
The man standing opposite him, a wiry figure with nervous eyes, nodded quickly. âYes, boss. The girl and the grandmother both. They cleared out right before we got there. She mustâve had a backup plan.â
Anthonyâs jaw clenched, his hand tightening around the cigarette until it crumbled in his fingers. He dropped the remnants to the ground, grinding them under his heel.
âOf course she did,â he muttered, his mind racing. âSheâs too clever to leave anything to chance.â
âWhat do you want us to do?â the man asked cautiously.
âFind them,â Anthony said sharply, his tone leaving no room for argument. âI donât care how far she runs or how well sheâs hidden. I want every contact, every ally she has tracked down. If she thinks she can take my daughter from me, sheâs got another thing coming.â
The man nodded again, already backing away, eager to escape Anthonyâs wrath.
âWait,â Anthony called, stopping him in his tracks.
âYes, boss?â
Anthony stepped closer, his towering presence forcing the man to shrink back. âThis isnât just about finding them. Itâs about sending a message. If anyone tries to help her, theyâll regret it. Do you understand?â
The man swallowed hard and nodded. âUnderstood.â
âGood,â Anthony said, his lips curling into a sinister smile. âNow get to work.â
As the man disappeared into the night, Anthony remained in the alley, his mind consumed with thoughts of you. He could still see your face, the defiance in your eyes as you stood your ground against him. It was infuriatingâand intoxicating.
But this wasnât about you. This was about Milly.
His daughter. And he would do everything in his power to find you both.
Okay to the people who have been following my story I need help. Iâve been so busy the last few days and my brain has not been able to figure out how to continue the next few chapters. I need recommendations of what you would like or want to see happen as the story continues. Thank you thank you thank you mwah đ¤
Should IâŚ.
End the story soon and they fall in love mwah
make it a little longer and we watch the drama unfold
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 2.8k
warning: Violence, mentions of blood, knives/stabbing.
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Since the night of the hero gala, you and James had thrown yourselves headfirst into the Moretti investigation. The memory of that eveningâthe balcony, Bakugoâs wounded expression, and his retreating figureâplayed on an endless loop in your mind, but you shoved it down, burying it beneath layers of work and sleepless nights.
Youâd left the gala alone, and since then, Bakugo had been a ghost. He didnât show up at the gym during your usual hours, and you hadnât dared to reach out. You figured he needed space, and honestly, you didnât blame him. If he hated you, you deserved it. After all, you had rejected him in the cruelest way, withholding the truth under the guise of protecting him.
Now, every waking moment was devoted to unearthing the evidence you needed to take Moretti down. You told yourself it was for justice, for closure, but deep down, you knew it was also for Bakugo. You needed to make things right. To come clean, to apologize for the lies, and maybe, just maybe, to give him a reason to forgive you.
One long, grueling night, James managed to secure access to confidential Japanese case filesâlikely crossing a few legal boundaries in the process, but you didnât care. Laws and rules seemed inconsequential when the only thing that mattered was unraveling the threads of Morettiâs web.
The files contained a chilling revelation. The man with the tattoo on his wristâthe one burned into your memoryâwas linked to a series of brutal murders in Musutafu. Innocent women, each life stolen with a message carved into the crime scenes that only you could understand. The weight of it crushed you, the realization that these killings werenât random. They were warnings. Moretti was taunting you, forcing you to see his reach, his cruelty, and his power.
The guilt was suffocating. Every face in those files felt like another strike against your resolve, but you couldnât let it break you. You wouldnât. The pain was a reminder that you were on the right path, that you had a chance to end this. And now, finally, you had something to go on.
The new information gave you a flicker of hope âa trail of locations and timestamps where Morettiâs men had been sighted. It was the first solid lead youâd had in weeks, and it was enough to rekindle the fire inside you.
Your hero costume still fits like a second skin, the all-black material hugging your body with an almost suffocating precision. The suitâs sleek fabric molds to your frame, firm and supportiveâlike itâs designed just for you, like it was made to measure. You had always admired the way the costume looked, and now, years later, your vision seemed to reflect everything you had become: strong, sleek, and dangerous. The mask that covered your face didnât leave much for anyone to see, except your eyesâpiercing, determined eyes that told anyone in your path exactly who they were dealing with.
Itâs been six long years since you last wore it. Six years of training, of staying hidden, of learning to control a power so dangerous you feared it more than anything. But tonight, slipping into the familiar black fabric and feeling it stretch over your body, you couldnât help but feel that rush of energy surge through your veins. It never got old. The suit felt like home, like a part of you, and the weight of the mask reminded you of everything you had fought to becomeâand everything you had left behind.
As you pull on the gloves, the cool metal of your utility belt clicks against the fabric. You canât help but admire the intricate stitching that runs along your waist, the design perfect down to the finest detail. The fabric is laced with minerals, rare and strong, designed to help control your quirk. The quirk that you never fully trusted.
Your quirk, physical manipulation, gives you the power to shift and bend forces of weight, to manipulate objects, energy, people, and even entire structures. Itâs the kind of power that could move mountains or level them, depending on your emotions. When youâre calm, you have controlâbut when youâre upset, when anger and fear take hold, your quirk becomes a ticking time bomb, ready to explode. Thatâs what happened the night you blacked out and woke up with a bleeding head, unable to recall anything.
Training has made you cautious, teaching you to keep your emotions in check. Years of discipline and self-control have allowed you to control it, but you always feared that if you lost that control, everything would come crashing down. But tonight, you hoped it wouldnât come to that. Tonight, you needed to keep your head.
After weeks of silence, youâd received a tipâa whisper on an old, secured landline that one of Morettiâs men would be at a bar tonight. The man was important, connected, and you needed to know where Moretti was. So you and James decided to follow the lead. He had urged you to involve the pros again, but you quickly shut that down.Â
The car in the alleyway feels like a cage, your hands gripping the leather seats as you watch the shadows stretch across the pavement. The waiting game never gets easier. It gnaws at you, especially tonight, knowing that the man youâre hunting could be anywhere. Anxiety coils tight in your chest, the thought of confronting a ghost from your past, churning your stomach.
âHow long have we been sitting here?â James asks from the passenger seat, his voice low but edged with a hint of impatience. His eyes flicker toward the barâs entrance.
âTwo hours,â you answer, your voice steady but the tension in your muscles betraying you. Youâre not letting your nerves show, but inside, you feel like a coil ready to snap. âHe wonât leave yet. We havenât missed him.â
James glances at you, clearly unconvinced. âAre you sure youâre okay with this? I can go with you.â
âNo,â you say sharply, the word final. âIâve got this.â
You stare at the barâs entrance, your eyes narrowing. Isaac. The name rolls off your tongue like poison. Isaac, blonde-haired, with the face of a man who has seen too much. He was Morettiâs right hand for years, and you knew him all too well. His cold, calculating eyes never missed a thing, and his loyalty to Moretti was only rivaled by his ruthlessness.
