Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse (please tell me if I missed anything out!)
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Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Not with sunlight spilling through windows or the comforting noise of a city waking up, but with the faint hum of electricity in the walls and the soft, uneven rhythm of breathing beside you.
You hadnât slept.
Not really.
You sat on the couch all night, back against the armrest, one hand resting lightly on the blanket that covered Jungkook. He was still in human form, curled on his side like he was afraid to take up space, dark hair falling into his eyes. His breathing had evened out hours ago, exhaustion finally pulling him underâbut you stayed awake anyway, watching the rise and fall of his chest like it was something fragile you might lose if you blinked too long.
Every so often, he twitched. A frown would crease his brow. His fingers would curl tighter into the fabric.
Each time, your heart squeezed.
At some point near dawn, your phone vibrated softly on the coffee table.
You flinched, reaching for it immediately so the sound wouldnât wake him.
Dr. Min:Status check. Are you both safe?
You typed back with stiff fingers.
Y/N:Yes. He shifted. Human form. Heâs asleep now.
The reply came quickly.
Dr. Min:Thatâs significant. Likely stress-induced. Do not push him to talk. Let him set the pace.
You glanced down at Jungkook.
He looked impossibly young like this. Smaller somehow, stripped of fur and instinctive defenses. Just a boy wrapped in blankets, trusting you not to break whatever fragile sense of safety heâd built overnight.
Y/N:They wonât leave us alone, will they?
Three dots appeared.
Disappeared.
Then:
Dr. Min:No. But now theyâre on a clock.
You swallowed.
Before you could respond, Jungkook stirred.
His eyelashes fluttered, brow creasing as consciousness returned. For a split second, panic flashed across his faceâhis body tensing, breath hitchingâ
Then his eyes landed on you.
Still there.
You watched the tension ease out of him in real time, like a string slowly unwinding.
âHey,â you whispered. âGood morning.â
He hesitated, then pushed himself up on one elbow, blanket slipping slightly. He froze again when he looked down at himself, at unfamiliar limbs and skin.
âIâm stillâŠâ His voice was hoarse, barely used. âLike this.â
âYes,â you said gently. âYou are.â
He searched your face. âYou didnât⊠make me change back?â
You shook your head. âItâs your body. Not mine to decide.â
Something unreadable flickered across his expression.
They sat in silence for a moment, the weight of the night pressing down on both of you.
Finally, he spoke again. âI didnât know it would happen.â
âI figured,â you said softly. âIt scared you.â
He nodded once. Then, after a pause, added quietly, âI thought⊠if I showed you, you wouldnât want me anymore.â
The words hit harder than you expected.
You leaned forward slightly, careful not to crowd him. âJungkook, listen to me. I didnât bring you here because I wanted a pet. Or because you were easy. Or because you stayed in rabbit form.â Your voice wavered, but you pushed through. âI brought you here because you deserved somewhere safe. That doesnât change depending on how you look.â
His throat bobbed as he swallowed.
âYou didnât run,â he said, almost to himself.
âNo,â you replied. âI didnât.â
Another silence settledâthis one heavier, but not hostile.
Eventually, he shifted his weight awkwardly. âI⊠donât know what Iâm supposed to do now.â
The honesty in his voice made your chest ache.
âYou donât have to know,â you said. âToday, you just⊠exist. Thatâs enough.â
He let out a shaky breath.
You stood slowly. âIâm going to make breakfast. Do you want to stay here, orââ
âIâll stay,â he said quickly, then winced like heâd spoken too loudly. âIf thatâs okay.â
You smiled faintly. âOf course it is.â
You moved into the small kitchen, hyper-aware of every sound you made. You kept things simpleâtoast, fruit, teaânothing that required much effort or attention.
When you brought the tray back, Jungkook was sitting up fully now, blanket wrapped around his shoulders. He looked uncomfortable, unsure what to do with his hands, his posture stiff like he was bracing for instructions that never came.
You set the tray down on the coffee table. âEat if you want. Or donât. No rules.â
He stared at the food like it might disappear if he touched it.
Finally, he picked up a piece of toast, fingers trembling slightly.
He took a bite.
Paused.
Then another.
You looked away, giving him privacy even though every part of you wanted to watch, to make sure he was okay.
Halfway through breakfast, your phone buzzed again.
This time, it wasnât Dr. Min.
It was a work email.
Subject: Urgent â Attendance Required
Your stomach dropped.
You opened it.
Due to staffing shortages, all approved leave is temporarily suspended. Please confirm your availability to return today.
You stared at the screen, pulse pounding.
You couldnât go back.
Not now. Not with Jungkook like this. Not with people actively trying to find him.
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard.
Jungkook noticed your expression. âWhat is it?â
âWork,â you said, forcing your voice to stay even. âThey want me back.â
His shoulders tensed immediately. âBecause of me?â
âNo,â you said quickly. âThis isnât your fault.â
But the damage was done.
He looked down, fingers curling into the blanket. âIf I wasnât hereââ
You cut him off gently. âStop. You donât get to blame yourself for other peopleâs cruelty.â
He went quiet.
You typed out a reply with shaking hands.
Iâm unavailable due to a personal emergency. Please refer to LK107-C for further details. I'll update when possible.
You hit send before you could overthink it.
Your phone buzzed almost instantly.
You silenced it and set it face down.
âOkay,â you said, exhaling. âThatâs handled.â
Jungkook studied you. âYouâre choosing this,â he said slowly. âYouâre choosing⊠me.â
The weight of that settled between you.
âYes,â you answered simply.
Before he could respond, a soft beep sounded from your phone again.
This time, it wasnât work.
It was a notification from an unfamiliar appâone you didnât remember installing.
Location services activated.
Your blood ran cold.
You grabbed the phone, heart racing, scrolling frantically.
Another notification appeared.
External ping detected.
âNo,â you whispered. âNo, no, noââ
Jungkook was on his feet instantly, panic flaring across his face. âWhatâs wrong?â
Jungkook flinched violently, backing away until he hit the wall, eyes wide.
Your phone vibrated again.
Unknown:We can see you.
Your hands shook so badly you nearly dropped the phone.
You looked around the room, heart hammering. The safehouse suddenly felt very small.
âJungkook,â you said urgently. âListen to me. I need you to stay calm.â
âI canât,â he said, voice cracking. âI canâtââ
âYou can,â you insisted, stepping toward him. âLook at me. Look at me.â
He met your gaze, breath ragged.
âTheyâre not inside,â you said, forcing logic into your fear. âTheyâre trying to scare us.â
Another message came through.
Unknown:Open the door.
Jungkook made a broken sound, hands clenching at his sides.
You moved in front of him instinctively, back to the wall. âNo one is opening anything.â
Your phone buzzed again.
Unknown:Last chance.
Before you could respond, there was a loud thud from somewhere belowâmetal against concrete, distant but deliberate.
Jungkook cried out softly, collapsing against you.
âI donât want to go back,â he whispered. âPlease.â
You wrapped your arms around him tightly, heart pounding like it might burst out of your chest.
âI wonât let them take you,â you said, voice shaking but fierce. âI swear.â
Your phone rang.
Not a text.
A call.
Blocked number.
You stared at it for half a secondâthen declined.
Immediately, another call came in.
And another.
You shut the phone off completely.
Silence crashed down.
For a few seconds, nothing happened.
Then your phone buzzed again despite being off.
A final message forced its way onto the screen.
Unknown:We know what he is.
Your breath caught.
You looked down at Jungkook.
At the man trembling in your arms, terrified and human and real.
Something hardened inside you.
âYou know what?â you whispered, more to yourself than anyone else. âSo do I.â
You reached for your bag, pulling it closer. âWeâre leaving. Now.â
Jungkook looked up at you, fear and trust tangled together. âWhere?â
âI donât know yet,â you admitted. âBut somewhere they canât just knock on the door and expect us to answer.â
You grabbed your phone again, turning it back on just long enough to dial one number.
Dr. Min.
She picked up immediately.
âThey found us,â you said, voice steady despite the chaos in your chest. âI need help.â
There was no hesitation on the other end.
âThen itâs time,â Dr. Min said. âWe stop running.â
You swallowed.
Outside, somewhere in the city, someone believed Jungkook still belonged to them.
You tightened your grip around him and realised something with chilling clarity: Youâve had enough. This time, you were going to fight back whether you were ready or not, because you were already in it.
The building went dark.
Not all at onceânot dramaticallyâbut in a way that was far more unsettling. The lights dimmed, flickered, then steadied at a low, sickly glow that made everything look wrong around the edges. The hum in the walls changed pitch, dropping into something deeper, heavier.
Jungkook stiffened in your arms.
âTheyâre here,â he whispered.
Your heart pounded so hard you could hear it in your ears. âNo,â you said quickly, even as doubt clawed at your chest. âThis place is shielded. They canât justââ
A low thud echoed through the building.
Not outside.
Inside.
Your breath caught.
Dr. Minâs words from earlier replayed in your head: Theyâre on a clock.
You grabbed your bag with one hand, keeping the other anchored around Jungkookâs shoulders. âOkay,â you said, forcing steadiness into your voice. âChange of plan.â
He looked at you, eyes wide, panic barely contained. âI canâtâI canât go outside.â
âI know,â you said softly. âYou donât have to. Just listen to me.â
Another soundâcloser this time. Heavy footsteps somewhere below, deliberate and unhurried.
âThey know where we are,â you murmured, more to yourself than him. âWhich means hiding isnât enough anymore.â
Your phone vibrated in your palmâone bar of signal, flickering.
A message came through.
Dr. Min:Basement corridor compromised. Do not use the main stairwell.
Your pulse spiked. Basement? You werenât anywhere nearâ
Then you remembered.
The safehouses built was never a single apartment. It was a cluster, a network. Thatâs why when the Association tries to find hybrids, it proves difficult due to the way that it is made. Something the government needs to work on but for nowâŠÂ
Someone had breached the perimeter and you have never gotten to see the main blueprints of the networks. Right now, you only have Dr Min and the hope that your colleagues will find you.Â
You typed back with shaking fingers.
Y/N:Weâre on the fifth floor. Lights are unstable.
The reply came almost instantly.
Dr. Min:Stay put. Iâm rerouting assistance. Do NOT open the door.
As if on cue, the door handle rattled.
Once.
Twice.
Jungkook let out a sharp, broken sound, backing away until his shoulders hit the wall. His breathing spiralled, shallow and fast, hands fisting into the blanket wrapped around him.
âNo,â he whispered. âPleaseâpleaseââ
You stepped between him and the door without thinking, heart hammering. âJungkook,â you said firmly. âLook at me.â
He shook his head.
âLook at me,â you repeated, louder this timeânot angry, just there. Present.
His eyes flicked up to yours.
âGood,â you said, keeping your voice low and steady. âYouâre here. Youâre not back there. Youâre with me.â
Another knock. Louder. More impatient.
A manâs voice filtered through the door, calm and infuriatingly reasonable. âWe know youâre inside. We donât want to make this unpleasant.â
Your hands curled into fists.
A pause.
Then a soft chuckle. âYou really donât understand what youâre holding, do you?â
Jungkook whimpered.
Something inside you snappedânot in a dramatic, fiery way, but with cold clarity.
You understood enough.
You glanced around the room, mind racing. The windows were sealed. The bathroom doorâreinforced. The emergency hatch you remembered the field team mentioning about in passing when they were complaining during dinners-Â
Your gaze snapped to the ceiling panel above the kitchen.
There.
âJungkook,â you whispered urgently. âCan you climb?â
He stared at you, terrified. âIâI think so.â
âOkay,â you said. âThatâs enough.â
The door handle rattled again, harder this time.
You moved fast, dragging a chair under the ceiling panel and climbing up, heart in your throat. You shoved the panel aside and peered into the dark crawlspace beyond.
Narrow. Dusty. Uninviting.
You turned back to Jungkook, holding out your hand. âTrust me.â
He hesitated for only a second before taking it.
His grip was tightâdesperateâbut solid.
You helped him up, guiding him carefully into the crawlspace. He moved awkwardly, unused to this body, but adrenaline carried him forward.
As you climbed in after him, the sound of something splintering echoed behind you.
âI know,â you said, forcing calm into your tone. âKeep moving.â
The crawlspace sloped downward, leading toward what you guessed was another unitâor an exit. It was dark, the air stale, dust clogging your throat. You crawled on hands and knees, following the faint emergency lighting strips lining the path.
Behind you, a crash.
The door gave way.
Footsteps flooded the apartment.
Voicesâlow, irritated.
âTheyâre gone.â
âSearch the place.â
Jungkookâs breathing hitched.
You reached back blindly and squeezed his hand. âYouâre doing great,â you whispered. âJust a little further.â
The crawlspace opened into a narrow service corridorâunfinished concrete, exposed pipes, flickering lights. A red EXIT sign glowed at the far end like a promise.
You dropped down first, turning to help Jungkook.
The moment his feet hit the floor, he sagged against you, knees buckling.
âI canât,â he whispered. âIâm tired.â
You caught him, heart aching. âI know. Just lean on me.â
You wrapped his arm around your shoulders and half-dragged, half-supported him down the corridor. Every sound felt amplifiedâthe slap of your shoes, the ragged pull of his breath.
The exit door loomed closer.
Thenâ
A figure stepped into the corridor ahead.
You froze.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dressed in dark clothing that blended into the shadows.
A wolf hybrid.
Not the same one from the storeâbut close enough that your stomach dropped.
His eyes flicked to Jungkook instantly.
Recognition.
Possession.
âThere you are,â he said softly, like he was greeting a lost pet.
Jungkook went rigid, a low, terrified sound tearing from his throat. His grip tightened painfully around your shoulder.
âStay back,â you said, voice shaking but loud.
The wolf tilted his head. âYouâre making this harder than it needs to be. Heâs not meant to be out here.â
âHeâs not yours,â you shot back.
The wolf smiled thinly. âYou think this is about ownership?â He took a step forward. âThis is about control.â
Your heart raced. You glanced behind youâno way back. The voices from the apartment were getting closer.
Trapped.
Jungkookâs breathing spiralled. His body trembled violently, like he was about to shatter.
âNo,â he whispered. âNo, no, noââ
Heat flooded the air againâstronger this time, almost suffocating.
You felt it before you saw it: the way his body tensed, muscles locking, skin flushing.
âJungkook,â you said urgently. âStay with me.â
âI canât,â he gasped. âI canât stop it.â
The wolfâs eyes widened slightly, interest sparking. âAh,â he murmured. âSo thatâs new.â
Fear turned to fury in your chest.
âDonât look at him,â you snapped.
Too late.
Jungkook cried out, collapsing against you as the air warped around him. You held on, bracing as his body shiftedâbones stretching, fur rippling back into existence in a flash of white.
In seconds, he was back in rabbit formâsmaller, shaking violently, pressed against your chest like he was trying to disappear into you.
The wolf took another step forward.
Instinct took over.
You lunged.
Not at himâbut past him.
You bolted for the exit, clutching Jungkook tight, heart hammering in your ears. The wolf cursed, reaching outâ
But you slammed through the exit door and into the night.
Cold air hit you like a slap.
You didnât stop running.
You didnât look back.
You ran down the alley, lungs burning, legs screaming, adrenaline carrying you further than you thought possible. Jungkook clung to you, body trembling but alive.
Sirens wailed somewhere in the distance.
Lights flared behind you.
Shouting.
Thenânothing.
You ducked into a side street and collapsed behind a dumpster, chest heaving, vision swimming. You slid down against the cold concrete, curling around Jungkook protectively.
He shifted weakly, pressing his head into your chest.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered. âI gave myself away.â
âNo,â you said fiercely, tears burning your eyes. âYou saved us.â
He looked up at you, eyes glossy. âI was scared.â
âI know,â you murmured, stroking between his ears with trembling fingers. âAnd you still kept going.â
You stayed there for a long moment, catching your breath, the cityâs noise slowly bleeding back in around you.
Your phone buzzed weakly in your pocket.
One bar.
A call from Dr. Min.
You answered with shaking hands. âWe got out.â
A sharp exhale on the other end. âListen to me carefully. That breach confirms many things that we donât have the time to discuss.â
You swallowed. âWhat do we do now?â
A pause.
Then, âWe start treating this like a case.â
Your stomach clenched.
âYou understand the procedures behind the table but right now, your actions cannot mimic that.â
You looked down at Jungkook, small and fragile in your arms, eyes watching you with quiet trust.
You tightened your hold.
âOkay,â you said softly, eyes determined. âHelp me and tell me what comes next.â
Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut
Taglist: @lovejkmilitarywife @forevermoon1306
WC: 2131
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The courthouse smelled of polished wood, wax, and the faint tang of too many bodies pressed into too little air. Sunlight sliced through tall windows in sharp, deliberate lines, and for a moment, the space felt like a cage painted in gold. You walked beside Namjoon, shoulders stiff, hands buried in the pockets of your coat. Every step echoed off the high ceiling, a hollow reminder that this room had heard a thousand pleas, seen a thousand anxieties, and would see a thousand more.
âReady?â Namjoon asked, voice low, almost swallowed by the vastness. He adjusted his tieâa gesture meant for composure but one that betrayed the tension coiled beneath the surface. His thumb brushed yours briefly, a silent promise that you were not alone.
âI donât think anyone is ever ready for this,â you whispered.
âThen weâll get through it anyway,â he said, the certainty in his voice a fragile anchor in the storm of your nerves.
Inside, the courtroom was already half full. Journalists clustered in small groups, pens poised over notepads, cameras discreetly angled. Their faces were masks of polite curiosity, but you felt the weight of scrutiny pressing into your chest. Horizon Developmentâs team lounged with the calculated ease of predators who had been here before, eyes cold and unreadable. Seo Minjae, their lead counsel, radiated control. Every movement was measured; every glance a subtle test.
The judge, tall and imposing, sat high in the center, hair pulled back in a tight bun, eyes like dark glassâreflective, but impossible to read. The gavel was a distant echo, already shaping the rhythm of the day before the first word was even spoken.
The first hour passed in procedural motions, objections, and clarifications. You and Namjoon remained silent observers, whispering the occasional reminder to each other, your fingers brushing against folders bulging with documentation. Every so often, you caught Minjaeâs gaze, precise and cold, calculating. He wasnât just a lawyerâhe was a predator circling, waiting for the slightest weakness.
Finally, the judgeâs gaze settled on you. âMs. Y/N,â they said, voice neutral, âyou may proceed.â
The room shrank around you. Every set of eyes focused on the slight tremor in your hands, the uneven breath, the folders clutched like shields. Yet, beneath the fear, a thread of resolve wove itself tighter.
âThe bookstore is not just a business,â you began, voice low but deliberate. âIt is a home. A sanctuary. And it is the livelihood of one family. It was where my father started this business to make me live through the tough times and I am glad to have been able to smile because of it. My life, my well-being, and my emotional stability are tied to it. â
Namjoonâs presence beside you was steady, grounding. You could feel the heat of him through the small distance between you, a tether to reality when your words threatened to shake under pressure.
âYou may call it a business,â you continued, âbut it is also a space that sustains lives, builds community, and preserves culture. The repeated inspections, notices, and implied threats by Horizon Development are not routineâthey are harassment.â
Minjae raised an eyebrow, sleek and sharp. âObjection. Emotional claims are speculative and irrelevant to the matter of regulatory compliance.â
You inhaled, carefully shaping your next words. âThis is not speculation,â you said. âThis is harassment weaponized under the guise of compliance. Notices at dawn, lawyers following proprietors, surveillance of routine operationsâthese are not normal inspections. They are intimidation, coercion, and an abuse of power.â
The judge tapped a pen against the desk, considering. Minjaeâs lips pressed into a thin line, but the motion did not falter your resolve.
Namjoonâs voice joined yours, calm but cutting. âWe have documentation. Photos, emails, timelines. All inspections have been normal, completed, and addressed. The escalation is deliberate. It is calculated.â
You added, voice sharper now, resonant with months of suppressed anxiety: âThis is not a matter of broken compliance. It is a pattern of coercion designed to force the sale of a family-owned business. Emotional wellbeing and legal compliance are not mutually exclusive.â
The room was silent. The judgeâs pen paused mid-note. Even the air seemed to hold its breath.
Seo Minjae rose, deliberate, controlled, lethal in his calm. âYour Honor, the plaintiffs have constructed an emotional narrative to obscure clear neglect of proper regulatory standards. All inspections were routine. Allegations of harassment are emotionalized exaggeration.â
Namjoonâs hand brushed yours briefly, grounding. âThis is not emotionalization,â he said. âEvery documented interaction, every notice, and every escalation shows a deliberate pattern intended to intimidate and coerce. Ms. Y/Nâs life has been disruptedâemotionally, financially, personally. This is harassment. Not speculation.â
Minjaeâs eyes flicked at the judge, searching for a lifeline in the cold steel of precedent. You pressed forward. âRoutine inspections do not include posting notices at dawn. Routine inspections do not include cameras watching, messages harassing proprietors, and lawyers attempting to force a private sale. This is harassment, plain and simple.â
Namjoonâs voice carried over yours, calm but firm, steadying the room. âWe are not here for theatrics. The bookstore has complied with every legitimate regulation. The escalation is nothing more than an attempt to force compliance under duress. Emotional wellbeing, safety, and legality are intertwined. Ignoring one invalidates the other.â
The hours passed, sharply yet in a blur of evidence, testimonies, and arguments. Your hands ached from gripping pens. Your shoulders burned from holding tension. Yet, every time you faltered, Namjoon was thereâsteadfast, steady, unyielding. You leaned on each other without speaking. Every glance, every small squeeze of the hand reinforced that you were not alone.
Finally, the judge rose. Silence swallowed the courtroom whole.
