So when im doing my art. I always have youtube on. I watch interviews about a lot of different things sometimes its bullshit, sometimes its conspiracy theories the list goes on. So the last few days all these videos about why black men choose white women when they become successful kept popping up out of nowhere. And im in Aw. Because as ignorant as the epidemic may seem from the outside looking in. Its one of those things you wont understand unless you experience it. Which i have. Countless times. A lot of times black men, who want a better life than which they were born into, their morals are different than the regular. They just think differently. Which is a good thing, until you meet black women you want who cant come to terms with that. Now NOT ALL black women. But They'll call you lame, corny, a loser and whatever else they can to degrade you for wanting better for yourself & for THEM. That alone is crazy. Its like because you aren't typical or fitting stereotypes, something must be wrong with you. You think you are better than them in their eyes. But that truth is, you ARE better than THAT. NOT THEM. Because to the world we are all the same. To each other we are the regular niggas and then there is the niggas that want to be white. All because you want a better life. This is sad. Its like you can want a better life but you have to do it "the black way". The way they show us on t.v. In my mind I say to myself " what kind of stupid shit is this ?" I need to be a rapper, or play ball, or sell drugs ? I cant just become a really great artist or own a great business ? I see girls bash wannabe rappers daily. But they'll quicker mess with him that a painting ass mufuka who might actually teach you something. I realized, a lot of people dont want to learn anything from someone they consider their equal or lesser than them. This is why they don't respect their boss if he or she looks like them or comes from the same circumstances. Now maybe i really am just lame. Its very possible. After all i dont smoke and i drink once in a blue. But black women treat me like something is wrong with me because im never what they expected me to be. & when i meet a non black woman who really admires me or something that i do. All the things my own kind would call me lame for, If i feel any attraction towards her, to my own kind I BECOME WHATS WRONG WITH US. Aint that some shit. You cant get mad at me for living my truth though. This is what happens. This is reality for a guy like me just being myself in a world that doesnt want me to. But even so, i still have hope you know. Im open to being with any race of woman because love is love. But just know, Black women i always did put you first....... sorry i just had to get that off my chest.
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