狡猾な

a reminder that miho’s adorable

          Too sweet, too cute. Miho never knew how to receive Adrian’s surplus of compliments. “You’re too much, I’d hardly call it a blessing,” she giggled. “I’d settle at a lovely coincidence.” She of course was equally glad to see him even if she wasn’t so openly expressing it. “Nah, I was just meandering, tryna clear my mind. What about you?” If he was free she’d invite him to join him no doubt. Being in Adrian’s presence always seemed to make her problems feel non-existent. He was just too good of a person. Occasionally she worried to would end up tainting him somehow. 

          The actions flustered her greatly but she returned the hug, clinging onto him for dear life. Though she wasn’t sure whether to cling to him or get away from the impossibly strong hug. “Well that’s a heck of a greeting–” 

Miho’s gone through a lot of heartbreak and been put through a lot of misery because of men which is a key reason for her preference in ladies. Somethings were minuscule but one incident in particular had a strong and lasting impact on Miho. She never talks of this incident. Regardless, the point is, Miho is terrified of long term relationships and the idea of her feelings being unreciprocated which is why she frequently has flings, ‘friends with benefits’, casual relationships, etc. It is easier for her to maintain a relationship with a woman than it is a man. 

             Miho is spooked!!

         Gaze immediately rolled and averted, “Like you? In your dreams.” Now all she had to do was destroy an past evidence ( including people who were aware ) that said otherwise. 

          She snorted, “What merchandise? You’re worth life 5 cents, if that.” 

         “Perfect,” she purred, holding the cigarette to the flame of the lighter before bringing it to her lips and taking a drag. “Thanks babe.” She probably wouldn’t let that go, she just found it all too amusing. 

          She daintily took one between her index finger and thumb and pulled it from the carton. “Yes please~” Really he shouldn’t have indulged her, she wasn’t supposed to smoke. 

“Nah, I think it’s more about not giving a hoot.” Along the way she discovered that not caring made life a lot easier-- or at least feigning indifference did. “I think you’re the cute one though,” she smiled, reaching over to boop him on the nose. “You’re like a friendly giant.” Or a big dog that she wanted to pet and fuss over all day. “I’m glad you think so highly of me though~” Cool, and amazing. Damn, who knew being bitter, rude and outspoken would get her such high praise. 

ii tryryy

I think I will try to come back on Saturday, but I’m not sure because every time I come on I just feel really insignificant?? & my anxiety starts up and feeds my depression so it’s a whole mess. Anyway I’m thinking I’m just more emotional than usual bc I’m pmsing or something. 

His blush was infectious, her cheeks tinging a light pink in return. Oh, and he even went and pulled out the foreign language card. She didn’t know portugese but one of the words sounded similar to bonito, which she knew meant pretty in Spanish. Fiddling with a strand of her hair she smiled and her gaze shied away from his. “Still great at sweet talkin’ huh, what’d you say there?” 

heyo I think I’m gonna take a short break, hopefully only for a week, but atm every time I come on to tumblr I feel crappy so I think it’s time to get away for a while. Plus my first guard show is sunday meaning I’m gonna be a lot more stressed until it’s all over ( which is in april. ) I’ll try to come on every now and then, but idk. It’s not really worth it when I’m not enjoying it.