âWe will issue a preliminary ruling,â the judge said, voice calm but carrying authority. âUntil further notice, Horizon Development is prohibited from conducting inspections or actions that may be interpreted as harassment. Full hearings will continue, but this temporary measure protects the proprietors.â
Relief crashed through you, a tidal wave of exhaustion and disbelief. Tears burned behind your eyelids, unchecked but silent. Namjoonâs hand tightened around yours, grounding, reassuring, and anchoring. For the first time in weeks, the bookstore felt untouchable.
Namjoonâs voice was low, almost a whisper against the wind: âWe held.â
You let yourself lean into him, foreheads touching. âWe did,â you said softly, the words finally carrying the weight of truth.
For a moment, the world paused, and in that pause, you realized that the fight wasnât just about the bookstore, or the harassment, or the law. It was about claiming space for yourselves. About standing, together, against the weight of expectation, fear, and doubt.
In that golden light, with the echoes of the courthouse fading behind you, you and Namjoon finally allowed yourselves to breathe, to feel, and to exist, unguarded and untethered by the invisible chains of what-ifs and should-haves.
The morning sunlight spilled through the bookstore windows, soft and forgiving, painting golden patterns across the polished wood floors. Dust motes floated lazily in the light, like tiny sparks of quiet magic. You leaned against the counter, still wrapped in a thick knit sweater, watching the door chime as the first few customers of the day wandered in. Their voices were low, respectful, reverent even, like they sensed the space had survived something profound and now held a fragility worth honoring.
It had been three weeks since the preliminary ruling. Three weeks since the courtroom, the tension, the endless nights of worry and sleepless anticipation. And yet, walking into the store now, every shelf lined neatly, every spine straight and polished, it felt like reclaiming a piece of herself. A piece that had almost been lost.
Namjoon entered behind you, hands in his pockets, eyes scanning the room with a careful pride that made your heart ache. He moved quietly, as though afraid to disturb the stillness, yet his presence filled the space entirely.
âMorning,â he said, voice low but steady.
âMorning,â you replied, eyes flicking to him, tracing the line of his jaw, the way his tie was slightly loosened, shoulders relaxed but broad. He had slept. He had rested. You noticed these things now, after months of hyperawareness and worry.
He moved closer, tilting his head slightly. âIt smells⊠like victory,â he said with a small smirk.
You laughed, the sound catching slightly, unpracticed after weeks of tension. âOr like old paper and too much coffee,â you teased, gesturing to the steaming mug on the counter.
âOld paper and too much coffee,â he repeated with mock solemnity, and she realized he meant it as a kind of affirmation. A reminder that life, even with its weight, carried small comforts worth noticing.
The both of you moved together through the bookstore, checking corners, adjusting displays. Your hands lingered over familiar spines, fingertips brushing over titles that had been constants through the months of chaos, your sanctuary unchanged despite everything.
âYou know,â Namjoon said softly, âyou could have sold this place. You had the chance.â
You shook your head. âAnd give up everything I love? Everything that matters? No. Not a chance.â
His hand found yours, fingers intertwining naturally. âIâm glad,â he said simply, eyes catching yours with an intensity that held no pretense, no calculation. âIâm glad you didnât. Iâm glad this⊠all of this⊠stayed yours.â
You could reclaim what had almost been lost and he was no more than happy to be a part of it.
Later that day, you stood near the window, watching the street beyond. The air smelled of rain and concrete, of spring just beginning to edge into the city. Namjoon leaned against the counter behind her, arms crossed, observing quietly.
âTheyâll try again,â You said finally, almost to herself. âHorizon Development wonât give up just because of one preliminary ruling.â
âThey might,â he replied, voice calm but firm. âBut weâll be ready. Weâre not the same as we were before. Youâre not alone in this anymore.â
You smiled faintly, a mixture of relief and gratitude. âI know. And I donât think I ever want to be.â
Namjoon stepped closer, tilting her chin up gently. âI meant it before, and I mean it now,â he said, voice soft, almost a whisper. âYou donât owe me your protection, your silence, or your isolation. You donât owe me anything. But⊠I want to be here. Always. If youâll let me.â
Your eyes glimmered, tears threatening but held back, shimmering in the golden light. âYou donât know how much that means,â she admitted quietly.
âYou donât have to say it,â he replied. âYou just have to let me be here.â
And she did.
Weeks passed, and the bookstore flourished. Customers returned, drawn by the quiet charm and the unshakable warmth of the place. You worked behind the counter, movements confident and sure. Namjoon often stayed, sometimes quietly observing, sometimes helping restock or reorganize, but always there, always steady.
One afternoon, as sunlight spilled across the floorboards and the shop filled with the low hum of conversation and the smell of coffee, you paused at the doorway.
âNamjoon,â you called softly. He turned from the shelf he had been adjusting, a book in hand, eyebrows raised. âWalk with me,â you said.
Together, they stepped outside, the city alive but forgiving, as if aware that a battle had been fought and survived. The air was crisp, carrying the faint scent of rain-soaked streets and blossoming flowers. They walked in silence, not because words were unnecessary, but because the quiet spoke louder than any conversation could.
At the edge of the street, the bookstore glowed warmly behind them, its light spilling onto the pavement. You paused, hands brushing against Namjoonâs.
âItâs ours,â you said softly. âAll of it. Every corner, every book, and every moment that happens here. Itâs ours to protect, ours to keep.â
He nodded, squeezing your hand gently. âAnd we will. Together.â
A car passed, splashing a faint mist from a puddle, and the light from the windows flickered against their faces. You looked up at him, the weight of the past months finally settling into a quiet calm.
âI think⊠I think Iâm ready,â you whispered.
âFor what?â he asked, his head tilting.Â
âFor everything,â you said, voice steady now, a smile curving her lips. âFor life. For this. For⊠us.â
He smiled back, the kind of smile that held laughter, relief, love, and unwavering certainty. âThen we start here,â he said, eyes tracing the warm glow of the bookstore behind them, âand carry it everywhere else.â
The world stretched before them, uncertain, alive, and unbroken. But for the first time in a long time, you and Namjoon felt unafraid to face itâtogether.
And behind them, the bookstore was a quiet reminder that some things were worth fighting for, worth protecting, and worth loving.
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Every sound felt louder than it should have been â the hum of the refrigerator, the distant rush of traffic, the occasional creak of the building settling. You lay awake on your bed with the lights off, phone clutched loosely in your hand, eyes fixed on the faint glow slipping in through the curtains.
Jungkook hadnât left your side.
Heâd followed you into the bedroom without hesitation this time, hopping up onto the mattress with a soft thump and burrowing straight into the crook of your arm like it was instinct rather than choice. His body stayed tense for a long time, breath shallow, ears flicking at every noise.
You didnât move.
Didnât dare.
You let your breathing slow deliberately, hoping he would mirror it.
Eventually, his tremors eased. His breathing deepened. His ears relaxed against your arm.
But you stayed awake.
Because every time you closed your eyes, you saw the message again.
You shouldnât have taken him.
Your phone buzzed at 6:17 a.m.
You flinched so hard Jungkook startled, scrambling upright with a distressed squeak. He spun in a tight circle, claws scraping lightly against your bedsheet, eyes wide and panicked.
âItâs okay,â you whispered immediately, pushing yourself upright and scooping him close. âItâs just my alarm. Iâm sorry. I forgot to turn it off.â
You reached for the phone and silenced it, heart pounding.
Jungkook stayed rigid in your arms for a few seconds longer before slowly relaxing, his head pressing against your collarbone. You stroked between his ears until his breathing steadied.
âIâm not going to work today,â you murmured, more to yourself than him. âOr tomorrow.â
You didnât have the luxury of explaining things to your manager yet. Youâd already used up one excuse â âfamily emergency.â You doubted theyâd be sympathetic if you tried to explain that the emergency was a rabbit hybrid with an illegal tracker and someone trying to reclaim him. You knew that the moment the Association has his papers, they would have to remove you from the case.Â
Conflict of interest.Â
So you placed in an email, explaining to your bosses about your situation and how it links to the case you have been briefly working on that has now become a case so large it took over your life âŠpersonally.Â
You swung your legs off the bed and stood slowly, Jungkook tucked securely against you.
Morning light filtered into the apartment, soft and pale. Everything looked normal. Too normal.
You locked the bedroom door behind you and moved through the apartment, checking windows, checking the front door, checking the hallway peephole before allowing yourself to breathe.
Nothing.
No figures lingering. No unfamiliar vehicles visible from your window.
Still, your shoulders refused to relax.
Jungkook stayed pressed to you as you moved, following your every step when you set him down, hopping at your heels like a small, white shadow.
You prepared breakfast quietly â both for him and for yourself. You set his food near the couch, exactly where he liked it now. He sniffed it cautiously, then ate, never once taking his eyes off you.
You sat at the table with a cup of coffee that went cold untouched.
Your phone buzzed again.
This time it was a message from an unknown number â a different one.
Unknown:You donât understand what youâre involved in.
Your stomach dropped.
You stared at the screen, heart racing.
Unknown:He isnât a pet. Heâs property.
Your hands shook as you typed.
Y/N:Stop contacting me.
The response came almost instantly.
Unknown:You canât protect him.
Jungkook startled as your grip tightened on the phone.
âNo,â you whispered aloud, voice shaking. âYou donât get to decide that.â
You blocked the number.
Your phone felt heavier in your hand than it should have.
A sharp knock echoed through your apartment.
You froze.
Jungkook bolted â diving under the couch in a flash of white fur, heartbeats loud in your ears.
The knock came again.
Firm.
Controlled.
Not a neighbourâs casual tap.
Your pulse thundered as you approached the door, movements slow and silent. You checked the peephole.
Two men stood outside.
One was tall, broad-shouldered, wearing a neutral jacket and dark trousers. The other stood slightly behind him, thinner, holding a tablet. Neither wore uniforms.
But you recognised the posture.
Purposeful. Expectant.
People who believed they had a right to be there.
You didnât open the door.
Another knock. Louder this time.
âMs L/N,â a voice called. Polite. Calm. âWe just want to talk.â
Your heart hammered so loudly you were sure they could hear it.
âIâm busy,â you called back, surprised your voice didnât break.
âWe know you adopted a rabbit hybrid last week,â the man continued smoothly. âThereâs been a clerical error. Weâre here to resolve it.â
Behind you, the couch shifted slightly.
Jungkook was listening.
âThereâs no error,â you said, gripping the door handle. âI have the paperwork.â
âWeâre not disputing the adoption,â the second man said. âJust⊠the circumstances.â
Your stomach churned.
âIâm calling the police,â you said.
A pause.
Then a faint smile crept into the first manâs voice. âThat wonât help you.â
Your breath caught.
âYou see,â he continued, âthis isnât a criminal matter. Itâs contractual.â
Your nails dug into your palm.
âYouâre trespassing,â you said. âLeave.â
Silence stretched.
Then the man sighed. âWe hoped to do this politely.â
Your phone buzzed again in your pocket.
Unknown:Theyâre at your door.
Your blood ran cold.
The knock turned into something else.
A test.
Not force â not yet â but pressure.
The handle rattled once.
Jungkook made a sharp, frightened sound under the couch.
That was it.
Something in you snapped â not loudly, not dramatically, but decisively.
You stepped back from the door and grabbed your phone, hands flying over the screen.
You dialled Dr. Min.
She answered on the second ring. âMs L/N?â
âTheyâre here,â you whispered. âAt my apartment.â
âAre they inside?â she asked sharply.
âNo. Not yet.â
âListen carefully,â Dr. Min said. âDo not open the door. Do not engage further. Iâm calling this in.â
âTo who?â you asked, panic rising.
âPeople who donât ask politely,â she replied. âStay where you are.â
The men outside spoke again, voices lower now, edged with irritation.
âMs L/N,â the first man said. âYouâre making this harder than it needs to be.â
You backed away from the door slowly.
Jungkook burst out from under the couch and sprinted toward you, launching himself into your arms with surprising force. He clung to you, shaking violently.
âIâve got you,â you whispered fiercely, holding him tight. âI wonât open it.â
A thud hit the door â not a kick, but a heavy palm.
A warning.
Your phone buzzed again.
Dr. Min.
âHelp is on the way,â she said. âThey wonât be able to stay long.â
The men outside muttered something you couldnât hear clearly.
Then footsteps retreated.
You waited.
Thirty seconds.
A minute.
Two.
Finally, you dared to look through the peephole again.
The hallway was empty.
Your knees buckled as the adrenaline drained from your body. You slid down against the door, Jungkook still clutched to your chest.
You were shaking now. Uncontrollably.
âThey were here,â you whispered, voice breaking. âThey really came.â
Jungkook pressed his face into your neck, breathing fast, ears flat.
âI wonât let them take you,â you said again, even though fear gnawed at your ribs. âI donât care how ordinary I am.â
Your phone buzzed one last time.
A message from Dr. Min.
Dr. Min:They tried intimidation. That means theyâre nervous. It also means this wonât stop.
You closed your eyes.
Ordinary people didnât win wars.
But they survived them.
And as Jungkook clung to you like you were the only solid thing left in the world, you realised something terrifying and strangely empowering:
They had underestimated you.
They thought youâd panic.
They thought youâd give up.
They thought youâd hand him over to make your life easy again.
They were wrong.
You lifted Jungkook gently and carried him back to the bedroom, locking the door behind you.
âWeâre leaving,â you whispered. âNot forever. Just until itâs safe.â
Jungkook looked up at you, eyes wide but trusting.
You grabbed a bag, essentials only, heart still racing.
Outside, the city went on like nothing had happened.
Inside, your quiet life had shattered.
And there was no pretending anymore.
Because now they knew where you lived.
And you knew â without a doubt â
You were willing to lose everything to keep him free.
You left not because you were brave enough to face the dayâbut because staying felt like waiting to be cornered again.
You packed quietly, hands moving on autopilot as Jungkook watched from the bed, ears twitching with every zipper sound. You didnât take much. A change of clothes. Chargers. Important documents. His blankets. His food. Your laptop, because even now some part of you clung to the idea that life could continue in fragments.
When you slung the bag over your shoulder, your apartment looked⊠wrong. Too still. Too normal for what had happened inside it only an hour earlier.
You knelt in front of Jungkook. âWeâre going to stay somewhere else for a bit,â you said softly. âItâs not forever.â
He stared at you, eyes wide, then hopped forward and pressed himself against your knee.
That was answer enough.
Dr. Min had sent you an address and a code, along with a single line that made your chest tighten:
This place doesnât exist on public records.
You didnât ask questions.
The drive was tense but uneventful. You took side streets, changed routes twice, and checked your mirrors obsessively. Jungkook stayed tucked between your legs, silent but alert, ears flicking at every unfamiliar sound.
When you finally pulled into the underground parking of a small, nondescript building, your shoulders sagged with relief.
The safehouse was small. Older. Plain. It looked like someoneâs auntâs spare apartmentâfaded couch, neutral curtains, a faint scent of detergent lingering in the air.
But it was quiet.
Shielded.
Safe.
You locked the door behind you and leaned against it, exhaling a breath you felt like youâd been holding for days.
Jungkook hopped down and explored cautiously, nose twitching, paws silent on the floor. He circled the living room, tested the couch, sniffed the corners, then returned to you like he was reporting back.
âItâs okay,â you murmured. âYou can claim it.â
He thumped his foot onceâdecisiveâand hopped onto the couch, immediately dragging his blanket into a tight nest.
You laughed softly despite yourself. âYouâre consistent, Iâll give you that.â
The first day passed in a strange limbo.
You didnât go outside. You didnât turn on the TV. You barely checked your phone except to confirm that your work email had accepted your leave request without protest. No new messages from unknown numbers came through, but the absence felt ominous rather than comforting.
Jungkook stayed close. Too close.
Every time you moved, he followed. Every time you sat, he pressed against you. If you disappeared into the bathroom, he waited outside the door, ears pinned back until you emerged again.
You tried not to read too much into itâbut youâd read enough articles to know trauma didnât need language to communicate itself.
That night, something changed.
You were lying on the couch, lights dimmed, the city muffled beyond thick windows. Jungkook was curled against your side, half-dozing, when a sharp sound echoed somewhere far outsideâa siren, distant but sudden.
He reacted instantly.
A violent jolt tore through his body.
Before you could react, Jungkook let out a sound you had never heard beforeânot a squeak, not a thump, but a broken, strangled noise that sounded too human to belong to a rabbit.
Thenâ
Heat.
Not literal, but a sensation, like the air around him warped and folded inward. Your breath hitched as his small body tensed, fur rippling unnaturally beneath your hand.
âJungkook?â you whispered, panic rising.
His breathing grew ragged. Too deep. Too fast.
And then the weight against you shifted.
You scrambled backward, heart pounding, staring in disbelief as the space beside you seemed to expand. Where a small rabbit hybrid had been moments ago was nowâ
A man.
Barely clothed, tangled in blankets, dark hair plastered to his forehead with sweat. His limbs were long and awkward, knees drawn to his chest, fingers clenched tightly into the fabric like he was drowning.
You froze.
Your brain refused to catch up.
âOh my god,â you breathed. âJungkook?â
His eyes snapped open.
They were still the sameâwide, dark, terrified.
He looked at you like he expected you to scream.
You didnât.
You grabbed the nearest blanket and draped it over him without thinking, voice shaking but steady. âHey. Itâs okay. Iâm here.â
His chest heaved. He shook violently, fingers gripping the blanket like it was the only thing keeping him anchored to reality.
âIâIââ His voice cracked on the first sound, rough and unused. He swallowed hard, eyes squeezing shut. âPleaseâdonâtââ
Your heart broke clean in half.
You knelt in front of him, keeping your movements slow. âIâm not going anywhere,â you said gently. âYouâre safe. I promise.â
He didnât respond with words.
Instead, he collapsed forward.
Into you.
His forehead pressed against your shoulder, breath hot and uneven, hands clutching your shirt like he was afraid you might disappear if he loosened his grip.
You wrapped your arms around him instinctively, careful, grounding. âIâve got you,â you murmured. âIâve got you.â
Minutes passed like thatâhim shaking, you holding, the world reduced to the sound of breathing and the steady rhythm of your heart.
Eventually, his trembling eased.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes glossy with unshed tears. âI didnât mean to,â he whispered. âI didnât mean to change.â
âThatâs okay,â you said immediately. âYou didnât do anything wrong.â
He looked down at himself, shoulders curling inward. âTheyââ His voice broke again. âThey said I wasnât allowed.â
Anger flared sharp and sudden in your chest.
âThey were wrong,â you said firmly. âAbout a lot of things.â
He hesitated, then asked in a voice barely louder than air, âAre you⊠mad?â
The question hit you harder than any threat had.
âNo,â you said, without hesitation. âIâm not mad. Iâm glad youâre here.â
His lips trembled.
You guided him gently back onto the couch, tucking the blankets around him until only his face and hands were visible. He curled into himself, smaller somehow in this form, vulnerability written into every line of his body.
âI donât know how to⊠be like this,â he admitted quietly.
âYou donât have to,â you replied. âNot unless you want to.â
He nodded faintly.
Silence settled again, heavier but not hostile.
After a moment, he spoke again. âThey said⊠if I changed without permission, Iâd be punished.â
Your jaw tightened. âNo one has permission over you.â
He stared at you, searching.
âAnd if they come back?â he asked.
You met his gaze, steady despite the fear coiled in your chest. âThen theyâll have to get through me first.â
Something in his expression softened.
He leaned back against the couch, exhaustion dragging him down. âYouâre⊠not like them.â
You let out a small, humourless laugh. âI hope not.â
His eyes fluttered closed.
You stayed there, watching him sleep, every sense alert.
You didnât know what tomorrow would bring. You didnât know how to protect him properly, or how deep this all went.
But one thing was painfully clear now:
Jungkook wasnât just a frightened hybrid anymore.
He was a witness.
A survivor.
And nowâsomeone who trusted you enough to show you who he really was.
Inside the safehouse, a line had been crossed⊠And there was no turning back.
Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut
Taglist: @lovejkmilitarywife @forevermoon1306
WC: 3117
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Rain came without warning.
One moment the street outside was merely overcast, the next it was streaked silver, water hammering the pavement hard enough to send pedestrians scrambling for cover. The bell over the bookstore door chimed twice in quick succession as the last customer rushed out, apologetic and flustered.
You locked the door behind them.
The sound of the bolt sliding home echoed louder than it should have.
Namjoon stood by the philosophy shelf, jacket still on, watching you with an expression that hovered somewhere between concern and restraint. He hadnât moved since Mr. Han went upstairs. Hadnât said anything either.
The silence pressed in.
âI didnât plan that,â you said finally, fingers still resting on the lock.
âI know,â he replied.
âYou can still leave.â
He shook his head once. âI wonât.â
Not canât. Wonât.
That choiceâso simply statedâsent a shiver through you.
âOkay,â you said softly.
You moved back toward the counter, suddenly unsure what came next. The adrenaline that had carried you through the confrontation ebbed, leaving behind a raw, unsteady awareness of everything youâd just invited in.
Namjoon set the folder down on the table, unopened now, its purpose fulfilled for the moment.
âDo you want to talk about the notice,â he asked, âor about what just happened?â
You huffed a quiet, humorless laugh. âAre those not the same thing?â
He smiled faintly, but it didnât quite reach his eyes. âFair.â
You leaned against the counter, arms crossedânot defensively, but to keep yourself together.
âIâm scared,â you admitted. âNot just of losing the shop. Of what happens if I donât.â
Namjoon nodded slowly. âControl feels safer than uncertainty.â
âYou say that like you donât live by calendars and clauses.â
His lips twitched. âI live by them because uncertainty makes me reckless.â
That surprised you.