Your instincts tingle. Heâs here. You can feel it. A subtle weight in the air, the tension building in your bones. Itâs like a sixth sense, honed from years of practice. You donât know how you know, but you trust it.
Then, like clockwork, he steps out from the bar, his sharp profile cutting through the neon lights. He stands on the sidewalk for a moment, glancing around before shouting for a taxi.
Your heart pounds. This is it.
Without a word, you unlock the car door and slide out, ignoring Jamesâs muttered warning. âYN, stop! Stay in the car!â His voice is laced with concern, but you donât hear him. Youâre already striding toward Isaac, your body moving with purpose.
Isaac doesnât notice you at first, too busy fidgeting with his phone, but as soon as he slides into the cab, youâre there. You donât hesitate. You pull open the door, stepping into the cab with a practiced fluidity that only someone like you can manage.
âHey, this is my cab!â Isaac barks, but you donât flinch.
You glance at the driver, your expression cold and unwavering. âWeâre sharing,â you say smoothly, tossing a few bills into the front seat. âTake me up the block. Doesnât matter where.â
The driver, clearly unbothered by the tense atmosphere, nods and shifts the car into drive. Isaac remains blissfully unaware, but that doesnât last for long. You slide a knife from your belt, its cold steel glinting under the low lights.
âSay one word, and Iâll put this knife through your crotch,â you murmur, your voice laced with venom as you hold a knife to him.Â
Isaac freezes, his gaze finally snapping to you. His eyes widen and the realization slowly dawns on him. Recognition flickers in his pupils, and you see the hate burn brighter.
âI always knew you were a crazy bitch.â Isaac hisses, his voice trembling with anger and fear.
âYeah?â you reply, âwell Iâm about to get crazier.â
He opens his mouth to retort, but youâre faster. With a swift movement, you grab his chin and force him to look at you. You see the fire in his eyes, the stubborn defiance, but it wonât save him.
âTell me where Moretti is,â you demand, your tone chilling. âOr I swear, Iâll cut you open right here.â
Isaac snarls. âFuck you.â
âOkayâ Taking the knife you pull it away and plunge it into his thigh, being careful to cover his mouth.Â
âTell me, Isaac,â you growl, âOr is that man-crush of yours so strong youâre willing to lose your dick over it?â
Isaacâs jaw clenches, his eyes flickering with defiance. âYou want to know where Moretti is? Find him yourself. I donât work for him anymore.â
âBullshit.â You twist the blade deeper into his leg.
âNow fucking tell me, or Iâll send Moretti a gift next,â you hiss, your voice dripping with venom.
Isaacâs muffled whimpers are all you hear as you give him one last warning.
âFine!â he gasps, âHeâs staying at the Musutafu motel, on the outskirts of the city.â
âIf youâre lying to me,â you warn, âI will kill you.â
Heâs sweating now, breathing hard, his face pale as a ghost.
The cab pulls to a stop, and you yank the knife out of his leg, leaving a pool of blood behind. The driver, still unaware of the tension in the backseat, waits for your next command.
You exit without another word, tossing a few more bills toward the driver before slamming the door behind you. As the car pulls away, you spot a black SUV pulling up beside you. You donât need to look twice to know whoâs behind the wheel.
âWell?â Tucker asks, his voice steady but with an edge of impatience.
âHeâs at the Musutafu motel,â you reply, your voice curt and emotionless. You slide into the car, the bloody knife still clutched in your hand.
Tucker notices the weapon, his eyes narrowing slightly, but he doesnât say anything.Â
âDonât ask,â you mutter, slumping back into the seat. âJust drive.â
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The crime rates had doubled in the past two weeks, ever since word of a serial killer leaked to the public. The Hero Committee had tried their best to keep the case under wraps, but someone in the department had let the information slip.
With the city spiraling into panic, the pro-heroes were stretched thin. So focused on this case, theyâd nearly lost sight of everything else unraveling around them.
âShoto, any updates on James Tucker?â Deku asked, standing at the head of the conference table. His fingers pressed against the bridge of his nose, the telltale sign of an impending headache.
âNot yet,â Todoroki replied, flipping through a folder of old files. âThe only intel Iâve managed to pull are outdated case records and images. If Tuckerâs gone into hiding, itâs clear he doesnât want to be found.â
âWhy the hell would he be in hiding?â Bakugo snapped, slamming his hands against the table as he rose from his seat. Weeks of fruitless effort were taking their toll, and the tension in the room was palpable.
Bakugo had been more frustrated than usual lately, and everyone unlucky enough to cross his path could feel the searing heat of his anger. His temper, usually sharp and explosive, seemed to have an added edge now, as though something was festering beneath the surface. The smallest inconveniences sent him into a spiral of irritationâtraining dummies obliterated into smoldering debris, doors slammed with enough force to rattle the entire building, and curt, venom-laced words that made even his closest friends keep their distance.
At the agency, he barked orders more than usual, his voice cutting through the air like a whip. Kirishima, ever the peacemaker, tried to crack a joke to lighten the mood, but Bakugoâs glare silenced him before the words could fully leave his mouth. Mina would whisper to Sero, âWhat crawled up his ass and died?â only to quickly clam up when Bakugoâs piercing crimson eyes flicked their way.
It wasnât just work eitherâhis frustrations followed him home. The gym became a battleground, weights clanging loudly as he threw himself into his workouts with a reckless intensity. The punching bag in the corner stood no chance, shredded after one particularly heated session. Yet no matter how much he pushed his body to its limits, the tension inside him never seemed to dissipate.
The truth was, Bakugo wasnât just angry. He was hurt. And the wound festered deeper than he was willing to admit.
He hadnât seen you since that night at the gala. Since youâd looked at him with those beautiful, unreadable eyes and told himâwhat, exactly? That he didnât matter? That you didnât feel the same way? It didnât make sense. The way you looked at him didnât match the words you said. The way your voice trembled, the way you avoided his gazeâit was like you were running from something. But what?
The questions plagued him, chasing him into his restless nights. He hated not having answers, hated how powerless he felt, hated how much space you were taking up in his head. Damn you. Damn your stupid, gorgeous face and your laugh and the way you felt so perfect next to him that night.
But more than anything, he hated the gnawing feeling in his chest. The one that whispered he might have lost you for good.
