# kusucest ?!

Still can't win his little brother's heart romantically but OF COURSE o!ciel gets engaged to someone, r!ciel gets pissed off— he keeps insisting he doesn't approve or for their parents to break the engagement but it's futile.

With the headcannon that kusuo DEFINITELY has fucked kusuke in his sleep out of curiosity as to what sex felt like and then mindwashed kusuke into thinking it was a wet dream

Ooo cute image!

OH OH I THINJ IVE SEEN A FIC WITH THIS CONCEPT BEFORE I FORGOT THE TITLE THOUGH

Kusuo feels immense guilt after and tries repressing the memory for the rest of his life, like the other memories he has of kuusuke.

Him feeling surprised that his brother doesn't hate him when that expectation or feeling has been ingrained into his subconscious— because it is a good reason to HATE kusuo

When he did it back then, he wasn't all that educated on sexual education or disinterested until the topic came up when he was a child. Kurumi and Kuniharu despite the fact that they DO try their best, they are at most morons.

I could imagine kusuo asking about it out of curiosity (like why people do it other than for kiss or what's the point yada yada) and kurumi and Kuniharu freaking out because of how awkward it'll be to talk about it so the only conclusion is that they gave their son "It's something that people do because they love each other!" A very vague explanation which can be misleading, not even trying to educate kusuo

Kusuo one night tries doing it, with Kusuke. They are brothers, don't they love each other?

With naivety kusuo unintentionally forced himself on his older brother, turns out the feeling does not feel nice or it's nothing. He's not even traditionally human, he can't feel sexual pleasure—

After that he "changes" (??) Kuusuke's memory, making kuusuke think it's just a wet dream but the psychological stuff is still there, when kusuo grows up he realizes what he has done was absolutely disgusting. Making it seem like a wet dream it enables (if that's the correct word) Kusuke's own present and future incestuous behavior

It's one of the reasons he doesn't wanna face kuusuke, why he feels responsible for Kusuke's bad actions— emphasizing the idea that:

Like to me it makes sort of sense but if you consider some factors it looks stupid but it would be kind of funny, what I'm trying to say it's plausible that o! ciels name is possibly a "Michael" (it has Hebrew origins and the original pronounciation being "mi-ka-el" which having the meaning "none like god") (the name "ciel" having the meaning tied to heaven/religion)

—and Sebastian just took that to mess with the boy (he wants him)

the only difference he like switched a & e around I won't go into depth into this dumb theory of mine BUT

wouldn't it be funny that before anyone knew of that o!ciel wasn't his twin r!ciel— they probably assumed that r!ciel was so attached to his "now deceased sickly twin brother" he gotten a butler with a last name that was similar to o!ciels name.

and they just think it's sad for r!ciels attachment gets this deep.

No one brings it up because they don't wanna trigger grief AND that r!ciels clingy behavior towards his brother isn't abnormal to anyone else and they go "ohh he's still somewhat obsessed"

And I just like the idea o!ciel just physically cringing whenever someone says sebastians last name and Sebastian like how it annoys him