I lost the person I loved the most.

I’m getting so tired of fighting myself all the time

so tired of being so sad

give me honesty, old music, and good conversations. i’ll be happy.

If someone really wants you in their life, they find some way to show it, even with distance, even with work.

missing something i never had

The biggest thing in life is commitment. Once you decide, you bloody fucking stick to it. Not every day is going to be fun, someday it will be tough, someday you will hate it, someday you will question your choice, someday you will decide to run away. But you still stay through the storm and through the chaos and figure it out. That's how you build something. You built a relationship that tested tough times, you built your friendship, you built wealth, you built your health, your career, and most importantly yourself.

Somehow being understood feels more pleasing than being loved.