âActually, Kacchan,â Deku interjected, sliding a photograph across the table toward him. âI might have something.â
Bakugo picked up the image, his crimson eyes narrowing as he examined it. The picture showed a young girl, no older than eight, with wide, curious eyes and a small, cautious smile.
âThatâs Anthony Morettiâs daughter,â Deku explained. âWe found her in an adoption database. Sheâs here in Japan.â
Bakugoâs eyes lingered on the photograph, his brow furrowing. There was something about the girl that tugged at his memory.
âIâve seen her before,â he said, his voice quieter than usual.
âWhat? Where?â Deku asked, leaning forward.
âAt the gym,â Bakugo replied, placing the photo back on the table. âY/N is her boxing coach.â
The revelation sent a ripple of unease through the room.
âWho put her up for adoption?â Todoroki asked, breaking the silence.
âItâs anonymous. Adoption records donât disclose that information,â Deku replied.
âHow old was she when she was adopted?â
âShe couldnât have been older than two,â Deku said, flipping through his notes.
âSix years ago,â Bakugo muttered, piecing things together. âRight after Moretti was arrested.â He looked up, his gaze sharp. âWhat about her mom?â
âThereâs no record of a mother,â Deku answered, his tone heavy.
âDammit,â Bakugo growled, his frustration mounting. âWe need to find Tucker. Heâs the key to this.â
Todoroki chimed in, hesitant. âMaybe... maybe Y/N knows something about the girl. She might be able to help.â
âNo,â Bakugo barked, his tone leaving no room for argument. âIâm not dragging her into this, and I sure as hell ainât questioning a kid.â
The room fell silent, the weight of the situation pressing down on them. Time was running out, and with every passing moment, the lines between their responsibilities and their morals blurred further.
âIâll find Tucker myself if I have to. Got a photo, Icy Hot?â Bakugo demanded, his tone sharp with determination.
Todoroki flipped through his folder without hesitation, pulling out a slightly worn photograph of James Tucker and handing it to him.
Bakugoâs grip tightened around the photo as he stared at it, his blood running cold. His entire stance stiffened, and for a moment, the room seemed to hold its breath.
He knew this man.
The realization hit him like a freight train, his mind reeling. Heâd seen Tucker beforeâseen him with you.
Everything started falling into place, the fragmented pieces of the puzzle forming a picture that Bakugo could no longer ignore. The explosion. Morettiâs daughter. Tucker. You.
The timeline fit too perfectly to be a coincidence.
Bakugoâs jaw clenched, his crimson eyes narrowing as his thoughts raced. You were connected to Morettiâthere was no doubt about that now. But how?
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 2.4k
warning: ANGST
an: I apologize in advance
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If thereâs one thing about Katsuki Bakugo, itâs that he gets what he wants. Ever since he was a little boyâwhether it was a packet of spicy ramen he begged his mom for at the grocery store, a limited-edition All Might card, or becoming the Number One Heroâhe made sure it happened.
He never considered himself spoiled. He worked hard to earn what he truly deserved. But as he stands at your doorstep, his sharp crimson eyes locked onto yours, he canât help but think how utterly spoiled he is just to be in the presence of someone so utterly captivating.
When you said yes to going to the hero gala with him, it was as if the air around him turned lighter. Since the day he met you in that gym, heâd been drawn to you, like a moth to a flame. There was something about youâan allure, an unshakable pullâthat stole the breath right out of his lungs.
And now, seeing you here, framed by the soft glow of your porch light, his chest tightens. Youâre radiant. The long black dress hugs your curves like it was made for you, and those dainty white heels showcase your painted toes like a finishing touch. Your hair falls gracefully, brushing against your collarbones, and the smoky eyeshadow accentuates the depths of your gaze.
âYou look gorgeous angel.â he murmurs, his voice uncharacteristically gentle.Â
The nickname is new, unfamiliar, but it rolls off his tongue like it was meant for you. Judging by the way your lips curve into a soft, fond smile, he knows you donât mind it one bit.
Standing on your tiptoes, you reach up to press a fleeting kiss to his cheek. Itâs quick, innocent, but itâs enough to send his heart into overdrive. He feels foolish, like some lovesick teen, but he canât help it. That small act of affection sets his world spinning.
âYou ready?â you ask, your arm sliding effortlessly into his. Your touch feels natural, like it belongs there.
He nods, leading you toward the sleek limo waiting outside. Itâs extravagant, almost out of place parked in front of your humble home, but itâs a small price to pay for a night spent by your side.
âDonât trip,â he mutters under his breath as he holds the door open for you. Itâs his clumsy way of saying, Be careful. His concern is subtle but endearing, and it doesnât go unnoticed.
The ride to the gala is quiet but charged with unspoken tension. Your eyes meet his in stolen glances, neither of you holding the gaze long enough to risk unraveling whatever fragile balance exists between you.
When you finally arrive, the flashing lights and deafening chatter of paparazzi hit like a tidal wave. Cameras snap, and voices rise in speculation about Bakugoâs stunning âarm candy.â Without a second thought, he shields you, pulling you close to his side as the chaos unfolds.
âYou good?â he asks once youâre safely inside, his brows furrowed in that familiar way that somehow makes your heart flutter.
Your soft laughter is enough to disarm him. Reaching up, you smooth the strand of ash-blond hair that had fallen loose during the commotion. The simple act is so tender it nearly breaks him.
âIâm good,â you reply, your voice steady despite the flurry of emotions swirling inside you.
He watches as you decline a glass of champagne from a passing waiter, your smile lighting up the room as you opt for water instead. âYou not drinkinâ?â he asks, steering you toward a quieter corner of the grand hall. His hand lingers on your waist, hesitant but unwilling to let go.
Without missing a beat, you take his hand and intertwine your fingers. The gesture is so effortless, so casual, that it leaves him reeling. He struggles to focus on your wordsâsomething about whiskey and the barâbut all he can think about is the softness of your skin against his.
âKatsuki,â you call, snapping him out of his trance.
âYeah, sorry.â He pulls you gently toward your table, ignoring the smug grins of his friends as they approach.
âY/N!â Minaâs bubbly voice cuts through the din, her excitement palpable.
You greet her with a hug, laughing as Kirishima teases Bakugo, earning a sharp glare and a grumbled, âShut the fuck up, Shitty Hair.â
Minaâs knowing smile doesnât escape you. âI canât believe he finally brought you to one of these,â she says, her tone loaded with implication.
You offer a modest laugh, claiming you feel out of place among heroes. But the truth is, this isnât your first gala. Youâve been to countless events back in Americaâglamorous nights filled with laughter, expensive drinks, and the warmth of people you once called family. Yet somehow, this feels different. This feels right.
