The after
Today was the first time I really needed you. The first time I had no say in wether or not I wanted to think or talk about you - this time I had to. And I thougt I would be okay when that day would come but I couldn’t even hold it in before I was out and that’s when I knew how weak you made me. And I wanted to tell you so bad, I wanted you to know how much I loved you and I missed the time when you loved me too, but I didn’t because you’re gone and we don’t talk that much anymore.















