Pair: Manager reader x Idol Hybrid Retriever Jimin
Summary: It started off simple. Get her name, her number, stick with her. Simple right? Not so simple when you end up striking the conversation before he can. So Jimin set a game for himself.Â
But then you won his heart, so fast, so sudden, and yet, so abruptly leaving him. Jimin doesnât want to understand why you never told him you were never from Korea, Jimin understands you wanting to go home. Jimin doesnât want to go but in the end, Jimin was the one that put distance between the both of you.Â
Talk about mixed signals.Â
So what happens when Jimin suddenly meets you again after over a decade?Â
He no longer wants to lose the game.Â
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: sport trauma, smut, fluff, angst
A/N: In this fic, it is more similar to Namjoonâs Wildflower. Hybrids and humans coexist that it is normal. There are no drastic differences in their laws and rights.Â
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Pair: Idol Yoongi x reader
WC: 984
A/N: I hope this gets to you anon! Thank you again for the requessttt!!
Yoongi is known as and known for many things - Boongi Cat to ARMY, Producer to artists, Suga of BTS, August D, the man with an injured shoulder, the underground rapper turned millionaire - so many things.Â
But one thing he has kept close to his heart about, is being a father.Â
He never thought he could feel such heartbreakingness when he wasnât able to be there for his child because of military service. It hurt him every time he had to tiptoe out of the house so that Hyuk Jin wouldnât wake up crying. Sometimes, when he lies in bed with you, he canât help but think of the times when you must take care of him alone.Â
Yoongi doesnât regret anything, because if he did, it felt like changing whatever you guys now have - the peace, the fun, the sleepless nights, he wouldnât trade it for anything. But at times, he wished that his work didnât put a strain on his relationship. He knew you were understanding and he also knew how sensitive Hyuk Jin is. Taking care of a newborn on your own most of the time was not how he had intended to start his family.Â
So, finally, when his military service ended, he thought that he could have a well-deserved break. Maybe two weeks of absolutely nothing and spending time with his family.Â
Nope.Â
He was thrown back into work with no more than three days of rest.Â
Oh, Yoongi was not in the least happy about it.Â
He had spent days and weeks arguing to his management about it. To him, family first. His career can wait a little more but family time can only be built in the present. Two weeks and he can just meet the rest of them in LA slightly later. Not that his management listened.Â
So Yoongi bought the tickets on his own, made arrangements with his members on his own. If they insisted that work starts now, then he would be bringing everything with him - and everything included his family.Â
By then, Hyuk Jin was slightly past 13 months old. Yoongi had learnt that his son was not the quiet type, rather the mischievous one, always playing around and making noise. But he was emotionally sensitive and too observant of his surroundings. At times, when Yoongi went back to the villa stressed out and feeling like the lyrics donât stick or the beats and synths and melodies feels off, Hyuk Jin would babble his way to him.Â
This was one of the days that he found himself in. It has been quite often recently - hundreds of tracks with very little time, with very difficult choices.Â
Or rather, choice.Â
How does one take more than a hundred tracks of hard work to boil down to only fourteen for publication?
Yoongi had his hand over this forehead, headband over his freshly washed hair as he let out yet another exhausted sigh. At that sigh, Hyuk Jin treated it like his calling, waddling over to him. His drool-covered fingers find their purchase on Yoongiâs pants, tugging lightly.Â
âA-A! (ì)âÂ
Yoongi tiredly opened his eyes to stare down at his son, watching his bright eyes fill with laughter as he smiled at him. âHmm, Hyuk-ah?â
âA! (ì)â
âHmm?â Yoongi prompted again, bending down to carry him onto his lap.Â
He played with his hair, brushing his sonâs locks lovingly. Goodness, he loved the silky texture of his -
âJagi?â Yoongi called out, head turning lightly, eyes never leaving his Hyukâs face. His fingers wiped at his brows lightly as Hyuk giggled, babbling the noises of trying to say âAppa (ìëč )â. When you didnât respond to his call, Yoongi tried again and frowned when you still didnât say anything.Â
Carefully, he carried Hyuk to the bedroom. He picked out a soft towel and wet it with warm water before wiping Hyukâs face slightly and then putting a little bit of his make-up remover to rub at his brows.Â
âEomma drew brows on you, Hyuk-ie. Did you like them?â Yoongi cooed at his son who was now more interested in the bottles on the sink.Â
Yoongi was experienced, he didnât need much help cleaning his son up. As much as he hated his lack of presence, it didnât mean he never did anything when he was home, despite his exhaustion. So Yoongi knows, maybe not as much as a mother does, but fatherâs instincts still count.Â
He will fight for that, at least.Â
âOkay, letâs go find Eomma, yeah?â Yoongi carried Hyuk out of the bathroom. âWhereâs Eomma, hmm? Wh-â
You were watching from the threshold of the common bathroom with a slight smile on your lips. âI supposed for the man I married, I shouldnât have expected anything less than that.â
Yoongi frowned. âWhatâs that supposed to meanâŠ?â
âYoongiâŠâ You laughed. âDo you even know this trend?â
Yoongi looked at you like heâs disappointed. âJagi, I have been nothing but chronically online the past two days.â
âSo⊠you know.â
âI never thought you would actually do it. Honestly, I didnât see it until I was playing with his hair.â Yoongi chuckled, padding to the kitchen softly, his shoulder pressed slightly against yours.Â
âI know. I wanted to see if you would have a larger reaction. Guess I shouldnât be surprised.â
âYou knew who you married.â Yoongi said it so calmly, so to-the-point like it was an answer itself.Â
You laughed, jostling the water jug and almost spilling over the cups.Â
âBut I wonât lie, I was very worried at first. And then terrified. And then I found it really funny. At least you didnât draw them as exaggerated as the ones Iâve been seeing in the videos. Poor baby girls and dads, couldnât catch a break from laughing. At least my son still looked good enough.â
You snickered as Yoongi propped Hyuk Jin farther up his chest. âDonât you, handsome?â
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
A/N: This is it! The final of this Kookie fic for the Hybrid Series! Thank you all for the journey! There are sooo many more WIPs I'm having now in the drafts...OMG... I really need to start cleaning them up...
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The apartment smelled like cardboard and winter-clean detergent.
You stood in the doorway of the bedroom, fingers curled around the frame, watching Jungkook fold sweaters with far more care than necessary. Each one was smoothed, aligned, stacked like he was afraid the wrong crease might undo something fragile.
He hadnât said much since he started packing.
Not because anything was wrong between youâif anything, that was the problem. Things had been too steady lately. Too calm. The kind of calm that came before big decisions.
âI can take the rest tomorrow,â he said quietly, not looking up. âI donât want to rush you.â
Rush you.
The word pressed hard against your ribs.
You swallowed. âYou donât have to leave tonight.â
He paused, hands stilling on the fabric. âI know. But⊠we talked about space. About not assuming.â
He finally looked up at you then, eyes soft but uncertain. âAnd I donât ever want you to feel like Iâm staying because you didnât know how to ask me not to.â
Your throat tightened.
Thisâthis carefulness, this respectâwas exactly why you were terrified.
You crossed the room slowly and sat on the edge of the bed. The mattress dipped beneath your weight, a small thing, but it felt enormous.
âJungkook,â you said, voice steadier than you felt. âCan you sit for a minute?â
He nodded immediately, setting the sweater aside and joining you. His knee brushed yoursâlight, familiarâand he pulled back just a fraction, like he was giving you room to change your mind.
You didnât.
Your hands rested in your lap, fingers fidgeting with the seam of your sleeve.
There had been a test, hidden in the bottom drawer of the bathroom cabinet for three days now. Three days of rehearsing this moment in your head. Three days of waking up with your heart racing, wondering if this would be the thing that finally broke the careful balance youâd built together.
He noticed your silence.
âHey,â he said gently. âYouâre shaking.â
You let out a breath that felt like it had been trapped in your chest for weeks.
âI didnât want to tell you like this,â you admitted. âWith boxes everywhere. With you halfway out the door.â
His brow furrowed instantly. âTell me what?â
You looked at him thenâreally looked. At the man who had learned how to sleep without fear, who laughed more easily now, who folded sweaters like they mattered because he mattered.
And you realised there was no perfect time for this.
Only honesty.
âIâm pregnant,â you said quietly.
The words landed between you like a held breath finally released.
Jungkook froze.
Not in fear. Not in panic.
In shock.
âIââ He stopped, started again. âWhat?â
You nodded, tears already blurring your vision. âI found out a few days ago. I wanted to be sure before I said anything. So I⊠didnât say anything.â
His mouth opened, then closed. His hands clenched in his jeans, knuckles whitening.
âOh,â he breathed.
You rushed on before your courage could fail. âI know weâre not married. And I know we said no rushing, no expectations, and I swear I wasnât trying toâthis isnât me asking you to stay because of this. I justââ
âHey,â he interrupted softly.
You looked up.
He was staring at you like the room had shifted around its axis, like the world had quietly, irrevocably changed.
âYouâre not trapping me,â he said firmly. âPlease donât think that.â
âI didnât want you to feel pressured,â you whispered. âEspecially now. When you were already thinking about moving into your own place, figuring out your next stepsââ
He shook his head slowly. âI was packing because I didnât want to assume permanence before earning it.â
Your breath hitched.
âAnd now?â you asked, barely audible.
He stood abruptly, pacing onceâtwiceâthen stopped in front of you again. His hands trembled slightly when he reached for yours.
âYouâre pregnant,â he repeated, like he was grounding himself in the reality of it.
âYes.â
âWith⊠our child.â
You nodded, tears spilling freely now. âIf that scares youâif you need timeâI understand. I swear I do.â
He laughed then.
A short, broken sound that surprised both of you.
âScared?â he echoed.
He knelt in front of you, hands cradling your knees, eyes shining.
âI grew up believing my body was a problem,â he said softly. âThat nothing I touched could be gentle. That I wasnât meant to create anything that lasted.â
Your chest ached.
âAnd now,â he continued, voice shaking, âyouâre telling me that something exists because of us. Because we chose each other.â
He pressed his forehead to your knee, breathing hard.
âIâm terrified,â he admitted. âBut not because I want to run.â
You reached down instinctively, fingers threading through his hair.
âThen why?â you whispered.
âBecause I want to do this right,â he said. âBecause I want to be someone who stays. Someone who protects. Someone who doesnât disappear when things get complicated. And I donât know how to care for a childâŠReally.â
He looked up at you, eyes fierce and wet.
âBut I want to do this with youâif youâll let me.â
Your heart shattered and reassembled all at once.
âI didnât tell you sooner because I was afraid youâd feel like you had to choose,â you said.
He squeezed your hands. âI already chose you. A long time ago.â
Silence fell againâbut this time it was warm.
He glanced toward the half-packed boxes, then back at you.
âI guess,â he said softly, âI donât need these tonight.â
A laugh bubbled out of you through tears. âYou donât?â
âNo.â He stood, pulling you gently to your feet and into his arms. He held you carefully, reverently, like you were something precious and breakable and real. âI donât want space from you. I want⊠plans.â
You buried your face in his shoulder, breathing him in. âWe can still take things slowly.â
He nodded against your hair. âSlow is fine. I just donât want âslowâ to mean âapart.ââ
You pulled back just enough to look at him. âYouâre sure?â
He smiledâa little shaky, but certain. âIâve never been more sure of anything.â
He lowered himself again, this time pressing a gentle kiss to your stomach, hesitant, almost reverent.
âHi,â he whispered. âIâm new at this. But I promise Iâll learn.â
Your tears fell freely now, relief flooding every part of you.
The boxes stayed where they were - half-open, half-forgotten, their flaps bent like theyâd tried to leave and changed their minds halfway through. Jungkook nudged one aside with his foot as he turned off the bedroom light, then hesitatedâlike he always did nowâwaiting for you.
âBed?â he asked quietly.
You nodded. âYeah.â
The room was dim, washed in the faint glow of streetlights filtering through the curtains. Winter pressed gently against the windows, but inside, everything felt warm in that slow, deep way that came after something heavy finally loosened its grip.
You climbed under the covers first. Jungkook followed, careful with the blankets, careful with you. He always wasâlike tenderness was something you learned with practice, not instinct.
He lay on his side facing you, hands folded together like he didnât quite know where to put them yet.
You smiled softly. âYou can touch me, you know.â
He exhaled, a quiet sound of relief, and shifted closer. His arm slid around your waist, tentative at first, then firmer when you leaned into him. Your forehead rested against his collarbone, his chin settling gently at the crown of your head.
For a while, neither of you spoke.
You listened to his heartbeatâsteady, grounding. He listened to your breathing, the way it slowed when you finally let yourself relax.
âI kept thinking,â he murmured after a long silence, âthat if something good happened to me, it meant something bad was coming next.â
Your fingers traced slow circles on his chest. âAnd now?â
âAnd now,â he said, voice barely above a whisper, âI think maybe good things can just⊠stay.â
You tilted your head up to look at him. His eyes were soft, vulnerable in a way that felt brave rather than fragile.
âIâm really glad you told me,â he added. âEven though you were scared.â
You smiled faintly. âI was terrified.â
He huffed a quiet laugh. âYeah. Me too.â
You shifted, adjusting so you were more comfortable, one leg tangled with his. His hand followed instinctively, resting protectively at your hipânot possessive, not tense. Just there.
He pressed a slow, gentle kiss to your temple.
âI donât feel like I need to run,â he said. âNot from this.â
Your chest warmed. âYou donât have to.â
The quiet stretched again, comfortable and full. Outside, a car passed, tires hissing over wet pavement. Somewhere far away, someone laughed. Life kept goingâunaware, unconcerned.
But to the both of you, it mattered. The world shifts and the axis changes.
Jungkookâs fingers began to move, absentmindedly tracing the seam of your sleeve, then the curve of your arm. Each touch was deliberate, like he was learning how to memorise you again.
âIs this okay?â he asked, the reflexive habit still clinging to him.
You nodded, brushing your thumb along his jaw. âMore than okay.â
He relaxed further into the mattress, pulling you closer until there was no gap left to worry about. Your cheek fit perfectly against his chest, like youâd always belonged there.
âIâm not very good at imagining the future,â he admitted quietly.Â
You closed your eyes. âWe donât have to imagine everything at once.â
âGood,â he said softly. âI just want this part right now.â
You smiled, pressing a kiss over his heartbeat. âMe too.â
He wrapped both arms around you thenâfully, securelyâand you felt it settle in your bones: not urgency, not fear, not obligation.
Just closeness.
Just choosing to stay.
Eventually, his breathing deepened, slowing into sleep. You stayed awake a little longer, listening, one hand resting over his, feeling the quiet miracle of it all.
And for now, that was everything.You sighed in content, leaning deeper into the hold, thinking: Luna is so gonna have my head now that the news is out. I havenât contacted her for the months she flew to LA. Definitely⊠doomed the moment she returns.
