Girlrotting

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the world aches to have u in it.. stop hiding

I really thought grief was just a constant state of catatonia but I’m entirely wrong bc you feel like you’re normal and okay for maybe most of the day but then it creeps up on you again and chokes you all out of nowhere and then you rebound and feel okay again and then there it is creeping up on you again and it literally never ends it’s like motion sickness

Image I.D. — “Touched bottom again. Decided to liberate myself. We are never trapped unless we choose to be.” — End I.D.

is anyone else disgusted by the enormity of their desire or is it just me & richard siken

it’s easier to hold onto bad habits if you are ashamed of them constantly repeating the same pattern over and over again. I’m not exactly sure why, my guess is it’s because that poor self image convinces you that you deserve to live that way. But once you forgive yourself for it and hold genuine compassion for your choices your grip can finally loosen.

I think part of it is also that people often use the bad habits they’re ashamed of to deal with the shame they feel over them and it ends up a never ending cycle

Ok less brooding and moping and analysing and lethargy and melancholy and inertia more ACTION even within the limited field available to me. More leaving the house more discipline more drive more fire more relentlessness more joy!!!!

she okay yayed too close to the sun

Anybody want me to shut the fuck up for $500?

Spiritually I am curled up on a porch swing as a soft breeze caresses my cheek

Cannot stop thinking about Anne magill paintings. Maybe my new favorite painter. She just captures this ..,,,,,, dreamy feeling...,,, a certain tenderness..... a fleeting moment of contentedness..... like nothing else I’ve seen

Remember when memory foam first dropped how crazy hype it was