Kurt Rotlie

I'm Kurt I draw and occasionally write some stuff here and there. :D

I make things for different fandoms and my own story Wisser wich I hope to actually write a book for one day.

My askbox is open for questions or anything really just be respectful.

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I don't tolerate any discrimination or asshole behavior. I will block you if you try doing that here. I'm not even going to bother fighting with you.

I used to make COD content but I'm no longer going to do that. It's also the reason why I'm making a new introduction. I want to avoid making people confused about my content.

Current Fandom things:

Aftg:

Merfolk au

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Here is what i did for the first day of artfight.

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First oc belongs to @fuzzycryptid

Andrew or Neil?

I want u to think about it for a good second. Make Up scenarios in your brain and think about how scary they would be.

Examples:

What if you meet them in real life?

How do they behave around others?

What have they acted like in the books?

How far would they go to achieve a goal no matter how small?

How good are they at manipulating?

Look at them hehehhe

Since everything calmed down at Palmetto things changed, seeing all the couples around campus cuddling made Neil curious. He knew Andrew had a complicated relationship with touch so he wouldn't bother pressuring Andrew with his curiosity. Little did Neil know that Andrew already knew off Neil's curiosity. It was conflicting to say the least, one one hand he wanted to try on the other he was afraid he'd get triggered and hide. Rationally he knew that Neil would never intentionally hurt him or pressure him into anything, but this wasn't his rational brain thinking.

Still Andrew tried he really did, he rested his hand on Neil's thigh while watching and exy game with the Foxes. It earned him a curious stare from these blue eyes that drove Andrew mad. It was mostly fine likely because he had touched Neil like this many times before. It wasn't enough tho so he attempted to lean against Neil, it took all his willpower to not flinch away immediately.

3 minutes, that's how long he managed to do it for after that he slowly moved away like nothing happened. It was a start, Andrew continued doing this trying to acclimate to physical contact with Neil. At night he started to rest his head on Neil's chest it was more comforting than he'd like to admit. He placed Neil's hand around his waist during thoes nights and Neil dutifully kept it exactly where Andrew placed it.

Andrew wasn't dumb he could see the way Neil kept pushing himself too far. Training to the point off almost passing out, skipping meals to be on the court instead, ignoring or not even noticing his own exhaustion or hunger. This extended to their bedroom activities. Andrew focused on Neil's discomfort, he knew Neil would never tell him no so he took it upon himself to recognize any discomfort in Neil and stop on his own acord, claiming to be tired or not in the mood when caught the slightest hint off discomfort on Neil.

Andrew couldn't believe how someone so hell bend on surviving could still be so awful in taking care off himself. Andrew approached this the only way he knew how, actions.

Not letting Neil leave before he ate something, even if that meant standing in the door and intensely staring at Neil. Trying to make Neil acknowledge his own discomfort giving Neil the "I'm not blind try again." Every time Neil tried to claim he's fine. It took a while for Neil to understand what's happening but once he did he improved little by little. Neil looked like a deer in headlights when he realized how much Andrew truly cared about his wellbeing. It should have been obvious after everything that happened but still he found himself surprised.

"I thought you hate me?"

I’m joining artfight this year… like every year heheheh :D

Looks at Kevin jersey and some more merch... scratch that make that like 260€... this Fandom has a chokehold on me.

I know what's roughly supposed to happen in chapter 2 but I kinda underestimated how difficult it will be. I'm constantly worrying I'm getting Kevin's or Wymack's character wrong and try to analyze the og books but it's still feels very difficult.

Finding the right words to paint the story with is also difficult. I'm constantly struggling to find more words but it's getting there. I'm not giving up and I like what I have so far, even if it's still unedited.