Pair: Manager reader x Idol Hybrid Retriever Jimin
Summary: It started off simple. Get her name, her number, stick with her. Simple right? Not so simple when you end up striking the conversation before he can. So Jimin set a game for himself.Â
But then you won his heart, so fast, so sudden, and yet, so abruptly leaving him. Jimin doesnât want to understand why you never told him you were never from Korea, Jimin understands you wanting to go home. Jimin doesnât want to go but in the end, Jimin was the one that put distance between the both of you.Â
Talk about mixed signals.Â
So what happens when Jimin suddenly meets you again after over a decade?Â
Don't look at me like I hold the stars in your eyesÂ
Don't look at me like I hold the world in your heartÂ
You know I can't show you meÂ
Give you meÂ
You know I can't save you
Free youÂ
BTS, also known as Bangtan Sonyeondan, is the worldâs most popular boy band. One of the highest paying and the most renowned people in the entertainment industry of Korea, or perhaps even the world.Â
Or that was your biasness working, you refused to accept less than that.Â
When you returned to your home country, you had busied yourself with familiarising the culture and the structure of the country that you had once grew up in. Having been a way for a few years was enough to challenge the education system which you thrusted yourself back in.
But yet, nothing felt more lonely than when you returned to the dance studio. Dancing never felt the same without your best friend. It held the same skills, the same techniques, the same performance. But it lacked that little bit of humour and light with a particular person. And what you didnât manage to bring along, transferred onto the ice as well.Â
Your heavy involvement in elite competitive sports allowed you to understand how high performing athletes worked, lived, thought. This crafted many pathways where you found joy in helping them go through what you went through better, safer.Â
Or best, eliminate the higher chances of such moods.Â
Of course, this came down differently for each person. Everybodyâs mental resilience is not the same, even if they are provided the same environment. But thatâs what makes the job interesting. It allows you to be able to communicate with different people, understand them, and watch them grow out of their dark shells to something that they can conquer in.Â
Being able to stay by their side during late nights or lending them a listening ear during tough times. Ensuring that they are well-fed, well-kept. That none of them are being taken advantage of regardless of the situation.Â
This was athlete management to you.Â
And you prided yourself in it.Â
You have worked with two teams bringing them from the bottom of the league to the near tops.Â
During all these times, studies got late, work got hard, and sometimes you find yourself being the one who wants someone to reach out their hand to. You kept your promise to always remember Jimin and the both of you conversed much during the first year or so. Until the both of you got busy with schedules, Jimin especially so with his debut.Â
You were proud of him, you truly were.Â
But you also wished you had been a little more selfish to reach out more often.Â
Because now, you stared at your email.
Subject: Acceptance Email, HR Forms
You wanted to tell him.Â
You wished to tell him.Â
But the chat that dated back almost fifteen years agoâŠ
There was no contact from either of you other than occasional congratulations that werenât replied to back then.Â
You believed that it was either Jimin having changed his number or that he had grown up, no longer needing you to always be there for him. You had observed his schedules overtime, the increasing transparency that the management provides the public as BTS got more popular. With your own job scope, you understood how difficult it was.Â
Not that you could compare competitive sports to being an idol.Â
But you had a resemblance of understanding.Â
You sighed, filling up the HR forms and signing them off. You wouldnât know which group you would be allocated to. The company has provided you with two weeks of time to prepare yourself, including shifting, setting staff passes, and briefings.Â
You had much to do.Â
There was a whole party set for their manager. She worked the longest with the wardrobe team and knew exactly what type of food the team likes, the textures of the clothes, or even what they will forget from time to time.Â
âNoonaâŠâ Jungkook whined, splaying himself over her back. âMust you really go? Why must you go? We will let you extend leave, please donât go.â
Haneul chuckled, ruffling his hair. âYou know why Jungkook. I cannot afford to work like this, especially once the baby arrives.âÂ
It was a solemn mood for the members, Jimin included. She had been around them for so long that the little things would be difficult to adjust to. But there was nothing he could do. Practically, it was best to let Haneul rest before the birth and it is indeed true that she cannot afford such attachments to them all the time as she did.Â
âIâll be working in the wardrobe so youâll still see me.â She patted each one of their shoulders. âItâs not like Iâm leaving the company for good.âÂ
Jimin was quiet.Â
He wasnât the best when it comes to goodbyes.Â
He just wants to go home and cry.Â
Slowly, his head lifted up as he saw Haneulâs shoes in his vision. She ruffled his hair, smile soft. âI sat in the final round of the interviews. The new manager is nice.â She addressed them all. âMake sure yaâll treat her well, okay? She worked with elite athletes before.â
A chorus of yes and nods came from the people in the room.Â
âAnd maybe you know her, Jimin.â
Jimin tilted his head. Why would he know a person he has never met?
âShe was in the same high school as you.â
Jimin shrugged. Again, why would he know a person he may have never met?Â
âAnyways, Haneul still has 2 weeks of service to serve. Sheâs not leaving now. So all of you, stop mopping like sheâs going into a casket.â One of the other managers scoffed, rolling his eyes.Â
Taehyung stuck out his tongue at him. âItâs only because Jungho-ssi and Saeng-ssi are like that thatâs why we are like that.âÂ
Taehyung-ah, that doesnât even make any sense. But it did bring a light smile to Jiminâs lips.Â
The three managers burst out laughing.Â
âLetâs go. ARMY is waiting.â Namjoon patted the chair as he got up, motioning for the rest of them to follow him. The wardrobe crew made quick checks on their costumes as the technical team checked their mics.Â
Jimin shoved his feelings aside.Â
Heâll deal with it later.Â
Two weeks was a really short time to get everything ready.Â
You felt like shit. Probably looked like shit.Â
You sighed as you got through immigration, eyes scanning the crowd for a man with muted green cargo pants and black shirt.Â
Pulling your luggage along, you tried to dodge the onslaught of children running past your feet. A child tripped in front of you and you got down, picking the little girl up.Â
âCareful.â You mumbled to her, sending her on her way after you ensured she was not injured.Â
You found the man you were looking for holding a sign âHYBEâ, standing with a group of tour guides holding similar sized signs. Who wouldâve thought? He blended in so well that you could miss him.Â
âSaeng-ssi!â You waved over at him, seeing the way he lit up made you chuckle. Yeah, guess a new job would be interesting.Â
âY/N-ssi!â Saeng-ssi, one of BTSâs managers, bounced over to you. âHow was the flight? Is everything okay?âÂ
âYep, it was quite comfortable. Thank you.â You gave him a light smile.
The both of you easily carried your luggages into the trunk. Most of your things have been shipped to the apartment that the company has provided you. The lease was only about a year, so you needed to find a new house fast to ensure that you can have construction undergoing as you worked.Â
âWe will be heading to the lodgings first then we will head to the company for briefings and to introduce you to the group.â
You nodded, grateful for the tteokbokki that he passed your way as you drove off from the airport. âThis is good. Itâs been so long since Iâve had good tteokbokki.â
âMy wife made that.â Saeng puffed his chest a little, looking proud as he easily manoeuvred through the roads. âThe drive will be about an hour. Feel free to rest if you need to.â
You shook your head. âI think Iâll go through the boyâs list for now. Thank you.â I took the iPad from his hands, scrolling through the companyâs visions, mission, the groupâs concept, the members.
The initial excitement to work with BTS wore off a few days ago after you were informed over an online briefing. The excitement linked directly to meeting Jimin again but you had realised that it has been 15 years. The both of you have grown differently and lead different lives.Â
As you scrolled through the memberâs preferences, you stayed the longest on Jiminâs page. He changed a lot. Not from his visuals but everything else. He was no longer the young boy you teased and played with. He is now a grown man and quite literally your employer. Now, how you act cannot be based on past relationships and you didnât know if that made you sad or not.Â
You want to hug him.Â
You want to congratulate him.Â
You want to ask him so many questions, to catch up on all the lost time.Â
But as you looked out the window, seeing objects pass you, it finally hit you that nothing will be the same anymore. You can never go back to how it was 15 years ago.Â
Your jaw clenched as you held in your emotions.Â
Turning your attention back to the iPad, you relooked at the members and concept before heading to their schedules, as a group and individually. This was no different than when you worked for the teams. Much less members to cooperate but more social media affluence to manage. You chuckled to yourself as you munched on another tteokbokki.Â
âThis will be an interesting way to start the year.âÂ
Saeng raised his eyebrows at you.
âFor me, at least. Itâs probably as fluent as breathing for you guys now.â You chuckled at him, seeing the way he sits bringing you a sort of calm.Â
âNo wayâŠâ Saeng snorted after collecting his poll ticket. âThey can be very difficult to handle at times. Much worse last time, but still rowdy. Having someone their age may be good for the rest of us managers who are seriously growing old.âÂ
Saeng sighed, as if he was lecturing grandchildren.Â
You wheezed at his exhausted expression. âIt canât be that bad!â
âJust you wait.âÂ
You werenât sure if that was a good thing or not but you continued your laughter.
Soon enough, Saeng reached your apartment and he unloaded your luggages as you retrieved your key card. The both of you fell into an easy talk as you rolled your luggages into the apartment.Â
âWowâŠâÂ
As you open the door, you are greeted with a platform and shoe cabinet, followed by a washer dryer and more cabinets. Stepping in, there was a toilet and a bathroom just past the laundry section. It was spacious and clean with provided toiletries, not that you would use them but you were grateful for it regardless. Then came the conjoined kitchen and dining area, empty and waiting for you to set it up. It had induction cookers and an oven, easy enough for a single person. And in the middle of the room was the bed with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlook the Han River. Beside the window was a simple wardrobe.Â
The apartment was simple but cozy enough for one person.Â
It had enough space and amenities to live comfortably.Â
âOh⊠Iâm not sure if I want to move now.âÂ
Saeng chuckled. âYou got to, Y/N-ssi.â
âI know, I know. And Y/N is enough.â You gave him a one-over. âYouâre much older than I am. It should be me giving you formalities.â You bowed deeply, trying to set a point but that only made him laugh harder.Â
âPlease, no. It makes me feel older than I already am!âÂ
Saeng helped you up lightly, the both of you chuckling at the antics.Â
You observed around the house again, eyeing the boxes piled up against the wall, facing the bed. You would have to clean that up soon or your allergies will start acting up.Â
âWell, we can go to the company building now.â I tossed a few things out of my carry on save for my necessities.Â
Saeng shrugged. âSure, better early than late. It is a maximum of a 30 minute bus ride or a 10 minute drive from here.â He pointed to one of the buildings passing the express way. âThatâs the building.âÂ
Oh.Â
âOh, thatâs closeâŠâÂ
You were told that the housing provided will be close to the company in order for them to access you easily during any emergencies. You hadnât realised it would be this close. Clearly, you did not do your research.
Getting back into the car, the both of you picked up some coffee before heading to the building. And thankfully for that because just after you collected your staff pass, it was endless briefings for the next two hours. Lunch passed as quickly before you found yourself outside BTSâs meeting room.Â
Nervous was a good word to describe the current emotions running through you.Â
Nervous at the new job. Nervous at meeting new people. Nervous of your performance to the company and the team. And extremely nervous about meeting your best friend again - that is⊠If you still held the right to call him that.Â
But beside the point, you were really nervous.Â
Man.Â
âSo please, welcome our newest manager, L/N Y/N-ssi.â Saeng introduced you as you stepped into the room, bowing to the boys sitting at the sofa.Â
âNice to meet all of you, Iâm L/N Y/N. Just Y/N is fine, though. We are all about the same age as well. I am a bit new to the management of the entertainment industry and I hope to be able to do well with all of you. Thank you.â
You hoped that sounded fine. You hoped that didnât sound funny.Â
The first to acknowledge you was the leader, Namjoon. He walked over to you, shaking your hand as he patted your shoulder, laughing, âNo need to be so stiff. Weâre all pretty chill here. Iâm sure youâve read our dossiers but let us introduce ourselves to you. Iâm Namjoon.â
âYoongi.â He is truly cat-like.Â
âYou can just call me Jin Hyung.â Which earned him a light punch from Taehyung, the bearer of the bear-smile.Â
âYah, hyung, thatâs so rude!â He whined. âIâm Taehyung. And Kook-ah! Stop using your phone!âÂ
The doe-eyed man stared up at you, smiling as he introduced himself. âIâm Jungkook! Call me Kook, Kookie, anything you want!â He chuckled. âJust donât call me a bunny though.â He said seriously and you nodded.Â
Youâll stick to Jungkook, if you will.Â
âHi, Iâm Jung Hoseok.â We waved mutually at each other.Â
Finally, your eyes landed on the one person that hasnât introduced himself, to find him staring with wide eyes at you.Â
The moment you walked through those doors, Jimin had forgotten how to breathe.Â
His best friend, standing right in front of him.Â
His best friend, his brightest light back when he was in high school.Â
âJimin-ah, youâre so slow.â He got nudged by Hoseok, who sat beside him.Â
He couldnât think of what to say.Â
He wanted to grab you and run out. He wanted to cry. He wanted to ask so many questions.Â
âHi⊠Iâm Jiminie.â Was the only thing that slipped past his lips.Â
As everybody went around, introducing their favourite food, colour, and things, Jimin couldnât help but stare.Â
How were you here? He should have probably paid more attention to the meeting a few days ago.Â
Why were you here? Wait, thatâs a silly question to ask.Â
What did you see him as?Â
Oh.Â
That question hurts.Â
Jimin knew he hadnât made much effort to keep in contact with you once BTS debuted and started gaining popularity. His schedules grew so busy but he had no excuse. Occasionally, he sees your congratulations on albums, live streams, and other things stream in. But he was always too occupied to answer that even the congratulations and encouragement grew lesser until there were no more.Â
He knew that it was his fault for not reaching out when he did have time.Â
He just felt that it had grown a little awkward around the both of you and he did not want to break the life you were in. He had seen you on the news, leading teams and athletes to the top. He has kept track of your work but whenever he opened the chat, he couldnât type anything out.
So he never did.Â
But now as you sat in the same room as him, he started to wonder. Perhaps this was truly fate.Â
Did Jimin believe in fate?
No, not really.Â
But did you?
Yes.Â
And that was enough for him to begin planning his first step again.Â
This time, Jimin is sure that he will not lose again.
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Winter settled in properly the week before Christmas.
Not the quiet dusting of snow from earlier in the season, but the kind that clungâthick, deliberate, turning the city into something softer and slower. The park outside your apartment looked hushed beneath white blankets, footsteps muffled, breath visible in the air like proof that people were still there.
Jungkook loved it.
He stood at the window most mornings, wrapped in one of your oversized sweaters, watching snow fall like it was a secret the sky kept telling him over and over.
âIt feels⊠forgiving,â he said one morning.
You glanced up from your mug. âSnow?â
âWinter,â he corrected softly. âEverything stops yelling for a while.â
You smiled. âThatâs true.â
December crept forward in gentle ways. Work slowed. Advocacy meetings paused for the holidays. Jungkookâs course wrapped up for the year, leaving him with too much free time and a restless energy that came out in strange burstsârearranging the bookshelf three times, reorganising the pantry, baking cookies at midnight because he âwanted the apartment to smell warm.â
You didnât complain.
You liked watching him exist without fear snapping at his heels.
Christmas decorations appeared almost by accident. A string of lights hung crookedly across the living room. A small tree took up space near the window, decorated with mismatched ornaments Jungkook brought home from the centre.
He lingered over one in particularâa small paper rabbit with uneven ears.
âThey made these for people who helped them,â he said quietly. âI didnât think theyâd⊠give me one.â
You took it gently from his hands and hung it at eye level. âThen it belongs here.â
He stared at it for a long moment, throat working. âThank you,â he murmuredânot just for the ornament.