You tilted your head. âReckless how?â
He didnât answer right away. His gaze drifted to the rain-streaked window, the way the world beyond blurred and bent.
âBy wanting things I canât guarantee,â he said finally.
Your chest tightened.
The thunder rolled low and distant, like a warning shot.
Upstairs, Mr. Han sat at the small kitchen table, tea gone cold in his cup.
He hadnât meant to eavesdrop.
But the building was old, and the voices downstairsâlow, carefulâcarried more than they realised.
I canât do this alone.Then Iâm here. Fully.
Mr. Han closed his eyes.
He trusted you. He always had. But trust did not mean blindness, and experience had taught him that crises attracted saviours the way open wounds attracted handsâsome helpful, some harmful.
He stood, steadying himself, and descended the stairs.
You and Namjoon sat opposite each other now, the small table between you suddenly feeling inadequate for the weight of the conversation.
âYou donât have to fix this,â you said. âIâm not asking you to.â
âI know,â he replied. âBut I can stand with you while you do.â
The words landed gentlyâand still managed to bruise.
âYou donât know what standing with me costs,â you said.
âI have a sense,â he said quietly.
âYour firmââ
âWill survive.â
âAnd you?â
He met your gaze without flinching. âThat depends.â
Your throat tightened. âThatâs not an answer.â
âItâs an honest one.â
Before you could respond, the stairs creaked.
Mr. Han appeared at the bottom, hands folded neatly in front of him, eyes sharp.
Namjoon stood immediately.
âYou donât need toââ you began.
âYes, he does,â Mr. Han said calmly.
The air shifted.
Mr. Han gestured toward the chair. âSit.â
Namjoon obeyed.
Mr. Han turned to you. âYou too.â
Reluctantly, you sat.
The three of you formed a tense triangle, the rain outside filling the silence left behind.
âYou are welcome here,â Mr. Han said to Namjoon, voice even. âBut welcome is not the same as permission.â
Namjoon nodded. âI understand.â
âDo you?â Mr. Han asked. âBecause understanding means recognising that help often comes with gravity. And gravity pulls.â
Namjoon didnât argue. âYes.â
Mr. Hanâs gaze sharpened. âThen tell me what you want.â
The question was a blade.
Namjoon inhaled slowly. âI want to make sure youâre not pressured into a decision that harms you.â
âThatâs what you want to do,â Mr. Han corrected. âNot what you want.â
You held your breath.
Namjoonâs jaw tightened. His hands clenched briefly, then relaxed.
âI want her to keep this place,â he said. âAnd herself.â
Mr. Han studied him for a long moment.
âAnd if those two come into conflict?â he asked.
The silence stretched.
Namjoon didnât look away. âThen I step back.â
Your heart lurched.
Mr. Han nodded once. âGood.â
He turned to you. âAnd you?â
You swallowed. âI want⊠space to choose. Without fear. Without owing anyone.â
Mr. Hanâs gaze softened. âThen that is what we protect.â
He stood. âI will be upstairs. If either of you forgets what this costs, I will remind you.â
The stairs creaked again as he left and the rain intensified.
You exhaled shakily. âHe terrifies people on purpose.â
Namjoon let out a breath heâd clearly been holding. âI respect him.â
You smiled faintly. âThatâs worse.â
The tension didnât fully dissipate, but it shiftedâless brittle now, more⊠intimate.
âStay,â you said before you could second-guess yourself. âJustâfor a bit.â
Namjoon nodded. âOkay.â
You made tea. The familiar ritual steadied your hands. When you returned, you noticed how soaked his hair had become, dark strands clinging to his forehead.
âYouâre dripping,â you said.
âI ran,â he admitted sheepishly.
âFor legal counsel?â
âFor you.â
The honesty hit harder than any declaration.
You handed him a towel without comment.
As he dried his hair, your fingers brushed accidentally. Electricity sparkedâsharp, undeniable.
You froze.
âSo this,â you said quietly. âThis is where it gets complicated.â
âYes,â he agreed.
You looked at him thenâreally looked. The man who could dismantle an argument in minutes. Who had chosen restraint over intrusion. Who now stood in your bookstore, heart clearly not behind armour anymore.
âIf this goes badly,â you said, âIâll pull away.â
He nodded. âI expect you to.â
âAnd you wonât chase.â
âI wonât.â
âAnd you wonât disappear either.â
His gaze held yours. âNo.â
The balance was precarious. Terrifying.
And real.
Thunder cracked overhead, closer now.
Without quite deciding to, you stepped closer. Not touching. Just⊠nearer.
Namjoonâs breath hitched.
âTell me if this crosses a line,â he said.
You shook your head. âTell me if you canât stop.â
His voice was barely above a whisper. âI can.â
The promise settled between youânot temptation, but trust.
You stayed there, suspended in the charged quiet, rain roaring outside, the world pressing in while something fragile and fierce took shape inside the bookstore.
Not love.
Not yet.
But the undeniable gravity of two people choosing to remainâeyes open, hands steadyâright at the edge.
The fallout didnât arrive like an explosion. It came like mountains of paperwork, stacked upon each other in a never-ending flip.Â
Namjoon noticed it first in the silence.
His inbox refreshed at 9:02 a.m. with none of the usual internal chatterâno junior associates flagging clauses, no calendar nudges for impromptu calls. At 9:11, the weekly litigation brief went out without his name attached. At 9:30, the glass walls of the conference room filled with partners who had not invited him.
By 9:47, he knew.
At 9:52, his phone rang.
âConference Room B,â the managing partner said. No greeting. No preamble.
Namjoon stood, smoothed his tie out of habit, and walked down the corridor as if nothing in his spine had begun to tighten.
Conference Room B smelled like lemon cleaner and judgment.
Six partners. Two associates. One compliance officer.
No empty seats.
âSit,â Ms. Kwon said.
He did.
âWeâve received a notice,â she continued, fingers steepled. âRegarding a potential conflict of interest.â
Namjoonâs pulse stayed steady. âFrom whom?â
âThatâs not relevant,â another partner cut in. âWhat is relevant is your involvement with a commercial property currently under municipal review.â
He didnât flinch. âIâm not retained counsel.â
âAnd yet,â Ms. Kwon said, sliding a document across the table, âyou provided legal interpretation on zoning pressure to the property owner.â
Namjoon glanced down. His own words, paraphrased. Accurate.
âI explained publicly available information,â he said. âNo filings. No representation.â
âIntent matters,â the compliance officer replied. âAnd perception matters more.â
Ms. Kwonâs gaze sharpened. âYou were warned about blurred lines, Namjoon.â
He thought of the bookstore. Of rain-streaked windows and a woman holding herself together through fear with quiet defiance.
âI was careful,â he said.
âThatâs debatable.â
Silence fell.
Then: âYouâre removed from active client work pending review.â
Not fired.
Worse.
Suspended in uncertainty.
âWhen does the review conclude?â he asked.
âWhen weâre satisfied,â Ms. Kwon replied.
He nodded once. âUnderstood.â
As he stood, she added quietly, âThis is not about punishment. Itâs about containment.â
Containment.
Namjoon scoffed softly as he left the room.
You found out that evening.
Not from him.
From the newspaper.
The headline was innocuous, buried beneath real news:
LOCAL REDEVELOPMENT FACES LEGAL SCRUTINY AS FIRMS CLASH OVER ADVISORY CONDUCT
Your breath left you in a rush.
You read the article twice, dread blooming with every sentence.
Unnamed sources. Speculation. A âsenior associate placed on internal review.â
Namjoon, you knew instantly.Â
Your hands shook as you locked the shop early.
He arrived ten minutes later, rainless this time, posture composedâbut something in his eyes had gone still.
âI didnât want you to find out like that,â he said quietly.
âYou didnât tell me at all,â you replied.
The accusation slipped out sharper than intended.
He didnât defend himself. âI wanted to make sure it was real first.â
âAnd now?â
âNow it is.â
You stared at him, guilt crashing in late and heavy. âThis is because of me.â
âNo,â he said firmly. âThis is because of me choosing not to pretend neutrality where none existed.â
âThatâs not better.â
âIt is to me.â
You laughed onceâbrittle, unsteady. âYouâre risking your career.â
âIâm risking discomfort,â he corrected. âCareers survive that.â
âAnd if it doesnât?â
He held your gaze. âThen Iâll live with that choice.â
The certainty frightened you more than fear ever could.
Before you could respond, the bell chimed.
You turned.
The man who stepped inside did not belong to the bookstore.
Too polished. Too confident. Shoes untouched by rain. He wore a tailored coat and a smile that didnât reach his eyes.
âGood evening,â he said smoothly. âI hope Iâm not interrupting.â
Namjoonâs shoulders squared instinctively.
âYouâre closed,â you said.
âAh. Then Iâll be brief.â He produced a card, placing it gently on the counter. âSeo Minjae. Horizon Developments.â
Your stomach dropped.
âIâve been meaning to introduce myself,â he continued. âMy firm has taken an interest in this block.â
Namjoon stepped forward slightly. Not aggressive. Protective.
Seo noticedâand smiled wider.
âI see youâre already receiving counsel,â he said lightly. âUnfortunate timing.â
You clenched your jaw. âIf youâre here to make an offerââ
âIâm here to make a conversation,â Seo replied. âOffers come later.â
Namjoon spoke then. âYou should leave.â
Seoâs gaze flicked to him. âAnd you are?â
âSomeone who understands pressure tactics.â
Seo chuckled. âThen you understand efficiency. The city wants modernisation. Safety upgrades. This building isâhow shall I sayâsentimental.â
Your hands curled into fists. âGet out.â
Seo raised both palms placatingly. âOf course. Iâll be in touch.â
He paused at the door. âEnjoy the calm while it lasts.â
The bell chimed.
Silence slammed down.
You sank into the nearest chair, breath shallow.
âTheyâre circling,â you whispered.
âYes,â Namjoon said. âAnd they know exactly when to strike.â
You looked up at him, eyes bright with unshed tears. âYou shouldnât be here.â
He shook his head, eyes steady and shoulders squared. âThis is exactly where I should be.âÂ
And Namjoon knew more than that, that he will always be by its side.Â
That night, the rain returned.
You sat on the floor of the bookstore, backs against the counter, tea long gone cold.
âI donât want to be the reason you lose everything,â you said quietly.
Namjoon stared at the ceiling. âYouâre not.â
âI am,â you insisted. âYou could have walked away.â
âI could have,â he agreed. âAnd I would have hated myself for it.â
The honesty left no room to hide.
âIâve spent my life choosing what was defensible,â he continued. âThis is the first time I chose what was true.â
You closed your eyes.
âI donât know how to do this without breaking,â you admitted.
âThen donât do it alone.â
You laughed softly. âYou keep saying that like itâs simple.â
âItâs not,â he said. âItâs just worth it.â
Silence stretchedâthick, intimate.
Slowly, carefully, he reached outânot touching, just resting his hand near yours.
âIf I stay,â he said, âit wonât be clean. Or easy.â
You looked at his hand. Then at his face.
âI donât want clean,â you said. âI want honest.â
His fingers brushed yoursâtentative, grounding.
âThen stay,â you whispered.
He did, and neither of you mentioned anything more than a commitment or maybe even consolidation of the relationship.Â
The notice was taped to the door at dawn.
You saw it before the sun fully rose, the pale orange light catching the red municipal seal like a bruise against the glass. For a moment, you stood very still on the sidewalk, keys forgotten in your hand, heart pounding hard enough to blur your vision.
NOTICE OF STRUCTURAL INSPECTION â MANDATORY ENTRY
Your breath fogged the glass.
They hadnât called.
They hadnât emailed.
They had come earlyâon purpose.
You peeled the paper down slowly, fingers numb.
Inside, the bookstore smelled the same as always: old paper, wood polish, quiet perseverance. The normalcy made the threat feel obscene.
Mr. Han came down moments later, already dressed.
âI saw the light on,â he said. Then he saw your face.
He took the notice from your hand and read it once.
Then again.
âTheyâre accelerating,â he said flatly.
You swallowed. âCan they do this?â
âYes,â he replied. âBut not like this.â
Your phone buzzed.
Namjoon.
You answered without thinking.
âThey posted it,â you said, voice shaking. âAn inspection. Today.â
There was a pauseâshort, controlled, dangerous.
âWhat time?â he asked.
âEight.â
âIâll be there in ten minutes.â
âYou shouldnâtââ
âI know,â he said. âIâm coming anyway.â
You knew better than to argue with him on this, not when you were close to breaking as well.
The Horizon company didnât send just one inspector.
They sent three - Hard hats pristine, clipboards crisp, and politeness sharpened to a weapon. Seo Minjae arrived last. He didnât pretend to be surprised when he saw Namjoon standing beside you behind the counter.
âWell,â Seo said pleasantly. âYouâre persistent.â
Namjoon didnât respond.
Mr. Han did. âYouâre trespassing without proper notice.â
Seo smiled. âWe complied with the minimum.â
âThatâs not compliance,â Mr. Han snapped. âThatâs provocation.â
Seo shrugged. âCities move fast now.â
The inspectors began opening doors. Taking photos. Measuring beams older than their careers.
Your chest tightened with every flash.
âThis isnât about safety,â you said.
Seo met your gaze. âEverything is about safety. Sometimes for people. Sometimes for investments.â
Namjoon leaned in slightly. âIf you find nothing, this becomes harassment.â
Seoâs smile sharpened. âOnly if someone has the standing to claim it.â
The words landed exactly where intended.
Namjoon went still.
You felt it beside youâthe moment he chose restraint over retaliation. It took effort⊠It always had.
They left two hours later with notes, âconcerns.â, and promises of follow-up.
Seo lingered at the door. âYou should consider selling,â he said quietly, just to you. âBefore this becomes⊠exhausting.â
You stared at him. âGet out.â
He inclined his head. âThink about it.â
The bell chimed and the door closed.
And thenâ
You shook.
Not visibly. Not dramatically.
Just enough that Namjoon noticed.
He didnât touch you.
Not yet, he knew. Not until you approached him. Yuna would utterly destroy him for not listening to her if he did.Â
That night, the bookstore stayed dark.
You sat upstairs instead, on the floor of the apartment, knees pulled to your chest. The walls felt thinner than they ever had.
âTheyâre going to bleed us dry,â you said hoarsely.
Namjoon sat across from you, back against the couch - Jacket discarded, tie loosened, and adorning the posture of someone who had run out of professional distance.
âTheyâre trying to,â he said. âBut pressure only works if you crack first.â
âI donât know how much longer I can hold,â you admitted.
He watched you for a long moment, then, âCome here.â
Not an order but an anchor outreached, testing your distance and acceptance.Â
You hesitatedâthen crawled the short distance between you and folded into his space, forehead pressing into his shoulder. The moment you did, the dam broke.
You criedâquietly, painfully, like you were ashamed of every tear.
Namjoon wrapped his arms around you, slow and careful, like you might splinter if he moved too fast.
âIâve never asked anyone to stay before,â you whispered. âNot when it mattered.â
His hand tightened slightly at your back. âI know.â
âAnd now everything I love is being used against me.â
He pressed his forehead to your hair. âThen we protect it. Together.â
Your fingers clenched into his shirt.
âThis is already costing you,â you said.
âYes.â
âYou could still walk away.â
He pulled back just enough to look at you. âAnd leave you alone in this? How could I?â
You searched his faceâlooking for doubt.
You didnât find it.
Something in you snapped, surrendering to the emotions that harbored deep within you for weeks now.
You leaned in first.
The kiss was not careful.
It was desperate. Uneven. Breaths colliding instead of syncing.
Namjoon froze for half a heartbeatâthen kissed you back like heâd been holding himself together by sheer will.
His hands cradled your face, thumbs brushing away tears as if memorising you mattered.
You pulled back just long enough to whisper, âTell me to stop.â
He didnât.
He said, voice wrecked, âI wonât.â
So you kissed him again.
Slower this time. Deeper. Less fear, more choice.
The world narrowed to warmth and breath and the steady reassurance of being held without conditions.
When you finally broke apart, foreheads pressed together, he laughed softlyâbreathless, disbelieving.
âThis is a terrible time,â he murmured.
You smiled weakly. âWeâve had worse timing.â
He kissed your temple. Then your brow. Then stoppedâforcing restraint back into place.
âWe donât hide from this,â he said quietly. âBut we donât let it be used against you either.â
You nodded. âOkay.â
Outside, rain began again.
Inside, for the first time in days, you felt steady and supported.
Downstairs, unseen, the notice curled slightly at the edgesâpaper warping under humidity.
The fight was far from over. But for now, you werenât standing alone in the doorway anymore.
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i know itâs been a little minute, i havenât been on tumblr super heavy recently because of some personal issues. so iâm just now making this post after debating on if i should for a few days. i saw that a now deleted account (btsaificrecs) reblogged one of my fics with ai hashtags. i initially thought iâd been blocked because i was trying to reach out to them, but i found out theyâve deleted their page.
they reposted my story the night always finds you, and took screenshots from that story and posted them as an example of ai writing. when i first saw the reblog i decided not to interact with the account or speak out, because i was literally accused of using ai by a another account who was also posted on the btsaificrecs account. that ordeal really made an impact on my confidence in my writing, but i pushed through the donât and continued doing what i love. especially after putting both of our works through an ai scanner (which i learned today is not good to do because they literally TRAIN ai đ€Ż) and proving that my work was not written by ai.
being accused of usuing ai to write a second time took an even bigger whack at my mental health because writing is such a therapeutic thing for me. i have so many stories in my notes and my google docs that will never see the light of day, but were written with so many emotions that i NEEDED to release. when i wrote let me follow, i was in the process of grieving the death of my nana. something that took me by surprise, because my autism affects and often inhibits my reaction to things. i cried so much while writing that story because i was thinking about the memories that i had of my nana. how she would no longer call me on my birthday and sing to me, or how i wouldnât see her posted up at family gatherings any more.
writing for me isnât about my âprocessâ like iâve seen so many people mention on this app. if you want a list of the youtube videos i watched talking about writing styles, or podcasts i listened to, iâll happily give them to you. i feel like if youâre a genuine writer, than anyone can utilize the same writing process and output different stories. writing for me is such an emotional release, another form of therapy, that using ai will never be able to provide me. i could never be inspired to continue writing by having the work done for me. my love for writing is tied to the emotions iâm able to pour into my stories. do i enjoy reading comments from you all, absolutely, because iâm a glutton for community despite having a crippling fear of being perceived.
however, that isnât why i write. i donât do it for likes, reblogs, or attention. iâm perfectly happy with 1 like, no reblogs, and three comments. i literally view every like and reblogs as a person in a room with me and anything over five truly gives me anxiety. i write because i love what itâs done for my mental health which has ultimately improved my overall health.
with all that being said, this is THE LAST TIME iâll be addressing this topic because it stresses me out so much to think that there are people out in the world thinking that iâve deceived them with my words. i wanted to share my fics in hopes that it would make people feel the emotions i feel when i wrote them. i wanted to see if anyone ever feels as intensely as i do about life, so overwhelmed with emotions and sensations that often leave you feeling like youâre insane. I DO NOT USE ARTIFICIAL INTELLIGENCE TO WRITE. i very often maladaptive daydream (i learned the word for it earlier this year đ ), i can see entires stories playing out in front of me when i listen to music. iâll look at a fork and suddenly have an idea for hoseok in a chef au where its rivals to love in a cooking schoolâŠfrom looking at a FORK đ. thatâs not to brag by any means, because i also suffer from insomnia due to not being able to turn off my brain. i struggle at work because i make stupid, unnecessary mistakes from not paying enough attention. iâve forgotten to pay. my. light. bill. on time because i was on a writing bender.
i initially didnât reach out to this account because iâm terrified of being doxxed and iâve seen how malicious people can be on the internet across multiple platforms. i didnât post anything on my page because i didnât want to give the blog any attention. i believe people are 100% entitled to their own opinion. right, wrong, or indifferent, itâs not my job to try and make them see past their own beliefs if they donât want to. then a few days ago is when i saw that theyâd also taken screenshots of my story and used them as examples and that helped solidify my decision to reach out. i had the whole message typed up in my notes only to discover they deleted the account. so now i feel almost obligated to make a statement, because i donât want the people who read my stories, and the writers that i admire, and am mutual with to look at those accusations and think they have any credibility.
if you choose to believe the accusations that is your right, all i ask is that you leave me alone. i donât want to turn off my anonymous asks, because thereâs so many people on this platform who feel more comfortable talking to content creators anonymously, and i donât want to rob them of that ability on my page. however, i also know that anonymity is seen as a shield by miserable people who love to stir up drama. if you choose to believe that i use ai to write my fics then please, please, PLEASE block me and scroll away. iâve discovered so many amazing bts and non-bts writerâs works that i love to read, and sooooo many amazing people who read and interact with my stories. but my mental health comes before any of that. iâve been very open on this page about my long term battles with anxiety, depression, and suicidal ideation and iâm very protective of myself. it took me a long time to believe that iâm deserving of my life and the space i take up in the world and i refuse to let any of that hard work go to waste over being falsely accused and harassed on the internet.
this post isnât a threat, a cry for help, or a play at garnering sympathy. iâm just tired feeling like i need to âdefend myselfâ against accusations i feel like are never gonna stop. believe what you want to believe, just donât involve me because all i want to do is write my stories in peace đ
ps. sorry if this seems a little rambly, i just really wanted to get all of my thoughts out
synopsis: Kim Taehyung was forbidden the moment your older brother, Namjoon, became friends with him. Falling for Taehyung was something you couldnât control. He was everything you wanted in a man and more. He met every standard of yours and exceeded them, but you could never bring yourself to confess to him, so you wrote your feelings down in nine letters and kept them in a shoebox. Though, Taehyung always went back to his first love, making you believe that there was no chance for you. You decided it was time to let him go. He could never be yours. That day, you wrote one last letter. Your goodbye letter.
pairing: brotherâs best friend!taehyung x fem!reader
genre / warnings: unrequited love, heavy angst, some fluff, slice of life, strong language, usage of alcohol, reader is a hopeless romantic and an art major!!, taehyung is oblivious as hell, jimin is your biggest supporter, jungkook and reader are so cute (they are bffs fr </3), jiminâs relationship with reader also makes me cry, flashbacks are in italics!
niniâs notes: my first one shot!! this may have a part two depending on how i feel and how well it does!! the letters aspect of this is somewhat inspired by tatbilb!! i really love this, i cried like six times writing this no joke, so i hope you enjoy it :â)!!
