kurashi

Hmm. Another 4 months did go over. I downloaded the new official SL viewer - and again. yes, i repeat me - the black screen is there. I cannot say 'goodbye' or much more: I do not want to do this but I have to, right? I am unhappy about this situation. A lot.

But hey, there are other stuff: I am happy with my new big hobby of photography and to study korean language. If you want to follow my other tumblr take a look here IMAGE POETRY (tumblr) or add my at instagram > ipoetry. I do posting there my nature shots. And I started to write reviews about iphone photography apps. Maybe you will get addicted too? Try a look! :)

Again … since weeks before christmas I have the trouble with the black screens. I waited. I installed new versions of different viewers. But it does not help.

I serious feel disappointed. I do not know what to do. Serious.

Especial not, cause I have my new skins ready and I was preparing a re-design of my store … I wondering if all was for - nothing. I feel really frustrated of Second Life®.

It become to a serious problem. What to do?

BAG | vive9 | Sanya Bilavio | Charlotte Envelope Clutch HAIR | exile | Kavar Cleanslate | Colette new SHIRT | kyoot | Saeya Nyanda | Multi Sweater Sweater new NECKLACE | nha! | kyrha Bouscario | 1k Member (group) new

SKIN | bodyline | nedeko kohime | Yuuga Exclusive (TGGS) new HAIR | boon | boo Nakamura | WMO003 new SCARF | surf couture | Emma Gilmour | Infinity Scarf (C88) new JACKET | amerie | Amerie Spitteler | Short Jacket DRESS | tres blah | Julliette Westerburg | Lace Dress (C88) new SHOES | crazy | loan Jogiches | Wedges new * STOCKINGS | baiastice | Sissy Pessoa | Winter Stockings new

BODYLINE | Yuuga Exclusive | TGGS Skin surl | here

OUTFIT | Evie’s Closet | Evangeline Miles | Eden (The Gallery Gift Shop) new * HAIR | wasabi | MissAllSunday Lemon | Aria new

* Promotion Copie

(Please do not wonder, actually my sl-viewer do not render alpha in shadow mode. It looks nevertheless very nice, that's why I decided to post it).

HAIR | wasabi | MissAllSunday Lemon | bambi (mesh) new TROUSERS | fishy strawberry | Fae Eriksen | high waist pants new

I logged in secondlife today - the first time since 3 months, without having any trouble. Maybe it is save now. I wish this 'cause I missed sl for all the creativity which is in side and all my online friends from all over the world (I miss it to chat in english language XD).

The new viewer of 3.2.xxxx make me a lot of confused, all icons and menu is are different or changed o.O" but I am so much happy that there was no 'black screen of death' want to catch me, that all this is fine ... this is stuff which I can handle. So yeah ... I will watch this.

hello everybody. there are two reasons why.

the black screen: it is still there. i tested every 3rd party viewer between the regular ones, including the viewers in different versions. it does not work. i am really frustrated in this cause i have no chance for a log in to manage some stuff. which i slowly should do.

please do not think that i ignore you, if you im'ed me, or if you sended me a nc. i am not able to act on it.

in front of all this shitty ... (no i am not sorry for this word, cause remember: i am frustrated), i was planing to do a little break from sl. this 'black screen' does now to force me stay complete - offline. in some way, i try to take this bad happening positive, cause this force, showed me in the last weeks how much time i spend in my (less) free time just for secondlife. with all the success (bodyline, blog, magazin) the responsibility was growing. ppl do expect great stuff. and at last, myself too. in the end of august, i felt empty. i did not wanted to see the programs of my rl job in my free time for sl and i noticed, that i needed the less hours after my work to relax. i had some very stressful weeks. i did not plan to stay 100 % offline - i just wanted to make some steps back. to collect new power and ideas.

BUT - now all becomes different.

sl is not worth, to buy a 'cheap' laptop - for this money i could buy me a new camera lens - which, honestly, i would prefer. if sl close the door, than it is close and i will accept it. i am just be sad, that the most ppl will not know, what is happen. that i cannot make a group notice to my store group, to all the lovely designers who sending me review-copies to all the important ppl, called friends. i am sorry that i cannot log in to make an ingame-msg.

today (friday) i decided again to try a log in.... 6 weeks? 8 weeks are over - since the black screen hit  me the first time. it is there - waiting on me. my luck that i am a fast 'key hitter' for the short cut of "quit" a program. i will give up. I do not like to try any further log ins. Maybe in a half year, maybe in a year - but right now, i am angry with secondlife. In some minutes i will think - hey who cares! i lollygagged already many hours in it, now i will enjoy my free time much more. cause i am free.

2007 - 2011. that is a long time. i reached all goals which i had for sl. and the most point which make me feel proud is: i never spend real money into sl. i am proud for it cause nearly everybody i met in this time did it. sl was kinda work - cause i hated it to wear just 'freebies' i always wanted an own lifestyle - to get this beautiful avatar which i enjoyed in the end. thank you to all ppl who made this possible. thank you for your support.

POSES | E.inK | Empty Inkpen | Cutie

SKIN | Rozena| Lindsay Rozen | Miki (FL) new HAIR | kik | as001 Littlething | Tilda HAIR DECO | TokiDoki | Maya Levane | Bow BAG | Ison | Harry Hyx | Kabuki Crocodile Tote (FL) new GLOVES | Atelier AM | aya Huldschinsky | Knit Glove BOOTS | Anexx | machang Pichot | Lace-up Boots * DRESS | u.f.o. | charming Meiler | Say You Love Me new