fadedmoon

(another aromantic poem)

Am I meant to be lonely?

To stay forever by myself

And love no one specially?

Am I meant to be alone?

Talk endlessly to myself

And not be loved by anyone at all?

Attraction wasn't for everyone

But a privilege not for me

A quality I was born without.

Will I ever feel complete?

The emptiness consumes me

Strangling me to loneliness.

Am I meant to be lonely?

To lead my life only wishing

(an aroace poem by me)

Yearning for something I can't have

Reaching into the distance with a prayer

A heart that could only be hopeful

And yet remains empty of what it desires

Everyday I'm in between light and dark

Loneliness covered with a perfect facade

Living my life with the absence of something

Allowing tears to flow when it hits

I watch the world from a transparent glass

Filling my desire with secondhand feelings

Hands reaching something I can never touch

(an aromantic poem by me)

If only I could fall in love

I'd have been your sweetest lover

Greet you in the morning with a smile

Kiss you good night in the forehead

If only I could fall in love

You'll forever be my only muse

Write you a thousand love letters

Or dedicate to you every poem I write

But I could never seem to fall in love

Not in the past, not now, not any time soon

Every day I continue to strive alone