As the night progresses, Bakugoâs hand finds its place on your thigh. His thumb brushes slow, deliberate circles into your skin, a subconscious act of affection that sends your thoughts spiraling. Itâs intimate, and it terrifies you.
Excusing yourself, you make your way to the bathroom with Mina. The cool air does little to calm your racing heart.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror, willing yourself to keep it together. Your heart was racing, and you werenât sure if it was from the whiskey or the way Bakugoâs touch lingered on your thigh like it belonged there. Every gentle circle his thumb traced sent your mind into overdrive, and you needed a moment to breathe.
Mina stood beside you, her pink hair vibrant under the fluorescent lights. She leaned against the counter, studying you with that mischievous gleam in her eyes. You could feel her smirking without even looking at her.
âYou know, Bakugoâs single,â she said casually, but there was nothing casual about the way she was watching your reaction.
You froze for a second, then gave a nonchalant shrug. âI know.â
âAnd heâs been single for a whileâlike, years.â
âWhat are you trying to say?â you asked, narrowing your eyes at her through the mirror.
âIâm saying youâre either blind or stupid,â Mina said bluntly, crossing her arms. âHave you seriously not noticed the way he looks at you? Like you hung the moon or something.â
You scoffed, though it came out weaker than you intended. âHe doesnât look at me like that.â
âOh, please,â she said, rolling her eyes. âThe man is hopelessly in love with you, Y/N. Why do you think every girl who so much as breathes in his direction gets shot down?â
âBecause heâs not the kind of guy to sleep around,â you said defensively, though a tiny part of you hoped Mina was right.
âWrong,â she shot back. âAll he did in his early twenties was hook up with randoms. That stopped the second you walked into his life. He hasnât looked at anyone else since.â
âMina, stop,â you whispered, your throat tightening.
âNo,â she said firmly, her voice softening as she stepped closer. âIâm so sick of you two pretending youâre not in love with each other. Itâs exhausting to watch.â
Her words hit you like a punch to the gut, forcing you to confront feelings youâd been avoiding. You blinked rapidly, willing the tears to stay at bay.Â
âIâve never seen him look at anyone the way he looks at you. Youâre it for him.â
That alone was enough to make the knife in your chest dig deeper. All this talk about loveâit was suffocating. You couldnât do it. You didnât have the ability to love Bakugo, not now, not in this moment. Not when you knew what waited in the shadows, lurking, threatening everything and everyone you cared about.
Your time was running out. You could feel it, like a clock ticking relentlessly toward some inevitable reckoning. And Bakugo, for all his strength and fire, would eventually find out everythingâthe lies, the danger, the truth you were so desperately trying to keep hidden.
So if not telling him how you truly felt would spare you both the heartache, then youâd keep this secret buried alongside all the others. It was safer that way. It had to be.
âThanks, Mina,â you said softly, forcing a small smile onto your lips. But it didnât reach your eyes, and from the way Minaâs brows furrowed slightly, you knew she noticed.
âYou okay?â she asked, her voice laced with concern.
You nodded, ignoring the lump in your throat. âYeah. Just tired, I guess.â
Mina didnât look convinced, but she didnât push. âAlright, but if you ever want to talkâŚâ
You nodded again, grateful for her kindness but knowing you couldnât take her up on the offer. Not now. Not ever.
Turning away, you smoothed down your dress and took a deep breath. It was time to rejoin the others, to put on the mask youâd perfected over the years. For tonight, at least, you could pretend. You could hold onto the illusion that everything was normal, that Bakugo wasnât looking at you like you hung the moon, and that Moretti wasnât out there, waiting to destroy everything.
Gathering every ounce of courage you had, you stepped out of the bathroom. Your heart skipped a beat when you saw him waiting by the door, his broad frame leaning casually against the wall.
âKatsuki?â you called softly, your voice breaking the stillness.
He turned his head, his intense crimson gaze locking onto yours. âTook you long enough,â he muttered, though the corner of his mouth quirked up in a faint smile, softening the sharpness of his words.
âYou didn't have to wait for me,â you replied, trying to sound nonchalant even as your heart thudded against your ribs.
He shrugged, shoving his hands into his pockets. âI know. Wanted to talk to you though.â
Without waiting for your response, he turned and started walking down the hall. You followed, your heels clicking softly against the polished floor. He led you through a set of grand doors and onto a balcony that overlooked the city.
The sight was breathtaking. The city stretched out before you like a sea of glittering stars, the lights twinkling against the inky backdrop of the night sky. A cool breeze whispered against your skin, carrying with it the faint hum of distant traffic.
You leaned against the railing, letting the wind play with the edges of your dress, but the soothing view did little to settle the storm in your chest. Bakugo stood beside you, his hands braced against the railing, his posture relaxed yet tense in a way only he could manage. His presence was grounding, like an anchor tethering you to the moment, yet it made everything infinitely harder.
He shifted, his gaze fixed on you rather than the view. âYou okay?â he asked, his voice quieter than usual.
You nodded, though your stomach twisted into knots. âYeah. Itâs beautiful out here.â
âYeah,â he agreed, though his tone said he wasnât talking about the view.
You turned to face him, your chest tightening when you saw the way he was looking at youâlike you were the only thing in the world that mattered. It made what you were about to do all the more painful.
âKatsuki⌠What did you want to talk about?â you asked, your voice softer than you intended.
He hesitated, rubbing the back of his neckâa rare moment of vulnerability. âYou drive me crazy woman.â he muttered, the words tumbling out like they had been waiting years to be said.
âKatsââ
âNo, let me finish,â he cut you off, his crimson eyes locking onto yours. âSince the day I met you, youâve been in my head. And Iâve tried to push it down, tried to ignore this, but I canât. Youâre here now, standing by my side, and I just⌠need you to know how I feel.â
His confession left you breathless, and for a moment, all you wanted to do was throw caution to the wind and let yourself fall into him. But then Morettiâs face flashed in your mind, the threats heâd made, the lives heâd taken. And just like that, reality slammed back into place.
If you had to spend the rest of your life apologizing to him then you would.
Your grip on the railing tightened. âThere is no âthis,â Katsuki,â you said quickly, the lie tasting bitter on your tongue.
His brows furrowed, confusion and hurt flickering across his face. âWhat?â
âI just⌠I donât feel the same way,âÂ
âDonât give me that crap,â he shot back, stepping closer. âIâve been patient. Hell, Iâve waited for years, and Iâm not stupid. I know you feel it too.â
You finally turned to face him, his crimson eyes locking onto yours with a ferocity that made it impossible to look away. âFeel what?â
âThis Y/Nâ he said, gesturing between the two of you. âThe way we just⌠fit. Donât act like itâs fucking nothing.â
âIt is nothing,â you snapped, trying to keep your voice steady. âWhatever you think this is, itâs not real.â
âThatâs bullshit, and you know it!â he barked, his frustration boiling over.
