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extremely sexy of The Haunting of Bly Manor to be gay without me knowing it would be. i watched it for the horror and then it gave me lesbians? and a beautiful and tragic love story? literally there is nothing sexier

#the haunting of bly manor#the haunting of bly manor spoilers#otp: dani and jamie#it’s the posture for me in this scene#two women who are pretty sure the other is Like Them#but you can’t ever be really sure until you try and trying in the 80s wasn’t exactly easy or safe#so Dani’s whole body is rigid but she can’t not she can’t not reach out#and the way her thumb flicks once and then she lets go before she goes too far#and Jamie looking at their hands#Jamie who has been making so many jokes pushing Dani and Owen at each other to keep her own hopes down#Jamie looking and curling her fingers tight and shifting her body just so slightly toward this woman she’s slowly figuring out#god every scene is a fucking meal#I could write a book

you have this idea in your head that the only time you’re worthy of being loved is when you’re at your best. you’re still worthy of being loved when you’re at your lowest. you’re still worthy of being loved when you don’t want to go on anymore. you are still worthy of being loved even when you don’t love yourself. you are a human and therefore always worthy of being loved and don’t you fool yourself into thinking otherwise. 

I’m constantly torn between “if it’s meant to be, it will be” and “if you want it, go and get it.”

I’m the kind of person that will restart a song because i got distracted and wasn’t appreciating it enough.