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You met Taehyung when you were fifteen. You remembered it as clear as day. You were in a bad mood having received a low score on your math exam. You could never understand the subject, it never made sense to you. You just wanted to go home and lock yourself in your room while you drown in your own self-pity. The big tub of vanilla ice cream that stood in your freezer had your name all over it.
âNamjoon! My ice cream better still be in the freezer! I swear I am not in the mood to deal with you right now, my day is going badly as is!â you shouted as you walked inside your house, shoving off your shoes clumsily. Your cheeks were tinted pink from the frosty weather. The cold weather made your bad mood worse.
Despite winter being your favorite season, today was way too cold and your mood wasn't the brightest. Your fingers reached up to grasp the fabric of your scarf, and you started pulling at it aggressively. An annoyed huff left your lips as you tried to untangle the mess.
âNamjoon!â you shouted again, eyes focused only on removing your scarf, and you didn't notice that there were other people beside your brother in the house. âDid you hear me? Iââ
Oh.
Six unfamiliar pairs of eyes stared at you in surprise.
âUh, Joon?â you squeaked out. Your fingers froze, still tangled with your scarf.
Your brother pinched his nose in exasperation before he flashed his friends an awkward grin, âSorry, guys. This is my little sister, Y/N. Don't mind her, she's a little crazy in the head sometimes.â
âYah!â you snapped. A deep chuckle broke through the chaos and your eyes were quick to glance over at the source.
You swore you had never seen such a beautiful man in your life before. He was the embodiment of your type. His beauty made you completely forget about the ridiculous math formulas and the low exam score you received.
You watched as he confidently stood up from the couch and extended his hand, âHi, I'm Taehyung.â
Hi, I think you're the love of my life. You thought to yourself as you gawked at him.
Your eyes trailed to his outstretched hand, as if it were a foreign thing to you. Namjoon could see Taehyungâs face slowly falling as he realized you weren't reaching out to return his gesture.
Namjoon coughed loudly, breaking you out of your trance. You hurriedly grasped Taehyungâs hand and your knees almost buckled. You've never thought a human hand could fit so perfectly with yours. Your heart thumped faster as a boxy smile appeared on Taehyungâs face.
âHi.â you breathed out. Taehyungâs smile grew wider and he squeezed your hand before letting it go.
Namjoon raised an eyebrow at your interaction but shrugged it off, âThis is Jin and Yoongi hyung, Hoseok, Jimin, and Jungkook too.â As he listed their names, your eyes trailed over to each boy who gave you a small bow of their head or a smile.
âHi. Nice to meet you guys.â you awkwardly stated. You nervously shifted in place before sticking your thumb toward the direction of your room. âI'm gonna goâI, yeah.â
You were quick to spin around and scamper away. Your ears picked up the familiar deep chuckle which caused your heart to skip a beat.
That night, you wrote a letter for the first time.
Dear Taehyung,
I think you're an angel who fell from heaven to thaw my frozen heart.
A few years passed, and your crush on Taehyung grew stronger. Out of the boys that Namjoon befriended, you were closest with the youngest three; Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung. That doesn't mean you weren't close with the others. You were just closer in age to the three.
No one knew of your crush except for Jimin. He immediately figured it out when he noticed your eyes seemed to always shine around Taehyungâs presence.
âYou like him.â Jimin muttered with wide eyes, his gaze flickering back and forth between you and Taehyung.
You tensed up and choked out a nervous laugh, âWhat nonsense are you going on about now?â
âOh, please.â Jimin rolled his eyes. âYou canât put up an act around me. I see right through you.â
âJimin.â you sighed.
Jimin softened, âY/N.â
âHe canât know.â Was all you said.
Jimin was quiet for a moment before he spoke, âCan you handle it? Bottling your feelings inside?â
You didnât answer. Jimin sighed and leaned down to place his head on your shoulder.
Jungkook, on the other hand, was dense and never picked up the small signs. He couldn't even tell if someone liked him or not. Taehyung was similar in that way but he knew enough to pick up the signs when a girl was crushing on him. Yet, when it came to you, he was completely oblivious.
âHey, are you going to the grad party tonight?â You glanced up from your laptop at the sound of a soft knock on your door. Your roommate, Sunni, had a hopeful look on her face. You weren't exactly a party person and preferred to stay in rather than go out. Sunni could see the distaste on your face already and was quick to blurt out, âTaehyung will be there.â
You gave her a wary stare, but Sunni didn't budge. She raised an eyebrow, âAnd so will Jimin and Jungkook, y'know our friends, your best friends? Look, it's Jimin and Taehyungâs senior year before they go out in the real world. Are you really going to skip out on their last hurrah?â
Your face fell at that. It was their last year. You and Jungkook were only in your second year so you still had some time before you would graduate.
âFine, but only because itâs for Jimin and Tae,â you grumbled, which caused Sunni to squeal.
âCome on! We need to find you an outfit!â Sunni was quick to walk to your closet and rummage through your rack of clothes.
âSeriously?â You whined. âI just organized my closet.â
âRelax.â Sunni scoffed, âYouâre acting as if I will make a complete mess. Iâm a clean freak, you know that, but thatâs beside the point. We need to find something sexy but cute.â
âIâm not trying to impress anyone, Sunni.â you snickered as you continued to type out your assignment for your English class.
âYou should! You're beautiful, sexy, and smart!â Sunni exclaimed with wide eyes. âAnyone would be lucky to date you!â
You laughed at her statement, âThanks, Sunni.â
âNow, put your assignment aside for the night.â Sunni grabbed a white lace halter top and a light blue jean skirt. A huge grin appeared on her face, âBecause tonight, we're gonna party.â
You sighed fondly, a grin plastered on your face as well.
You needed to let loose tonight.
By the time you and Sunni finished getting ready, the time for the party to start was approaching. The two of you took Sunniâs car and drove to the location of the party. From what Sunni told you on the way there, it was a seniorâs house that they recently bought with a couple of other people.
Sunni squealed as the two of you walked toward the entrance, âI'm so excited! You'll have a lot of fun, I promise!â
You merely laughed. You could only hope. Parties and you never mesh well together.
You felt your phone vibrate in your pocket and reached back to grab it. A smile appeared on your face seeing that it was a text from Jimin. You didn't tell anyone that you were going as you wanted it to be a surprise.
Jimin: you're here???
You: surprise!! where are you??
Jimin: fuck
You: ???
Jimin: stay by the front door, ill come get you
You: jimin you're scaring me
Jimin left you on read and didn't answer which caused you to furrow your eyebrows anxiously. Your heart was beating rapidly and you glanced up to try to find Jimin. You felt a little calmer when you saw a familiar blonde coming your way.
âJimin!â you shouted over the loud music, your eyes flickering around his face. âWhatâs wrong?â
Jimin gave you a pitying look, âIf I had known you were coming, I would've warned you.â
âWhat?â you muttered with knitted brows.
âLina is here. With Taehyung.â
Oh.
Lina was Taehyungâs first girlfriend. The two had an on-and-off relationship since their freshman year. They would get into arguments, break up, and then get back together in a couple of weeks. Jimin didn't like her nor did the rest of the guys. They all believed Taehyung deserved better and Lina knew the hold she had on him so she would always come back to him because he would too.
âThey're back together?â Was all you could bring yourself to say.
Jimin rolled his eyes and took a big sip of alcohol from his cup, âDon't get me started. It's complicated, according to Taehyung. He and I got into a small argument about it and he's ignoring me right now.â
âTae? Ignoring you?â You gaped at him. Jimin gave you a sad smile and shrugged.
âMaybe you can smack some sense into him, Y/N.â Jimin sighed and his eyes softened, âHe just, I don't know, he seems to only listen to you somehow.â
âDon't say that.â you mumbled as you rubbed your forehead.
Jimin shrugged, âItâs true, but anyways, no more of this nonsense. Let's go drink and celebrate me finally graduating.â he grabbed your hand and paused, âAnd find Jungkook. God knows where that kid is.â
You snorted.
As Jimin guided you through the huge crowd, you subconsciously searched for Taehyung. You believed what Jimin told you but you just wanted to see it for yourself.
Maybe this is your sign to finally move on from him.
You loved him since you were fifteen.
You couldn't do this to yourself anymore.
Just as you were about to step into the kitchen, your eyes met a familiar pair of warm brown eyes. Your breath hitched. Taehyungâs eyes slightly widened upon registering that you were actually there. You noticed he slightly tensed up which caused Lina, who was sitting on his lap, to lean toward him and whisper something.
You gave him a small smile and looked away before he could return it.
âFind me a strong drink, Jimin.â
Jimin glanced back and smirked, âYou don't have to tell me twice.â
You and Jimin ventured further into the kitchen and the two of you finally made it to the nearby table where all the drinks were. Coincidentally, you found Jungkook there.
âY/N!â Jungkook gasped. His eyes lit up in complete joy and he rushed to embrace you, âI thought you said you weren't coming?â
âYeah, but Sunni managed to convince me.â You smiled and paused, taking a glance around the area, âWhoâI don't know where she went.â
âI saw her with her little boyfriend, Jaemin.â Jimin took a sip from his cup. âI think she'll be fine.â
You sighed in relief. You knew she was in good hands at least.
âI could treat her better but whatever.â Jungkook rolled his eyes. He had a slight crush on Sunni but you knew Sunni wasn't really that interested and Jungkook knew that but he liked to joke around about it.
You snorted, âSure, pal.â
âThanks, best friend.â Jungkook sarcastically muttered. He turned around and grabbed an unopened can of beer. âOh! Here. I know you don't like super-strong alcohol.â
âThanks, Kook.â You gave him a genuine smile, âBut, uh, I think I'd be down to drink some of that strong alcohol today.â
Jungkookâs jaw lightly dropped, âWho are you and what have you done to my Y/N?â he paused and frowned, âWait, who's dying tonight? Who are we killing?â Jimin snorted and you snickered.
Your heart warmed. Jungkook was truly your best friend. âNo one, doofus. I just want to let loose tonight.â
Jungkook raised an eyebrow and glanced over at Jimin, who gave him a nod, âHmmm. . . If you say so.â he passed you his cup, âTake mine. I'll grab a new one.â
âNoâit's okay.â You shook your head but Jungkook didn't budge.
âTake the cup. I don't trust anyone here.â
âI agree.â Jimin clicked his tongue and pointed to the cup.
âYou guys are too much.â You chuckled but they knew you didn't mean it.
âYeah, love you too.â Jungkook grinned, âOkay, I'll be right back and weâll party.â
âAre we going to get Tae?â you asked and Jungkook immediately rolled his eyes.
âNot if he's with her. I'm passing on that.â
Jimin slapped a hand on Jungkookâs shoulders, âIt's nice having someone who understands.â
You sighed, âIf she makes him happy, we should be happy for him.â
âDude.â Jungkook deadpanned, âSheâs literally the devil reincarnated. Taehyung experiences more sorrow than joy.â
Jimin cackled loudly at that. You opened your mouth to say something but found no words.
âOkay, be right back!â Jungkook turned and went to get a new drink.
âHe needs to learn the hard way, Y/N.â Jimin told you once Jungkook was out of earshot.
You didn't answer, merely drowning some alcohol down.
You had a few drinks in you now and you knew you were most definitely buzzed. Your head pounded as you continued to dance with Jimin and Jungkook.
âWait, guys.â You huffed and stopped in your tracks to hold your head. âI think I'm going to get some water. My headâs killing me.â
The two stopped and gave you a concerned look.
âI'll go with you.â Jimin didn't hesitate to offer but you shook your head and smiled.
âNo, no. It's okay. I'll be back quickly.â
Jungkook raised an eyebrow, âYou sure?â
âYeah.â you nodded with a laugh. Jimin reluctantly let you go and you started to make your way through the crowd, muttering apologies as you passed by.
You finally reached the kitchen and grabbed a cold unopened water bottle from the cooler.
âHey, you're Y/N, right?â You looked up to see a somewhat familiar guy. He looked decently handsome and you recognized him as one of your classmates.
âOh, hey! Luke, right?â
Luke smiled, âYeah! I didn't know you were a party type of person. You don't seem like one.â
âAh.â you chuckled, âI know some of the seniors that this party is for and they're my best friends so I came out to celebrate with them.â
âThatâs nice.â Luke grinned before his posture shifted into a more nervous stance, âUh, this is really random and super out of the blue, but I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me? I think you're really cool.â
Oh wow. Your eyebrows shot up in surprise. Luke was handsome but he wasn't really your type. He was quite far from it.
âOh, I'm sorry.â You gave him a sympathetic smile, âI'm not really interested but you seem like a great guy.â
Almost immediately, Lukeâs entire energy changed. His eyes grew dark and a snarky look appeared on his face.
âWhatever. You're not all that anyway.â
âWhat did you just say?â The two of you turned your heads to see Taehyung glaring harshly at Luke.
âTae.â you were quick to say, standing up taller to hold him back from potentially throwing a punch.
âNo.â Taehyung shook his head and stepped closer to you, his hand reached out to place his palm on your lower back. You tensed up at the touch and glanced up at him with wide eyes.
Taehyungâs eyes darkened as his glare remained on Luke, âI suggest you walk away before I do something Iâll regret.â
Luke scoffed. âWhat? Is she your girl or something?â
âYeah.â Taehyung raised a stern brow, âSo listen to what I said and walk the fuck away.â You froze.
What?
Luke rolled his eyes and scoffed again, mumbling incoherent phrases under his breath as he walked away.
You continued to stare at Taehyung in shock.
Taehyung quickly glanced down at you and his eyes softened. His brows furrowed in concern, âYou okay? He didn't try anything right?â
âNo,â you reassured him. âYouâYou didn't have to do that y'know.â
âI'll always protect you,â Taehyung stated with knitted eyebrows, confused as to why you would say such a thing. âYou know that.â
âI know.â You closed your eyes for a brief moment, âI'm talking about me being your girl.â
Taehyung paused. His mouth opened and closed before a sigh left his lips, âIt worked, didn't it?â
You pursed your lips, âYeah, I guess.â
He noticed the water bottle in your hand and glanced back at your face, his eyes flickered around, âYou drank a lot tonight, didn't you?â It wasn't really a question, but rather a statement because he knew the answer.
He knew you.
He always did.
âWant me to take you home?â Taehyung asked softly.
âWhat?â you muttered in disbelief.
âI'm kinda sick of the party already and you look tired. I can take you back to your apartment.â Taehyung shrugged.
You glanced over to the crowd of moving bodies and spotted Jimin and Jungkook who were a part of some dance train. Taehyung followed your stare and exhaled sharply.
âGo.â he nodded his head toward their direction, âLet them know. I can go start the car.â You gave him a hesitant look and he gave you a small smile, âI didn't drink tonight if that's what you're worried about. I wasn't in the mood.â
âOkay.â you sighed and Taehyung grinned. He tapped the tip of your nose before he left. Your heart raced. This was not good for you. So much for trying to move on.
You started to make your way back to Jimin and Jungkook. The two noticed you immediately and cheered.
âHey!â Jungkook shouted, âWhat took so long?â
âSome guy hit on me.â you answered before trailing off, âAnd Taehyung rescued me.â Jimin and Jungkook shared a look.
âHe's taking you home now, isn't he?â Jimin questioned and you only gave him a timid smile in response. Jimin sighed and pulled you into his arms, âLet me know when you're home then okay?â
Jungkook pouted and pulled you into a hug after Jimin released you, âMe too. If Taehyung does something, I don't care how long I've known him, I will fight him if something happens to you.â
You laughed. You did not doubt that Jungkook would actually do it.
âI will.â you smiled, âBye.â The two shared their goodbyes, and you went to find Sunni to let her know you would be leaving too. You spotted her in one of the corners chatting with some people.
âY/N!â Sunni squealed. She turned to her group, âGuys this is my cutie roommate, Y/N.â You gave her friends a small wave and smiled.
âI just wanted to let you know I'm leaving now,â you informed her, and she gave you a concerned look.
âYou're taking an Uber?â Sunni asked.
âNo, Taeâs taking me home.â
Sunni raised an eyebrow at that, âHm. Okay, stay safe, I'll be home soon too.â You nodded and gave her a quick hug before leaving to find Taehyung.
You reached the entrance and grabbed your shoes, putting them on and exiting the party. You were quick to spot Taehyung who was leaning against his car and scrolling through his phone.
At the sound of your footsteps, he glanced up and gave you a grin, âTook you long enough. Did you say bye to everyone in that house? I didn't know you were so popular.â
You rolled your eyes and let out a mocking laugh, âHaha. So funny, but I did, so we can go now.â
Taehyung chuckled and opened the passenger door for you to get in. Your heart warmed at the stupid action. It's the bare minimum, Y/N. Snap out of it.
Once you were inside, Taehyung quickly made it over to the driverâs seat and began to drive out. You buckled your seatbelt as did he and you felt yourself slightly shiver.
âCold?â Taehyung asked, reaching to adjust the air conditioner already.
âI'm okay, thanks,â you said. A few moments of silence passed before you decided to take a bold step, âSo, I heard you're back with Lina?â
Taehyung sighed. His grip on the steering wheel tightened, âNo. It's justâcomplicated.â
âIsn't it always?â you huffed softly which made him crack a smile.
âWell.â you decided to change the subject as it seemed like Taehyung didn't really want to talk about his situation with Lina, âYou're graduating soon, what are you gonna do after?â
âI don't even know.â Taehyung laughed softly, âMaybe apply to work at some art museum. I've always loved art.â
âAnd you're also really good at creating art,â you interjected.
Taehyung glanced over at you and grinned. He turned back to the road and shook his head fondly. âYou're too kind Y/N.â
âIâm serious!â you whined. âYou should really sell your art. I know I would buy it!â
âYou're just saying that because you already know me.â
âI would buy your art in a heartbeat even if you were a complete stranger to me.â you were quick to snap back. Taehyung peered back at you for a brief moment and smiled.
âWhat would I do without my biggest supporter, huh?â
âProbably not know how to survive in this chaotic world.â you joked.
Taehyung paused for a second before a soft smile grew on his face. He looked over at you and a breathy laugh left his lips, âYeah. True. I wouldn't.â
You fell quiet. The sound that only you could hear was the thunderous pounding of your heart beating against your rib cage.
That night after Taehyung dropped you off at your apartment and made sure you had everything you needed. You wrote your sixth letter.
Dear Taehyung,
I told myself I would finally work on getting over you, but tonight, you just had to go and mess it all up for me. You set me back to square one. I'm scared.
Time flew by and now you were a senior. You still kept in contact with Jimin after he graduated but with Taehyung, you slowly lost contact with him. It hurt when it happened, but you realized maybe this was a blessing from the universe, it had given you a chance to finally move on.
âHey! You ready?â The sound of Jungkookâs voice broke you from your thoughts. A huge smile grew on your face at the sight of him. His outfit mirrored yours, a red cap and gown, and his neck adorned with numerous medals and cords.
âHey, fellow grad.â you laughed. Jungkook chuckled and rolled his eyes playfully. âYeah, I'm ready. We're starting soon?â
âYeah. So get your valedictorian ass up on that stage already.â Jungkook clicked his tongue, nodding his head toward the stage.
âSays you salutatorian.â You snorted and linked your arms with his.
Jungkook scoffed and nudged you, âCan't believe you beat my ass by one point.â
You stuck your tongue out at him which caused him to nudge you a little harder. You laughed loudly and the two of you made it onto the stage. You both took your seats as the president of your university walked up to the podium.
You glanced out in the crowd, taking in the faces of your fellow peers and friends. A smile appeared on your face when you spotted Sunni in the crowd. The girl gave you a wink that made you let out a quiet chuckle.
You hear the president introducing Jungkook as salutatorian which signaled that he would go up to present his speech.
âWish me luck.â Jungkook whispered and you gave him a bright grin and two thumbs up.
âYou got this. Make me proud, Kook.â
Jungkook chuckled and walked up to the podium. His speech almost made you cry but you held it in. You couldn't cry right before you would present your own speech.
âAnd finally, my greatest gratitude goes to my ride or die, Y/N L/N. Without her, I genuinely would've not survived these past four years. She's my confidant and best friend. She pushed me to be the best version of myself and I'm so thankful that I have someone like her in my life. So, Y/N, valedictorian of this wonderful class, it's your turn to be the tearjerker.â The crowd laughed loudly and you giggled as you stood up to walk to the podium.
You pulled Jungkook into a tight hug and Jungkook gripped you tighter. You rubbed his back and whispered, âLove you.â
âLove you more.â he whispered back before the two of you pulled apart. His eyes were glistening with tears and you cooed which made him scoff. You laughed before taking his spot at the podium.
You sighed deeply into the microphone before a smile appeared on your face, âGood morning, faculty and students. Today is the day. The day we all close our books and write a new one. It's definitely scary to step into a chaotic world without knowing what is actually waiting out there for us but I know how all of you are. You're strong, bright, and determined. Youâre all hard workers and today is proof of that.â
Your eyes flickered around the crowd and you noticed your parents beaming with pride. Namjoon was right beside them, tears visible in his eyes and you almost wanted to burst out laughing. He swore he wouldn't cry and yet here he was, not keeping his word. You notice the boys standing with him too. Yoongi, Jin, Hobi, and Jimin. Your heart cracked at the sight of no Taehyung. Maybe he's late.