âItâs not bullshit!â you shouted back, the emotion in your voice betraying you.Â
His jaw tightened, but he didnât lash out or demand any more explanation. Instead, he took a step back, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. âYou donât feel the same way,â he repeated, his voice low and strained.
You looked away, the weight of the truth too heavy to share. âIt doesnât matter. Thisâwhatever this isâit canât happen.â
For a moment, he didnât say anything. Then he exhaled sharply, turning away from you. âRight. Got it.â
He started to walk away, and you felt like the air had been sucked out of your lungs. Part of you wanted to call him back, to tell him the truthâthat you were scared, that you were trying to protect him. But you knew you couldnât. The less he knew, the safer heâd be.
You stayed on the balcony long after he was gone, the city lights blurring through your tears. And as the cold night air wrapped around you, you silently vowed to keep him safe, no matter what it cost you.
Because loving Katsuki Bakugo meant protecting him, even if it meant breaking your own heart.
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summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 2k
warning: Sexual concepts
an: A little flash back and filler chapter to prepare for the next chapters..! Also merry christmas to everyone who celebrates:) đ
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FLASH BACK
âYou know those things will kill you, right?â
James, seated in the driverâs side of the sleek black SUV, leaned his head out of the window, his sharp eyes narrowing as he caught sight of you puffing on a cigarette.
âI hope they do, honestly.â Your voice was dry, laced with equal parts sarcasm and resignation.
Tonight, you were meeting Anthony Moretti at an upscale, five-star restaurant. The past few months had been a whirlwind of undercover work, and the plan had gone far too smoothlyâso much so that Moretti was falling hard.
Youâd spent hours getting ready for this dinner, reluctantly submitting to a makeover that left you feeling anything but yourself.
âI smell like I bathed in my grandmotherâs perfume,â you muttered, scrunching your nose as the overpowering floral scent lingered, burning your nostrils.
Leaning against the hood of the car, your eyes scanned the street, catching movement in the shadows across the way.
âThatâs my signal,â you said, tossing the cigarette to the ground and grinding it beneath the white heel of your shoe. Straightening, you glanced at James and flashed a thumbs-up. âHow do I look?â
He smirked, giving you a once-over. âGood enough. Now go.â
Rolling your eyes, you turned and began your trek toward the restaurantâs glowing entrance. It was an unassuming building from the outside, draped in dim fairy lights that gave it the appearance of a quaint little diner. But stepping inside told a different story. Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling, and rows of expensive liquor bottles sparkled under the warm light.
A hand gently touched the small of your back, making you pause.
âLily.â
Turning, you met the familiar gaze of Anthony Moretti. His dark eyes lit up as his lips curled into a charming smile.
âAnthony,â you greeted, mirroring his expression.
His gaze lingered, unabashed as he took in every detail of your appearance. âYou look stunning.â
You were no stranger to his complimentsâsmall remarks about your looks, your presence, the way you seemed to complete him. Usually, they went in one ear and out the other. But tonight, his stare burned a little too long, his words carrying a weight that sent heat rushing to your cheeks.
âShall we?â he asked, extending his hand.
You hesitated for only a moment before placing your hand in his, allowing him to guide you to a private table tucked in the back of the restaurant.
The table was a picture of eleganceâpristine white linen, flickering candlelight, and fine crystalware arranged with precision.
Your eyes drifted around the room, catching on an old bookshelf mounted high on the wall. One particular book stood outâa fictional tale of a mafia war intertwined with a doomed love story. The irony wasnât lost on you.
Anthony noticed your wandering gaze. âDo you like to read?â he asked, his voice soft as his eyes followed yours.
âWhen I have the time,â you replied, a hint of longing slipping into your tone.
âI have a library at home. You should come see it sometime.â
The invitation caught you off guard, though you quickly composed yourself. This could be your chance to gather the intel youâd been after for months.
âIâd like that,â you said with a smile.
The next two hours passed in a blur of easy conversation and genuine laughter. You hated how natural it felt, how disarmingly charming Moretti could be. He was a gentleman through and through, a stark contrast to the ruthless criminal you knew him to be.
Walking out of the restaurant, he turned to face you, his earlier offer still hanging in the air.
âItâs late,â he said, âbut my libraryâs always open. Or, if youâd prefer, I can take you home.â
You hesitated, glancing back at the car where James was undoubtedly watching from the shadows. He was going to kill you for this decision.
Reaching for Anthonyâs hand, you smiled. âLetâs go see that library.â
Pulling up to his home, your breath hitched. The sprawling white mansion loomed before you, surrounded by a pristine iron gate and an expansive yard where two large guard dogs prowled.
âYour house is beautiful,â you said, unable to hide your awe.
âI bought it hoping to start a family someday,â he admitted, his voice quieter now. âIt gets lonely here. Mostly just a few friends stopping byâitâs just me most of the time.â
The mention of a family made something twist in your stomach. You reminded yourself of the reality: the drugs, the murders, the chaos Moretti orchestrated with a simple word. Whatever innocence he portrayed, you couldnât let yourself believe it.
Inside, the house smelled of sweet musk, warm and inviting, much like its owner.
âThis way,â Anthony said, leading you toward the kitchen. He pulled two whiskey glasses from a sleek cabinet and poured the amber liquid with practiced ease.
âWhat makes you think I like whiskey?â you teased, leaning against the counter.
He chuckled. âYou donât strike me as a wine or cocktail kind of woman. And I remember what you ordered the night we met.â
So he paid attention.
Following him into another part of the house, you couldnât help but notice how bare the walls wereâno photos, no personal touches, just sparse decor.
âI donât let just anyone in here,â he said as he opened a grand wooden door. âFeel special.â
Stepping inside, your breath caught. The library was breathtaking. Floor-to-ceiling shelves lined the walls, packed with thousands of books. A cozy reading nook sat at the center, complete with plush leather chairs and a soft throw.
âThisâŚâ You turned to him, eyes wide. âThis is incredible.â
Anthony chuckled, shaking his head. âIâve never seen anyone get so excited over a few books.â
âA few books? This is a lifetimeâs worth!â
You couldnât help yourself, running your fingers along the spines of the books, reading the titles as though committing each one to memory.
As you immersed yourself in the collection, Anthony moved closer, his gaze never leaving you.