The nights grew longer.
Colder.
Some evenings, Jungkook shifted into rabbit form and curled up beside you on the couch, ears twitching as the heater hummed. Other nights, he stayed human, tucked close, sharing blankets and quiet like it was something sacred.
There was tension between youânot uncomfortable, not sharp, but charged. Something waiting.
Neither of you named it.
Not yet.
On Christmas Eve, the snow came down hard.
The city shut itself in early, streets emptying, lights glowing warm behind windows. You cooked together, moving easily around each other in the kitchen, brushing shoulders, sharing space like it had always been this way.
Jungkook burned the garlic bread.
Again.
You laughed, waving smoke away. âYouâre banned from the oven.â
He groaned. âI was watching it!â
âYou were emotionally watching it,â you teased.
Dinner ended up being simple but goodânothing fancy, just food that felt earned. You ate at the small table near the window, watching snow pile against the glass.
Afterward, Jungkook disappeared into the bedroom and came back holding a small box, hands visibly nervous.
âI know we said no pressure,â he said quickly. âAnd this isnâtâlikeâitâs not a big thingââ
You smiled gently. âOkay. Breathe.â
He exhaled, shoulders dropping. âI got you something.â
You took the box carefully.
Inside was a simple scarfâsoft, thick, hand-knit in a neutral colour. You ran your fingers over it.
âYou made this,â you said.
He nodded, cheeks flushing. âI messed up the pattern. Twice.â
âItâs perfect,â you said honestly.
He smiledâsmall, relieved.
âI didnât know what to get you,â he admitted. âI donât have much money, and I didnât want it to feel like I was trying to⊠repay you.â
Your chest tightened.
âYou donât owe me anything,â you said quietly.
âI know,â he replied. âThatâs why I wanted to give you something anyway.â
You stood and wrapped the scarf around your neck, then stepped closer and hugged him.
He froze for half a secondâthen relaxed fully into it, arms wrapping around you with a warmth that made your breath catch.
You stayed like that longer than necessary.
Long enough for something to settle.
Later, you sat together on the couch, lights dimmed, the tree glowing softly beside you. Snow continued to fall outside, thick and relentless.
Jungkook stared at the window, fidgeting with the hem of his sweater.
âCan I tell you something?â he asked quietly.
You turned toward him. âAlways.â
He swallowed. âIâve been scared of this.â
âOf what?â
âOf wanting,â he said. âOf wanting something good. Because for a long time, wanting meant punishment.â
Your heart ached.
âAnd now?â you asked softly.
âAnd now,â he said, voice trembling just slightly, âI want you. And that terrifies me.â
You didnât interrupt.
âI donât know how to separate gratitude from affection,â he continued. âOr safety from love. I donât want to confuse the two and hurt you.â
You reached out slowly, resting your hand over his. âJungkook.â
He looked at you.
âI donât want anything from you that youâre not choosing,â you said. âAnd I donât need you to be sure about everything right now.â
He searched your face. âBut⊠do you feel it too?â
The room felt very still.
âYes,â you said quietly. âI do.â
His breath hitched.
âIâve felt it for a while,â you admitted. âBut I didnât want to rush you. Or make you feel like you had to give me something back.â
He let out a shaky laugh. âWeâre really bad at this.â
You smiled. âWeâre careful.â
He nodded. âCareful can be good.â
The space between you felt electric nowâsoft, deliberate.
âCan we try?â he asked. âSlowly. Gently.â
âYes,â you answered without hesitation. âWe can try.â
He leaned inânot all at once, not rushedâgiving you time to pull back if you wanted to.
You didnât.
Your lips met softly, barely a kiss at all, more a promise than an action. Jungkook trembled slightly, then relaxed as you kissed him again, warmer this time.
He pulled back first, forehead resting against yours, breath uneven.
âThat wasâŠâ He exhaled. âOkay.â
You laughed quietly. âYeah. It was.â
He smiledâwide, real, unguarded.
Outside, the snow kept falling.
At midnight, you exchanged quiet hopes. Jungkook shifted briefly into rabbit form, hopping clumsily onto the couch between you before shifting back, laughing at himself.
âI wanted to start Christmas like me,â he said sheepishly.
You kissed his cheek. âI like you.â
He blinked. âJust like?â
You smiled, eyes warm. âI like you very much.â
Christmas morning was gentle.
No rush. No obligations. Just soft light through the window, shared blankets, and breakfast eaten slowly. Jungkook leaned against you as you watched snow sparkle outside.
âThis,â he said quietly, âfeels like something I used to think I wasnât allowed to have.â
You pressed a kiss to his hair. âYou are.â
Later, as you walked through the park hand in hand, bundled against the cold, Jungkook squeezed your fingers.
âThank you,â he said.
âFor what?â
âFor choosing me,â he replied. âNot as a project. Not as a responsibility.â
You smiled. âI chose you because I wanted to.â
He grinnedâbright, fearless.
The strange thing about becoming a couple was how little changedâand how much everything did at the same time.
You still woke up to the same city sounds. The kettle still took too long to boil. Jungkook still forgot where he put his phone and panicked for five full minutes before finding it in his pocket.
But now, there are small, intentional moments where you checked in with each other, where silence wasnât empty.
You realised Jungkook woke before you not because of noiseâheâd learned how to move quietlyâbut because the warmth beside you was gone. You frowned faintly, half-asleep, before hearing soft movement in the kitchen.
You padded out in socks to find him standing by the counter, wearing one of your hoodies, hair still rumpled from sleep. He was staring intently at a mug like it had personally offended him.
âYou okay?â you asked softly.
He startled, then relaxed when he saw it was you. âYeah. I was just⊠thinking.â
You leaned against the doorway. âDangerous.â
He huffed a laugh. âA little.â
He hesitated, then turned toward you fully. âIs it weird if I ask what⊠this means now?â
You considered that. âWhat do you think it means?â
âThat weâre together,â he said slowly. âBut not in a way that erases everything else.â
Your chest warmed. âThat sounds right.â
He nodded. âI donât want to rush. I donât want to feel like I owe you closeness just because weâre dating.â
âYou donât,â you said immediately.
âI know,â he replied. âI just need to hear it sometimes.â
You stepped closer, resting your hands lightly on his forearms. âYou donât owe me touch. Or affection. Or progress. I like you as you areâtoday.â
His shoulders dropped, tension easing like a breath released.
âOkay,â he murmured.
Later, you sat together on the couch, a blanket draped loosely over both of you. Jungkook leaned into your side, tentative at first, like he was checking whether gravity still worked the same way.
It did.
You rested your head against his shoulder. He froze for half a secondâthen relaxed, arm sliding around you slowly, carefully.
âIs this okay?â he asked.
You smiled. âYeah. Is it okay for you?â
âYes,â he said, surprised. âIt is.â
You stayed like that for a long time.
No expectations or timeline. Just warmth.
Over the next few days, affection found its own language between you.
A hand brushing yours on the kitchen counter. A kiss pressed softly to your temple when you were distracted. Jungkook sitting closer than necessary, legs touching, pinky fingers hooking together absentmindedly.
He was still cautiousâbut not closed.
One evening, after a particularly cold walk home, Jungkook kicked off his shoes and collapsed dramatically onto the couch.
âI am never leaving this blanket,â he declared.
You laughed and climbed in beside him. âBold statement.â
He wriggled closer, wrapping himself around you like a very determined octopus. You stiffened for half a second out of surpriseâthen melted into it.
âOh,â you murmured. âYouâre cuddly.â
He blinked up at you. âIs that⊠bad?â
âNo,â you said fondly. âItâs very good.â
He smiledâsoft, shy, pleasedâand tucked his face into the crook of your neck. You felt his breath warm against your skin, steady and real.
âCan I stay like this?â he asked quietly.
âAs long as you want.â
He sighed, content.
Sometimes, he shifted into rabbit form while you watched TV, curling up against your hip, ears twitching when you laughed. Other times, he stayed human, head in your lap while you traced idle patterns through his hair.
He learned quickly what touch felt safe.
So did you.
One night, curled together beneath too many blankets, Jungkook spoke into the quiet.
âI didnât think Iâd be good at this,â he admitted.
âAt what?â
âBeing someoneâs partner,â he said. âIâm still learning how to exist without waiting for permission.â
You brushed your thumb along his jaw. âYou donât need to be perfect at it. Just honest.â
He nodded slowly. âThen I need to say something.â
You waited.
âSometimes I pull away not because I donât want you,â he said, voice low. âBut because Iâm scared of how much I do.â
Your heart skipped. âThank you for telling me,â you said gently.
He searched your face. âYouâre not⊠upset?â
âNo,â you replied. âIâm glad you trust me enough to say it.â
He exhaled, relief washing over him. âI want to keep talking,â he added. âEven when itâs uncomfortable.â
You smiled. âMe too.â
Physical closeness came with rules you made together.
No touching during flashbacks. No surprises from behind. No guilt if one of you needed space.
And affectionâwhen it cameâwas chosen, never assumed. A trust that sets the foundation of what it means to be simply together for the both of you.Â
One afternoon, snow falling lightly outside, Jungkook sat beside you on the floor while you sorted paperwork. He leaned over, peering at your notes.
âYouâre frowning,â he observed.
âYouâre distracting,â you replied.
He grinned. âOn purpose.â
Then, without warning, he leaned in and kissed youâsoft, brief, like he was testing the ground. When he pulled back, his eyes were wide.
âWas that okay?â he asked immediately.
You laughed softly. âYes. Very.â
His smile was slow and radiant.
Later that night, you lay in bed together close enough to feel each other breathe. Jungkook traced circles on your arm, thoughtful.
âI like this,â he said.
âThis?â
âBeing with you without having to perform,â he explained. âWithout being useful or strong or grateful.â
You turned to face him. âYou donât have to earn love.â
He nodded, eyes shining. âIâm starting to believe that.â
The days blurred into something gentle.
Shared meals. Shared silence. Shared warmth.
Healing didnât stop just because love arrivedâbut love did make the healing feel less lonely.
One night, half-asleep, Jungkook shifted closer and murmured, âIâm glad itâs you.â
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Pair: Manager reader x Idol Hybrid Retriever Jimin
Summary: It started off simple. Get her name, her number, stick with her. Simple right? Not so simple when you end up striking the conversation before he can. So Jimin set a game for himself.Â
But then you won his heart, so fast, so sudden, and yet, so abruptly leaving him. Jimin doesnât want to understand why you never told him you were never from Korea, Jimin understands you wanting to go home. Jimin doesnât want to go but in the end, Jimin was the one that put distance between the both of you.Â
Talk about mixed signals.Â
So what happens when Jimin suddenly meets you again after over a decade?Â
He no longer wants to lose the game.Â
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: sport trauma, smut
WC: 1455
A/N: I swear this is the last backstory. Weâll be transmigrating to present time in the next chapter đ
I will gladly keep it awayÂ
Go and laugh and liveÂ
I will keep it awayÂ
Go and run and smile
Days pass like the wind.Â
Everything was so easy, so smooth, so simple.Â
School was fun, friends were fun, life was fun.Â
And opportunities were flowing.Â
Jimin was excited.Â
He had been asked to go to a studio for an audition for BigHit. A dancer like Jimin - a person like Jimin - has now learnt to never pass up a good opportunity. So, he headed over with his father, the both of them buzzing nerves.Â
The building where the studio was at was run down, some lights flickering in the hallways as a they waited outside with multiple other performers. Jimin was nervous. Very, very nervous.Â
Had he been this jittery before?
Probably not that he remembered.Â
His father offered him some simple snacks, trying to keep his son from overthinking the situation. âJimin-ah, just do your best. It doesnât matter what results come out of it. There are always more opportunities that can come your way.â He patted him on his shoulders. âWe are already very glad you have something you like and we will support you in any way you need.âÂ
Jimin knew that. He nodded.Â
But because of that, the pressure also felt immense.Â
If he joined the company, he could probably level up his performing skills much faster.Â
When it was his time to perform, Jimin stepped to the middle with sweaty palms and bitten lips. His heart raced as he waited for his music to begin. His performance was a reflection of himself - it was a piece that told a never ending story. He felt himself going through the choreography easily, but when he spared a look at the judges, he felt cold.Â
The judgemental gaze in their mouths, the way their eyes do not smile -
Jimin slipped on a landing, legs under him.Â
No⊠No, not again. No.Â
He felt his breaths come in sharp pants as he got up, wincing from the fall. He tried to get back into the performance but he was out of it.Â
It wasnât working.Â
Useless.Â
Again.Â
Jimin bit his lips.Â
No⊠He had to do something. He had to try something -Â
The music hit crescendo as Jimin turned without feeling. But this part and the upcoming parts and this whole pieceâŠÂ
Get up and try again.Â
It was a choreography he had spent countless hours perfecting, countless discussions with you on how to enhance it. It wasnât just his work. It wasnât just his story. It compiled your time, effort, and encouragement. It was a story about a journey to how he got to where he is now, and how he managed to make the strength to climb again thanks to a very important person by his side.Â
He had to make sure it resonated. He had to make sure he made their heartless souls feel what you have done for him too.Â
So Jimin gritted his teeth and danced - for him, for them, for you.Â
School never felt weirder than when you go back to collect result sheets when you have technically graduated. Imagine the stares at your backs and the whispers that fly through the hallways. Some of your classmates have gotten adventurous within the 3 months - dyed hair, nose piercing, tattoos. Not that you minded but school code required them to cover up.Â
So it made it all the weirder when you sat beside your classmates in index numbers, waiting for your name to be called so that you could receive your results and certificates.Â
School has started for the other students and your brain instantly shifts to Jimin. You wonder who he would eat lunch with now, how he would spend his time in the dance studio, or even what he was going to eat. You sighed, resigning as you looked out the windows.Â
The certificate suddenly felt heavy in your hands.Â
You didnât feel like leaving but this chapter of your life needs to close so that you could move on. You wished it didnât. It was easy, simple, and happy with him around. Life and trying didnât feel as hard or as tedious with him prancing about you, sprouting random facts as the both of you ate.Â
The graduation ceremony closed off with the last time any of you would sing and recite the school anthem and pledge as students.Â
How nostalgic.Â
You headed to the dance studio right after, sitting at a corner of the floor until the school bell rang, signaling the end of the school day. You wondered if Jimin would still come here. So you waited, head nestled on your knees as you looked at the door.Â
You didnât have to wait long before you heard the familiar pitter-patter of footsteps and a tug against the door. You smiled softly, able to tell the moment when Jimin was surprised and then relieved to see you in the studio.Â
âWhat - I didnât expect - No nothing, nevermind.â You found his stuttering endearing, as you did of his many actions. âIâm glad youâre here.âÂ
Jimin sat beside you.
The both of you enjoyed each otherâs presence in silence.Â
Soon, Jimin leaned his head against your frame and you let him today. Normally, you would complain that heâs being heavy and whine, but todayâŠÂ
You couldnât.