He promised he would come to your graduation.
âWhen you graduate, I'll make sure to be the loudest there.â Taehyung placed his pinky out in front of you.
âReally?â you snickered and raised an inquisitive brow.
Taehyung grinned widely, âScoutâs honor.â
You laughed and intertwined your pinky with his. Taehyung's smile grew wider and he tapped your nose with his pointer finger causing your heart to warm.
You cleared your throat and focused back on the crowd of students in front of you. You inhaled sharply before continuing your speech, âIn life, there are things and people you must keep and let go of. To those who stood with you through thick and thin, never scared to go against the odds that were against you, keep them. People like them are very hard to come by.â The crowd laughed in agreement. You cracked a smile.
âAnd sometimes you have to let go of those who mattered most even when it's the complete opposite of what you want. I want you to know that it's okay. It's a part of the cycle. Continue on and bloom. You live only once and you must make the most of it. You can't be the reason or let anyone be the reason why you're held back from greatness. So when you leave today, choose yourself. Choose happiness, choose love, and choose to do what makes you happy. It's okay to be selfish so live for yourself.â The auditorium erupted in claps and cheers and you swore you could hear a loud sniffle behind you. You immediately knew it was Jungkook.
âAnd I want you to know that youâll always have a friend in me. You call, I run. So my fellow graduates, today we cheer for us and for our beautiful futures. Congratulations, you finished the first half of your journey. Keep soaring.â You smiled brightly and everyone in the audience stood up and cheered deafeningly.
The top ten of your class were first to walk the stage which included you and Jungkook. Then one by one, every student walked across the stage with their degree. After the president of your university shared his farewells and thanks, the students dispersed to their respective families.
âMy baby!â your mother cried out as she rushed toward you. You groaned affectionately when she reached up to cup your cheeks. âI'm so proud of you!â
âThank you, Mom.â You laughed.
Your dad sniffed and wiped a tear that fell down his face. âI can't believe how grown you are now.â
âYeah, can you go back to that kid who would always trail after me?â Namjoon walked up to you with a tearful smile and you scoffed. He pulled you into a tight hug which made you let out an âoofâ sound. âI'm serious. Can you go back?â
âLove you too, Joon.â You patted his back and he sniffled on your shoulders which caused you to snort. The two of you pulled away and Jin walked up to you with a proud smile.
âCongrats, Y/Nie!â Jin cheered and he pinched your cheeks.
âJin!â You whined and rubbed your face. Jin snickered at your reaction.
âCongratulations, Y/N.â Yoongi smiled and you beamed.
âThanks, Yoongi!â
âCongrats! I got you this flower lei!â Hobi sent you a heart-shaped smile. You gasped and bent your head down slightly so he could place the lei around your neck.
âIt's so beautiful! Thanks, Hobi!â
âWhereâs my lei at?â You hear Jungkook let out a scandalized gasp from behind you.
âJungkookie! Congrats, sweetie!â your mom cheered as she gushed over him. Jungkookâs cheeks burned red and he grew bashful.
âAh, thank you, Auntie.â Jungkook gave her a soft smile.
Your dad slapped a hand on his shoulders and gave him a grin, âCongrats, kid.â Jungkook beamed and thanked him as well. Everyone followed in congratulating him and you chuckled at the sight.
âThere's my favorite girl.â You turned to see Jimin beaming at you happily. You squealed and rushed to hug him.
âI missed you so much,â you muttered into his shoulders. Jimin chuckled and squeezed you tightly.
âI missed you more.â
âTaehyung?â you whispered so that only you and Jimin could hear. He gave you a sad smile and shook his head.
Your face fell, âHeâs really not here?â
âIâm sorry, Y/Nie.â Jimin mumbled sadly.
Your heart dropped to your stomach. You thought he was probably just late but to know that he just never attended broke you.
âItâs okay.â You gave him a light smile. âIâm just happy you were able to come. I know how busy you've been with work and traveling.â
Jimin blew out a breath and shook his head, âI love my job but it is so exhausting with the constant business meetings.â You laughed at that.
âSo, Y/Nie.â Jin wrapped his arm around your shoulders and you turned to see that everyone was surrounding you and Jimin. âI heard you're moving abroad?â
Your dad grinned at that, pride was clear on his face, âY/N here got a really big offer to manage this art museum in Paris. I think it's called the Louvre.â
âYou're moving to Paris?â Jungkook gaped at you in shock and you winced, âAnd working at the Louvre?â
âSurprise?â you sheepishly said. Your mom slapped your dad on the arm which caused a guilty look to appear on his face. âI was going to reveal it at our celebration party but Dad here got too excited.â
âHey! I'm a proud father, okay?â your dad defended himself. Everyone laughed.
âI know I don't say it a lot, but I'm really proud of you, Y/N.â Namjoon smiled, his dimples poking from his cheeks.
You pouted and you felt yourself tear up. âDon't say that, I'm going to cry now.â
Namjoon laughed loudly and pulled you into an embrace.
âOkay, let's go party now please!â Jungkook pleaded and you rolled your eyes with a snort.
âYeah, let's go.â
You were all back at your familyâs house and it was surrounded by family and friends. You spent a lot of time mingling but you needed a breather. So you were currently sitting on the balcony from your room.
âY/N?â You turned to see Jimin at the entrance of your room. He smiled at you, âThought Iâd find you here. Can I come in?â
You gave him a small grin and nod. You turned back to stare out at the night sky and sighed. You felt Jimin taking a seat beside you. The sound of the breeze and the chittering of insects was heard through the peaceful silence.
âHe tried to come.â Jimin muttered.
You swallowed, âWhat happened?â
âLina.â
You scoffed.
âThey're back together? Again?â
âI don't know.â Jimin breathed out.
You took a large sip from your cup and rubbed your eyes, âIâm tired, Jimin.â
âI know.â he whispered.
âI can't keep going on like this.â
âThen why do you?â
A shaky sigh left your lips, âBecause somewhere inside of me, I believe that maybe there is a chance. Maybe everything he's done for me was because it was in his interest in me. Why would he pretend that I was his girl that one night? Why is he always the first one to my rescue when I need saving? Why, Jimin, why?â
âI don't know why,â Jimin answered softly. âBut what I know is that a few months after our graduation, he stopped trying to stay in contact with you.â
You got quiet and you turned to face him, "How do you know that?â
He cracked a sad smile, âBecause he always asks me how you are.â You froze. âAnd whenever I ask why can't he ask you himself, he gets quiet.â
Your breath hitched and you felt your eyes sting with tears. You were quick to glance away from Jimin and stare back out at the sky. The moon seemed to shine brighter all of a sudden.
âWhat happened to you two?â Jimin asked quietly.
A few moments of silence passed.
âWe grew up,â you answered. âI grew up. I think I stopped trying.â
Jimin hummed. âIâm proud of you. Really.â
You cracked a smile at that.
âWill you ever give him your letters?â Jimin questioned faintly.
You were quiet for a while. Your letters were sacred to you. It contained every honest and raw feeling you had for Taehyung. Maybe this whole time you could never move on was because you still held on to those letters. Maybe the key was to let them go. If you give it to him, you'll finally move on.
You turned to Jimin, âI think I will.â Jimin gave you a surprise look, âI think I will finally be able to let go of him if I do it.â
âBesides, I won't have to face him any time soon.â
Jimin looked at you confused now.
You sighed, âI leave tomorrow. First thing in the morning.â
Jiminâs eyes widened, âY/N.â
âI know.â you exhaled sharply. âBut this is what I worked for my whole life. This is it.â
âEveryone knows?â Jimin asked.
âOnly my parents and Joon right now. I plan to tell the others later when I go back down.â You replied.
The sound of Namjoon yelling Jiminâs name from downstairs was heard which caused the two of you to look toward your bedroom door.
âSomeoneâs being called.â you snickered.
Jimin sighed and chuckled lightly. He got up from his seat and gave you a reassuring smile. âIâm here for you through everything, okay?â
You smiled back and nodded, âThanks.â
Jimin winked and turned to leave but stopped when you called out to him.
âHey, Jimin?â He gave you a confused look. âDo you think you can give the letters to Tae?â his eyes softened and he nodded.
âYeah, I can do that.â
âThank you.â you breathed. Jimin gave you one last smile before leaving.
You felt your phone vibrate and you saw that it was a text from Taehyung. Your heart dropped. The two of you hadnât texted in months.
Taehyung: iâm sorry i wasnât at your graduation, i tried really hard to. congratulations y/n, iâm proud of you :)
A lump formed in your throat and you felt your eyes well up with tears. You decided to ignore his text and face the night sky again.
That night, you wrote your goodbye to Taehyung.
Taehyung,
I graduated today and you weren't there. I read your text and I chose to ignore it.. I think if I answered I wouldâve lost all the progress I made. I think this is for the best anyway. I spent the better half of my teenage years in love with you and that journey taught me a lot. You taught me a lot. Even though we don't talk anymore, you're still one of the most important people in my life.
Goodbye Taehyung,
I'll always love you.
It was the next day, and you had to leave for your job now. Everyone was at the airport, teary-eyed but filled with happiness. You took in everyoneâs faces and pouted.
âI'm going to miss you all so much.â you cried and rushed to try and hug everyone. Your mother cooed and caressed your hair as she tried to calm you down but it didn't really help. Your sobs were muffled against Namjoon's shoulders and you could hear that he was crying too. You pulled back, eyes brimming with tears.
âOkay, no more tears please.â Jungkook sniffled. He used the end of his sleeve to wipe any stray tears and gave you a sad frown, âIâm mad that you're leaving me but happy for you because you're achieving your dreams.â
You laughed tearfully and pulled the taller man into a hug. He was quick to squeeze you tightly.
One by one, you hugged everyone one last time. Namjoon sported a proud grin but his red eyes gave away his true emotions which made your heart break. He was your big brother and seeing your little sister leaving wasn't easy. Jin, and surprisingly, Yoongi looked about the same as Namjoon. Hobi was a complete mess, sniffling into his tissue every now and then. Jimin looked like he was about to break down but he held it in pretty well.
You hugged Jimin last and the blonde man made sure to hold you tighter and longer. When you pulled back, you handed him a stack of sealed letters that were tied with a red string. Jimin immediately recognized what they were and gave you a sad smile.
âThank you.â Your voice cracked.
âOf course.â Jimin muttered back before hugging you again. You breathed out a shaky sigh and squeezed him.
The two of you broke apart and you gave everyone a small smile before slowly departing. Once your back was turned toward them, your heart grew heavier.
This will be good for you. This is what you need.
Jimin hasn't seen Taehyung in a while. The two of them were quite busy, Jimin with the numerous meetings with different businessmen and Taehyung being the head of managing a renowned art museum.
The two were still close but not as much as they were in college, especially now that Taehyung was back together with Lina. They rarely ever talk now.
For you though, Jimin had to break the silence. He had to. It was for your own well-being. You deserved better and he wanted to make sure you would.
Jimin was in front of Taehyungâs apartment door and with a sigh, he knocked. A few minutes went by before the door opened. Taehyungâs eyebrows rose in surprise at the sight of Jimin.
âJimin.â Taehyung breathed out. âHi! Uhâcome in.â he stepped aside for the blonde to walk in and Jimin gave him a tight-lipped smile as he stepped inside.
âLinaâs not here is she?â Jimin cleared his throat.
Taehyung inhaled sharply and shook his head, âNo. Itâs over between us.â
âReally?â Jimin sarcastically laughed. His eyes were dark with anger, âYou sure? Because Iâve heard that phrase a million times now.â
Taehyung sighed and clenched his jaw, âIâm serious. Itâs over.â
âYou missed her graduation.â Jimin snapped.
âI know.â Taehyung retorted harshly. He closed his eyes for a brief moment and rubbed his face, âIâve been beating myself over it since last night, okay? Lina completely fucked me over and I couldn't get out of the plans she made because it was a done deal. I got even more pissed finding out that she purposely made the plans on Y/N and Jungkookâs graduation so I would miss it.â
Jiminâs lips parted in shock. His eyes softened and any fury in his body vanished.
âWhat are you doing here anyway?â Taehyung muttered tiredly, âWe haven't talked in forever and I know it's awkward between us right now.â
âY/N.â Jimin answered.
Taehyung froze.
âWhat about her?â Taehyung muttered softly. His voice dropped to that particular tone that he always spoke in whenever he talked about you.
Jimin didn't respond. He merely grabbed something from his back pocket and handed it to Taehyung.
Taehyungâs eyebrows furrowed together at the stack of letters in Jiminâs hands. He hesitantly reached out to grab it and his heart dropped at the familiar handwriting.
Taehyung. His name was written in a beautiful elegant cursive. He knew this was you.
âWhat is this?â Taehyung choked out.
âJustââ Jimin sighed, âJust read it.â
Taehyung swallowed harshly before he slowly opened the first letter on top of the stack. A neatly folded paper was in the envelope and he gradually unfolded it.
His eyes trailed over the words.
May 3rd, 2012.
That was the day you two met.
Dear Taehyung,
I think you're an angel who fell from heaven to thaw my frozen heart.
Taehyungâs breath hitched.
His eyes frantically read the words over and over again.
He moved to the next letter.
Dear Taehyung,
Is this love? I think it is. I always hear the birds singing louder whenever you're near. Maybe I'm just crazy, but maybe I'm not. Because I swear every time you smile at me, my heart jumps into the shape of your smile.
Taehyungâs eyes started to burn.
Dear Taehyung,
You're the only person who doesn't make me feel like I'm alone. I love Jimin and Jungkook but sometimes I don't think they understand me. Thank you for being that person for me. I don't know what I would do without you. I'm scared, Taehyung. I think I'm falling harder.
A shaky breath left Taehyungâs lips and he felt like his knees were about to buckle.
Dear Taehyung,
Today was the worst and best day ever for me. I hated going on the roller coasters but your encouragement pushed me not to be scared. You made today fun. You always knew how to make me feel better, and that still scares me. I don't think I can ever shake you out of my system.
Taehyung let out a choked cry as his knees started to quiver. Jimin started to tear up at the distraught sight of him.
Dear Taehyung,
You left for college today. I cried two times after you and Jimin said goodbye. I hope college treats you well. I know you will do amazing things and I can't wait to hear about them. Remember that I'll always be in your corner! Fighting!
Taehyung felt himself drop to the floor. A trembling whimper left him as he read the next letter.
Dear Taehyung,
I told myself I would finally work on getting over you, but tonight, you just had to go and mess it all up for me. You set me back to square one. I'm scared.
The hole in Taehyungâs chest grew. His vision started to get blurry as he continued to read.
Dear Taehyung,
I think I am completely and irrevocably in love with you. Every time you laugh, my heart turns into a mess. Every time you tap my nose, my heart decides it's only you. I'm really scared now. What should I do, Taehyung? You've wrecked me entirely.
A stifled sob escaped Taehyung. His head hurts now and his heart burns.
Dear Taehyung,
It's been a few months since you graduated now and I miss you. A lot. You're a big manager at your dream art museum now and I couldn't be more happier for you! I still think you should sell your art and I hope you do one day! Maybe, I'll work at the Louvre and your art will be displayed!
A few tears fell onto the next letter and Taehyung felt his heart drop at the first few words.
Dear Taehyung,
My graduation is coming up and I'm valedictorian. Jungkook is super salty over it but I hope you're proud of me! We haven't talked in months now and I tried keeping in contact but I guess our lives just got too busy. I miss when we were careless kids laughing over stupid things. I got a job offer at the Louvre too! Crazy, right?! It was a big surprise for me but I'm super happy! I hope to see you at my graduation and tell you all about it! Love you. Miss you.
Taehyung leaned back against his couch and let out a shaky breath. His hand came up to wipe away his tears.
Taehyung,
I graduated today and you weren't there. I read your text and I chose to ignore it.. I think if I answered I wouldâve lost all the progress I made. I think this is for the best anyway. I spent the better half of my teenage years in love with you and that journey taught me a lot. You taught me a lot. Even though we don't talk anymore, you're still one of the most important people in my life.
Goodbye Taehyung,
I'll always love you.
This was the last letter and Taehyung knew this was it. He noticed there was no âDearâ. You had let him go. Taehyung grasped at his chest and cried. Jimin, who stood watching him, quietly sniffled, his heart clenching in pain for his friend.
âShe kept looking for you at her graduation.â Jimin revealed gently.
That didn't help Taehyung at all, it only caused him to cry harder. He glanced up at Jimin with swollen eyes, âWhere is she?â
Jimin was quiet.
Taehyung grew anxious. He felt his eyes sting, âJimin. Where is she?â
âSheâs gone, Tae.â Jimin quietly replied, âShe left for Paris.â
Taehyung felt his whole world collapse.
You were right there in front of him this whole time and he was so blind.
No, i shouldn't have read this as the first thing to read when you wake up because what is this?? I haven't started my day and my heart is aching. Hello???
Is there some medication for this
Omg.
It's beginning to want a happy ending. I CANNOT DO HEAVY ANGSY AND UNREQUITED LOVE-
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Jungkook shifted in the blanket between your legs, ears twitching restlessly. He hadnât settled since you left the apartment. Not after the messages. Not after the way your phone had vibrated like it carried bad news in its bones.
âItâs just a check,â you whispered, though your voice lacked conviction. âThatâs all.â
You didnât know who you were trying to convince.
You gathered the blanket around Jungkook more securely and stepped out of the car, eyes automatically scanning the street. Empty. Quiet. Too quiet, but no figures lurking, no unfamiliar vehicles idling nearby.
You approached the door and entered the code the shelter specialist had texted you earlier.
The lock clicked, and the door slid open.
Inside, the air was warmer. Softer. It smelled faintly of antiseptic and something floral â lavender, maybe. The lights were low and yellow instead of blinding white, and the floor beneath your shoes had a slight give to it, padded rather than tiled.
Jungkook shifted again, peeking out from the blanket.
âItâs okay,â you murmured. âSee? Not scary.â
A woman stepped out from behind a frosted glass panel. She looked older than you expected â calm, composed, hair pulled back neatly, eyes sharp behind thin glasses.
âYou must be Ms L/N,â she said quietly. âIâm Dr. Min.â
You nodded. âYes. Thank you for⊠for fitting us in.â
Her gaze flicked briefly to the bundle in your arms, assessing without intruding. âOf course. Letâs head to Room Three.â
She led you down a short hallway and into a room that looked more like a small lounge than a medical space. There was a couch, soft mats on the floor, a heat lamp in one corner, and medical equipment tucked discreetly behind sliding panels.
The door closed behind you with a soft hiss.
Dr. Min turned, her expression serious now. âTell me whatâs been happening.â
You took a breath.
You told her everything â the shelterâs call, the flagged adoption record, the mention of an ownership search. You told her about the scar youâd noticed at the base of Jungkookâs neck. About the messages youâd received from an unknown number.
You did not tell her you were brave.
You were not.
Your hands shook as you spoke, voice faltering more than once. You were a lawyer in the Association, you understood how important and dangerous such cases can be. Hell, youâve even done cases like this yourself for work. And yet, you felt like you didn't know how to approach this situation.Â
Dr. Min listened without interrupting.
When you finished, she exhaled slowly. âYou did the right thing bringing him here.â
Jungkook shifted at the sound of her voice, pressing closer to you.
Dr. Min crouched â not directly in front of him, but slightly to the side, keeping her profile non-threatening.
âJungkook,â she said gently. âI need to check something on you. I wonât hurt you. But I need your permission.â
He stared at her.
Then he looked at you.
Your chest tightened painfully.
âItâs okay if you donât want to,â you said softly. âBut if thereâs something under your skin⊠it could hurt you later.â
Jungkook hesitated.
Then he leaned into your leg.
Your breath caught.
Dr. Min nodded once. âThank you.â
She activated a small handheld scanner and held it a few inches from the back of Jungkookâs neck. The device hummed quietly.
Then it beeped.
Once.
Twice.
Dr. Minâs face hardened.
âThere it is,â she said quietly.
Your stomach dropped. âItâs⊠real?â
âYes,â she confirmed. âA subdermal tracker. Old model. Illegal.â
Your hands curled into fists without you realising.
âHow long has it been there?â you asked.
Dr. Min checked the display. âSeveral years. Implanted when he was much younger.â
You felt sick.
Jungkook made a small, distressed sound and burrowed deeper into the blanket.
You tightened your hold around him. âHey. Iâve got you.â
Dr. Min straightened. âI need to be clear with you. I canât remove this today.â
Your heart skipped. âWhy not?â
âRemoval requires a proper surgical suite and sedation,â she explained. âRushing it could cause unnecessary trauma. And given the circumstancesâŠâ She paused. âThereâs a chance someone is already trying to locate him.â
Your phone buzzed in your pocket, as if summoned.
You didnât check it.
âSo what do we do?â you asked, panic creeping into your voice.
Dr. Min studied you carefully. âAre you affiliated with the Hybrid Association? Legally, professionally?â
You nodded your head quickly. âYes⊠I work in thr legal department. I adopted him becauseââ Your voice cracked. âBecause he needed someone.â
Something softened in her gaze.
âAlright,â she said. âThen we proceed carefully.â
She explained slowly, deliberately. About shielding. About moving him as little as possible. About avoiding predictable routines. About bringing him back in two days for removal under safer conditions.
âThis shouldnât be happening,â you whispered, more to yourself than anyone else. âI didnât sign up for this.â
âNo one ever does,â Dr. Min said quietly.