âI find it endearing,â he murmured, âhow you appreciate the little things.â
You didnât respond, too captivated by the room. Picking up a book, you flipped it over to read the summary, only for him to step in behind you, his presence magnetic.
âCan I kiss you?â he asked, his voice barely a whisper.
Your stomach dropped. This wasnât how the mission was supposed to go, but the line between duty and deception had blurred long ago.
âYes,â you whispered, the word tasting like betrayal.
Anthonyâs lips crashed against yours, hungry and demanding, his hands finding their way to your waist. You barely had time to think as he lifted you onto the edge of the desk, his movements urgent and deliberate.
This was about trust, you reminded yourself. About getting closer. About completing the mission.
But as his lips trailed down your neck, you couldnât shake the feeling that you were losing controlâof him, of the situation, and of yourself.
PRESENTÂ
You remember that night as if it were yesterdayâthe sweet musk of his cologne still lingering in your senses, the hundreds of missed calls from James flashing relentlessly on your phone.
You had left Anthonyâs house that night with a walk of shame etched into your every step. Telling him youâd call an Uber was a lie; James had been waiting for you all along, parked just outside the gates, his jaw clenched tight the moment you disappeared inside.
At the time, gaining Anthonyâs trust was paramount. It was the centerpiece of the entire operation, the linchpin that everything depended on. So, you did what you had to do. Even if it meant betraying yourself, hurting others, and bracing for the therapy bills that would inevitably follow.
James was on the verge of murder that night. The sight of you descending those marble steps, heels dangling in your hand, mascara streaked down your cheeks, and an expression that revealed more than you intendedâit made his blood run cold. And he wasnât sure if he was angrier at you or at Moretti.
âItâs part of the plan,â you had told him, over and over. But he knew better. He knew you. He knew that night haunted you. That every time someone tried to get close, to reach the parts of you long buried, you would retreat into the walls youâd carefully built. Hide away until the risk of feeling somethingâanythingâdisappeared again.
Now, staring up at your ceiling, the weight of it all pressed down on you like a suffocating fog. You had chosen to stay in your own home tonight, weary of the endless games, waiting for Anthony Moretti to find you.
And yet, a part of you wanted him to find you. The faster this was over, the faster you could return to something resembling normalcy. The faster you could see your family again.
The thought of your family brought your gaze to the little black box hidden under your bed. A box filled with the fragments of a life you missed so deeply. You only ever opened it on holidays, birthdays, or nights like thisâwhen the ache to speak to them was too much to bear.
Inside were hundreds of handwritten letters to your mom and dad. Letters you could never send, for fear it would all come crumbling down. The ink was smeared in places, marred by tear stains and trembling hands.
You never had the heart to throw them away. You kept them instead, tucked safely under your bed, clinging to the hope that one day they might read the words you couldnât say in person.
Tonight felt like one of those nights. With a heavy sigh, you reached for a fresh piece of paper and a pen. Settling down at the desk, you began to write, pouring everything you had into the letterâjust as you always did.
To Mom and DadÂ
Hi, it's me again. I've been sitting here for the past few hours, thinking about you both, and my heart feels a little heavier than usual. I miss you both so much. Life keeps moving, as it always does, but thereâs something about being away from you that makes the days feel incomplete. I miss the sound of your voices, the way you always seem to know exactly what to say when I need guidance, and the simple comfort of knowing you're just a hug away.Â
I need to tell you something but promise you wont freak out. I'm going undercover again, but not as a hero. Anthony Moretti is back, and he's after me. I know after everything that happened, this isn't what you want to hear and I wish so badly I could come clean about everything and tell you right to your face. I know you guys would know what to say, how to coax me through this. But I promise I'll make it out alive this time. I'll take down Moretti and I'll come home.Â
Before I go though, I do have something to ask mom⌠dad stop reading if you're reading this.Â
Mom, before I left we never really had boy conversations. I was never boy crazy in high school, so I never asked for help before. But I'm asking for help now. Remember when I told you about Bakugo? The most self centered, mean, and harsh person i've ever met. Yeah well turns out he's none of those things at all. He's sweet, and he cares about his friends more than any other person I have ever met. He asked me to be his date to a hero gala. And I said yes- and I think I like him. But I'm scared.Â
What if he hates me forever when he finds out my secret. What if he can't look me in the eyes after he finds out everything I have done. Will he hate me? I hope he doesn't because I dont think Ive ever felt like this for anyone. And I'm scared because what if he doesn't hate me. What if he is sweet and understanding, how can I let him into my life without being scared? I need your guidance mom, more than ever.Â
Okay dad you can come backâŚÂ
I hope to see you both soon, to sit together and catch up on everything weâve missed. Until then, please take care of yourselves, and know that Iâm thinking of you every single day.
summary: After six intense years in Japan, YN LN has firmly established herself as a renowned gym owner. She's known by many pros for her charm, strength, and boxing abilities. She has a strong support system and amazing friends... her life in Japan was everything she dreamed it would be.
But everything changes one fateful night when a mysterious package appears on her doorstep. No note, no return addressâjust a plain box wrapped with a single pearly pink ribbon. As she unravels the contents of the box, sheâs drawn into a dark, twisted mystery that seems to reach deep into her own pastâa past she thought she had buried when she left her old life behind.
wc: 2.8k
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Staring out at the skyline of Musutafu, Bakugo sat at a conference table with other pro heroes, the atmosphere heavy as grim photos flashed on the screen.
âThereâs been another casualty,â a senior hero announced, their voice grim. âA young woman, found in her home last night. However, we managed to recover some security footage.â
Bakugoâs attention snapped to the screen, his heart skipping at the mention of a young woman and camera footage. His mind immediately jumped to you, but the knot in his chest loosened when he saw the imagesâit wasnât you.
Still, he hadnât seen or heard from you in days. Heâd stopped by your place during patrol the other night to check on you after youâd taken a bad fall and hit your head.
When you hadnât answered, heâd let himself in with the key youâd given him, scanning the apartment for signs of forced entry. Nothing seemed out of placeâuntil he called you, and you finally answered.
The sound of another manâs voice in the background had caught him off guard.
Bakugo wasnât one to get jealous. He didnât chase after anyone. But you? You were different. You werenât just anyone.
From the moment he met youâthe sharp-tongued gym owner who could spar with him almost as well as you could trade barbsâheâd been hooked. There was something about the way you carried yourself, the spark in your eyes, your effortless strength.
Over time, his admiration had deepened. He noticed the little things: the slight change in your perfume, the way youâd stopped wearing your hair in a certain style, the way your laugh could disarm him like no villain ever could.
