My thoughts!

Why is it now days that the word “nigger/nigga” is used so freely, and throughout every race. Now days you look up blacks with white friends calling each other “nigga”, even whites calling each other “nigga”. With that being said, I now questioned if black children these days being thought about black history. It’s not the teachers job to teach them it’s the parents. We all know that a white cannot teach into depth about black history and its ancestors, nor tell a black kid what it means to be black. Never have nor will a white kid/person understand what it feels like to not drink out of a clean water faucet, not be able to sit in a restaurant, nor watch a relative be hung to death. Many people really need to start appreciating where they come from and who they are instead of trying to be something you’re not. It’s as simple as this a white man can do many wrongs, live the fast life, and decide he wants to do right; it’s easy for him to clean up, shave, put on a suit and easily get a 9-5. Versus a black man once you screw up you’re forever labeled even if it’s the same life, it’s harder to find a job.

That feeling you want, can also be the feeling you can't give. Love physically, mentally, sexually, and emotionally strong, but sometimes it can feel wrong. The way you kiss, touch, fuck......smh.... can comfort me, mold me, make you feel I'm what you want me to be. Again again again and again where does this all begin? The thought you fought, the talk you walk.........hm............that good ol' feeling is what we call Lust!