beholder

20. Ymir - Carpe Diem (Connor Met Gala 2026)

19. Maver - Matador (Hudson Met Gala 2026)

18. Ymir - Creep

17. Kid Icarus - Beautiful world (long) (short)

16. Jutes - disassociate

15. Las Ketchup - The Ketchup Song (with Hudson from Laufey music video)

14. Ruby Darkrose - I knew you'd come back (Las Vegas 1s×02ep)

13. Николай Носков - Я тебя люблю (Nickolay Noskov - I love you)

12. Harry Styles - Adore you

11. Stephen Dawes - Stay (1s×4ep 💔)

10. Greenheart - Сжечь (Ru sub) (Burn it all) (eng sub)

9. Ariana grande - The boy is mine (18+ version) (Peloton ad)

8. Teddy Swims - Dancing with Your ghost (the Club scene 💔)

7. На мурмулях 😸 (local meme about cats)

6. Locked Club - Doschitai (Connor's song choice for filming the club scene)

5. Ruby Darkrose- She's not you

4. Дискотека Авария - К.У.К.Л.А.

3. Polnalyubvi - Для тебя (for you)

2. Out of Ashes (Chester Bennington) - In the Darkness

Playing on conscience, playing on pain,

Everything left got mixed up again.

First it was built, then it fell apart,

Such a small thing — to grow old heart to heart.

This midnight flight, this beautiful view,

Maybe he'll even retweet it too.

Switch off the autopilot tonight,

If only a genie would make it all right.

Fingers are forming letters for you,

You're just a doll now, only a doll.

Your message this morning came first of them all,

Be careful what you wish for at all.

And who came up with this thing called love?

When you're still young, you know nothing of it.

You don't know why it matters so much,

What if tomorrow brings war or loss?

Why is it suddenly hard to breathe?

Why does your soul tear apart at the seams?

Like poisoned arrows, thoughts persist —

All of your letters left unsent.

Why are you silent? Can’t you hear me calling?

Why won’t you say that without me you're falling?

I’m tired of waiting while the endless ringing tone

Replaces words once softly known.

Maybe one day you'll see your own mistake,

And bring back the smile you helped me take.

Please answer me now, I’m breaking through the night—

Without you here, I cannot survive.

I wish that I could tell you I’m alright,

That it’s nothing serious, just hiding out of sight.

But I played my game, and now I’ve lost it all,

I stopped my run and hit the wall.

I hear your voice, I see your lips so clear,

And now I know there’s no escaping here.

Time has frozen in this lonely place,

And I don’t know when we'll again embrace.

Maybe you should leave the past behind,

Open up your heart and free your mind.

Maybe you should tell me everything,

'Cause I won’t sleep until I know a thing.

For your gentle voice, I'd give away it all today.

They locked my sky inside a cage of steel,

Branded my heart with wounds that never heal.

When will fate allow our paths to cross once more?

My soul breaks free while my body fights the war.

I hope you'll wait until I find my way,

And answer when you hear my voice someday.

Let go of all the weight upon your soul,

Just breathe, just live, and let our hearts be whole.

Because even distance has a measure too—

And it is measured by a love so true.

Maybe you should leave the past behind,

Open up your heart and free your mind.

Maybe you should tell me everything,

'Cause I won’t sleep until I know a thing.

For your gentle voice, I'd give away it all today.

Maybe you should tell me everything,