You were the exception, the one person heâd chase to the ends of the earth if he had to. And he wasnât about to lose you to some extra who probably couldnât throw a decent punch.
Snapping back to the present, Bakugo narrowed his eyes at the screen. Something in the footage caught his attentionâa detail others had missed.
âZoom in on that image,â he ordered, his voice cutting through the room.
Deku, holding the remote, adjusted the image, focusing on the man in the footage.
âMore. His wrist.â
The screen zoomed in, revealing a tattoo on the manâs wrist. The word OmertĂ was inked in bold, an unmistakable symbol of the mafiaâs code of silence.
Todoroki frowned. âIt could be a coincidence.â
âNo way,â Bakugo shot back. âHe made sure the camera caught it. He wants us to know.â
Deku suddenly pulled up an old news report on his laptop. âThis might be connected. A few years ago, an abandoned warehouse in the U.S. was blown up. They only recovered a few bodies, but every one of them had that same tattoo.â
âIf this is an American mob, why are they here?â Todoroki asked, his voice steady but curious.
Deku shook his head. âThe report didnât give many details, and when I searched, there werenât any follow-ups. Officially, they called it an accident.â
âSomeone buried it,â Endeavor said, his tone grim. âThe question is, who?â
âWe need intel,â Bakugo said, his fists clenching. âGet the American Hero Committee on the line. If theyâve been dealing with these guys, theyâll know something.â
âIâll handle the calls,â Deku offered, already typing.
Bakugo pushed his chair back, rising abruptly. âDo that. Iâm not sitting around while these scumbags think they can move in on our turf.â
âWhere are you going?â Endeavor asked, raising an eyebrow.
âGot somewhere to be.â Bakugo muttered, heading for the door. âKeep me updated.â
The team exchanged glances as Bakugo stormed out.
He couldnât shake the thought of you, though. Whatever was happening, Bakugo knew one thing for sure: no one messed with his cityâor with you.
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YNâS POV
The past few days had been a blur of caffeine-fueled frustration as you and James worked tirelessly to gather intel. Despite countless hours and far too many coffee breaks, the pieces of the puzzle still didnât fit together. Meanwhile, life didnât slow down for your obligations outside the investigation. Running the gym meant you couldn't rely on your employees to pick up the slackâit wouldnât be fair to them.
Tonightâs task was a childrenâs class, and your special guest was nowhere in sight.
You glanced at the clock, the start of the class just five minutes away, while kids eagerly laced up their gloves, their excited chatter occasionally turning to questions about your promised guest. Anxiety crept up your spine as you called him yet again, only to be met with voicemail for the umpteenth time.
It wasnât just about tonightâyou hadnât spoken to him since the night you hit your head. Something about his silence gave you the nagging suspicion that he was mad at you. But you hadnât expected him to be petty enough to completely ditch the class.
âYou didnât think Iâd show, did you?â
The voice startled you, low and full of smug satisfaction. Spinning around, you found yourself face-to-face with none other than Katsuki Bakugo himself.
âKatsuki! What the hell?â you exclaimed, punching him in the arm with more force than necessary.
âOi!â He winced, rubbing the spot with an exaggerated glare. âWhat was that for?â
âYou were supposed to be here ages ago!â you huffed, arms crossed. âDo you know how many voicemails I left you?â
âI dunno, ten? I didnât count,â he shot back, the smirk creeping onto his face only fueling your irritation. âRelax, Iâm here now.â
âBarely.â You gave him your best stern look, though his lack of concern made it feel like you were trying to lecture a brick wall.
He quirked an eyebrow, his crimson eyes sparkling with mischief. âA meeting ran late, okay? I came as soon as I could.â
âWhatever,â you muttered, still not entirely appeased. âHelp me grab these pads. Weâre working on defense today.â
As you handed him a few pads, you retrieved the rest from the tote and launched into your explanation. âThe kids can throw decent punches, but their defense is still pretty weak. I figured weâd give them a proper demonstration to help it click.â
Trailing behind you to the mat, Bakugoâs expression softened when he noticed the kidsâ wide-eyed stares and excited whispers. The realization that Dynamight was standing in their gym had lit a fire of enthusiasm you hadnât seen in ages.
âAlright, everyone,â you began, clapping your hands to gather their attention. âAs promised, we have a special guest todayâDynamight himself!â
Gasps and cheers erupted, the kids practically bouncing with excitement. You spotted one in the corner nearly vibrating out of their shoes.
âDynamight is here to help us with defense drills,â you continued. âAnd if youâre lucky, you might even get to fight him yourself.â
The kids collectively lost their minds, one of them outright shouting, âIâm gonna destroy you!â
Bakugo snorted, muttering under his breath, âBold of âem to assume.â
âDynamight, do you want to say something?â you prompted, nudging him lightly.
He stared at you, clearly out of his depth, but the silent plea in your eyes pushed him forward. âCanât wait to see what youâve got,â he muttered, crossing his arms.
You raised an eyebrow, your expression screaming thatâs it?
Groaning under his breath, he added begrudgingly, âIf you do good today, Iâll let you throw punches at me.â
The kids exploded in cheers, their excitement reaching a fever pitch.
Rolling your eyes, you motioned for them to line up against the wall. âAlright, me and Dynamight are going to demonstrate some basic defense moves. Youâll practice with pads while we suit up with gloves.â
Tossing a pair of gloves at Bakugo, you slipped yours on and got into position. âThe first move is head defense. Dynamight, take a shot at me.â
He threw a slow, controlled hook toward your head, the smirk on his face daring you to mess up. You blocked it effortlessly, your arm shielding your ear, temple, and chin with practiced precision.
âSee? Tight guard. Make sure your arm is tucked close to your face. Now, letâs see you all try!â
As the kids practiced, Bakugo leaned closer, his voice low. âYouâre not half-bad at this.â
âNot half-bad?â you echoed, feigning offense. âIâll have you know Iâm a great teacher.â
He smirked, leaning back shrug. âYeah, yeah. Guess I wouldnât mind havinâ you as my teacher back in the day.â
âOh?â You quirked an eyebrow, intrigued. âWhat about Aizawa? Youâre always singing his praises.â
âTch, he was good. But I mean before U.A. Back when I was a little punk, maybe Iâdâve turned out different if I had someone like you around.â
You nudged him playfully. âDonât dwell on it. I was a punk too, yâknow. Besides, your personality is one of my favorite things about you.â
He turned to you, his expression softening. âYou mean that?â
âI wouldnât lie to you.â
The rest of the class flew by, and true to his word, Bakugo let the kids take turns throwing punches at him. You couldnât help but smile as you watched him interact with them, his usual sharpness giving way to a surprising warmth.
