ko being SILLY :3

(SUPER SERIOUS WARNING (not)!! SHITLOAD OF YAPPING OKAY? OKAY!) OKAY for any pony who is curiousmaxxing abt me LOL um. you dont have to read all this i just wanna yap okay okay. so um as maybe like. one person knoesLOL i tried doing artfight this year then i got hit with not artblock, but the biggest oc slop wave where i only drew my ocs and surprisingly it wasnt artedam?!?! gulp!! 🥺 artedam is over party 💔 (jk i still love tem i just. havent drawn them in a bit... yea...👀

so i only ended up doing 2 attacks which were revenges to my friends AHHH i wish i could've done more but i wasnt proud of any other revenges/attacks i was working on so theyre in wipurgatory 5ever never to see the light </3 like i ONLY liked the drawings i did my ocs and only my ocs LMFAOOO 🥺

i hate getting too personal w my life online so i wont dwleve too much into it but basically i lost someone important to me this summer and its been hard and ome of the only things keeping me sane was drawing my ocs and talking to my friends and playing games with them hehe i think i should've took the time to myself rather than stressing over artfight LOL idk if ill do it again next year, i want to like!! i genuinely wanna seek out people to attack but my motivation totally goes...bwomp.. the second july hits LOLLLL also i felt that this year i couldnt live up to how cool my art was from last year </3 what strain was i on brah.. 🥹

anywyas um! UM!! where was i going w this i fear i lost the plot💔 um. oh it was also my birthday in july but watever:3 anyways some games ive been enjoying w my oomfs has beeen forsaken (im dookie unless im maining elliot (cube from forsaken!)), die of death (like DUH did u see the piccy of artful👅, we are die of death!), umm OH something evil will happen (tho i kinda play that by mself than w friends LOL) and outcome memories!! yay :3

i like making avatars of my ocs and ive been splurging a shit ton of money both on rblx and irl LOL just 20 mins ago i spent $120 on two shirts </3 (but the designs were AWESOME the shirts in question were the ocean in space x needy streamer overload shirts LOL I LOOOVE NSO SO MUCHHH ts the closest i got to official merch i keep missing the sale periods the internetangel site has🥺) but its okay because i will (hopefully!!) get my 2k-3k dolla refund just for going to college!! yayy :3

icould yap about anything im suchh a yapper but i think i just kinda feel a SMIDGE bad for?? kind of abandoning my tumblr?? im so sorry i miss my tumblr moots everymootie is so cool i wish i talked to people here more🥺 remember when i did artemisundays LMFOAO it was fun in its prime but it got too much and it felt like a chore drawing artemis every week i cant believe its been a year since i stopped it wow🥹 like a part of me would like to post but!! the ocs in question arent like fandom ocs at all LOL so idk wat id tag them with to get recognition or whatever i think thats wats Killin me the most.. I KNOW THAT!! you shouldnt post/make art just for the sake of likes and attention or watever but w my mindset that i cannot explain its kind of hard to ignore that aspect LAWL

i still draw wat i enioy ofc LOL i just gatekeep it all until i decide to upload it to my.. art archive (toyhouse hi th followers sorry for the 150+ img spams LMFAO) i just dont publicly share it cuz my mind is like "hmmm wats tha point if no one will react/interact with it.. so i will keep this to myself and get giddy whenever i look at it! :3" LMFOAO idk if tat makes sense XD maybe im in that phase where i want to like.. start overrr qith my platform hmm... but nawt on tumblr?! tumblr is very fandom based and my current fixations are nawt... (except for my artful yumeship but im kina embarrassed to post that LOL </3) i been thinkinggg about posting on gulp! the gram... but its sooo nawt artist friendly nowadays but i mean?? interacting w other artists help with reach in general but im too shy to do allat LOL🥺

see now i REALLY lost the plot i fear.. if you read thia far hmmm...this is my ship ive been fixating on i will subject whoever made it this far to thwm now this is jareth and azzie i call them jazzie it just. sounds cute 💜 (unlike artedam what is that but its become their brand i fear so watever man🥹)

chat do we see the VISION💜 the character development goes crazy artemis look p much the same sure but WHO IS THIS BLACK ONE #notmydamien🌹🪫🩻