Your phone buzzed again.
This time, you checked.
Unknown number:You shouldnât have taken him.
Your breath left you in a rush.
Dr. Min noticed your reaction immediately. âWhat is it?â
âThey know,â you said hoarsely. âThey know I have him.â
Jungkook startled at the change in your breathing, trembling in your arms.
Dr. Min moved quickly. âWe need to get you out of here. Now.â
âWhat?â You blinked. âI thought this place wasââ
âIt is safe,â she said. âBut not if someone is actively watching for movement.â
She ushered you toward a side door. âBack exit. No cameras. Go straight home. Do not stop anywhere.â
Your heart hammered.
As you stepped into the cold alley behind the clinic, another message came through.
Unknown number:Bring him back. This doesnât have to get ugly.
Your hands shook so badly you almost dropped your phone.
You hugged Jungkook closer, his ears flattened against his head.
âNo,â you whispered fiercely, though no one was there to hear you. âNo.â
Dr. Min pressed a small card into your hand. âMy direct number. If anything feels wrong, you call me. Even if itâs midnight.â
âThank you,â you breathed.
You didnât know how you made it back to the car. Everything felt surreal, like you were watching yourself from a distance â buckling him in between your legs again, checking mirrors too many times, driving faster than usual but not enough to draw attention.
The city lights blurred past.
Jungkook stayed unnaturally still, like he was bracing for something.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered to him. âI thought⊠I thought I could just give you a home.â
His small paws pressed against your sweater, gripping tightly.
The grip said everything he couldnât.
Back in your apartment, you locked the door, double-checked it, then slid down against it, Jungkook still clutched to your chest.
You laughed weakly, tears burning your eyes. âI donât know what Iâm doing.â
Jungkook shifted, lifting his head to look at you.
Slowly, carefully, he pressed his forehead against your chin.
A small, steady weight.
Trust.
Your breath hitched.
âI wonât give you back,â you said, voice trembling but resolute. âI donât care who they are. I donât care what they threaten.â
He burrowed into your collarbone.
And in that moment, you understood something with terrifying clarity:
You werenât equipped for this.
You werenât powerful.
You werenât trained.
But you were all he had.
And if protecting Jungkook meant stepping into a world far bigger and darker for yourself as a different party than your quiet office life that helps others â
Then you would learn.
Even if it scared you just as much as it scared him.
To answer your questionnnnnn: No, I don't use AI to write my work. I may use it to generate some plots so that it gets me thinking, some scenarios so that I can write especially in a writers block, some where I take excerpts of for inspiration, but to write the work - never.
I spend my hours on my devices, writing what I post. All my work is my own.
That said, people are free to believe what they choose to believe. I cannot control what others think, nor do I intend to spend my time trying to do so.
It hurts though, that getting spammed by the same people on my work. I'll take it as a compliment that some people may find my work AI written since AI is a code that holds the knowledge of the world.
To those blogs and accounts that enjoy speculating about how I write my fics: I would recommend that you spend less time analysing strangers and more time focusing on yourselves. You are under no obligation to read my work if you don't enjoy my work. What I do ask is that people refrain from presenting assumptions as facts or attacking others simply because they hold an opinion. Disagreement is fine but harassment is not.
Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut
Taglist: @lovejkmilitarywife @forevermoon1306
WC: 2721
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The message waited.
Not like something urgent. Not flashing, not demanding. Just⊠there. Sitting quietly on your screen the way certain truths didâunchanged by how long you avoided them.
You woke late, the fever finally gone but leaving behind a body that felt borrowed. Your limbs were heavy, movements sluggish, as if gravity had recalibrated itself overnight. The sharp edge of sickness had dulled into something achey and disorienting, a reminder rather than a threat.
Sunlight filtered through the thin curtains in uneven stripes, catching on the edges of furniture, warming the floorboards just enough to feel kind. The apartment smelled faintly of ginger and paper and something clean underneath it allâMr. Hanâs doing.
You lay still, listening.
Downstairs, the bookstore was already awake. You could hear it in the way sound carried upward: the muted scrape of a chair, the soft thud of a book set down, the low murmur of Mr. Hanâs voice as he greeted the first customer of the day. Familiar rhythms. Anchors.
The second time you awoke was from Mr. Han knocking. He let himself in, tray balanced carefully in his hands.
âYouâre cooler,â he said after pressing his palm lightly to your forehead. Relief flickered across his face before he smoothed it away. âThatâs progress.â
You nodded, voice scratchy. âI feel like I got hit by a bus.â
âThen today you rest like someone who respects buses,â he replied, setting the tray down. Toast. Fruit. Tea. âNo heroics.â
You smiled faintly.
He hesitated, then glanced toward your phone on the bedside table. Face up. Still.
âIt buzzed last night,â he said neutrally.
You followed his gaze. âI know.â
He didnât ask who. He never did. Instead, he adjusted the blanket around your shoulders with practiced care. âIâll be downstairs.â
After he left, the room settled againâlighter somehow, like your body had finally stopped fighting itself. You reached for your phone this time.
Namjoon:
I hope youâre resting. No need to reply. I just wanted you to know I came by. Iâm sorry if that crossed a line. Take care of yourself.
That was all.
No justification. No explanation dressed up as politeness. No attempt to fill the silence heâd created.
You stared at the message longer than necessary.
There was something almost painful about its restraint.
You set the phone back down without replying and rolled onto your side, facing the window. Outside, the city moved onâcars passing, voices drifting up from the street, life continuing with its irritating indifference.
Your chest tightened.
Namjoon didnât expect a response.
That didnât stop him from checking his phone anyway.
Heâd spent Sunday afternoon reorganising his apartmentâan excuse to stay moving, to keep his hands busy while his thoughts spiralled uselessly. Books reshelved by height instead of topic. Kitchen wiped down twice. Laundry folded with near-military precision.
By evening, he was sitting at his desk with a legal brief open in front of him and no idea what it said.
Yuna watched him from the couch, legs tucked beneath her, expression unreadable.
âYou look worse than yesterday,â she said finally.
âHigh praise.â
âYou went, didnât you.â
He didnât bother denying it. âShe wasnât there.â
âBut sheâs sick.â
âYes.â
âAnd you didnât barge upstairs like an idiot.â
âNo.â
Yuna studied him. âYouâre learning.â
He exhaled slowly, rubbing a hand over his face. âHer father doesnât trust me.â
âHe shouldnât,â Yuna said without hesitation. âNot yet.â
That stung more than he expected. She noticed.
âThatâs not an insult,â she added. âItâs just⊠earned. Trust takes time.â
âI donât know how to exist in the meantime,â Namjoon admitted quietly.
Yunaâs voice softened. âYou sit with the discomfort instead of trying to control the outcome.â
He laughed under his breath. âIâm terrible at that.â
âI know.â
By Tuesday, you were well enough to sit by the window with a book, though you read the same page three times without absorbing any of it. Customers drifted through the shop below in quiet waves. The bell chimed. The floorboards creaked familiarly beneath Mr. Hanâs steps.
Normal resumed itself gently, like the world offering you a way back without demanding explanations.
âYou slept better,â he added.
âI didnât dream,â you said. Then, quieter, âThatâs new.â
He hummed thoughtfully. âMeans your body stopped fighting.â
You hesitated, then glanced toward your phone. âSomeone came by.â
He didnât look surprised. âI know.â
âDid I⊠cause trouble?â
Mr. Han turned to you fully, his expression firm. âNo.â
You exhaled slowly.
âHe was worried,â he continued. âClumsy about it. But sincere.â
You closed your eyes briefly. âThat doesnât make it easier.â
âNo,â he agreed. âIt rarely does.â
He stood, adjusted the blanket around your shoulders, and paused. âYou donât owe him a response just because he waited.â
âI know.â
âBut,â he added gently, âif you do respond, do it because you chose to. Not because silence feels like punishment.â
The words settled deep.
After he left, you picked up your phone again.
This time, you typed.
Deleted.
Typed again.
Your fingers hovered, uncertainty tightening your throat.
Finally, you wrote:
You:
Iâm recovering. Thank you for checking in. I appreciate the space.
You stared at it for a long moment, then sent it before you could second-guess yourself.
The phone buzzed almost immediately.
Namjoon:
Iâm glad to hear that. And of course. Take all the time you need.
You didnât reply.
But you didnât feel the urge to disappear either.
Namjoon reread the message twice, then set his phone face down on the desk.
Across the room, Yuna watched him with an expression that suggested sheâd been waiting for this moment.
âShe replied,â she said.
âYes.â
âAnd you didnât immediately self-sabotage.â
He sighed. âIâm trying.â
âGood,â she said. âBecause if youâd pushed, I wouldâve smacked you.â
âI assumed.â
She leaned back against the counter, arms crossed. âHow does it feel?â
He considered that carefully. âLike standing in the doorway of a room Iâm not sure Iâm allowed to enter.â
Yuna nodded. âThen donât barge in.â
âI wonât.â
She studied him for a moment longer. âYou care about her.â
âYes.â
âNot in a dramatic way,â she clarified. âIn a dangerous one.â
He didnât argue.
By Wednesday, you were restless.
Strong enough to move, too tired to be productive, and deeply uncomfortable with being confined to the apartment. Mr. Han noticed immediately.
âYouâre pacing,â he said from behind the counter.
âIâm not.â
âYouâve walked past the poetry section six times.â
You grimaced. âI need air.â
He sighed, already reaching for his coat. âYou need supervision.â
âI need autonomy.â
âYouâre still pale.â
âIâm always pale.â
He gave you a look. âSit in the shop. No lifting. No customers.â
âI donât take customers anyway.â
âYou absolutely do.â
You smiled despite yourself.
Sitting among the shelves felt like easing back into your own skin. The bookstore wrapped around you gently, familiar and forgiving. Customers came and went, offering polite nods, quiet smiles. No one asked questions.
Your phone stayed in your pocket.
Thursday arrived before you were ready for it.
The sky was painfully clearâtoo blue, too sharp, like the city was trying to make a point. You spent the morning upstairs, sorting through inventory lists without much focus, your thoughts drifting despite yourself.
By late afternoon, you went downstairs again.
Mr. Han glanced at you. âYouâre tired.â
âI know.â
âYou donât have to stay.â
âI want to.â
The bell chimed at five-thirty.
You felt it before you saw him.
That familiar tightening. That sense of something shifting just out of view.
You turned slowly.
Namjoon stood just inside the doorway, hands at his sides, posture rigid with restraint. He hadnât expected to see youâhis surprise was evident in the way his breath caught.
âI can come back,â he said immediately.
âNo,â you replied. âItâs fine.â
He nodded once and stepped further inside, careful, measured.
âYou shouldnât be standing,â he added, then winced. âSorry. That wasnâtââ
âItâs okay,â you said. âSit with me.â
He followed you to the reading table, movements deliberate, like he was afraid sudden motion might shatter something fragile between you.
Up close, you noticed the tension in his shoulders, the faint shadows beneath his eyes. He looked⊠worn.
âYou look tired,â you said.
âSo do you.â
A small, shared truth.
âI didnât want to assume youâd want to see me,â he said quietly. âI almost didnât come in.â
âBut you did.â
âYes.â
âWhy?â
He didnât answer right away. Instead, he looked around the shopâthe shelves, the light, the quiet life continuing around you.
âBecause pretending this doesnât matter hasnât been working,â he said finally.
Your chest tightened.
âIâm not good at absence,â he continued. âI mistake it for control.â
You studied him carefully. âAnd now?â
âAnd now Iâm trying to let it just⊠be.â
You leaned back in your chair, exhaustion tugging at you. âI disappear when I donât know how to be seen.â
He nodded slowly. âThat makes sense.â
Silence settled againâbut it wasnât empty this time. It was full of awareness, of things aligning just enough to hurt.
âI donât know what comes next,â you said.
âI donât either,â he replied. âBut I donât want it to be avoidance.â
You met his gaze.
âThen we start with honesty,â you said. âNot answers. Just honesty.â
He exhaled. âI can do that.â
Not a promise.
Not a resolution.
Rather, a choice.Â
You have decided that this Monday was just not it. An email arrived at 8:07 a.m., subject line bland enough to be harmless.
You read it once, then again, the words rearranging themselves into something heavier with each pass.
Municipal review.Zoning reassessment.Potential structural noncompliance.
Your fingers tightened around the edge of the counter.
Downstairs, the bookstore was quietâtoo quiet for a weekday morning. Dust motes floated lazily in the sunlit air. The bell hadnât chimed in nearly half an hour.
Mr. Han emerged from the back room with two mugs of tea, already reading your face.
âWhat is it?â he asked.
You handed him the phone.
He read slowly, jaw tightening with each line. When he finished, he didnât speak right away. He set the mugs down carefully, like sudden movement might crack something fragile.
âThey canât justââ you began.
âThey can,â he interrupted calmly. âThey always can.â
Your chest constricted. âThis buildingââ
âIs old,â he finished. âAnd valuable. And inconveniently located.â
The words landed with dull familiarity.
You sank into the chair by the counter, nausea curling low in your stomach. The apartment upstairs. The shop below. The life youâd built inside these wallsâquiet, deliberate, earned.
Threatened. Again.
âWhat happens now?â you asked.
Mr. Han exhaled slowly. âNow we donât panic.â
âThatâs not comforting.â
âItâs not meant to be,â he said. âItâs meant to keep us from making mistakes.â
He picked up one of the mugs and slid it toward you. âDrink.â
Your hands trembled faintly as you wrapped them around the warmth.
Namjoon found out two hours later.
He hadnât meant to overhear it. He was in a meetingâhalf-listening, half-arguing in his head with a client who didnât understand the difference between legal risk and personal inconvenienceâwhen one of the junior associates leaned over and murmured, âIsnât that the bookstore you go to?â
The name on the document froze his blood.
He excused himself without explanation and read the notice in full, pulse climbing with every paragraph.
By noon, he was in his office with the door shut, jacket discarded, sleeves rolled. The room felt too small.
This wasnât hypothetical.
This wasnât emotional ambiguity or misaligned timing.
This was something he understood.
And that scared him more than he wanted to admit.
He stared at his phone.
Typed.
Stopped.
Deleted.
Yunaâs voice echoed in his head. Donât barge in.
But every instinct he had screamed that this matteredâthat silence here would be negligence, not restraint.
He compromised.
Namjoon:
I heard about the notice. I donât want to overstep, but if you need someone to explain what it meansâor what your options areâIâm here.
He hit send and leaned back in his chair, jaw tight.
You read the message standing in the narrow stairwell between floors.
It made your chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with fear.
You showed it to Mr. Han without comment.
He read it, expression unreadable.
âHe means well,â you said quietly.
âI know,â Mr. Han replied. âThat doesnât make it simple.â
âHe understands this stuff.â
Mr. Han looked at you thenâreally looked. âAnd what would that make him?â
You swallowed. âUseful.â
He didnât smile. âCareful.â
âI am being careful.â
âYouâre being tempted.â
The distinction stung because it was true.
âI donât want to lose this,â you said, voice tight. âAny of it.â
Mr. Hanâs gaze softened. âNeither do I.â
Silence stretched.
Then he sighed. âInvite him to explain. Nothing more.â
Relief and dread tangled together in your chest.
You typed back before you could lose your nerve.
You:
Thank you. Could you come by after work? Just to explain.
The reply came almost instantly.
Namjoon:
Of course.
Namjoon arrived at six-thirty.
This time, he brought a folder.
You noticed that firstâhow deliberately professional it was. No coffee. No excuses. Just documents neatly organised, posture careful, expression neutral.
Mr. Han joined you at the table without invitation.
âSit,â he said to Namjoon.
Namjoon did.
For the next forty minutes, the world narrowed to paperwork and explanation. Namjoonâs voice was steady, precise, stripped of anything personal. He translated legal language into something human, outlining timelines, risks, leverage.
You watched him do what he did bestâtake chaos and give it shape.
It was comforting.
And dangerous.
âSo theyâre testing pressure,â Mr. Han said finally. âSeeing if weâll fold.â
âYes,â Namjoon replied. âOr if youâll make a mistake trying not to.â
Your fingers curled into your sleeve. âWhat would you do?â
Namjoon hesitatedâjust briefly.
âI would document everything,â he said carefully. âAnd I wouldnât face it alone.â
The words hung heavier than intended.
Mr. Han stood. âThank you. That will be all.â
Namjoon rose immediately. âIf anything changesââ
âI know how to reach you,â Mr. Han said evenly.
Namjoon nodded, accepting the dismissal without protest.
At the door, he paused.
âAre you okay?â he asked you quietly.
You didnât lie. âNo.â
His jaw tightened. âIâm here.â
You nodded. âI know.â
The bell chimed as he left.
That night, you didnât sleep.
You lay awake listening to the building settle, every creak sounding like a warning. The apartment felt differentâless solid, less permanent.
Your phone buzzed just after midnight.
Namjoon:
I know today was a lot. Please donât feel like you have to be strong about this.
Your chest tightened.
You:
Strength is the only way I know how to stay.
The typing bubble appeared.
Disappeared.
Reappeared.
Namjoon:
Then let me be here while you are.
Something in you fractured quietly.
By Friday, the strain showed.
You snapped at a customer for bending the corner of a page. Apologised immediately. Mr. Han watched it all with narrowed eyes.
âYouâre spiralling,â he said that evening.
âIâm functioning.â
âYouâre clenching,â he corrected. âThatâs not the same thing.â
You rubbed at your temples. âI canât lose this.â
âYou wonât,â he said firmly. âBut you might lose yourself if you donât stop bracing for impact.â
The bell chimed.
Namjoon stepped inside.
He looked at you.
At Mr. Han.
At the tension wound tight between you.
âIâm sorry,â he said quietly. âI didnât mean to interrupt.â
âYou didnât,â you said, standing before you could think better of it. âI asked you to come.â
Mr. Hanâs gaze sharpened. âFor what?â
You swallowed. âFor support.â
The word landed like a dropped glass.
Namjoon frozeânot advancing, not retreating.
Mr. Han studied you for a long moment.
Then he nodded once. âIâll be upstairs.â
The air shifted the moment he left.
âYou didnât have to do that,â Namjoon said.
âYes,â you replied. âI did.â
You met his gaze, fear and resolve colliding in your chest.
âI canât do this alone,â you said. âAnd I donât want help that comes with disappearance.â
His breath caught.
âThen Iâm here,â he said quietly. âFully. Or not at all.â
You nodded, heart racing.
Outside, the city pressed inâunaware, relentless.
Inside the bookstore, something irrevocable had shifted.
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Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
Not the comfortable kind of quiet, either â the kind that felt like the world was holding its breath.
You didnât force Jungkook out of his room. You didnât hover by his bed, didnât peer under blankets, didnât talk to him like he was fragile glass. You simply⊠existed in the apartment the way you always did. Soft footsteps. Gentle sounds. The familiar rhythm of a home that didnât demand performance.
But your mind would not let go of the image from the store.
The wolf hybrid.
The way his gaze had flicked to the carrier. The way Jungkook had gone so still you thought heâd stopped breathing.
It hadnât been the fear of a stranger.
It had been the fear of a type.
Or worse â the fear of someone he recognised.
You had barely managed to get your groceries and supplies put away when your phone buzzed.
A blocked number.
You frowned. You almost ignored it.
Almost.
Then your lawyer instincts whispered: Donât.
You answered. âHello?â
âMs L/N Y/N?â a female voice asked, brisk but not unkind.
âYes.â
âThis is Jung Haneul from Homes for Springs.â
Your spine straightened. âHi. Is everything alright?â
âWe have a standard post-adoption check-in,â she said. âItâs earlier than usual, so I wanted to call personally.â
Earlier.
That word dug under your skin.
âEarlier becauseâŠ?â you asked carefully.
There was a pause, as if she was measuring what she could say over the phone.
Then, âBecause Jungkookâs file was flagged.â
Your stomach dropped. âFlagged for what?â
âNot for you,â she corrected quickly. âFor him.â
You pressed a hand to the countertop. âOkay. What does that mean?â
âIt means someone in the system accessed his adoption record within the last twenty-four hours.â
Your blood chilled.
âWho?â
Haneul exhaled softly. âThatâs the problem. It wasnât one of ours.â
You stared at the wall like it might give you answers. âHow is that possible?â
âWeâre investigating,â she said. Then her voice lowered. âMs L/N, I need you to listen carefully. Jungkook was classified as âspecial handlingâ before he was transferred to us.â
Your grip tightened. âTransferred from where?â
Another pause.
Then, âA private facility.â
The words turned your mouth dry.
Private facility. Not shelter. Not rescue. Not rehabilitation.
The kind of place you fought against in court.
The kind of place with names buried under corporate layers and âdonationsâ and âresearch grants.â Places that called hybrids specimens and assets instead of beings.
Your pulse hammered.
âWhat kind of private facility?â you forced out.
Haneulâs voice went even quieter. âWe were told it was medical. But the paperwork was inconsistent. Thatâs why he ended up here instead of being adopted through the usual channels.â
Your throat tightened. âSo you didnât know what he went through.â
âNo,â she admitted. âAnd he wouldnât speak. Even with specialists. Even with calming support. He refused human form for weeks. He refused food from hands. He refused anyone near his ears.â
Your thoughts flashed back to yesterday â the way he had flinched at your lock clicking. The way heâd looked guilty after drinking water.
Your chest ached like something was squeezing it.
âWhat do you need from me?â you asked, voice steadier than you felt.
Haneul hesitated. âFirst, how is he? Has he eaten? Has he shown any aggression? Any biting? Excessive fear responses?â
âHeâs scared,â you said honestly. âBut heâs eating. Heâs⊠learning.â
A soft exhale on the other end. Relief.