âThank you again.â
âYeah.â Katsukiâs response was quiet, almost uncharacteristic, as he stared off to the side, his brows slightly furrowed like he was wrestling with his thoughts. You could sense there was something else he wanted to say, but hesitation hung in the air between you.
âKatsuki?â you prompted softly, tilting your head.
He shifted, exhaling sharply through his nose. âI wanted to ask ya somethinâ.â
A nervous energy settled in your chest, your pulse quickening. His seriousness was rare, and you couldnât help but wonder what was coming. Before he could continue, though, a hand on your shoulder snapped your attention away.
âY/N.â
Turning around, you found James standing there, his expression calm but purposeful. He had been stationed in your office throughout the class, a constant shadow ever since his arrival, clearly intent on keeping an eye on you.
âI have a business call to take,â he said with a polite nod. âIâll be outside when youâre ready.â
He gave a slight bow of his head toward Katsuki before turning on his heel and striding toward the exit. You barely had time to process his departure before Katsukiâs voice cut through.
âWho's the old bastard?â
You blinked, turning back to him. His ruby eyes narrowed slightly, and there was a flicker of somethingâirritation, curiosity, maybe even jealousyâetched into his face.
âThatâs James,â you explained, adjusting the gym bag on your shoulder. âThe âfriendâ I was with the other night.â
âYou like em' old?â he quipped, arching a brow.
Your eyes narrowed, and before you could think twice, you punched him lightly on the arm for the second time that evening. âHeâs a family friend from America, you idiot. He and his wife are visiting, and Iâm showing them around town.â
âOh.â His response was clipped, almost sheepish, though he tried to mask it with a shrug.
âYeah, oh.â You shot him a pointed look, your tone laced with mock exasperation. âAnyway, what did you want to ask me?â
It was clear his train of thought had been derailed. He seemed flustered now, his confident air wavering as the faintest pink dusted his cheeks.
âNothinâ,â he muttered, shifting awkwardly on his feet. âForget it.â He made to turn away, but you werenât about to let him off the hook so easily.
âJust ask me,â you said firmly, grabbing his hand and tugging him to a stop.
He let out a frustrated breath, looking anywhere but at you. âThe hero gala is cominâ up,â he began, his voice gruff, almost like he was annoyed with himself for even bringing it up. âI need a date.â
âAnd?â you prodded, your brows lifting in encouragement.
âWas wonderinâ if you wanted to go with me.â
Your heart skipped a beat, but you couldnât resist teasing him a little. âMe?â
âNo, idiot,â he shot back, rolling his eyes, though his flushed face betrayed him. âIâm talkinâ to the wall.â
A laugh bubbled out of you as you lightly swatted at his arm. âWhy me?â
His lips pressed into a tight line, and for a moment, you thought he might backtrack entirely. But then he huffed, âForget it. If you donât wanna go, just say it.â
âNo, no, I want to,â you blurted out quickly, a smile tugging at your lips. âIâll go with you.â
âYeah?â His gaze snapped to yours, a flicker of relief crossing his face.
âYeah.â
As you smiled up at him, a wave of unease churned in your stomach, clashing with the butterflies that danced at his gazeâa gaze meant only for you. You were falling for him, and the timing couldnât have been worse.
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Bakugo had been riding a rare high ever since leaving the gym. For weeks, heâd been working up the nerve to ask you to be his date to the hero gala, and now that youâd said yes, he felt a weight lift off his shoulders. The corners of his lips twitched into a small, satisfied smirk as he arrived back at the agency, heading straight for his office.
âKacchan, wait!â
The familiar voice of Deku cut through the hallway, and Bakugo turned to see him hurrying over, a sense of urgency written all over his face.
âWhat is it now?â Bakugo asked, raising an eyebrow as Deku thrust a vanilla file folder into his hands.
âWe got more information. Look at this.â
Flipping the folder open, Bakugo scanned the first page. A detailed report stared back at him, the name Anthony Moretti printed in bold letters at the top alongside a grainy photo of a middle-aged man with sharp features and cold, calculating eyes.
âWho the hell is this?â Bakugo questioned, his voice low and sharp.
âAnthony Moretti,â Deku explained, his tone grim. âHeâs a Mafia boss from America. That warehouse that blew up? It was an underground club he was running.â
Bakugo frowned, his crimson eyes narrowing. âWhy the hell was this sealed from public records?â
âThe explosion was caused by a group of pro heroes,â Deku said, his voice dropping lower. âNot only did the blast kill everyone inside the building, but it also took out civilians nearby. The higher-ups didnât want the general public knowing that pro heroes were responsible for innocent lives being lost.â
âTch,â Bakugo scoffed, his grip tightening on the file. âTheyâre trying to cover their asses.â
âExactly,â Deku said, handing over another folder. This one bore a picture of a masked hero, her face obscured but her stance confident and commanding.
âDo you remember her?â Deku asked.
Bakugoâs eyes darkened. âYeah⌠Nova. She died a few years back.â
âShe was the only hero assigned to the case,â Deku continued. âApparently, all her work was undercover.â
âIf she was the only hero, who the hell was she working with?â Bakugo asked, his tone clipped.
âShe was partnered with two federal agents assigned by the Hero CommitteeâLila Macontash and James Tucker,â Deku said.
âDo we have any way of getting a hold of them?â Bakugo pressed.
âLila died in the explosion that night,â Deku explained, his voice heavy, âbut Iâm working on finding James Tucker. After Nova and Lilaâs deaths, he went off the radar and stopped working with heroes for a while.â
âFind him. Heâs probably the only shot weâve got at figuring out what went down that night.â
âAnd what about Moretti?â Bakugo asked, his sharp gaze cutting to Deku. âWhere is he now?â
âItâs unclear,â Deku admitted. âApparently, after the explosion, they arrested him, but he escaped prison a few weeks ago.â
Bakugo let out a low growl, his irritation bubbling. âIf his teamâs here, then he has to be close. But why the hell would they come to Japan?â
Deku shook his head. âThatâs what doesnât make sense. It seems like they wanted us to know theyâre here, but why target innocent women?â
Bakugoâs jaw clenched, his mind racing. âIt doesnât add up. The only two women who went after himâNova and Lilaâare dead. Even if they were alive, Moretti wouldnât risk being in Japan just to send a message.â
âIâll dig deeper,â Deku assured him. âIâll see if he has any ties to Japan. And once we track down James Tucker, hopefully, we can piece together what really happened that night.â
âGood.â Bakugoâs voice was sharp and resolute. âLet me know the second you hear anything.â
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