The words never even reached the base of your throat.Â
âY/N.â Jimin started.Â
You hummed, wondering whatâs so important he got you out of a sleeping trance.Â
âI got into BigHit.âÂ
It took awhile for your sleep-addled brain to catch up but when it finally did, you shot up, leaving Jimin sprawled on the ground.Â
âOuch! A warning, Noona!â He rubbed the side of his head, pouting.Â
But you were too happy about the news - elated, really.Â
âOh my gosh! You got in! You did it!â Or maybe overjoyed, excited, absolutely jumping were better words.Â
Jiminâs smile was so bright it practically blinded you. âWe did it, Noona. Thank you for helping me and always being there for me all these years.â Jimin pouted. âI donât know what Iâm gonna do without you now.â
You ruffled his hair. âOh, Iâm sure youâll find your pace again. Youâll have more time with the rest of your friends now!â
Jiminâs pout deepened, making you laugh at his reluctance.Â
âYouâre so silly, Jimin.â You wiped tears from your eyes. âAnd congratulations. Iâll be cheering as a big big fan. Iâm the first fan, you have got to remember me when you debut!â
When. Not if. Never if.Â
Because you know Jimin will do anything to get what he wants.Â
Jiminâs plan did fail.Â
Jimin minded a hell lot. He really liked you. But it never seemed more than the boundaries you set and you were always so strict with yourself that he didnât want to push you. He didnât want to be a responsibility to you just because he was a friend.Â
But Jimin is sad. Heartbroken. Devastated.Â
You brought his life light when it looked like the abyss never ended.Â
So, yes, Jimin minded a hell lot of times that he cried in bed. He cried in school, specifically the studio when he remembered that he will no longer enter with you waiting for him. He cried at the parks you used to run together, spend time together, and have holiday picnics together. And he cried at the airport when he sent you off.Â
âDo you really have to go?â He whined, tears globby. âI already donât see you in school!â
You patted his head. âI have to go home, Jimin. Korea is not my home.â
Jimin was beyond despair.Â
Jimin was beyond himself with despair.Â
âYou can still call me. You have my number, silly.â Your heart ached seeing your best friend cry. âCome on, silly. Youâre going to make me cry if you keep crying!â You took out your handkerchief you had initially prepared for the day and wiped his tears.Â
âHere.â You pressed the now damp handkerchief in his shaking hands. âReturn it to me when you see me again.â You held out your pinky and hooked a promise.Â
Your flight was being called for entry and you waved from the departure terminal at Jimin where his dad was holding him up.
Your dearest friend for two years.Â
You smiled softly as you followed your parents towards the departure gates, heart aching at the goodbye you had left with.Â
âNothing can be helped, I suppose.â Your mother chuckled. âHeâs a nice boy.â
You nodded.Â
Yes, a very nice boy.Â
And you believed in fates.Â
Just distance could never part a connection that was made to be.
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Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Not with announcements or headlines or breaking news banners, but with the slow softening of air and the return of green along the sidewalks you walked every morning. The city looked the same on the surfaceâsame buildings, same traffic, same rush of people with places to beâbut you had learned by now that change rarely announced itself loudly.
Sometimes, it just⊠stayed.
You and Jungkook moved apartments again three months after the final ruling.
Not because you were chased out this time, not because someone told you it was safer elsewhereâbut because Jungkook wanted windows that faced the park.
âI like watching people walk their dogs,â heâd said, almost embarrassed. âIt feels⊠normal.â
So you found a small place near a green strip that cut through the city like a vein of quiet. It had creaky floors, too much light in the afternoons, and neighbours who minded their own business. The building smelled faintly of laundry detergent and old books.
It felt like a place that could hold a future.
The court cases still echoed in the background of your livesâappeals, policy revisions, committees arguing over wording that could decide whether something counted as protection or punishmentâbut they no longer consumed every hour.
Jungkook testified once more, briefly, for a supplementary hearing.
After that, the requests stopped.
The world had moved on to the next outrage, the next scandal, the next thing to be angry about.
You were grateful.
Healing, you learned, didnât like an audience.
Some mornings, Jungkook woke up before you and sat by the window, knees drawn to his chest, watching the park wake up. Sometimes he shifted into his rabbit form and sat on the windowsill, ears flicking as joggers passed by below.
Other mornings, he didnât sleep at all.
On those days, you made tea and didnât ask questions unless he offered answers.
Therapy continuedâslow, uneven, necessary. There were weeks where Jungkook came home lighter, shoulders relaxed, joking about Dr. Seoâs terrible taste in office art. There were weeks where he came home silent, retreating inward like a tide pulling back.
âYou donât have to be okay today,â you often reminded him.
He believed you more now than he used to.
The hybrid protection bill passed in late spring.
Not perfect. Not sweeping.Â
Independent oversight. Mandatory trauma-informed evaluations. Legal recognition of hybrid autonomy beyond ownership classifications. The tracker ban alone made headlinesâA Win for Hybrid Rights, they called it.
Jungkook read the article twice.
Then closed his phone and sat very still.
âThey finally put it in writing,â he said quietly.
You sat beside him on the couch. âYeah.â
He nodded once. âGood.â
That night, he shifted againânot out of fear or reflex, but choice.
He sat on the living room floor, closed his eyes, and breathed like Dr. Seo had taught him. His body moved with him now, not against him. Fur spread smoothly over skin, bones folding without pain.
A rabbit sat where he had been moments ago.
Smaller than before.
Calmer.
He hopped toward you, hesitated, then climbed carefully into your lap.
You laughed softly, hands cradling him. âYouâre getting brave.â
He chirped quietly and nuzzled your wrist.
When he shifted back, his cheeks were flushed but his eyes were bright.
âI didnât feel like I was disappearing that time,â he said.
Your chest ached in the best way. âIâm proud of you.â
He ducked his head. âIâm still scared.â
âI know.â
âBut,â he added, glancing up at you, âI donât think Iâm trapped anymore.â
That summer, you went back to work full-time.
Not because you had toâyour legal advocacy had earned you enough quiet offers to coast for a whileâbut because routine mattered. Because reclaiming the ordinary felt like an act of defiance all its own.
And also, your team needed you back. It was time to put a stop to coffee piling on your work table that should be filled with new cases by now. Sometimes, you laugh at the thought of the state of your office that one time you passed it.Â
Jungkook walked you to the train station most mornings.
Sometimes he stayed in human form, hands tucked into the pockets of an oversized jacket. Other days, he shifted into his rabbit form and rode tucked into your bag, peeking out only when the platform was quiet.
You stopped caring what strangers thought.
You cared about whether Jungkook felt safe enough to exist as himself.
One evening, after a long day of depositions and meetings, you came home to find the apartment filled with the smell of something burning.
âJungkook?â you called, heart jumping.
âIn the kitchen!â he shouted back.
You rounded the corner to find him staring at a pan with wild-eyed concentration, wooden spoon clenched like a weapon.
âWhatâs happening?â you asked carefully.
âIâm trying to cook,â he said. âItâs harder than it looks.â
You bit your lip to keep from smiling. âWhat are you making?â
He gestured vaguely at the stove. âSomething that was supposed to be pasta.â
You stepped closer, peering into the pan. âI think the water boiled off.â
He groaned. âI knew I missed a step.â
You took the spoon gently from his hand and set the pan aside. âCome here.â
He followed you without argument, leaning against the counter as you worked together to salvage dinner. Your shoulders brushed. His hand rested against yours, tentative but warm.
âI never thought Iâd get mad about food like this,â he said suddenly.
You glanced at him. âMad is allowed.â
He smiled faintly. âI know. It just feels⊠new.â
After dinner, you sat on the balcony with the windows open, listening to the city settle into night. Jungkook leaned against you, head resting on your shoulder, fingers idly tracing the seam of your sleeve.
âCan I ask you something?â he said.
âAlways.â
âWhy didnât you leave?â His voice was quiet. Careful. âBack then. When it got dangerous.â
You thought about it.
About the shelter. The blanket. The moment heâd nudged your hand for pets instead of biting. The way heâd looked at you like you were something fragile and precious when youâd been the one kneeling on the floor.
âBecause you werenât a problem to solve,â you said slowly. âYou were a person who needed space to breathe. I never understood that every time the field team tells me, but now I do.â
He swallowed. âAnd now?â
You turned to face him fully. âNow youâre someone I choose. Every day.â
He stared at you like he was still learning what that meant.
Then he leaned forward, pressing his forehead gently against yours.
âI think,â he said, voice barely above a whisper, âI want to live. Like⊠really live.â
Your throat tightened. âYeah?â
âYeah.â He nodded. âI donât know what that looks like yet. But I want to find out.â
You smiled. âWe can figure it out together.â
The world didnât magically fix itself after that. There were still moments where loud noises made Jungkook flinch, where certain smells pulled him backward without warning.Â
But there were also mornings filled with sunlight and coffee and laughter over burnt toast.
There were afternoons in the park, Jungkook stretched out on the grass in rabbit form, ears twitching lazily as you read beside him.
There were evenings where you sat on the floor, sorting paperwork for the advocacy network while he listened, asking questions, learning the language of rights and protections that had once been denied to him.
One night, as rain tapped softly against the windows, Jungkook curled up beside you on the couch and said, almost offhandedly, âI think I want to help.â
You looked up. âHelp how?â
âOther hybrids,â he said. âThe ones who donât know yet that they werenât wrong.â
Your heart swelled. âI think youâd be good at that.â
He smiledâsmall, genuine, unafraid.
âI think so too.â
Autumn arrived the way healing often didâquietly, without ceremony, without asking permission.
The park outside your apartment changed first. Leaves browned and loosened, drifting down in soft spirals that Jungkook liked to watch from the window. He said the falling leaves made him feel less strange about shedding old things.
âNothing holds forever,â he murmured one afternoon, chin propped on the sill.
You smiled into your coffee. âSome things arenât supposed to.â
Life found its rhythm.
You went to work. Jungkook volunteered twice a week at the hybrid support centreâa modest building with too many pamphlets and not enough funding, but staffed by people who listened. At first, he only helped with sorting donations. Then he started sitting in on group sessions, quiet, attentive, offering his presence more than his words.
He didnât introduce himself as a survivor but rather, someone who understood firsthand what it was like. The first time a prey hybrid flinched away from a raised voice in the hallway, Jungkook moved instinctivelyâstepping closer without crowding, crouching slightly to make himself smaller.
âYouâre safe here,â he said softly.
The hybrid looked at him like no one had ever said that before.
Later, Jungkook came home shaken but glowing.
âThey listened,â he told you, kicking off his shoes and curling up beside you on the couch. âI didnât have to explain everything. I didnât have to prove anything.â
You brushed your thumb over his knuckles. âYou never did.â
The follow-ups, compliance checks, policy reviews that felt endless continued in the background and the people who wanted silence had learned they couldnât afford it anymore.
Some nights, youâd find Jungkook awake at three in the morning, sitting cross-legged on the floor with the lights off, breathing slow and deliberate. You learned not to rush him, not to fill the quiet with reassurance unless he reached for it.
Sometimes, he didnât.
Sometimes, he did.
One night, you joined him on the floor without a word, back against the couch, shoulder brushing his. You stayed like that until dawn bled pale blue into the sky.
âI used to think being awake meant something bad was coming,â he said quietly. âNow it just means⊠Iâm here.â
You rested your head against his shoulder. âBeing here counts.â
He shifted into his rabbit form that morningânot fully asleep, not fully awakeâcurling against your leg with a soft huff of contentment. You stroked between his ears, careful, familiar, letting the moment exist without analysis.
Healing didnât erase the past, it teaches one how to carry it.Â
The hybrid protection network asked Jungkook to speak at a small closed-door workshop in November. No cameras. No press. Just social workers, policymakers, and a handful of advocates who looked exhausted and determined.
Jungkook stood at the front of the room, hands shaking slightly.
You sat in the back, where he couldnât see you unless he looked for you.
He did.
Once.
Just to make sure.
âI donât have answers,â he told them. âI only have experiences. And I know that fear doesnât make someone dangerous. Silence does.â
Someone in the audience wiped their eyes.
Afterward, Jungkook slumped into a chair like heâd run a marathon.
âI think I overshared,â he muttered.
You crouched in front of him, grinning. âYou were honest. Thatâs different.â
He laughedâa short, surprised sound. âYou always say that.â
âBecause itâs always true.â
Winter came early.
Snow dusted the sidewalks and softened the city, muting sounds and slowing everything down. Jungkook loved it. He pressed his palms to the glass and watched flakes tumble like static.
âDo you think rabbits like snow?â he asked seriously.
You considered it. âProbably not their favourite.â
âHm.â He nodded. âI donât mind it. It makes everything quieter.â
You bundled up and walked the park together one evening, breath puffing white in the cold. Jungkook shifted halfway through the walk, padding along beside you in rabbit form, leaving small prints in the snow.
You stopped to take a picture.
âFor what?â he asked, shifting back with flushed cheeks.
âFor us,â you said. âFor later.â
He stared at the phone, then at you. âLater feels⊠like now.â
âYeah,â you said softly. âIt does.â
The holidays were strange but gentle.
You didnât go big. No crowded gatherings, no forced cheer. Just warm lights, simple food, and a tree Jungkook insisted on decorating with handmade ornaments from the support centreâs art group.
âTheyâre crooked,â he said, hanging one that leaned heavily to the left.
âTheyâre perfect,â you replied.
On New Yearâs Eve, you sat on the floor with takeout containers and watched fireworks bloom silently on a neighbourâs television. Jungkook leaned against you, head on your shoulder, body warm and solid.
âAt midnight,â he said, voice thoughtful, âI want to make a promise.â
You glanced at him. âYeah?â
âI want to promise myself,â he said slowly, âthat I wonât disappear again. Even when itâs easier.â
Your throat tightened. âThatâs a good promise.â
He hesitated. âAnd⊠you?â
You smiled. âI promise to keep choosing you. Not because you need me. Because I want to.â
The fireworks flared brighter.
He just held your hand and stayed.
In the spring that followed, Jungkook enrolled in a part-time courseâcommunity advocacy, policy basics, how systems worked and where they broke. He studied at the kitchen table, tongue peeking out slightly in concentration, papers spread everywhere.
You teased him for colour-coding everything.
âIt helps,â he said defensively. âMy brain likes order now.â
âNow?â you echoed.
He paused. Then smiled. âYeah. Now.â
One afternoon, you came home to find him asleep on the couch in rabbit form, papers scattered around him like fallen leaves. You covered him with a blanket and sat nearby, listening to the quiet.
You thought about how far youâd come.
From a shelter visit you hadnât wanted to attend.
From fear and running and broken doors.
From courtrooms and testimonies and nights that felt endless.
Thisâthis ordinary momentâfelt like a victory no headline could capture.
Jungkook stirred, blinking awake, ears twitching.
âYouâre home,â he said, shifting back with a sleepy smile.
âI am.â
He sat up, rubbing his eyes. âI had a thought.â
You braced yourself. âUh-oh.â
He laughed. âNothing bad. I was thinking⊠I want to help open a program. Something small. Peer support for prey hybrids. No labels. Just space.â
Your chest filled with warmth. âThat sounds like you.â
âYou think I can do it?â
You didnât hesitate. âI know you can.â
He leaned forward, pressing a kiss to your cheekâbrief, soft, grounding. Not a promise. Not a declaration. Just affection, freely given.
