Marilulu

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

seems like my dedication to my isolation isn’t going to save me. that’s crazyyyyy

i hate being alone but i also hate being around people. i just don’t know where im supposed to exist

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me watch every single one of my favorite people give up on me

My existence is an apology I never stop making

I’ve spent my life trying to be loved, and all I’ve ever found is proof of why I’m unlovable

Still feel the same

i wake up angry that i’m alive. i go to bed angry that i didn’t have the guts to end it

I feel like I don't deserve anything good in my life

I'm the problem. If I died everything would've been better

Nobody has ever loved me the way I loved them