âGood,â Haneul said. âSecond â and this is the important part â do not bring him outside unnecessarily for the next week.â
Your heart sank. âBecause someone mightâ?â
âYes,â she said bluntly. âIf his record was accessed, thereâs a possibility someone is looking for him.â
You closed your eyes.
The wolf hybrid at the store.
Your stomach churned.
Haneul continued, âIf you see anyone unusual, any strangers lingering, any vehicles following you, you contact the shelter and the Hybrid Association hotline immediately.â
You swallowed. âI work for the Association.â
Haneul paused. âThen you know how serious this is.â
You did.
Too well.
âSend me everything you can,â you said, voice hardening. âHis file, the transfer papers, everything you said was inconsistent.â
âI canât send full documents due to confidentiality,â Haneul said carefully. âBut I can send summaries and the flagged access report. Alsoââ
You held your breath.
âThereâs something else,â she said. âThe flagged access came with a search query.â
Your stomach turned. âWhat query?â
Haneulâs voice dropped. âIt was looking for ownership tags.â
Your blood went cold.
Ownership tags were illegal in your district.
But illegal didnât mean nonexistent. It meant hidden.
It meant someone had once marked him.
âMs L/N,â Haneul said, firm now. âIs Jungkook wearing anything from the shelter? Collar, tag, bandâ?â
âNo.â Your voice came out strained. âHeâs not wearing anything.â
âGood,â she said, relief sharp. âKeep it that way. If he has any microtag or subdermal marker, do not attempt removal yourself. Bring him to an approved clinic.â
âI understand.â
Haneul hesitated again. âAnd Ms L/N⊠please donât blame yourself. You did the right thing adopting him. You got him out.â
You swallowed hard. âIâll keep him safe.â
âI know,â she said softly. âThatâs why I called.â
The line clicked off.
You stood there in silence, phone still pressed to your ear, heartbeat loud in your skull.
Then you slowly lowered the phone.
And turned your head toward the hallway.
Jungkookâs door was cracked open.
A sliver.
Just enough to show one white ear peeking out.
He had heard.
Of course he had heard. Hybrids had better hearing than humans ever wanted to acknowledge.
You kept your voice gentle. âJungkook⊠Iâm not mad. Okay?â
The ear flicked.
You stepped closer, stopping a safe distance away. âYouâre not in trouble. No one is taking you back.â
Silence.
Then the door opened a fraction more.
Two big eyes stared at you from the darkness.
Your chest tightened painfully at the way they looked.
Not just scared.
Ashamed.
As if being wanted by the wrong people was somehow his fault.
You crouched down slowly.
âIâm going to ask you something,â you whispered. âAnd you donât have to answer with words. You can just⊠show me, okay?â
Jungkook didnât move.
âYesterday,â you continued, carefully, âat the store⊠you saw someone.â
His ears flattened.
Your heart clenched.
âThat person made you scared,â you said. âNot normal scared. The kind of scared that comes from memory.â
Jungkookâs body trembled â a tiny, barely visible shake.
You kept your tone steady, as calm as you sounded in court when you were trying to keep a victim from breaking.
âWere you taken from somewhere, Jungkook?â you asked softly. âSomewhere bad?â
For a long moment, he didnât move.
Then he did something that made your breath catch.
He lifted his paw⊠and tapped the floor once.
Yes.
Your stomach twisted.
You swallowed hard. âDid they hurt you?â
He froze.
Then his paw tapped again.
Yes.
Your vision blurred for a moment.
You blinked hard, forcing yourself not to cry in front of him â not because tears were bad, but because you didnât want him to think he had to comfort you.
âOkay,â you whispered, voice rough. âOkay⊠thank you for telling me.â
Jungkook stared at you like he was waiting for punishment.
You shook your head immediately. âNo,â you said firmly. âNo. Not you. Not ever.â
His eyes widened slightly.
You took a careful breath. âDo you have something on you? Something they used to track you? A tag? A marker?â
Jungkookâs ears twitched.
Then slowly, he shifted his body.
Turned.
And with clumsy bunny movement, he lowered his head and pushed his fur aside near the base of his neck.
You froze.
Because for a second you saw it â not clearly, but enough.
A faint line.
A small scar.
Old.
He looked back at you, eyes glossy.
Your throat went tight. âDid they put something under your skin?â
Jungkook didnât tap yes this time.
He just stared.
And that was answer enough.
You forced yourself to stay calm. âOkay. Weâre going to the clinic.â
His whole body stiffened.
âNo,â you said quickly. âNot like before. Not cages. Not straps. Itâs a safe clinic. Approved. They help hybrids. They wonât hurt you.â
Jungkookâs breath came faster.
You reached out slowly, palm up. âCome here. Please.â
He hesitated, then hopped forward â just a little â enough for his nose to touch your fingers.
You stroked gently between his eyes, then down the base of his ears.
He trembled but didnât retreat.
âYouâre so brave,â you whispered, and the words slipped out before you could stop them.
Jungkookâs ears twitched like he didnât understand how that could be true.
You swallowed. âIâm going to make a call, alright? You stay here. Iâll be right back.â
You stood slowly, keeping your movements gentle, and walked back to the kitchen.
Then you dialled a number you hadnât used in months.
A clinic contact.
A favour youâd earned the hard way.
The call picked up almost immediately.
âDr Minâs office.â
âThis is L/N Y/N,â you said, voice crisp. âHybrid Association. I need an urgent scan for possible subdermal marker removal. Prey hybrid. Rabbit.â
A beat.
Then the nurseâs voice changed. âUnderstood. Are they in immediate danger?â
âYes,â you said simply.
âCome in within the hour,â she said. âUse the back entrance. Less attention.â
âThank you.â
You ended the call, hands shaking slightly.
When you turned back toward the hallway, Jungkook was no longer in his doorway.
Your heart stopped.
âJungkook?â you called softly, instantly scanning the apartment.
No response.
A cold dread crawled up your spine.
You moved down the hall quickly, checking your bedroom, the bathroomâ
Nothing.
Then you noticed the front door.
The lock was still engaged.
He couldnât have left.
You exhaled shakily.
Then you spotted movement in the living room.
Jungkook was under the coffee table again â but not curled in his towel nest.
He had dragged his shelter blanket and made a tight burrow.
A bunker.
Like he was preparing for a siege.
Your chest ached.
You crouched near the table, keeping space. âHey⊠Iâm here.â
His eyes glimmered from the shadows.
You softened your voice. âWe have to go, Jungkook. Not for long. Just to check if thereâs something under your skin.â
He didnât move.
You swallowed. âI wonât let anyone touch you without your permission.â
His nose twitched.
âAnd if you donât want to be in human form, you donât have to,â you added. âYou can stay rabbit. Weâll keep the blanket. You can hide.â
A pause.
Then, slowly, Jungkook nudged the blanket opening wider.
A tiny invitation.
Your throat tightened again.
You reached in gently, letting him sniff your hand first.
He pressed his head into your palm.
Permission.
So you lifted him carefully, wrapping him in his blanket like a cocoon.
He stayed tense â but he didnât fight.
You carried him to the door, grabbed your bag, checked the peephole twice, then opened the door.
The corridor was empty.
Still, you moved fast, heart pounding, protective instincts roaring in your blood.
In the lift, Jungkook stayed pressed against you.
You whispered against his ear, voice steady. âYouâre okay. Iâm here.â
His tiny paws gripped your sleeve.
Hard.
By the time you reached the car park, your nerves were raw.
But you didnât see anyone waiting.
No suspicious vehicles.
No wolf hybrid.
Still, you placed Jungkook in the passenger seat, nestled between your legs again, blanket tucked securely.
He peeked out just enough to watch.
You started the car.
And as you pulled out of the lot, your phone buzzed again.
This time it wasnât blocked.
It was your supervisor.
You ignored it.
Your phone buzzed again.
And again.
Then a message flashed across your screen:
Association Emergency Briefing. Attendance required. Hybrid trafficking sweep. We have an ID match.
Your blood ran cold.
ID match.
You tightened your grip on the steering wheel.
Jungkook made a small sound, like he sensed your shift.
You swallowed hard, voice barely a whisper.
âJungkook⊠I think the case Iâve been working onâŠâ
You glanced at him.
His big eyes stared back at you, unblinking.
ââŠmight be about you.â
And in that moment, you realised something with awful clarity:
You hadnât just adopted a hybrid.
You had adopted evidence.
A target.
And maybeâ
A key to bringing down the kind of facility that had ruined him.
But only if you could keep him alive long enough to testify.
Only if you could keep him safe from the people who still believed he belonged to them.
The city lights blurred past as you drove.
And in the passenger seat, Jungkook curled tighter into his blanket.
Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut
Taglist: @lovejkmilitarywife @forevermoon1306
WC: 1630
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The apartment above the bookstore breathed with you.
It always had.
The floorboards remembered your steps even when you didnât walk them. The walls held warmth long after the kettle downstairs had cooled. Even now, wrapped in layers of blankets, your body aching in ways that felt too intimate and too exposed, the space seemed to adjust itself around youâshadows drawn softer, light filtered thinner through the curtains Mr. Han had half-closed hours ago.
Your room smelled faintly of dried lavender and old paper. Of safety.
You shifted, a small sound slipping from your throat before you could stop it. Heat pooled uncomfortably beneath your skin, every sensation sharpened to an edge. The blankets felt too heavy and not heavy enough all at once. You kicked one aside, then pulled it back moments later when the air felt too cold.
You hated this limbo.
Not sick enough to be unconscious. Not well enough to pretend.
A chair scraped softly against the floor.
You hadnât heard him come in.
Mr. Han sat beside your bed, glasses pushed up into his hair, sleeves rolled. He didnât speak at first. He never rushed you when you were like this. Instead, he rested one hand on the mattress near your hipâgrounding, familiar.
âYouâre burning up,â he said quietly, pressing the back of his fingers to your wrist. His touch was cool. Steady. âDid you take the medicine?â
You nodded, eyes closed. âEarlier.â
He hummed, neither satisfied nor disappointed. He reached for the damp cloth resting on the tray and gently wiped your temple, the motion practiced from years of doing this without asking permission.
You leaned into it instinctively.
âIâm sorry,â you murmured.
The cloth stilled.
âFor what?â he asked.
âFor missing work. For worrying you. Forââ Your voice caught, frustration rising hot and fast. âFor being like this.â
Mr. Han sighed, long and slow, the sound heavy with patience. âYouâve been âlike thisâ since the day I met you,â he said gently. âAnd youâve apologised for it every time.â
You swallowed. âI donât mean to be difficult.â
âYou arenât,â he said firmly. âYouâre human. Complicated. Exhausted. And stubborn as hell.â
A weak huff of laughter escaped you before dissolving into a cough. He waited it out, hand steady at your back, thumb pressing lightly in slow circles until your breathing evened again.
âYou remember when you were twelve?â he said suddenly.
You frowned, eyes still closed. âWhich time?â
âThe winter you refused to rest because you didnât want to âburdenâ me,â he said, fondness threading through his voice. âYou collapsed between the poetry shelves.â
Your lips twitched. âYou carried me upstairs.â
âYou were all elbows and attitude,â he replied. âKept apologising even while half-conscious.â
You felt your throat tighten. âYou didnât have to.â
âI wanted to,â he said simply. âI still do.â
Silence settled between you, thick but gentle.
Downstairs, the bookstore clock chimed the hour. The sound travelled up through the walls, familiar enough to make your chest ache.
Mr. Han reached for the mug on the tray and brought it to your lips. âDrink.â
You did, small sips at a time. The tea was warm, gingered just right, sweetened with honey the way you liked it. He always remembered.
âSomeone came by,â he said quietly, not looking at you.
Your fingers twitched against the blanket. âI know.â
He glanced at you then. âYou heard?â
âNo,â you admitted. âBut I felt it.â
That earned a pause.
âYou always do,â he said.
You opened your eyes slowly, staring at the ceiling. âWas he⊠upset?â
Mr. Han considered the question carefully. âHe was worried,â he said at last. âMore than he realised.â
You turned your head slightly, the movement making the room tilt. âDid you scare him off?â
A corner of his mouth lifted. âI asked him what he wanted with my daughter.â
Your chest tightened painfully. âYou didnât have toââ
âYes,â he interrupted gently. âI did.â
You closed your eyes again. âWhat did he say?â
âThat he wanted to respect you,â Mr. Han replied. âEven if that meant waiting.â
Something fragile cracked open inside your chest.
âAnd you?â you asked softly. âDo you believe him?â
Mr. Han reached out, brushing your hair back from your damp forehead. His touch was slow, deliberate, weighted with years of choosing you every day.
âI believe people tell the truth in moments they donât benefit from,â he said. âHe gained nothing by standing there and answering me.â
You breathed out shakily.
âYou donât owe him anything,â he continued. âNot explanations. Not access. Not pieces of yourself youâre still holding together.â
âI know,â you whispered.
âBut,â he added gently, âyou donât owe yourself isolation either.â
The words settled deep.
You turned onto your side, facing him, eyes heavy but intent. âWhat if knowing me⊠changes how he sees the world?â
Mr. Han didnât answer immediately. He squeezed your hand instead.
âThen thatâs his work to do,â he said. âNot yours.â
Your vision blurred. âWhat if he leaves?â
He met your gaze steadily. âThen you will survive,â he said. âYou always do. But you wonât break just because someone else couldnât stay.â
Tears slipped free before you could stop them, hot and silent. Mr. Han leaned forward and pulled you gently into his chest, careful of your overheated skin. His arms wrapped around you, solid and sure.
You breathed him inâold paper, soap, home.
âIâm tired,â you murmured into his sweater.
âI know,â he replied, kissing the crown of your head. âRest.â
When he finally eased you back against the pillows, the room felt warmerânot suffocating, but held.
As he stood to leave, you reached out weakly. âMr. Han?â
He turned back immediately. âYes, love?â
âThank you,â you said. âFor choosing me.â
He smiled, eyes soft behind his glasses. âI never had a choice.â
After he left, you lay there listening to the quiet hum of the building, the steady rhythm of the city beyond the walls. Your phone sat untouched on the bedside table, screen dark.
For now, you let yourself rest in the space between knowing and saying, held together by the quiet certainty that whatever came next, you would not face it alone.
Sleep was the kind that pulled you under and kept you there, but the kind that drifted in and out, carrying fragments of sound and memory with it. The radiator clicked softly. Somewhere below, Mr. Han moved through the shop, the muted scrape of a chair, the thud of a book being set down too firmly. Familiar noises. Anchors.
Your body burned and cooled in turns, caught between opposing sensations that never quite balanced out. You shifted again, sheets tangling around your legs, frustration pooling low in your chest.
Too aware.
Too awake.
You cracked your eyes open to the dim room. The light outside had changedâafternoon bleeding slowly into evening, the grey softened by the first hint of dusk. Shadows stretched longer across the walls, bending around the furniture like they belonged there.
A soft knock.
Not downstairs.
Here.
âY/N?â Mr. Hanâs voice came through the door, lower now. Careful. âMay I?â
âYou donât have to ask,â you murmured.
The door opened quietly. He stepped in carrying a fresh blanket and a small bowl balanced in one hand. Steam curled faintly from it.
âSoup,â he said. âJust a few spoonfuls. Donât argue.â
You huffed weakly. âI wasnât going to.â
He raised an eyebrow. He helped you sit up, moving with the ease of someone who had done this countless times. The pillows were adjusted just right. The blanket tucked carefully around your shoulders. He lifted the spoon and waited.
You took a sip.
It was warm. Salty. Comforting in a way that had nothing to do with taste. He set the bowl aside and reached for your wrist again, fingers warm this time. He frowned slightlyânot alarmed, but attentive.
âYouâre riding it out,â he said. âThatâs good.â
You stared at the blanket, fingers picking at a loose thread. âI hate that you always know.â
âI raised you,â he said gently. âOf course I know.â
The word settled into youâraisedâheavy and grounding all at once.
âDid you ever regret it?â you asked suddenly, the question slipping out before you could catch it.
Mr. Han stilled. âRegret what?â
âTaking me in,â you whispered. âEverything that came after.â
He didnât answer right away. Instead, he set the bowl down and pulled a chair closer, sitting so his knees brushed the edge of the bed. He took your hand fully this time, his grip firm and warm.
âListen to me,â he said quietly. âI didnât save you. I didnât rescue you. I chose you. Every day. And I would make that choice again without hesitation.â
Your throat tightened painfully.
âYou didnât make my life harder,â he continued. âYou made it fuller.â
Tears burned behind your eyes. You turned your face away, embarrassed by the sudden intensity of it all.
He didnât let go. âYou donât have to be strong in this house,â he added softly. âYou never did.â
The words sank deep, loosening something youâd been holding taut for far too long.
Your breathing stuttered once, twiceâthen evened out as exhaustion finally crept back in, heavier now, more insistent. Mr. Han squeezed your hand gently.
âSleep,â he said. âIâll be downstairs.â
âYou always are,â you murmured, eyes fluttering closed.
He smiled faintly. âExactly.â
As he stood to leave, your phone buzzed softly on the bedside table.
Once.
You didnât open your eyes.
The sound faded into the quiet, leaving only the steady hum of the building and the faint murmur of Mr. Han moving below. Somewhere between waking and sleep, the image of Namjoon surfaced unbiddenânot sharp, not painful, just⊠present.
You didnât reach for the phone. But you didnât turn it face-down either.
Summary: Y/N is someone who never planned to adopt a hybridâuntil she meets Jungkook, a withdrawn rabbit hybrid feared by everyone at the shelter. She brings him home thinking itâll be a quiet fresh start, but strange signs soon appear: a scar on his neck, panic around cars, and someone suddenly digging into his records.
When threats begin to surface, Y/N realises Jungkook wasnât simply abandonedâhe was taken, tracked, and never meant to stay free. With no power or connections, sheâs forced to fight in the only way she can: by refusing to give him back, and protecting him with everything she has.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut (I'll add on more when I write more!)
You woke up to the sound of tiny claws skittering across hardwood.
Your eyes snapped open instantly â the kind of reflex you built from years of reading alarming case files and expecting the worst.
Then you saw it.
A white blur darting across your bedroom floor, blanket trailing behind it like a dramatic train.
You stared.
Jungkook stopped mid-run, turned to face you, and thumped his back foot on the floor as if you were the one being disruptive.
You blinked again. âGood morning to you too.â
He huffed â a tiny, offended sound â and hopped over to your bedside table.
Then he stared at your phone.
Then he stared at you.
Then he nudged the phone with his nose.
Your brows furrowed. âWhatâ you want me to⊠check my phone?â
Jungkook nudged it again, harder.
You stared, then slowly picked it up.
No notifications. No alarms. No messages from Luna.
You looked back down. âWhat do you want?â
Jungkook stared for a long moment.
Then he hopped off the table and went straight to your door, pushing it open wider with his head.
He paused in the doorway and looked back at you with a very clear expression that translated to:
Move.
You stared, half amused, half bewildered. âAre you⊠telling me to get up?â
Jungkook thumped his foot again.
You laughed, rubbing your eyes. âBossy rabbit.â
But you got up anyway.
When you stepped into the hallway, you found your living room had been⊠rearranged.
Not massively.
But enough that you stood there, processing it like you had walked into a crime scene.
Your carefully placed towel nest had been dragged closer to the balcony window. The water bowl had been nudged two inches to the left. The apple slice you left overnight had vanished.
And on your couchâ
Jungkookâs shelter blanket had been spread out neatly, like heâd claimed it.
You stared. âSo you live on the couch now.â
Jungkook hopped onto the couch cushion with effort, then flopped dramatically onto the blanket like a royal being presented to his throne.
You sighed, smiling despite yourself. âAlright, Your Highness.â
That earned you another huff.
You padded into the kitchen, grabbed a glass of water for yourself, then carefully prepped breakfast for him â small portions again, safe and simple. Greens, a little fruit, and you made a mental note to research proper nutrition for rabbit hybrids.
You placed the dish near the couch.
Jungkook sniffed it, then grabbed a piece and ate it while staring at you like you were being evaluated.
You raised your hands. âOkay, okay. Iâll do better next time.â
He chewed slowly.
Then, when you turned toward the hallway, he followed you â hopping at your heels like a shadow.
That was when it hit you.
He wasnât just exploring.
He was⊠tracking you.
Not in a threatening way.
In a âwhere you go, I goâ way.
Your throat tightened unexpectedly.
Hybrids often formed attachments quickly when they finally had stability â but this was day one. Barely.
You crouched down gently. âHey, Jungkook⊠you donât have to follow me everywhere.â
He stared.
Then he hopped forward and pressed his head into your shin.
A soft, deliberate push.
Your breath caught.
âOkay,â you whispered. âOkay. If thatâs what you need.â
You took your phone back out and sent an email to your supervisor.
Taking leave for personal reasons. Three days.
You hesitated, then added:
Will be contactable for emergencies only.
Then you sent it before you could change your mind.
When you looked down again, Jungkook was sitting by your feet like a loyal guard, ears upright, eyes half-lidded.
He looked⊠calmer today.
Still cautious.
But calmer.
âAlright,â you murmured. âToday we do things properly.â
You started with the spare bedroom.
You opened the door and stepped aside, offering him first entry.
Jungkook peered in from behind your leg, then hopped forward a few steps, nose twitching.
He sniffed the boxes. The treadmill. The corner shelves.
His ears flattened as he reached the closet â as if the dark space bothered him.
He backed away instantly, body tense.
You immediately stepped between him and the closet. âOkay. Not that. We donât go there yet.â
He watched you warily.
You softened your voice. âThis room is yours. But it doesnât have to be this room yet. We can change it. We can make it safe.â
Jungkook stared at you for a long time.
Then he hopped into the middle of the room and thumped his foot once.