Pair: Manager reader x Idol Hybrid Retriever Jimin
Summary: It started off simple. Get her name, her number, stick with her. Simple right? Not so simple when you end up striking the conversation before he can. So Jimin set a game for himself.Â
But then you won his heart, so fast, so sudden, and yet, so abruptly leaving him. Jimin doesnât want to understand why you never told him you were never from Korea, Jimin understands you wanting to go home. Jimin doesnât want to go but in the end, Jimin was the one that put distance between the both of you.Â
Talk about mixed signals.Â
So what happens when Jimin suddenly meets you again after over a decade?Â
It was tough, wasn't it?Â
We've been through so muchÂ
Rooting around the edgesÂ
It creeps, it hurtsÂ
But it's my fate
School is interesting. Very, very interesting.Â
Studies, external activities, field trips, friends, teachers, everything.Â
But mostly, dance.Â
A school with a studio that Jimin can use to practice, to perform, to try new things. He loved it. But never would he think that someone loves it more than him. He abided by his schedule: school, dance, eat, homework, sleep, and repeat. In his life, no other co-curricular activities can interest him. Since young, he has bled for dance, sweat for dance, cried for dance. And till today, even with the certificates that don't match the number of medals and trophies that are hidden in his shelf, he never once hated the art.Â
So he truly believed that he could never find someone more passionate about this art form than him.Â
That is, until he found the only freely used studio in the school, being occupied right after the school bell rang.Â
He tiptoed, placing his shoes on the rack before attempting to slither into the studio like a chipmunk that feared he would get caught with a walnut in his mouth. Your music was soft, flowing like the waves as your movements picked up. Each step you made had a meaning. Each element you chose to execute had a story to tell.Â
The mix of grace and power, paired with your obvious love for storytelling through your motions was enough to set Jimin in a trance. Song after song, you performed. Your sweat dripped on the floor, your breaths came in sharp pants, but you never broke character. Each song told a different story and you shifted effortlessly between them.Â
Jimin stared at you thinking that he had to add one more thing to that list of interest - and that addition was you.Â
By the time you hit the ending pose of the third song, Jimin was already warming up. He let himself count - one minute and he is going to ask for your number.Â
One minute.
You hadnât fully known what to do with the boy at the back of the studio staring at you. One thing was for certain, he wants the floor. So you wiped your sweat, cleaned the floors, and had sips of water. Your expectations of him moving directly to the dance floor to practice was thrown into the sea when he approached you, practically bouncing as he walked up to you.Â
âHi!â He waved, stopping short just before you. âIâm Park Jimin. Whatâs your name?â
His nervousness was obvious on a closer look but it was clear that his curiosity outweighed that.Â
âIâm L/N Y/N.â You held out your hand, a handshake offering which he took very seriously. The way he shook your hand was like a principal, stiff and a lot of awkwardness. His actions couldnât have been more endearing than that. âYou dance?â
Jiminâs eyes lit up at the question, head nodding so hard you wondered if he ever got dizzy from his own energy. âI do contemporary. Iâve never seen the moves you did before. Itâs so cool!âÂ
Cool, huh?Â
In the rink, what you did was simple, the bare basics, insufficient to win you a medal. There were under-rotated jumps, potentially wrong uses of ages - but this guy⊠He doesnât care. Well, for one it was obvious to you he doesnât know the sport. But the feeling of being praised for something⊠The attention that you managed to garner from him just one one simple moveâŠ
It made your heart hope.Â
And hope was dangerous. Because with hope, you would try to get back onto the ice. A place that brought you so much happiness and sorrow that you missed it butâŠÂ
You huffed at him. âReally?â
Jimin bounced, like he canât believe you wouldnât believe him. âOf course! I canât spin in the air like that! Would you teach me?â He clasped his hands together. âPlease? I promise you show me a simple move and I can get it! I wonât take too much of your practice time!â
This boyâŠ
So eager to please, so eager to learn.Â
What memories that brought back.Â
You shook my head, laughing. âSome things canât just be taught like that. This isnât really a dance move. Of course, genres like breakdancing and stuff have similar moves, the technique for this sport is a little different.âÂ
âSport?â Jiminâs slight tilt of head nearly sends you rolling.Â
âYes, sport.â You showed him a simple three-turn entry into a single salchow single loop. âFor a one rotation jump, your body is quite literally facing 45 to 90 degrees before the leg lifts from the ground.â You patted your right thigh. âIâm a leftie, so I jump off my right leg and land on my left. Commonly, itâs the opposite but I preferred this. For this jump, my right leg is called the ground leg and my left is called the free leg.â
Jiminâs attention was rapt. For someone to be so interested the first time was not new to you. But the way he stared at you and his unbridled attention to the way you explained the movements made you feel a sense of odd satisfaction.Â
âNever do you swing the free leg higher than your hip or you wonât have enough time to bring it down after completing the set number of rotations you want. That goes for all the jumps. The main power energy should come from your arms, core, and wellâŠâ You remembered he did contemporary.Â
âSo itâs like a pirouette in the air?â Jimin questioned.Â
âSimiliar but you donât want to keep the free leg out nor arms like they do in ballet. It should have a streamline effect.âÂ
âLike fish?â
Fish-
You burst out laughing. You wished you had such humor in the rink.Â
Never would you have thought that fish was the way to explain to someone the alignment of a jump.
When you looked back at Jimin, he was flushed. âWell, if that works for you, yes. Fish.â You couldnât hold in your laughter the second time.Â
From the tears in your eyes, you saw fluffy ears flattened against his head, tail tucked around his waist.Â
You stopped laughing immediately, heading over to him as if entranced. âFluffyâŠâ
Jimin flinched a little as you approached.Â
âSorry, I wonât touch. I justâŠâ You stared at his ears. âI love fluffy stuff.â You had to force yourself to look away in order to reduce the reddening in his cheeks. At this point, he could be a tomato instead.Â
âWhat hybrid are you?â You sat on the ground, stretching to keep yourself warm. âI mean⊠you donât have to tell me. I was just curious. Sorry.â
Jimin shook his head and the way his ears moved with the motion had your fingers itching. God it was fluffyâŠ
âIâm a Retriever.âÂ
You hummed. âCute.âÂ
You really didnât know what else to say.Â
Your fingers were really itching.Â
Jiminâs plan failed.Â
It has been the umpteenth time that he sighed at the dining table.Â
âWhat are you sighing so much for?â His mother smacked his head. âThe first day of school is that bad?â
Jimin whined. âNo⊠It was really good. I met this girl who dances really well too. She taught me a few new tricks but I canât nail it.â
âMaybe if you ate, you could.â Jiminâs mother chided him, pointing her chopsticks to his near untouched bowl of rice. âSeriously⊠Donât forget your homework. Life is not purely about dance.â
Jimin rolled his eyes. This was a conversation that happens almost everyday, so much so that he could predict what his mother would say next based on his responses. âYeah, I know.âÂ
Even as he says, he is grateful that his parents were supportive of him and his dreams. They set rules to ensure that he would not neglect his formal education but didnât cut him off from his training. They ensured he had a safe space to come back to, costumes to perform in, places to practice. Jimin knew that it was expensive and exhausting and he couldnât have been happier.Â
But that also curls around his self-worth that he needed to aim to be perfect to ensure that his parents' efforts were not wasted.Â
As Jimin laid in bed, he wondered if he would see you tomorrow. He wondered what class you were in, how old you were, what elective did you choose?Â
You were his new topic of interest and he loved making new friends.Â
So Jiminâs plan failed.Â
But tomorrow he would try again.Â
And he did.Â
The moment the school bell rang, signaling the end of the school day, he dashed to the studio. But this time, you werenât in yet. So Jimin entered, playing around with the switches and new environment he would learn to practice in.Â
Fifteen minutes past school hours and you havenât came.Â
Jimin started to wonder if he missed his chances. Again.Â
Thoughts and thoughts, neither good, somehow bad. So Jimin did what he knew he could do best.
He danced.Â
He connected his phone to the main speakers, letting the music flow to him and just⊠letting loose. It was a freeing feeling to be able to dance, the pure ability to move the way he wanted. The way even his fingertips moved with the music, the stability that he had in his movements. It was ethereal, unbridled, free -Â
And he didnât realise you were staring at him until saw your figure from the mirror.Â
The sudden addition made him falter, legs slipping underneath him as he crashed onto the ground. He panicked getting up when he saw you rushing over. It was embarrassing.Â
Everything was.Â
The improvisation performance. The fall. The fact that you watched it.Â
âJimin, you okay?â You held out a hand to help him up. âSorry that I didnât announce myself when I came in but you looked so⊠focused.â
Jimin flushed, embarrassed. âNo⊠It was nothing⊠Just a simple dance.â
âSimple?!â
He couldnât really look you in the eye.
âJimin, that was far from simple!â You shot up from the squatting position the both of you were in. âThe way you moved and commanded the space was amazing. That is far from just simple. You gotta give yourself more credit than that!â
âErm⊠Yeah.â Jimin couldnât bear to tell you that everything he did was never enough. Never enough to win the competitions, never enough for his parents' money to be of use, never enough for his parents to boast about him, and never enough for him.Â
âThatâs such a mid answer.â You clicked your tongue, defiant. âNobody can do that on day one. It shows how much effort you put into what you do. You have to be prouder than that!âÂ
You understood the pressure of performance. You may not know what Jimin went through but it was clear that he performs at the level that not an average dancer would casually do. Through the times that you no longer performed for your sport, you realised that enjoying it was simply enough. Although you were healing from your own scars, you knew a burning flame when you saw one.Â
You held Jiminâs shoulders as you made him look you in the eye.Â
âYou must be proud. Only you know how much effort you put into performing. If thereâs something you want, or something that gets you to where you want, take it. Do it.âÂ
Youâve probably never been more serious than this.Â
âDonât waste time regretting what you did and spend the time finding what you can do instead. Life can throw you pebbles all the time, itâs not fair. But it is even more unfair if you decide to let the opportunity go away just because you are in self-destruction mode.âÂ
As you struggled to find the right words to encourage Jimin, you remembered something your coach always told you was to âget up and try againâ. No matter how many times you fell, got injured, cried, threw a tantrum, she never broke that rule. It was always leaving you to throw a tantrum and then telling you to get up. She never praised you much - simple âgoodâ, âwell doneâ, and perhaps a few more generic terms of encouragement. Nothing more.Â
But when you had hit your lowest point, when you were told you could never return competitively to your sport, the only thing she had said to you was âget up and try againâ. And at that time, it never felt more supportive. It wasnât the things she always said or did during training that made the feeling so strong.Â
No. It was because of what she had instilled in you since young. The courage to keep trying is the strongest support.Â
So.Â
âGet up and try again.â You told Jimin. âDo it. I donât know what you went through, I donât know how it affected you, and I really donât know many things. But I am certain you will succeed in your own way as long as you keep trying, no matter what comes your way.â
After that day, the both of you were stuck to each other like glue.Â
You learnt that Jimin was a competitive dancer as he learnt that you used to be a competitive skater.Â
The big things that made up each of your characters and behaviours.Â
On the other hand, you learnt that Jimin, despite being a hybrid Retriever himself, has a family dog named Byeol. You had so many questions on how that worked, that he had to stop you from asking after the twentieth question. Jimin loves apples and anything crunchy, something which you found quite hilarious.Â
The joke between the both of you came to âdo you need a chew?â every time he got stressed and started eating apples.Â
It was like days flew past when the both of you spent time together - after school hours, dancing, eating, holidays.Â
Slowly, the connection between the both of you grew more than just friends.Â
Almost as ifâŠ
âYouâre almost like a little brother to me.â
You could help it then - his whine, so soft, sounding like looking at So Jin was a pain. You let out a squeaky laughter, biting your lip hard to try and keep yourself composed.Â
âItâs funny, is it not?â You forced out, tears welling up behind your lids.Â
âNo!â Jungkookâs bunny ears popped out then, standing straight up in disbelief. So Jin, seeing her fatherâs ears, got distracted from her cold teething toy. âMy baby⊠What did my baby do to you?â He groaned out, sitting beside you on the sofa. âLook at her! So cute, how could you draw such⊠things!âÂ
He sobbed, lips jutting out in a pout.Â
âJungkook-ah, itâs just make-up.âÂ
âI know! Sheâs too young!â He adjusted her, took a look at her again and groaned. âI donât know whether to laugh or cry harder. Itâs so diabolical! You could have at least drawn them betterâŠâ
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Pair: Manager reader x Idol Hybrid Retriever Jimin
Summary: It started off simple. Get her name, her number, stick with her. Simple right? Not so simple when you end up striking the conversation before he can. So Jimin set a game for himself.Â
But then you won his heart, so fast, so sudden, and yet, so abruptly leaving him. Jimin doesnât want to understand why you never told him you were never from Korea, Jimin understands you wanting to go home. Jimin doesnât want to go but in the end, Jimin was the one that put distance between the both of you.Â
Talk about mixed signals.Â
So what happens when Jimin suddenly meets you again after over a decade?Â
He no longer wants to lose the game.Â
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: sport trauma, smut
A/N: In this fic, it is more similar to Namjoonâs Wildflower. Hybrids and humans coexist that it is normal. There are no drastic differences in their laws and rights.Â
Loneliness haunts the edges of lifeÂ
This garden bloomedÂ
Full of flowersÂ
But one, a lifeless flowerÂ
Broken thorns and dull shades
Every step, every breath, everything you did was for this moment.Â
This 2 minute 40 seconds moment.Â
This 4 minute moment.Â
Your breath was sharp in my lungs, the temperature in the rink was colder than your home rink.Â
It hurts.Â
Each jump, each spin, each movement you did made your legs feel as if they were heavier than before. But the ice is unforgiving to those who give up.Â
Donât even think about it. Throw your brain out.Â
Jump, jump!Â
Training and muscle memory comes back when you need it most⊠And so do your coachâs corrections, as much as it was annoying.Â
The program ended with a flourish - A clean skate with elements unreal of a junior skater. The pressure of the world, the coaches, and oneself becomes heavier. Bowing to the judges and audience, you skated towards the barriers, providing the next skater encouragement through panted breaths.Â
âDavai.â
Stepping off the ice, you grabbed your skate guards from your coach, sliding them onto your blades. Your steps were knowing, eyes scanning the arena as the judges made the final call for your points. But you knew that in this current group, no one surpassed you. And the last skater preparing on the ice now would not either.Â
Catching your breath at the kiss and cry, you took a tissue from your coach and blew your nose quickly shrugging on your jacket. The results came out to be 154.10. The arena was in an uproar and you could tell that the skater on the ice was nervous.Â
Everybody wants the podium but only the most ruthless ones will get the gold. You held your head high as you waved to the cameras, thanking your fans and supporters.Â
The competition was over quickly after your skate, congratulations and medal ceremony passing in a jiffy. Flying back home was something you neither loved nor dread. Examination seasons were on and so were competitions.Â
Sighing, you closed your eyes, letting yourself fall asleep.Â
Perhaps if sleep never left, this would have continued to be a beautiful dream.Â
Again. Again. And again.Â
All the time, blood, sweat, effort, and tears and still behind.Â
Jimin laid down starfish-style and panted on the studio floor, sweat dripping down. If one could say, it would be an ocean soon. Â
Never enough.Â
Jimin got up on shaky legs, positioning himself as he looked at the mirror.Â
Ready. Go. Turn. Scoop the leg up.
