dusktilfawn

(These photos are mine)

Some times I just feel so alone even when I’m around others…and I crave connections and relationships like all my “friends” are just my cousins and I love them but I have no friends and it’s hard watching them all have these interactions with other people and I wish I could but at the same time I’m so insecure I can’t believe people may actually like me or I’m I’m always over analyzing myself that I end up thinking it’s better to not try and I end up getting so drain by connection that hasn’t even started because I have doubts that I’ll be a “good” friend or partner or maybe they’ll find things they don’t like….and it’s like I know it’s sabotaging behavior on myself I just can’t get out of my own head

He makes me go insane sometimes i honestly can’t think of anything but him😪