Haben uns unter den ganzen Masken verloren.

I have a bad habit of getting too deep in my head

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

life is too hard. it’s too hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would like to be a cloud. 

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

The silent tears are the loudest

self sabotage is weird because what do you mean i make myself miserable and i'm aware of it but don't know how to stop.

daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life

i like people who can appreciate silence

so many unsaid feelings.

“If I tell you I care about you, I’m probably already caring too much.”

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

yearning for something that i may never acquire but i want it anyway

“i still feel things deeply, i just don’t let them decide everything for me like i used to.”