The pirouette only had seven rotations before Jimin lost his axis, slipping off and landed ungracefully. Frustrated, he sat on the ground and curled up in a corner as his brain worked - thinking of ways to improve, what went wrong, where went wrong.Â
But yet, every time he got up and tried again, it didn't stick. Every element doesnât stick. Everything he did seems like it was just getting worse the more he worked on it and heâs annoyed.Â
The emotions and the pressure rushes in. The criticism crashes in stormy waves.Â
And suddenly, nothing he does is ever good enough.
Hospital lights shone down onto you. As you frowned and shifted in the bed, blinding pain shot up your legs, making you gasp for air.Â
It hurts. It hurts so bad.Â
What happened?
The rounds of doctors came in, assessed me, informed me of everything you wanted and needed to know.Â
But the one thing you did not understand was why you could not skate again.Â
Skating is your life. Everything you gave was for skating. All the missing experiences you were fine to sacrifice more and more and more, as long as you could skate. As long as you were on the podium. Young, but at that age, you could not see yourself doing anything else⊠than to skate.Â
âWhy?â Tears streaked down your cheek as you asked hoarsely. âI can do rehabs, Iâve gotten injuries before so why? Why canât I go back?âÂ
The lines of rationality and dreams blurred.Â
âYour kneecap is shattered, Y/N.â A female doctor held your hand by your bedside as she explained with a soft voice. âThis is not something that can put your body under more stress. You canât compete on such a level anymore.âÂ
Jimin holed up in his room. The only things he did was eat, go to school, practice, and go home. The cycle repeats, again and again and again.Â
Yet, nothing changed. Nothing is improving. Nothing is worthy.
They used to call him the genius dancer - the dancer that is always graceful in his movements no matter the genre, flawless charisma, flawless execution.Â
He feels unworthy of such high praises now.Â
If only, those people would see him in the studio.Â
Everyday he turns up to school, he remains smiling. He is happy his friends still play with him, happy that he still has a family that is supportive of him, happy that he gets to dance.Â
But slowly, Jimin feels lost.Â
Is it really that he is happy to dance or is it just a mere talent that he strived to be praised for?Â
Sweating on the dance floor, Jimin contemplated.Â
What even did he dance for?Â
The middle school annual dance competition finally arrived. Jimin performed flawlessly - at least to what the judges may think. Those little mistakes, he crafted it into the choreography to ensure loss of points will not be as high.Â
Exhausted.Â
The feeling gripped onto his bones, muscles, and breath as Jimin moved through his program with much difficulty this time. The lack of sleep and constant overthinking has gotten to him. He knows, but this competition can prove himself and others wrong.Â
Right?
Jimin coursed through the air, emotions from his toes to his fingertips.Â
Right?
Jimin finished his program with flawless floorwork.Â
Right?Â
Jimin panted as he bowed to the judges, getting off the stage. There were still many competitors after him. He has some time to cool down before the award ceremony. Jimin did his best.
No.
Yet another competition that placed fourth. Just shy of a few points, not enough. Jimin gritted his teeth as he accepted the certificate from the judges with the runner-up prize.Â
Never enough.Â
Hysterical was about the correct word to use. Hysterical and absolute mind-shredding pain.Â
Words never left neither of your mouths for months afterwards.Â
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Something was about to fracture with truth, irreversible and angry. Very, very angry.Â
The van rattled through back roads until concrete gave way to steel gates and an underground facility that looked like nothing more than a utility depot. Haneul didnât slow until the doors sealed behind you, the sound echoing like a final breath being held.
Only then did she cut the engine.
You slid down the bench seat, adrenaline draining fast enough to leave your hands numb. Jungkook stayed close, crouched in front of you, eyes scanning your face with frantic precision.
âLet me see,â he said, voice shaking.
âIâm fine,â you insisted, though your shoulder throbbed and your limbs felt like theyâd been rung out. âIt looks worse than it is.â
He didnât believe youâand honestly, neither did youâbut he nodded anyway, because right now belief wasnât the point.
The room beyond the garage doors buzzed with activity.
Screens glowed with live feeds. Phones rang. People moved fast but not chaoticallyâthis wasnât panic. It was preparation.
Haneul turned to face you fully. Her expression had hardened into something steely, resolute.
âThey made a move,â she said. âWhich means we do too. No more delays.â
Your heart hammered. âIs the data ready?â
She nodded once. âMinjae finished decrypting the final archive an hour ago. We have internal logs, biometric data, proof of illegal experimentation, and evidence of enforced silence through reclassification.â
Jungkook stiffened. âMy file?â
âYes,â Haneul said gently. âYour real file.â
You reached for Jungkookâs hand. He squeezed back, grounding himself through the contact.
âAnd the tracker?â you asked.
Haneul hesitated. âStill active. But weâve masked it. They can see youâre aliveâbut not where.â
The data would go publicâbut not all at once. It would be released in controlled waves to prevent suppression, mirrored across independent servers, backed by whistleblower protections already in motion.
Youâd prepared statements. Medical experts. Legal filings.
And Jungkookâ
Jungkook would decide how visible he wanted to be.
No one pushed him.
The choice was his.
He stood quietly while the others moved around him, eyes fixed on a blank screen as if he could already see what would be projected there.
âIf I talk,â he said slowly, âtheyâll hear my voice.â
âYes,â Haneul said. âTheyâll hear you as a survivor. Not a case file.â
He swallowed. âThey used to say⊠if anyone ever listened to me, it meant Iâd failed.â
You stepped closer, placing a hand on his arm. âThen let this be the best failure they ever made.â
Something fragile but fierce lit behind his eyes.
âOkay,â he said. âIâll speak.â
The broadcast went live at 21:00.
You watched from behind the cameras, heart in your throat as Jungkook sat under soft lights, posture careful but not caged. No restraints. No handlers hovering just out of frame.
Just him.
His hands trembled once before he folded them together.
âMy name is Jungkook,â he began.
The room went silent.
âI was registered as a prey-class hybrid under Project Springlock. I was told I was aggressive. Unstable. Dangerous.â
He paused, breathing through the moment.
âI wasnât dangerous,â he continued. âI was afraid. They conditioned fear into my body and called it behaviour. They punished autonomy and called it safety. And when I learned to survive anyway, they marked me as a liability.â
The feed split, evidence appearing beside himâcharts, logs, footage stripped of faces but heavy with implication.
âIâm not the only one,â Jungkook said. âThere are others who never made it out. Others who donât know they were wronged because they were taught not to trust their own memories.â
He looked straight into the camera then.
âIf youâre watching this and you feel broken because of what they did to you,â he said, voice steady now, âyouâre not broken. They are.â
The silence after was deafening.
Your phone lit up with alerts. Social feeds exploded. News channels cut in mid-programming. Regulators scrambled. Names began trending faster than anyone could delete them.
And then came the retaliation.
The first strike was digital.
Servers attempted to wipe mirrored files. Failed.
Then legal.
Cease-and-desist orders filed en masse. Countered within minutes.
Then physical.
The alarms screamed.
âMovement on the lower level!â someone shouted.
Haneul swore. âTheyâre here.â
Jungkook looked at you, fear flashingâbut not breaking him.
âYou ready?â you asked quietly.
He nodded. âWith you.â
The underground corridors filled with shouts and gunfire as the building went into lockdown. This wasnât a snatch-and-grab anymore.
This was containment.
You ran together, ducking through reinforced doors as security teams intercepted intruders. Somewhere behind you, a heavy explosion shook the walls.
âTheyâre trying to destroy the backups!â Haneul yelled into her comm.
Your team was foaming at the mouth when they saw the both of you. Tables and tables of documents spilled in the office. Your table was basically just made of empty cups of coffee they drank.Â
Jungkook testified.
Sometimes together. Sometimes apart.
It wasnât easy. It hurt. Some nights he still woke up shaking, and some mornings you still checked over your shoulder.
But no one came for him again.
One evening, long after the headlines faded, you sat together on the balcony of a small apartment that finally felt like home.
The city lights were softer here.
âYou stayed,â Jungkook said quietly.
You smiled. âI told you I would.â
He turned to you, eyes warm, steady. âI donât know what comes next.â
You leaned into him, resting your head against his shoulder. âNeither do I.â
After a pause, you added softly, âBut I know weâll choose it.â
He smiled thenâsmall, genuine, free.
And for the first time since the shelter, since the fear, since the chaseâ
Jungkook wasnât running.
Courtrooms never smelled this way to you.
It used to smell like bleach and polished wood and authority. Now, it just smells like recycled air that has heard too many truths and seen too much.Â
Jungkook sat beside you at the long table, shoulders squared but tense, fingers curled into the hem of his sweater like he needed something solid to hold onto. He was in human form today by choice, though you knew the decision had cost him sleep.
You didnât let go of his hand.
Across the room, people shuffled in and out: lawyers in tailored suits, journalists with pens poised like weapons, observers from hybrid advocacy groups who looked like they were afraid to breathe too loudly and disrupt the fragile sense of order.
The judge entered.
âCase LK107-C,â the judge announced. âJungkook Jeon versus the Hybrid Regulation Authority and affiliated private contractors.â
Your chest tightened.
This wasnât the first hearing.
But it was the first one where Jungkook would speak again.
The defence tried to bury him in procedure.
They argued jurisdiction. Oversight. Emergency authorisations. They framed Springlock as âexperimental welfare intervention,â a phrase that made your jaw ache from clenching.
When Jungkook was called to the stand, the room stilled.
You felt it in the way the air shifted, the way even the reporters stopped whispering.
He stood slowly.
You squeezed his hand once before letting go.
He didnât look at the gallery. Didnât look at the men who had once owned his fear.
He looked straight ahead.
âMy name is Jeon Jungkook,â he said clearly. âI am a registered rabbit hybrid and a former subject of Project Springlock.â
The defence attorney rose. âObjectionâirrelevant classification.â
The judge didnât even look up. âOverruled.â
Jungkook inhaled shakily.
âI was subjected to behavioural conditioning designed to suppress autonomy,â he continued. âThis included sensory deprivation, pain response training, and the implantation of a biometric tracker linked to my stress levels.â
A murmur rippled through the courtroom.
âWhen I panicked,â Jungkook said quietly, âthe device punished me.â
You swallowed hard.
âThey told me it was for my safety,â he went on. âThey told me fear meant I was dangerous. That compliance was kindness.â
His voice wavered for half a secondâthen steadied.
âI believed them. Because believing them hurt less than believing I deserved what they did.â
Silence.
Heavy. Absolute.
The judge leaned forward.
âAnd when did you stop believing them?â
Jungkook paused.
Then, softly, âWhen someone treated me like a person without asking for anything in return.â
Your breath caught.
The defence attorney tried again, voice sharper now. âYouâre claiming emotional harm. Can you provide evidence ofââ
âI can show you scars,â Jungkook said calmly. âI can show you medical records. I can show you my file, where they labelled me âuncooperativeâ for crying.â
The attorney faltered.
âAnd if that isnât enough,â Jungkook added, eyes lifting for the first time to meet the room, âI can show you what fear looks like when it learns how to fight back.â
The judge banged the gavel, eyes tense, looking like he hasnât slept this week. âThat will be sufficient.â
The ruling didnât come that day.
But the momentum did.
Outside the courthouse, cameras flashed like lightning and you shielded Jungkook instinctively, guiding him through the crowd as questions were shouted from every direction.
âDo you forgive them?â
âIs this about money?â
âAre there others like you?â
Jungkook flinched.
You stepped forward before he could answer.
âThis is about accountability,â you said firmly. âAnd about making sure this never happens again.â
Someone shouted your name.
You ignored them.
The settlements came in waves.
The first was financialâcompensation for medical neglect, unlawful detention, and psychological harm. The number made your stomach turn. No amount of money could buy back years of fear.
Jungkook stared at the figure in silence.
âIt feels wrong,â he said later that night, sitting on the edge of the bed. âLike theyâre trying to pay me to stop hurting.â
You sat beside him. âYou donât owe them your healing.â
The second settlement was structural.
The Hybrid Regulation Authority was forced into federal oversight. Private contractors named in the case were dissolved. Licenses revoked. Assets frozen.
Springlock was officiallyâand permanentlyâshut down.
Advocacy groups moved fast.
Emergency legislation was drafted:
â Mandatory consent audits for all hybrid programs
â Independent psychological advocates for prey-class hybrids
â Immediate bans on pain-linked behavioural trackers
The words looked clean on paper.
Living with the aftermath wasnât.
Some nights, Jungkook woke gasping, hands clawing at sheets like they were restraints. Sometimes he shifted halfway in his sleep, ears flicking violently before he forced himself back.
You learned to wake slowly.
To speak softly.
To anchor him with your voice before touch.
âIâm here,â youâd murmur. âYouâre safe. Itâs just us.â
Some nights, he believed you.
Others, he cried.
Therapy started two weeks after the first ruling.
He hated the waiting roomâthe sterile smell, the ticking clockâbut Dr. Seo was patient. Quiet. She never asked him to relive anything unless he offered first.
On the fourth session, Jungkook said, âI donât know who I am when Iâm not afraid.â
Dr. Seo nodded. âThatâs not unusual.â
âIt feels⊠empty,â he admitted.
You waited outside that day, staring at a potted plant you suspected was plastic, fingers twisting together.
When he emerged, his eyes were redâbut clearer.
âShe says fear shaped me,â he told you as you walked home. âBut it doesnât have to define me.â
You smiled faintly. âShe sounds smart.â
He huffed. âShe charged a fortune.â
You laughedâreal laughter, surprised and bright.
That night, Jungkook shifted deliberately.
Not in panic.
Not in response to noise or threat.
He sat cross-legged on the rug, closed his eyes, and breathed.
You watched, heart in your throat, as fur rippled gently over his skinânot violently this time, not fractured or forced. His body folded inward, smooth and controlled, until a small white rabbit sat where heâd been.
He blinked up at you.
Then hopped once.
Carefully.
You covered your mouth, tears springing to your eyes. âYou did it.â
He shifted back moments later, breathless but smiling.
âI wanted to see if I could,â he said. âWithout it hurting.â
You pulled him into a hug without thinking.
He frozeâthen relaxed into it, arms wrapping around you.
The world was still messy. Appeals were filed. Counter-suits threatened. Some people still called him dangerous in comment sections and headlines.
But healing took a small, stubborn root.
You cooked together. He learned how to exist without waiting for permission. You learned how to let him go quiet without assuming it meant danger.
Some nights, he still checked the door locks three times.
Some mornings, you still woke before him just to make sure he was breathing.
But there were momentsâsoft and ordinaryâwhere the past loosened its grip.
One evening, as you sat on the couch with his head resting against your shoulder, Jungkook spoke quietly.
âDo you think Iâll ever stop being scared?â
You thought about it.
Then you said, honestly, âI think one day, fear wonât be the loudest thing in the room.â
He considered that and for the first time since the courtroom doors had closed behind the both of you, the future didnât feel like something you had to outrun.
*gently takes your face in my hands* hey. remember that fandom is for fun. if you're not having fun it is ok to step back. if you're intentionally making it unfun for others it is ok to step back. none of this is real. go sit in the sun and smell a flower. i love you.