Not angry this time.
Almost like a⊠decision.
You blinked. âYouâre claiming it?â
He huffed, then hopped onto the bed with a clumsy little jump that barely succeeded. He ended up half on, half off, kicking his feet until he flopped onto the mattress.
You stared, then laughed quietly. âOkay. Bed rabbit.â
You spent the next hour clearing the room carefully, moving slowly so you wouldnât overwhelm him. You stacked boxes into a corner, folded the treadmill away completely, and opened the curtains to let in soft light. You placed his blankets on the bed, then added one of your softest throws.
Jungkook watched every movement.
Every time you lifted something, his ears flicked.
Every time something scraped the floor, his body tensed.
You kept talking to him â not because you thought he needed conversation, but because you wanted him to know your voice meant normal.
âThis box is just old books.â
âThatâs the treadmill. Itâs boring, I promise.â
âThese are spare bedsheets. You can choose later.â
When you finally finished, the room looked less like storage and more like a space someone could breathe in.
You crouched by the bed. âWhat do you think?â
Jungkook hopped onto the blanket pile and turned in a circle. Then he shoved his face into the blankets and dug like he was making a burrow.
You smiled. âThatâs a yes.â
You werenât sure if taking him out on day two was too much â but you also knew you needed supplies, and waiting too long might make the first trip even harder.
So you compromised.
You chose a quiet pet-and-hybrid supply store that opened early, before crowds. You took your time preparing: a carrier lined with his blanket, a second blanket to cover the top so he could hide, and a small pouch of food just in case he needed comfort.
When you brought the carrier out, Jungkook immediately went rigid.
He stared at it like it was an enemy.
You knelt down. âHey. This isnât a cage. This is⊠a safe box. Just for the trip.â
Jungkook didnât move.
So you didnât force him.
You sat on the floor, placed the carrier beside you, and waited.
After a long minute, Jungkook crept forward and sniffed it.
Then he sniffed you.
Then he nudged the carrier again, like he was measuring its honesty.
You held your breath.
Slowly, he hopped inside on his own â but not before turning around to glare at you like he was doing you a huge favour.
You exhaled shakily, relief hitting you so hard it almost made you dizzy.
âThank you,â you whispered.
Jungkook huffed.
The drive was easier than the day before.
He still trembled when the engine started, but when you placed your hand on the carrier through the blanket, he pressed closer to the warmth, breathing faster but not panicking.
When you arrived, you carried the box carefully, keeping your body between him and strangers.
The store was quiet, bright, clean.
Still â new smells made him restless. You could feel the carrier shift as he moved inside.
You kept your voice soft. âWeâre just getting things for your room. Then we go home.â
Jungkook made a faint sound â not quite agreeing, but listening.
You started with essentials: bedding materials, chew-safe toys, a softer water dish that wouldnât tip easily, a small hideaway tunnel. You paused often, checking on him.
At one point, you felt the carrier shake harder.
You stopped immediately, stepping into a quieter aisle.
âToo much?â you whispered.
No response â but the shaking slowed when you lowered your voice and covered the carrier fully with the blanket.
You swallowed. âOkay. Weâll go home soon.â
You turned toward the checkoutâ
And froze.
A man stood near the front entrance, talking to an employee. Tall. Broad. Black coat. Gloved hands.
He looked like someone who didnât belong in a peaceful little supply store.
Your instincts flared â lawyer instincts, the kind that recognised trouble before it arrived.
The man turned his head slightly.
And your breath caught because his eyes werenât normal.
Not fully.
Not human.
A hybrid.
A wolf hybrid, judging by the faint outline of ears under his hood and the way he held himself like he could break a room in half if he wanted.
His gaze flicked to your carrier.
Then to you.
Then away, like he didnât care.
But you knew better.
Because Jungkookâs carrier suddenly went still.
Utterly.
Like every molecule in him had gone silent.
Your grip tightened.
You didnât look away from the stranger until you were safely outside and walking toward your car.
Only then did Jungkook move again â frantic, shifting inside the carrier like he was trying to burrow through the fabric.
You opened the door quickly and set him on the passenger seat, covering him fully.
âItâs okay,â you murmured urgently. âItâs okay, weâre leaving.â
Jungkookâs breathing was fast.
Too fast.
You started the car and drove.
Only when you were several blocks away did the shaking ease.
Your hands trembled on the steering wheel.
That wolf hybridâŠ
Why had Jungkook reacted like that?
Hybrids were sensitive to scent, to presence, to threat.
But that reaction hadnât been just fear.
It had been⊠recognition.
The moment you stepped into your apartment, Jungkook practically launched out of the carrier and sprinted to his room, blanket trailing behind him like a lifeline.
You followed slowly, heart aching.
He hopped onto the bed and dug into the blankets until only his ears were visible.
You sat on the floor by the doorway, keeping distance.
âI wonât come in,â you whispered. âIâm just here.â
Silence.
Then, slowly, Jungkookâs head emerged.
His eyes looked glossy â not quite tears, but something close.
You swallowed hard.
âI donât know what happened to you before,â you said softly, voice rougher than you intended. âI donât know why cars scare you. I donât know why strangers make you freeze. I donât know why you look like youâre waiting to be punished for breathing.â
Your throat tightened.
âBut youâre not in that place anymore.â
Jungkook stared at you.
âAnd if anyone ever tries to take you back,â you continued, voice steady now, âtheyâll have to go through me first.â
You didnât expect him to understand the words.
But you watched his ears slowly relax.
Watched his shoulders lower.
Watched him inch forward, just a little.
Then he hopped down from the bed.
Crossed the room.
And pressed his head gently against your knee.
A quiet, trembling little thank you.
Your eyes stung.
You lifted a hand slowly. âMay I?â
Jungkook nudged your knee again.
Yes.
So you stroked between his ears, gentle and steady.
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Summary: Y/N has a habit - her schedules are always set, always pristine, always clear. Namjoon has a habit of doing things he doesn't like - particularly dinner with colleagues. But he wants to do one thing, and that is to hunt down prey.
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Hybrid
Warnings: angst, abuse, smut
Taglist: @lovejkmilitarywife @forevermoon1306
WC: 3133
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Namjoon did not go to the bookstore on Thursday.
The decision happened quietly, which somehow made it worse.
Work came first.
That was reasonable.
That was safe.
The office was already awake when he arrivedâlights humming, printers coughing out documents, the low murmur of voices carrying down the corridor. He slipped into his role easily, like muscle memory taking over. Emails answered. Calls returned. Arguments drafted with precision and restraint.
It should have been enough.
By mid-morning, his head ached with the effort of focus. He caught himself staring at a paragraph on his screen without reading it, eyes tracking the same sentence again and again like it might change if he waited long enough.
He pushed back from his desk and stood, pacing the length of his office. The carpet muffled his steps. The glass walls reflected him faintlyâtie straight, sleeves rolled just so, expression composed.
A man who had everything under control.
He sat again. Picked up his pen. Set it down.
At lunch, he realised he hadnât eaten. The thought of food felt abstract, distant. He drank water instead and returned to work.
By the time evening settled in, the city outside his window had shifted into shadow and lightâbuildings outlined in gold, streets pulsing faintly below. He stayed long past when he needed to, hands moving through tasks that no longer required his attention.
At eight, the office emptied.
At nine, the cleaning staff arrived.
At ten, he packed his bag with the same careful precision he used every night, even though there was no one left to see it.
Routine, he reminded himself.
This was what stability looked like.
The walk home was colder than he expected. The wind cut sharply between buildings, carrying the distant scent of rain that hadnât fallen yet. His coat felt too thin. Or maybe heâd just forgotten how much the cold could seep in when he wasnât paying attention.
Didnât look down the street that branched off to the right.
At home, the door closed behind him with a soft, final click.
The silence hit immediately.
His apartment was neat in a way that bordered on sterile. No clutter. No abandoned mugs. No signs of anyone else having ever existed here for more than a few hours at a time. He set his keys down in their designated place, slipped off his shoes, loosened his tie.
The quiet stretched.
He turned on a lamp. Then another. The light filled the space but didnât warm it.
He sat on the couch, elbows on his knees, hands clasped loosely together. His body felt heavy, like gravity had increased without warning.
He tried to tell himself this was for the best.
Distance was necessary. Distance prevented misunderstandings. Distance kept old wounds from reopening in ways he couldnât control.
He had learned that lesson young.
The memory came without permission.
Rain on asphalt.
Sirens too loud.
Yunaâs face pale against white hospital sheets, eyes wide and unfocused.
Her voiceâsmall, frightened, calling his name.
He squeezed his eyes shut, breath sharp in his chest.
He had been a child too. That fact still felt irrelevant. Someone had needed to be steady, and he had stepped into that role without being asked.
Anger had come later. Quiet, enduring, wrapped in logic and justification.
He stood abruptly and crossed the room, pacing now, steps uneven. His reflection in the darkened window looked unfamiliarâjaw tight, shoulders drawn inward like he was bracing against something invisible.
He thought of the bookstore.
The way it smelled like paper and warmth. The way time slowed there without asking permission. The way Y/N listenedâreally listenedâwithout trying to shape his words into something more manageable.
That was the problem.
She made space.
And space invited collapse.
He skipped the bookstore the following Thursday too.
This time, the decision carried weight.
He noticed it everywhereâin the way his eyes kept drifting to the clock, in the way his chest tightened around noon, in the way he found himself restless by late afternoon with no clear reason why.
At six, he caught himself calculating how long it would take to walk there.
At six-thirty, he shut his laptop too hard and immediately opened it again, as if he might have forgotten something important.
At seven, he left the office and went to the gym instead.
He pushed himself harder than usual, muscles burning, lungs screaming for air. Sweat soaked through his shirt, dripped down his spine, stung his eyes. The physical strain grounded him in a way nothing else had all week.
For an hour, he didnât think.
Then it ended.
Back home, showered and exhausted, he stood in the steam-filled bathroom longer than necessary, forehead resting briefly against the tile. His hands shook faintly when he turned off the water.
That night, sleep came in fragments.
He dreamed of standing outside a glass door he couldnât open, his reflection staring back at him instead of what lay inside.
He woke with his heart racing and the unsettling sense that he had missed something important.
By the third skipped Thursday, the tension was no longer subtle.
It followed him like a shadowâthrough meetings, through meals he forgot to finish, through conversations that required more effort than they should have. He snapped once at a colleague for a minor mistake and immediately apologised, the words leaving his mouth too quickly, too rehearsed.
âYou alright?â they asked, concern flickering briefly across their face.
âYes,â he said. âJust tired.â
The lie tasted stale.
That evening, he stood at his desk staring at his phone, thumb hovering over a message he hadnât written yet. He imagined explanations that felt inadequate before they were even formed.
Sorry I disappeared.I needed time.I didnât know how to talk without saying the wrong thing.
He deleted the blank message and set the phone down.
Avoidance, he told himself, was restraint.
But restraint had never felt like this.
On the fourth Thursday, the sky hung low and heavy, threatening rain. He left the office earlier than usual, not because he planned to go anywhere, but because the walls felt too close.
The bookstoreâs windows glowed softly in the dusk, light spilling out onto the wet pavement. Shelves stood in familiar rows. Shapes moved insideâblurred by glass and distance, but alive.
He didnât know if she was there.
He didnât need to.
The sight alone sent something sharp and aching through his chest.
He stood there longer than was reasonable, hands buried in his pockets, breath fogging faintly in the cold air. The city rushed around himâcars passing, voices rising and fadingâbut he felt strangely removed from it all.
He had wanted safety.
He had chosen distance.
And now, standing there with everything inside him pulled tight, he understood the cost of that choice.
He wasnât steady.
He was breakingâslowly, quietly, under the weight of things he refused to face.
Namjoon turned away at last, footsteps heavy as he walked back into the cityâs noise.
Behind him, the bookstore remained exactly where it had always been.
Waiting.
Yuna showed up on a Saturday morning.
Not announced. Not scheduled. Just the sound of his doorbell cutting through the quiet like it had every right to be there.
Namjoon had been awake for hours already, though the apartment still felt half-asleep. The curtains were only partially drawn, light bleeding in unevenly, catching dust in the air. He sat at the small kitchen table with a mug of coffee that had long since gone cold, suit jacket discarded over the back of a chair like an afterthought.
He stared at the door when the bell rang again.
Didnât move.
The third ring was followed by a knockâsharp, impatient, unmistakably Yuna.
âNamjoon,â her voice carried through the wood, muffled but firm. âI know youâre in there.â
He closed his eyes.
âOpen the door,â she added. âOr Iâm calling the building manager and embarrassing you in front of your neighbours.â
That did it.
He stood slowly, joints stiff like heâd aged a decade overnight, and crossed the apartment. When he opened the door, Yuna stepped inside without waiting for permission, rain-damp coat swinging around her legs.
She took one look at him and stopped short.
âOh,â she said.
Not accusing. Not gentle either.
Just⊠seeing.
âYou look like hell,â she added, toeing the door shut behind her.
âGood morning to you too,â Namjoon muttered.
Yuna dropped her bag on the counter and turned fully toward him, arms crossing. She looked healthier than she had any right toâcheeks flushed from the cold, hair tied back neatly, posture strong. The scar at her collarbone was hidden beneath fabric, but he could feel its presence anyway. He always could.
âWhen was the last time you slept?â she asked.
âI sleep,â he replied automatically.
âThat wasnât the question.â
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI donât know.â
She nodded once, like that was confirmation of something sheâd already suspected. âWhen was the last time you ate a full meal?â
âI had coffee.â
Her jaw tightened. âYouâre unbelievable.â
She walked past him, further into the apartment, eyes scanning the space with the kind of familiarity that came from growing up together. She opened the fridge without asking.
Empty. Or close enough.
She shut it harder than necessary.
âYouâre doing it again,â she said.
He leaned against the wall, arms folding loosely. âDoing what?â
âDisappearing into yourself like thatâs a solution.â She turned, eyes sharp. âYou think I donât notice when you start spiraling?â
âIâm fine,â he insisted, even as the words felt brittle.
Yuna scoffed. âYouâre skipping meals, skipping sleep, andââ She paused, then softened just a fraction. âYouâre skipping the one place youâve been talking about for months.â
His breath caught.
âThat bookstore,â she continued. âThe one you light up about and then immediately pretend doesnât matter.â
He looked away.
âDonât,â she warned quietly. âDonât shut down on me.â
Silence stretched between them, thick and familiar.
âYou donât get to martyr yourself for me,â Yuna said finally. âI didnât almost die so you could punish yourself for the rest of your life.â
He flinched.
âThatâs not what Iâm doing,â he said, voice low.
âThen what is it?â she pressed.
He opened his mouth.
Closed it.
His shoulders sagged, the fight draining out of him all at once. âI donât know how to hold two truths at the same time,â he admitted. âThat something hurt you. And that⊠not everything connected to it is dangerous.â
Yuna studied him carefully, expression unreadable.
âYouâre scared,â she said.
He didnât deny it.
She stepped closer and, without warning, smacked him upside the arm.
Not hard. Just enough.
âGet a grip,â she snapped. âYou were a kid. So was I. What happened was an accident, not a curse you need to keep paying for.â
He stared at her, stunned.
âYou think I donât see what youâre doing?â she continued, voice rising now. âYouâre avoiding something good because youâre afraid itâll make you question the walls you built. And instead of talking to anyone about it, youâre just⊠rotting.â
âThatâs dramatic,â he muttered.
She smacked his arm again. âIâm dramatic. Youâre self-destructive.â
He let out a shaky laugh before he could stop himself. It broke something open in his chest.
âI donât want to hurt anyone,â he said quietly.
Yunaâs expression softened fully this time. âThen stop hurting yourself.â
She reached out, grabbed his face between her hands, and forced him to look at her.
âYou donât owe me your loneliness,â she said. âYou donât owe me your anger. And you definitely donât owe me your happiness.â
His eyes burned.
âYou deserve good things,â she added firmly. âEven if they scare you.â
Yuna finally dropped her hands and sighed. âNow. Youâre going to eat something. Youâre going to take a shower. And thenââ she raised an eyebrow ââyouâre going to stop pretending avoidance is a virtue.â
He huffed. âYou always were bossy.â
âAnd you always needed it.â
She grabbed her bag and headed toward the kitchen. âIâm making eggs. Sit.â
Sunday carried a different weight.
It wasnât the kind of day that rushed anyone forward. The city moved as if wrapped in cottonâcars slower, footsteps softer, voices muted by the low ceiling of clouds pressing down from above. The air smelled damp, not quite rain, not quite dry either. A quiet anticipation lingered in it, like the world was holding its breath.
Namjoon walked beside Yuna with his hands buried deep in his coat pockets, shoulders slightly hunched against the cold. The pavement beneath his shoes was uneven here, cracked in places, patched over in others. He noticed everything too sharplyâthe rust on the lampposts, the flicker of a faulty traffic light, the way his breath fogged faintly with each exhale.
The bookstore appeared at the end of the street, just as it always had.
It didnât announce itself loudly. It never did. It simply existedâtucked between taller buildings that cast long shadows over its modest frontage. The wooden sign above the door swayed gently, its paint faded but lovingly retouched in places. The windows were fogged from within, shelves of books visible like quiet sentinels lining the walls.
Namjoon slowed without meaning to.
His chest tightened in a way that surprised him.
This place had begun to feel like a point of referenceâsomething steady he hadnât realised he was leaning on until he stepped too close to it.
Yuna noticed immediately.
âYou donât have to,â she said softly, her voice barely louder than the wind brushing past them.
âI want to,â he replied, though the words felt heavier than they should have.
They stepped inside.
The bell above the door chimed, its clear sound cutting through the hush like a ripple on still water. Warmth wrapped around them instantly, a sharp contrast to the chill outside. The smell hit him nextâaged paper, polished wood, something faintly herbal and grounding. It was the kind of scent that sank into your clothes and lingered long after you left.
But something was wrong.
The counter stood empty.
No quiet hum of movement between the shelves. No soft sounds of a ladder shifting, a book sliding into place. The space felt⊠paused. As if the room itself had noticed an absence.
Namjoonâs gaze flicked instinctively toward the corner where she usually stood.
Nothing.
Footsteps sounded from the back room.
An older man emerged, wiping his hands on a cloth. He was taller than Namjoon expected, shoulders broad despite the years evident in the silver threading through his hair. His glasses sat low on his nose, eyes sharp and observant in a way that suggested very little escaped him.
The moment his gaze landed on Namjoon, he stopped.
Not startled.
Assessing.
âYes?â the man said. His tone was calm, but there was an edge beneath itâlike a door only half-open.
Namjoon swallowed. âGood morning. Iââ He paused, suddenly aware of how fragile this moment was. âI was hoping to see Y/N.â
The shift was immediate.
The man straightened fully, spine stiffening, shoulders squaring. His eyes narrowed just enough to signal a boundary being drawn.
âSheâs not here,â he said.
âOh.â Namjoon nodded, heart sinking. âI didnât mean to intrude. She hasnât answered my messages and I just wanted to make sure she was okay.â
Silence stretched.
The kind that made Namjoon acutely aware of the ticking clock somewhere deeper in the shop, of Yunaâs quiet breathing beside him, of his own pulse beating too loudly in his ears.
The man stepped closer to the counter, resting both hands against the worn wood. âAnd who are you,â he asked evenly, âto be looking for her?â
The question wasnât hostile.
It was worse.
Protective.
Namjoon took a breath. âKim Namjoon.â
The man repeated the name slowly, tasting it. âAnd what do you want with my daughter?â
The word struck like a sudden weight.
Daughter.
Not guardian.
Not caretaker.
Daughter.
Yuna stiffened beside him, her posture shifting subtlyâready.
âIââ Namjoon began, then stopped. This wasnât a moment for rehearsed answers or careful deflection. âI care about her.â
The manâs eyes sharpened. âThatâs not an answer.â
Namjoon met his gaze, throat tight. âIâm not here to take anything from her. I came because I was worried.â
The shopkeeper studied him carefully nowâhis hands, the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw set when he spoke. Then his gaze flicked to Yuna.
âAnd you?â he asked.
âHis sister,â Yuna replied calmly. âWeâre not here to push. Just to check in.â
The manâs expression softened for a fraction of a second before hardening again. âSheâs sick.â
The word carried more weight than it should have.
âShe called me yesterday,â he continued. âCould barely speak. Apologised like being unwell was something to be ashamed of.â His jaw tightened. âI told her to rest. The shop can wait.â
Namjoonâs chest constricted painfully.
âI should have noticed,â he said quietly.
The shopkeeperâs gaze snapped back to him. âYou donât get to decide that.â
Namjoon flinched, but nodded. âYouâre right.â
âI raised her,â the man said, voice lower now. âNot because she was broken. Because she deserved safety. Sheâs lived her life being carefulâtoo careful. I wonât have that undone by someone who doesnât understand what it cost her.â
Namjoon swallowed hard. âI donât want to hurt her.â
âWhat do you want to do with my daughter?â the man asked again.
The repetition was deliberate.
Namjoon didnât rush this time.
âI want to respect her,â he said. âEven if that means waiting. Even if it means walking away.â
The silence that followed felt differentâstill tense, but no longer sharp enough to cut.
The man straightened, folding the cloth in his hands. âIf she wants to see you, she will reach out. Until then, you donât come looking for answers she hasnât given.â
âYes, sir.â
âAnd if you hurt her,â the shopkeeper added quietly, eyes unwavering, âyou wonât be dealing with lawyers.â
Namjoon met his gaze without flinching. âI wouldnât.â
The man nodded once. âGood.â
As they turned toward the door, Namjoon hesitated. The bell above it was still.
âPlease tell her,â he said softly, âthat I hope she rests well.â
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