You must have lost your mind.
(BTS' world tour begins, and Jungkook is on the border. - April 2026)
āļøTW/ Jungkook shows some violent tendencies.
A few deep breaths...
Move.
Turn...
Breathe...
When the last dance practice ended, Areum immediately sat down right there on the floor. She leaned her head against the wall...
She hated feeling all sticky from sweat.
Youāre not the old Areum, huh? You run out of energy so quickly...
She was a bit irritated. She used to handle much heavier concert schedules so easily... clearly she canāt anymore.
āWhen is Riley coming?ā Taehyung asked as he sat down on the floor next to Areum. He looked tired too.
āHer plane lands in a few hours. Iāll take a shower and go to the airport to pick her up.ā
Taehyung nodded. No one except Jimin had met her. It was like Areum was doing it on purpose... she didnāt want her and BTS to meet.
āSo... are you going to introduce us this time?ā
Areum smiled slightly and took a sip from her water bottle. āSorry, I still havenāt taught her Korean.ā
āShe still met Jimin though.ā Taehyung was curious. After fixing things with Areum, he was being extra careful around her, but there were still some things he didnāt fully understand.
āIt just happened. It wasnāt anything special. Donāt worry, youāll meet tomorrow.ā
Taehyung had a lot he wanted to say. Still, he kept his mouth shut.
Airports were always chaos...
Media waiting for idols, fans, people running, suitcases...
Areum thought she wouldnāt be recognized. She was wearing her mask and sunglasses.
Youāre amazing, Ara, Iām sure people wonāt suspect you at all for wearing sunglasses indoors.
She could have sent one of her staff to pick Riley up, but she wanted to welcome her girlfriend herself...
Her fingers fidgeted on top of her legs.
Why are you still getting excited like the first time...
It took about half an hour for Riley to come out from arrivals. Areum stood up excitedly, walked toward her, and hugged her.
āAh... Areum scent...ā Riley murmured, resting her nose against her neck. Her precious Areum...
As Areum started driving toward the hotel room, Riley was full of energy. Areum, who was exhausted from the intense concert preparations, was having trouble keeping up with her.
āWhere will I be during the concert? What should I wear?ā she asked one after another. When they first met, Riley used to avoid being seen together in public. Now she seemed to have gotten over that.
āWherever you want. You can go to the VIP section or stay right in front of the stage with the staff. And what you wear doesnāt matter at all... but make sure itās warm. Itās going to rain tomorrow.ā
Riley nodded... she would need to put on a good expression tomorrow...
On the morning of the concert, Areum left Riley at the hotel so she could sleep a bit more and went to the concert venue with her team.
She started doing some stretching. She didnāt want to get injured in the very first show... and the rain and heeled boots wouldnāt exactly help.
āGood morning, aegi.ā Jin came over and hugged her. Even though this kind of hugging isnāt very common culturally in Korea, that never really applied to them.
āAre you okay, Jinie? Iām worried about you. You never get any rest.ā
Jin sighed. Areum had always been the one who cared about him the most, even though she was younger. When Jin couldnāt fully learn the choreography, it would be Areum staying in the studio with him for hours, practicing... or whenever Jin kept his sadness to himself, she was always the first to notice... āIām fine, Aegi, Iām taking it slow.ā
Areum nodded. Still, she would keep a close eye on him.
Before the group went out for soundcheck, Riley walked backstage with security and a few staff behind her. There was no expression on her face. Completely poker face... but ah... Areum knew her... she only did that when she was nervous and wanted to intimidate people... she smirked at the thought.
āMy baby! Good morning. You just woke up, huh?ā They hugged.
āJetlag...ā Riley shrugged. She was pretty tense. She had no idea what was being said around her, a country she didnāt knew a language she didnāt knew. Strange people all around.
The other members who were getting ready turned their heads toward the two of them...
Jimin gave Riley a small smile. She smiled back at him, then glanced over the membersāthere was only one person she was expecting to see. Jungkook.
She had promised Areum she would be polite. Still, stepping into the ring with that guy just once wouldnāt be so bad. As Jungkook and Riley sized each other up, Areum noticed and stepped in between them: āRiley, you promised...ā
āI know, I know. Your members are important to you, Iāll be nice...ā
Namjoon approached them with a polite smile. āHi, weāre happy you came to the concert. I wish we could have met in a calmer setting.ā
Breathe in...
Turn...
A few breaths...
Repeat...
Throughout the concert, Areum did her best not to lose control. If she messed something upāa choreography or a note... god, it would become a scandal.
āIf sheās sick, she should have left BTS.ā
āSheās just gotten old. Time to retire.ā
Luckily, tonight Areum didnāt give anyone anything to talk about... well, except for a few moments of flirting with Riley watching her from the stage.
Putting all the anxiety aside... Areum felt like the old days. Her silly group members... she would always choose to go on stage with them rather than be alone. She even did part of the āI Need Youā choreography with Jimin and Tae. Nostalgic... everyone was happy... they were finally together.
As they went backstage after the concert, Hoseok walked with his arm around her shoulders, laughing. āWhat was up with the heeled boots? I told you they wouldnāt work.ā
āDonāt say thatāā
āShe ran off to change them through the show,ā Jimin added, laughing.
āIf I hadnāt held you, you wouldāve fallen,ā Tae giggled.
They were all sweaty, exhausted, but it was all worth it.
A message from Jimin:
āAra, Iām sorry. I let it slip.ā
Areum was at the company the next day for a few minor tour meetings. She couldnāt make sense of the message from Jimin during the meeting. She showed it to her manager Jihoon, who was sitting next to her. Jihoon had been her personal manager for about seven years. Their bond was unshakable. Still, he seemed like he didnāt understand the message either.
While waiting for a reply from Jimin, she shifted restlessly during the meeting. After half an hour passed, she stopped expecting an answer.
What the hell is going on in Jiminās head?
After the meeting, Areum went to her room to pull herself together. Then she would probably have to go to Jiminās house.
But before she could even leave the room, someone opened her door without knocking. Areum turned around to confront whoever had entered so disrespectfullyāand saw Jungkook at the door.
Right behind him, Jimin appeared, rushing forward as if to grab him, but the boy, breathing heavily, crossed the room in a few quick steps and stopped right in front of her. He grabbed both of her arms and shook her as he shouted:
āYou seriously lost your mind! What the fuck is this supposed to mean?!ā