Usually I don't come back this quickly after a chat session, but I wanted to give you guys a little update.
Firstly - I am finnnnneee. I promise.
Emotionally and mentally, I'm doing a lot better than I was before, and I'm incredibly thankful for everyone who reached out. Thank you for letting me disappear for a while without making me feel guilty for it.
Secondly... today's post is a little different.
I want to share something that happened to me recently. This will touch on workplace toxicity, mental health, and emotional wellbeing. If those are topics you're not comfortable reading about, please feel free to scroll past. That's completely okay.
I also ask that we keep this space kind. I know some people believe these topics shouldn't be shared publicly, but I disagree.
Sometimes awareness begins with someone simply saying, "This happened to me."
And today, that's what I'm doing.
Uh... before we get into the heavier stuff... A happier update!
Whatever happened, it also means I finally have a little more time to write again. (For now at least. Unfortunately, bills still exist. Thank goodness for freelance work and side incomes.)
Taehyung's Slow Dancing series will begin publishing on Patreon in August, and Jimin's Letter series is fully available there already.
I'm also planning to finally schedule the promised Tumblr one-shots and work on Patreon-exclusive stories.
And I've somehow become completely obsessed with cooking.
I've practically filled an entire sketchbook drawing the meals I've been making recently (don't ask me how we got here because I genuinely don't know either). I'm thinking about turning them into digital recipe pages to share with you guys.
Would anyone actually be interested in that? Let me know in the comments!Â
And if you'd like to support my writing, you can also check out my Patreon here!
Okay.
Now for the reason I wanted to write this.
Workplace toxicity can take many forms - sometimes it isn't shouting, sometimes it isn't impossible workloads, and sometimes words that hurt the most come from the people closest to where you work.
It can come from different people - Family businesses, friends working together, long-time mentors - basically, people you trusted.
I'm not saying these things never work. As someone who wants to build things myself, I know they absolutely can.
But I hope you'll always remember one thing:Â Please don't forget to prioritise yourself.
Because people change - sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse, and sometimes they don't even realise they've changed.
We all grow differently because we've all live different lives. Our experiences shape us, our perspectives shape us, and no relationship stays exactly the same forever. Therefore, choosing who you work with - and who you work for - is a much bigger decision than I think most of us realise.
Sometimes you join a company expecting one thing and receive another or other times you return because you remember how good it used to be.
That was me.
I came back thinking I was returning to something familiar.
But instead, I found something completely different. One sentence echoed through almost every conversation I had with my colleagues.
"She wasn't like this before."
From the outside, maybe it sounds like we're simply placing blame on one person and because opinions are subjective - maybe we were, maybe we weren't.
But I'm not here to decide that, neither do i require any of you to decide that.Â
What I can tell you is what it felt like to live through it.
I went to work every day afraid of being scolded.
Work? Get scolded.
Don't work? Well... obviously you'll get scolded. (That one's kind of a "duh", right? HAHA.)
Work hard but not up to someone's standards? Get scolded.
Offer ideas? Rejected.
Stop offering ideas? Suddenly you lack initiative.
Make a mistake? Get scolded without being told how to improve.
Ask a question? Either get scolded, get another question thrown back at you, or get no answer at all.
Don't ask? Get scolded anyway.
And after a while... You stop asking. You stop thinking. You stop being curious. And that's the part that scared me the most.
Because I wasn't like that.
When I first joined, that workplace gave me structure - It taught me skills I genuinely needed, it gave me experience, and it built part of the foundation I stand on today.
I'm grateful for that.
But somewhere along the way... I grew older and understood myself better... I realised I also needed collaboration.Â
I needed to be heard, I needed to feel like my voice mattered, and without those things, I slowly lost myself. Looking back now, I know there were still opportunities to grow - There were skills I could have learnt, experiences worth having.
But at the time?
I couldn't see any of them.
Not because they weren't there but because I was exhausted.
When your mind spends every day trying to survive, it doesn't have much room left to stay curious nor excited.
Or hopeful.
Or even like yourself.
People may tell you, "But it's good for your portfolio.", "But it's valuable work experience.", "But everyone has to tough it out."
They're right -Â Sometimes staying is the right decision.
Again, I'm not here to tell you what to do. I'm certainly in no position to tell you to quit your job. I'm here to remind you that your body has limits, your mind has limits, your heart has limits. And when all three are begging you to listen...
Please.
Listen.
There are a thousand reasons to stay - Good pay, great colleagues, a stable career, benefits, years you've already invested in it.
I understand all of them (been there, thought that.
But I hope you'll ask yourself one question - Not once or twice, maybe like five times, ten times: Are you happy?
The first answer is usually the easy one so keep asking:
Am I actually happy?
Is this how I want to spend my mornings?
Is this the version of myself I want to become?
Is surviving the same thing as living?
These are the answers I don't have for you. Only you do.
This post isn't meant to convince anyone to leave their job. It's simply a gentle reminder - for those who are struggling now, or those who may one day find themselves in a place like I did.
Please remember that you are so much more than your work. Your job is something you do. It is not who you are.
You are made up of your memories -Â Your laughter, the people you love, the stories you tell, the dreams you haven't reached yet.
Please, don't let one place convince you that you're only worth the work you produce. And if you ever find yourself choosing between protecting your wellbeing and proving yourself to someone else...
I hope you'll choose yourself becuase choosing yourself isn't failure. At times, it's the bravest decision you'll ever make.
If any of you are going through something similar, I hope this made you feel a little less alone. And if you're not ready to talk about it yet...
That's okay too.
When you are ready, I hope you know there will always be someone willing to listen - Your friends, family, community, even me. So... Please be kind to yourself.
Studies, external activities, field trips, friends, teachers, everything.Â
But mostly, dance.Â
A school with a studio that Jimin can use to practice, to perform, to try new things. He loved it. But never would he think that someone loves it more than him. He abided by his schedule: school, dance, eat, homework, sleep, and repeat. In his life, no other co-curricular activities can interest him. Since young, he has bled for dance, sweat for dance, cried for dance. And till today, even with the certificates that don't match the number of medals and trophies that are hidden in his shelf, he never once hated the art.Â
So he truly believed that he could never find someone more passionate about this art form than him.Â
That is, until he found the only freely used studio in the school, being occupied right after the school bell rang.Â
He tiptoed, placing his shoes on the rack before attempting to slither into the studio like a chipmunk that feared he would get caught with a walnut in his mouth. Your music was soft, flowing like the waves as your movements picked up. Each step you made had a meaning. Each element you chose to execute had a story to tell.Â
The mix of grace and power, paired with your obvious love for storytelling through your motions was enough to set Jimin in a trance. Song after song, you performed. Your sweat dripped on the floor, your breaths came in sharp pants, but you never broke character. Each song told a different story and you shifted effortlessly between them.Â
Jimin stared at you thinking that he had to add one more thing to that list of interest - and that addition was you.Â
By the time you hit the ending pose of the third song, Jimin was already warming up. He let himself count - one minute and he is going to ask for your number.Â
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Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Dr. Min didnât answer immediately. On the other end of the line, you could hear faint movement, muffled voices, the hum of systems rerouting. Whatever you had just stepped into, it was already in motion.
âAlright,â she said finally. Her voice was different nowâless cautious, more focused. âIf youâre stepping up, then we do this properly.â
You tightened your grip around Jungkook, who was still pressed to your chest in rabbit form, shaking faintly from the adrenaline crash. His ears twitched at the sound of her voice, but he didnât pull away.
âIâm listening,â you said.
âFirst,â Dr. Min continued, âyou need to get off the street. Iâm sending you a locationâtemporary, legally it is registered under the Association but itâs hidden under encrypted files. Youâll have one hour before anyone even suspects you.â
Your phone buzzed with an incoming pin.
âSecond,â she said, âyou stop thinking like someone who stumbled into this by accident.â
You swallowed. âI didnât.â
âI know,â she replied. âThatâs why youâre dangerous to them.â
You let out a shaky breath. âI donât feel dangerous.â
âYou donât have to,â Dr. Min said calmly. âYou just have to be stubborn enough not to give him back.â
You looked down at Jungkook.
He lifted his head slightly, dark eyes meeting yours, searching your face like he was checking whether the ground beneath him was still solid.
âI can do stubborn,â you said quietly.
âGood,â Dr. Min replied. âBecause what comes next is pressure from them at all sides. The field team is already working their way.â
The call ended before you could ask more.
You stayed crouched behind the dumpster for a few seconds longer, listeningâwaiting for footsteps, for shouts, for anything that would signal youâd been followed.
Nothing.
âOkay,â you murmured, shifting Jungkookâs rabbit form carefully in your arms. âWeâre moving again.â
He made a small soundâuncertain, but not resisting.
You wrapped him tighter in the blanket and forced yourself to stand, legs wobbling from the sudden effort. The location Dr. Min sent wasnât far, but every step felt like you were walking through glass.
You kept to side streets, ducked under flickering streetlights, and checked reflections in windows like youâd seen characters do in moviesâexcept this wasnât scripted, and you couldnât afford to miss anything.
When you finally reached the building, it looked forgettable in the best way possible. Old. Slightly rundown. The kind of place people passed every day without noticing.
You slipped inside and climbed the stairs instead of taking the lift, heart pounding with each creak of concrete. The door to the unit Dr. Min had sent opened with a keyless code.
Inside was dim and sparse. A couch. A small table. One bedroom. No decorations. No personality.
Safe.
You locked the door behind you and sagged against it, knees nearly giving out.
Jungkook shifted, then slowly wriggled free from the blanket, hopping down to the floor. He didnât run this time. He didnât hide.
Instead, he sat there, small and trembling, watching you with wide eyes.
âWeâre okay,â you said, though your voice shook. âJust for tonight.â
He stared at you for a long moment.
Then, to your surprise, he shifted.
The air changed againâgentler this time, less violent than before. You watched, frozen, as his rabbit form gave way to human once more, movements awkward but controlled. He ended up sitting on the floor, wrapped hastily in the blanket you threw over him, shoulders hunched.
He looked⊠exhausted.
âI didnât mean to do that again,â he said quietly, voice hoarse. âI justâwhen I saw himââ
âI know,â you said, dropping down in front of him. âYou donât have to explain.â
He hesitated. âYouâre not scared of me?â
The question cut deeper than you expected.
You shook your head. âIâm scared for you.â
He looked down at his hands, flexing his fingers like he wasnât used to having them. âThey used to say⊠prey hybrids shouldnât shift unless ordered.â
Your chest tightened painfully.
âNo one gets to order you anymore,â you said firmly. âNot them. Not anyone.â
He looked up at you, something fragile and hopeful flickering across his face.
âEven if I cause trouble?â he asked.
You let out a breath that was half laugh, half sigh. âJungkook, trouble found us. Youâre just trying to survive it.â
For a moment, he looked like he might cry.
Instead, he leaned forward and pressed his forehead against your shoulder, tentative but desperate. You froze for half a secondâthen wrapped your arms around him, holding him carefully, grounding both of you.
You stayed like that longer than you meant to.
Eventually, your phone buzzed again.
A new messageâthis time from an unfamiliar contact name Dr. Min must have added.
Unknown (Secure):This is Park Haneul, Hybrid Advocacy Network. Dr. Min looped me in.
Your stomach twisted. âAnother organisation?â you muttered.
Jungkook tensed slightly at your tone.
âItâs okay,â you murmured to him, then typed back.
Y/N:Iâm here.
The reply came quickly.
Haneul:Weâve confirmed movement from the same group that breached the safehouse. Theyâre operating under a shell company againânew name, same methods.
Your chest tightened. Again.
Y/N:What do they want with Jungkook?
You were certain she knew what you were asking. It wasnât âwhatâ but why him?
There was a pause.
Then:
Haneul:Heâs not just a tracker case. Heâs part of a discontinued project.
Your breath caught.
You glanced at Jungkook, who was watching your face closely, clearly picking up on the shift.
Y/N:LK107-C? My team is handling that case. We havenât gotten deep into it.Â
Three dots appeared.
Disappeared.
Then:
Haneul:They have now. The recent leak chasing Subject 22, 68, and 107 showcases behavioural compliance trials on prey hybrids. Conditioning, memory suppression, forced obedience responses.
Your hands went cold.
Jungkook swallowed. âWhat is it?â
You didnât want to tell him like this. Not all at once. Not when he was already stretched thin.
âThey did experiments,â you said carefully. âOn hybrids like you.â
His shoulders tensed. âI know.â
The quiet certainty in his voice made you look at him sharply.
âYou know?â you asked.
He nodded slowly. âI didnât always forget. Sometimes⊠things come back. Sounds. Smells. Commands.â
Anger flared hot in your chest.
âTheyâre looking for you because youâre proof,â you said. âThat it happened. That they didnât just shut down.â
He looked at you, eyes dark. âSo Iâm⊠evidence.â
The word tasted bitter.
âYouâre a person,â you said immediately. âThey just donât want the world to see that.â
Your phone buzzed again.
Haneul:If this goes public, theyâre finished. Thatâs why theyâre escalating.
You stared at the screen.
Public.
Exposure.
Yes⊠Of course. But you also knew that purely human evidence is insufficient to stand trial. And right now, you donât have influence. You donât have resources. You donât even know how to begin dismantling something like this in the state youâre in.
And yetâ
They had shown up at your door.
They had chased you through a building.
They had threatened you.
Which meant something you hadâsomeone you hadâmattered enough to risk it.
You looked at Jungkook again.
At the way he sat curled into himself, trying to be small, trying not to be a burden.
âI donât want them to use you,â you said quietly. âEven if it brings them down.â
He shook his head. âI donât want to run forever.â
The words were softâbut resolute.
You inhaled sharply. âJungkookââ
âIf me talking means they stop doing this to others,â he said, voice trembling but firm, âthen I want to.â
Your heart broke and mended all at once.
âYou donât owe anyone that,â you said.
âI know,â he replied. âIâm choosing it.â
You closed your eyes briefly, then nodded.
âOkay,â you said, opening them again. âThen we do this together. On your terms.â
You typed back to Haneul with shaking fingers.
Y/N:Iâm sure Dr. Min informed you of my job, and I am certain you understand my position in the Association. However, provide me with the details. What would stepping forward look like?
The response came almost immediately.
Haneul:It would mean protective custody. Statements. Medical documentation. And people trying very hard to discredit you.Â
You swallowed.
Haneul:Theyâll keep hunting him until they either get him backâor erase him.
Your breath caught painfully as you set the phone down and looked at Jungkook.
âWhatever we choose,â you said, voice steady despite the fear curling in your gut, âit wonât be easy.â
He nodded. âI know.â
You reached out, hesitated, then squeezed his hand gently.
âBut youâre not doing it alone,â you added.
His fingers curled around yours, tentative but real. Looking at the man in front of you, fearful of the future but strong enough to live on. You felt something shiftânot into confidence, not into certainty, but into resolve.
You werenât powerful against them.Â
You werenât prepared.
But you were done being passive.
And for the first time since all of this began, you understood what stepping up actually meant.
Not charging headfirst into danger.
But stayingâstandingâwhen everything told you to run.
You would have to thank the field workers for their hard work after and allow them to complain all they want to you.Â
Morning came without warning.
