katniss everdeen

        so, i'm coming here to say that i'm sort of over with roleplay and since basically katniss was my first canon muse this is where i should say this. The last few months I've been inactive in all of my roleplay blogs and honestly I feel like when I'm gone i just get replaced and it's not a real nice feeling, i don't like being replaced, i hate it, i hate just knowing that if i leave for a while people will forget me. Also, i can't find any sort of muse and it's so goddamn frustrating; i swear i wanna do it all, I wanna run all of my blogs because I love writing but... I feel like it's over, like 2 years were all the relevance i had in the roleplay world. I kinda feel worthless; mostly because I know there are a thousand better people with better writing and better developing and I just can't catch up with that, and I feel like it's over. And it hurts because I've made so many friends and I know that without roleplaying there would be no contacting and ill lose you all. But.. I can't deal with coming back to rping and feeling so depressed. I love writing and probably I'll find somewhere to keep doing it but... it won't be roleplay and i'm so sorry for this. Maybe I'll come back later but I think that for now. It is over.

but guys, send some love to this little angel fallen from the sky destined to make us all suffer bc she's perfect.

         so, my upper left wisdom tooth is coming out,          and i don't know if the earache i got is because of that          or i got another ear infection which is awful.                                                      and well, that's an update of my life.

did you expect to get only love? well, payback sucks.

okay so, i'm making a little list of those who have stayed through my lack of muse, my change of faceclaim, my hiatus and my blog moving. i love all of my followers, but i lost around 250+ after moving and changing my faceclaim and these are the ones who didn't care and still love me. and are still willing to roleplay with me. first one. xlionhearts: my dear nala, you bright up my world everytime i talk to you, you're my little sister and you're my sunshine. I love you to death and I just cant thank you enough for being my friend and also considering me an older sister. you're amazing, you're a wonder for your age. your writing is flawless, your editing is flawless, YOU ARE FLAWLESS. abrahxmsdaughter: satan del rio. madisatan. my love. you are one of the people i look up the most. you're one of the coolest people around here, i just adore talking to you when i get the chance. youre an angel fallen from heaven that arrived to the rp world to make us suffer with your perfect portrayal of katniss everdeen. I love you to death. illripyourthroat: gem, youre a gem. you're just the funnest one out there. your wittiness and sarcasm is all i live for. and the chances ive got to roleplay with you its amazing. your portrayal is amazing and you are one of my favorite people around. whiskeymitch: ellie, you little bitch. i love you. as simple as that. i love you. i am just so happy of having you in my life. and im glad you notice me when im being ignored, and that you still roleplay with me. and i just thank you so much. reborninashes - shesfireproof - gaveherthepin: Aspen, wow. you're amazing. everything you do is amazing. and the fact you were happy when i finally appeared again, and just being happy at my existence as a matter is just huge for me, i love you so so so so so much. ixsaidxreal: SHIRLEY MY BIGGEST LOVE. you're the first katniss i ever followed, you're the reason why i grew up so much as katniss. wow. you are truly amazing, your story is amazing and i just ugh its incredible to have you as a friend. i love you. posyhawthxrne: emma, we don't talk much, we haven't roleplayed but god you're still here. and that means you like me, you like my roleplaying, you like me as a mun and i like you back. and ugh thank you so much. *sends you cookies* constantgrief: Lyz. wow. I'm just so glad you're still here. as simple as that. you're ah-ma-zing. you're like a light in the dark. I don't know if you still remind me tho. youngerhawthorne: HONEY I DONT KNOW YOUR NAME, but you're incredible. I love your writing and I wish I could be half as good as you are. Also, you're one of the sweetest people around here, I just adore seeing you in my dash. rexmare: hey, i just followed you here which is idiotic because god, you were the first finnick i roleplayed with. plus you're cool as hell. also #everdair. You're amazing. You're funny and splendid and pretty much finnick odair behind a computer. matriixrch: you angel, you're just adorable. like, plain adorable and perfect. I love your writing and I love you and I love your faceclaim and i just.. I mean, you play mama hawthorne. you're incredible. Now, theres a lot of other angels out there, whom i love to death, but this are those who've been here since the beginning of katniss and who've never stopped being here. and i love you guys.