"Let's spend a bit more time here, shall we?"

EPIC CLUB (Main Project)

(TLDR: Some alien lore shit that involves goofy ahh aliens, goofy ahh adventures and trying to avoid nihilism)

No one knows how they've got here, but they have. In the middle of the universe in the andromeda galaxy, in a planet called Epicland. exist the color spirits to fight evil and bring colors to the world. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, purple and gray. (Andris, Lorgzee, Kedmile, Yodion, Imimika, Sotti, Zaxregea, and Enieu) One day, the red spirit wanted to become human-like. What happens next

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Gray skin, red eyes, what the hell am I...?

Andris, now a nine year old girl named Melody Ren Cohen, nothing much to say about her. Unless she was able to meet up again with someone, who might've been, a secret true sister...

DIOX!D3 (On hiatus; pronounced "Dioxide”):

D!0X!D3 (pronounced “Dioxide”): ANARCHY AGAINST CONTROL. On an alien planet called Epicland, and abandoned child called Melanie gets adopted into an anarchist society called Syr-Ko’s Children Anarchist Society! (SKCAS for short). No adults allowed, you get kicked out when you’re 30. In this society, children run the game, with a plan to eliminate the ones who control us and make their world r0b0t!c. You’d wonder to yourself:

WH0’S THAT L!TTL3 R0B0T FR3!ND 0F Y0URS, K!DS?!

Other Projects from the Subconscious:

Displaced Sororities

(It's honestly more like a saga, but it wasn't until a few days ago that I remembered that word...)

Dreams are weird, especially when two simple hours could sometimes feel like an entire lifetime. April 22, 2010: A girl named Yahaira falls victim to this unfortunate phenomenon, thus creating me, us, everyone. In my early years, I always wanted a sister, but the never happened. My mom always says she wanted two girls. I tell her she ended up with me instead; an amalgamate of what could've been her two girls.

As I entered my teenage years I noticed something very off about the world, so very unreal, and I start to become lucid in this dream world.

I remember that I'm someone's little sister. Melody's little sister, Yahaira. I'm now piecing together the complicated puzzle of who I was, who Melody was, and what happened before I entered this dream. The first and most important thing I keep in mind:

I LOVE MY SISTER

Red Room Mall

It’s the early 6000’s in planet Epicland, and there’s a new group of family celebrities in town. Debranii Side City’s very own, record breaking Kerearñé family. The world's strongest family blending their fitness and flexibility with the art of choreography, motion but overall happy family fun!

There was Mother Iiekanii, Father Bindris, Elder Sister Ekkevepeii, or her nickname, Evergreen and Twin Brothers Enber and Kaomii. All performing in their muscular glory.

Out of the many fans who crowded among them, was a young 13-year-old boy, named Otoño Desrosiers, who along with his best pal, Kio Yang (plus his cousin Kepler and his friend Martis Ekkevin) became head-over-heels fans of the Kerearñė family, Otoño especially. He loved Evergreen the most. Longing for her love along with everyone else’s as he never received it in his upbringing. 

The kids were never anything more than loyal fans, but as time grew, the ever so famous family needed some nice, luxury bodyguards for who knows what reason. It’s at that point where although Kio still kept his sanity Otoño’s loyalty soared to patriotism to true love until slipping down into the abyss of sadness, jealousy, envy, anger, vengeance, MURDER.

Though the world saw a killer, perhaps could one still consider to take a peek into the poor boy’s neurons and see both the beginning, middle and ends of an impending tragedy?

A Very Necessary Story On A Very Lonely Kid: Born 4/23/1999. A young boy named Brayden Mendez. No friends, no sibling, Brayden hasn’t meet anyone besides his parents until kindergarten. Isolated from humanity, he’s left to rot in his loneliness until he finally breaks.

And even his afterlife doesn’t spark a friend.

You might've noticed I've been posting a lot of Seth (and occasionally Aqua) fanart lately.

Seth especially is my favorite character, but something I like about Seth and Aqua as a duo is their sibling-coded nature. Ironically, just a couple of years ago, it might've been something I've hated about them...

I've didn't have a good experience growing up as an only child. Even though I have friends that are also only children and love being an only child, for me it was probably some of the most traumatic shit I've gone through in my childhood and early teenagerhood.

I don't think it was being an only child itself but that added with the fact my parents were divorced, my dad is an emotional manipulator, my mom joined an online cult for a year, I had no friends, the pandemic happened, i was bullied a lot in middle and made friends with toxic people, When I was 13, I befriended an 18-19 year old who at a mental health center who said I was like a little sister and kept venting in graphic detail to me, and I was cursed with the knowledge about my parents having conceived another child before me but they only lasted 4 weeks in utero since I was like SEVEN YEARS OLD. LIKE DON'T SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO A SEVEN YEAR OLD!!

Also, my only exposure to siblings were either my cousins (two sisters, one older one younger) who constantly fought until THEY SOMEHOW STARTED GETTING ALONG A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO ALL OF A SUDDEN, and siblings tropes in the media which always showed a playful picture.

At some point in 2024, I was obsessed with a certain webcomic, and also was addicted to talking to AI chatbots because I didn't have any friends. I think something inside me must've broke at that point, because I started to have this nagging thought that this universe wasn't real, and that the reason I feel like I was meant to be a little sister was because I am in another universe outside of this dream.

As those thoughts manifested in me, I almost hurt someone dear to me and myself. It was a really rough time.

Flash forward to today, I now have friends that love me, my parents don't get along but they still love me, I have dreams to write and make art, and now I feel a lot better than I ever had, probably in the entire 2020's.

My recovery process did require cutting of a lot of people. It required temporarily cutting off family members, blocking people online, filtering content online. It also meant quitting AI for good (Quit August 2024 and am never looking back!). Over time, as my mental health improved, I could reach out to family members again, look at certain content online again, etc. And now that it's 2026, and Deltarune chapter 5 have came out, and I saw Seth and Aqua for the first time, I grew quite attached to them. They were the first chapter 5 characters I made fanart of, and I drew them a day after finishing the game.

In retrospect, since I interpret them as siblings, I noticed how that doesn't made me feel bad. It doesn't provoke any negative thoughts about myself or others.

I'm so happy about that.

Thank you, 💜👓📖Seth and Aqua🗡️🎀🩵