Not with sunlight or birdsong, but with the faint vibration of your phone against the bare tabletop and the slow, careful sound of someone breathing nearby.
You opened your eyes to unfamiliar ceilings.
For half a second, panic surgedâuntil memory rushed back in: the alley, the call, the new apartment, Jungkookâs hand curled in yours like a quiet promise that neither of you had broken overnight.
You turned your head slightly.
Jungkook was asleep on the couch beside you, still in human form, wrapped in the blanket youâd tucked around him hours ago. His hair was a mess, falling into his eyes, his features softer in sleep than youâd seen them yet. One hand was fisted in the fabric of your sleeve, like heâd grabbed on sometime in the night and refused to let go.
Your chest tightened.
You hadnât meant to fall asleep there. Youâd told yourself youâd stay alert, keep watch, be ready if anything went wrong. But exhaustion had dragged you under anyway, heavy and relentless.
Your phone buzzed again.
You stilled instantly.
Jungkook shifted at the sound, brow furrowing, grip tightening reflexively. You reached out with your free hand and brushed your thumb lightly over his knuckles.
âItâs okay,â you whispered, barely breathing. âJust a sound.â
He didnât wake, but his breathing evened out again.
Only then did you glance at your phone.
Haneul (Secure):Morning. We didnât lose signal overnight. Thatâs a good sign.
You swallowed and typed back.
Y/N:Weâre still here.
A pause.
Then:
Haneul:Iâm on my way with someone youâll want to meet. Two hours.
Your stomach knotted.
Y/N:Who?
This time, the pause stretched longer.
Haneul:Someone who understands what they did to him.
You stared at the screen, pulse quickening.
Before you could ask more, Jungkook stirred againâthis time properly waking. His eyes fluttered open, unfocused at first, then sharpening as awareness returned.
He froze when he realised where he was.
Then his gaze found you.
âYouâre still here,â he said quietly.
âYes,â you replied immediately. âI told you I would be.â
He studied your face like he was searching for cracks. When he didnât find any, his shoulders lowered just a fraction.
âDid anything happen?â he asked.
You shook your head. âNot last night.â
His grip on your sleeve loosened, but he didnât pull away. Instead, he sat up slowly, blanket slipping off one shoulder. He flinched, instinctively pulling it back up.
You pretended not to notice.
âSomeoneâs coming,â you said gently. âFrom the network Dr. Min mentioned.â
Jungkook tensed. âAre they⊠like them?â
âNo,â you said firmly. âTheyâre here to help. But we donât have to talk if you donât want to.â
He was quiet for a long moment.
Then, softly, âI want to hear what they say.â
You nodded. âOkay.â
The knock came exactly two hours later.
You were ready this time.
You checked the peephole, heart hammering, then the secondary camera feed Dr. Min had helped you set up remotely earlier that morning. Two figures stood outsideâone you recognised from the messages, Haneul, and another you didnât.
The second man was older, greying at the temples, posture tired but steady. He stood with his hands visible, deliberately non-threatening.
You unlocked the door and opened it just enough to speak.
âY/N,â Haneul greeted quietly. âThank you for trusting us.â
You nodded once and opened the door fully.
The older man stepped inside first, eyes flicking briefly to Jungkook before immediately looking away, giving him space.
âMy name is Seo Minjae,â he said calmly. âI used to work where Jungkook was held.â
The words landed like a dropped plate.
Jungkook stiffened instantly, breath hitching.
You moved closer to him without thinking, grounding.
Minjae noticedâand stopped walking altogether.
âIâm not here to excuse anything,â he continued, voice rough but controlled. âAnd Iâm not here to ask for forgiveness. Iâm here because I left. And because I know what theyâre capable of.â
Jungkookâs voice came out thin. âYou hurt people.â
Minjae didnât flinch. âYes.â
Silence swallowed the room.
Then Jungkook asked, barely above a whisper, âWhy didnât you stop them?â
Minjae closed his eyes briefly. âBecause I was a coward.â
The honesty stunned you.
âI told myself I was protecting the ones I could,â Minjae went on. âThat small mercies counted. But the truth is, I stayed too long. And every day I stayed, I became complicit.â
Jungkookâs hands trembled in his lap.
You reached out slowly, letting him decide whether to take your hand.
He did.
Minjae swallowed. âJungkook, you were part of Project Springlock. A behavioural conditioning program focused on prey hybrids with high adaptability.â
Your stomach twisted.
âThey believed fear could be engineered,â Minjae continued. âThat obedience could be trained until it became instinct. You were implanted with a tracker not just to locate youâbut to monitor stress responses.â
Jungkook looked down. âThatâs why it hurts when I panic.â
Minjae nodded. âYes.â
You felt sick.
âThey shut the project down officially after an internal review,â Minjae said. âBut unofficially⊠they moved it elsewhere. Anyone who could identify what was done was either transferred, silenced, or reclassified.â
âReclassified how?â you asked quietly.
Minjae met your gaze. âAs unstable. Unreliable. Dangerous.â
Jungkook flinched.
Your jaw tightened. âSo they discredit the victims.â
âYes.â
Haneul stepped in then. âWhich is why theyâre panicking now. Jungkook isnât unstable. Heâs functional. Heâs aware. And he has someone willing to stand beside him.â
He shook his head. âI need to know. If Iâm going to keep running⊠I need to know what Iâm running from.â
Minjae nodded slowly. âTheyâll try to take you back. Not because they need youâbut because youâre proof they failed.â
Silence pressed in again.
Then Jungkook asked, âIf I talk⊠will it stop?â
Minjae hesitated.
Haneul answered instead. âNot immediately. But it will start something they canât control.â
Jungkook looked down at your joined hands.
âAnd you?â he asked suddenly, looking up at you. âWhat happens to you?â
Your breath caught.
âTheyâll try to scare you,â Haneul said carefully. âThreaten your job. Your reputation. Your safety.â
You exhaled slowly. âTheyâre already doing that.â
Jungkookâs fingers tightened around yours. âI donât want you to lose everything because of me.â
You leaned closer, voice firm but gentle. âYou are not the reason this is happening.â
Minjae cleared his throat. âIf you choose to proceed, thereâs a process. Recorded statements. Medical scans. Psychological evaluations.â
Jungkookâs shoulders tensed.
âYou wonât be alone,â Haneul added quickly. âAnd nothing happens without consent.â
A long pause followed.
Finally, Jungkook nodded once.
âIâll talk,â he said. His voice shook, but it didnât break. âBut not today.â
Haneul smiled softly. âThatâs more than enough for now.â
Minjae bowed his head slightly. âThank you.â
When they left an hour later, the apartment felt quieterâbut heavier too.
Jungkook sank back onto the couch, exhaustion catching up to him all at once. He stared at the wall, unfocused.
âI feel like I opened a door,â he murmured.
You sat beside him. âYou did.â
âWhat if I canât close it again?â
You thought of the night before. Of him clinging to you in fear, then choosing to stay.
âThen we figure out how to live with it open,â you said. âTogether.â
He turned to you, eyes dark and tired. âYouâre not scared?â
You smiled faintly. âI am. Just not enough to leave.â
He leaned into you, careful and tentative, head resting against your shoulder.
You stayed like that for a long time, listening to the city breathe around you. You knew that with your direct involvement, you will not be able to continue as a part of the project. But you trusted your team enough to know that haywire was the correct word to express the situation. You could just imagine the state of the office when you returned.Â
But for now, you knew documents were being pulled and names being spoken again after years of silence.
You looked at Jungkook, and for the first time since the chase began, you felt itâquiet, undeniable.
Not victory.
Not certainty - never.
But commitment.
The first sign that everything had gone suddenly wrong was your instinct of fleeing - the kind that presses too hard against your ears, that makes your skin prickle like it knows something you donât yet. The safehouse had its usual hum: the refrigerator cycling, pipes ticking faintly, the cityâs distant murmur filtered through reinforced walls.
You were halfway through reheating soup when the lights flickered once.
Twice.
Jungkook froze mid-step.
You didnât need to look at him to know his ears had flattened, that his body had gone rigid with the kind of instinct fear no therapy could fully erase.
âY/N,â he said quietly. âSomethingâs wrong.â
You were already moving.
You cut the stove, grabbed your phone, and opened the secure channel Haneul had installed. No signal. Not even staticâjust dead air.
Your stomach dropped.
âGo,â you whispered, already pulling open the hidden compartment beneath the counter. âBathroom. Second panel. Now.â
Jungkook hesitated for half a second.
Then he nodded.
Youâd practised this. Over and over. It wasnât perfect, but it was something. He disappeared down the hall just as the low, almost inaudible thrum of machinery vibrated through the floor.
EMP-grade jammer.
Your blood went cold.
The knock came next.
Three sharp raps.
Professional.
Controlled.
You didnât answer.
The raps repeatedâlouder this time.
âY/N L/N,â a voice called from the other side. Calm. Male. âThis is a compliance team with the Hybrid Regulation Authority. Weâre here to conduct a welfare check.â
Liar.
Your pulse thundered in your ears as you backed toward the hallway, fingers slipping into the pocket of your hoodie where your pepper spray sat uselessly against men with guns and authorisation papers forged better than any courtroom would catch at first glance.
You pressed the panic button hidden beneath the light switch.
Nothing happened.
Of course.
The door exploded inward.
Wood splintered, the frame collapsing as three men in dark uniforms surged into the apartment with military precision. Masks covered their faces, visors opaque, weapons raised but not firing.
âTarget present,â one said. âSecure the hybrid.â
Your body moved before your brain did.
âNo,â you shouted, stepping into their path. âYou donât have a warrantâ!â
A gloved hand shoved you aside with enough force to send you crashing into the wall. Pain exploded through your shoulder, but you stayed upright.
Another man grabbed your arm, wrenching it behind your back.
âNon-lethal restraint,â someone ordered. âSheâs not the asset.â
Asset.
The word burned.
You struggled, twisting violently as you heard a deafening crash echo from the bathroom.
Then a scream.
Jungkookâs scream.
âLET HIM GO!â you screamed, kicking backward hard. Your heel connected with something solidâa knee, maybeâand the grip on you faltered just enough for you to wrench free.
You ran.
The bathroom door had been ripped off its hinges. Panels torn open. The men hadnât been gentle.
Jungkook was backed against the far wall, still in human form, eyes wild, blood trickling from a cut at his temple. Two men closed in on him, shock batons crackling with restrained energy.
âNo!â you shouted, throwing yourself between them without thinking.
One of the men hesitated.
The other didnât.
The baton discharged.
Pain like lightning ripped through your body.
You hit the floor hard, vision swimming, muscles locking as electricity tore through you. You bit down on a scream, teeth scraping your tongue raw.
Through the ringing in your ears, you heard Jungkook sob.
âDonât touch her!â he screamed, voice breaking. âPleaseâpleaseâ!â
Something changed.
The air felt⊠heavier.
You forced your eyes open just in time to see it.
Jungkookâs pupils blew wide.
His breath hitched onceâ
And then the world shifted.
The men nearest him staggered back as a shockwave rippled outward, not explosive but forceful enough to knock them off balance. Jungkook doubled over, clutching his chest as fur erupted across his skin in violent waves.
Bones cracked.
Limbs shortened.
In seconds, he was no longer human.
Not fully rabbit either.
He stood somewhere betweenâtaller than before, broader, eyes glowing faintly red with fear and fury. His ears were long and upright, fur bristling along his spine, claws scraping against tile.
The men froze.
âWhat the hellââ one breathed.
âFull hybrid response,â another snapped. âSedateâ!â
Too late.
Jungkook moved.
He didnât attack wildly. He dodged. Fast. Faster than youâd ever seen. One man went down with a cry as Jungkook slammed into him shoulder-first, sending him crashing into the sink hard enough to crack porcelain.
Another raised his weaponâ
Jungkook kicked off the wall, twisting midair, knocking it out of his hands with brutal precision.
He was crying.
You could hear itâbroken, animalistic sounds torn from his throat as he fought.
Not to hurt.
To escape.
âJungkook!â you shouted hoarsely, pushing yourself up despite your protesting body.Â
He looked at you and for half a second, the chaos stilled.
Then he ran to you.
You grabbed his wristâfurred, shaking, realâand bolted.
The hallway was chaos. More boots. Shouting. Orders barked through comms you couldnât hear but could feel in the way the men moved to intercept.
A gunshot cracked.
It hit the wall inches from your head.
Jungkook snarled, spinning instinctively to shield you.
You dragged him forward. âDonâtâjust run!â
The emergency stairwell loomed ahead.
Locked.
âShitââ
Jungkook slammed his shoulder into the door.
Once.
Twice.
The third hit burst the lock clean.
You tumbled down the stairs together, feet pounding concrete as alarms blared overhead. Your lungs burned. Your legs screamed.
Somewhere above, someone shouted, âDo NOT let them exit the building!â
You burst out into the underground garage, cold air slamming into you like a blessing.
A familiar voice cut through the chaos.
âTHIS WAY!â
Haneul.
She stood by a battered van with the side door open, weapon raised, eyes sharp.
You didnât hesitate.
Jungkook scooped you up without warning, strength surging, and sprinted the last stretch in a blur. You barely registered hitting the floor of the van before the door slammed shut and the engine roared to life.
The van screeched out of the garage just as bullets sparked against concrete behind you.
You collapsed against the floor, chest heaving, pain catching up to you all at once.
Jungkook knelt beside you immediately, panic all over his face as his form shifted againâshrinking, fur receding, hands trembling as they pressed against your shoulders.
âY/NâY/Nâpleaseâare you hurt?â His voice was wrecked.
You laughed weakly, breathless. âYou⊠should see the other guy.â
He let out a broken sound and pulled you into his arms, holding you like he was afraid youâd vanish if he loosened his grip.
Haneul swore softly from the front seat. âTheyâre not backing off anymore.â
You swallowed, heart pounding.
Jungkook looked at you, eyes dark and shining. âI didnât want this,â he whispered. âI didnât want anyone to get hurt because of me.â
You cupped his face, forcing him to look at you. âListen to me. What happened back there? That wasnât you causing harm.â
âIt wasnât?â His voice cracked.
âNo,â you said firmly. âThat was you trying to survive. So donât apologise. I signed up for this the moment I decided to not let you go. It is not your fault.â
The van disappeared into traffic, sirens wailing somewhere far behind.
Your hands shook as the adrenaline finally began to ebb, leaving fear and resolve in its wake.
They had crossed a line and there would be no quiet endings.
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Again. Again. And again.Â
All the time, blood, sweat, effort, and tears and still behind.Â
Jimin laid down starfish-style and panted on the studio floor, sweat dripping down. If one could say, it would be an ocean soon. Â
Never enough.Â
Jimin got up on shaky legs, positioning himself as he looked at the mirror.Â
Ready. Go. Turn. Scoop the leg up.
The pirouette only had seven rotations before Jimin lost his axis, slipping off and landed ungracefully. Frustrated, he sat on the ground and curled up in a corner as his brain worked - thinking of ways to improve, what went wrong, where went wrong.Â
But yet, every time he got up and tried again, it didn't stick. Every element doesnât stick. Everything he did seems like it was just getting worse the more he worked on it and heâs annoyed.Â
The emotions and the pressure rushes in. The criticism crashed in stormy waves.Â
And suddenly, nothing he does is ever good enough.