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Get out while you can

There is nothing glamorous about the IV in my hand.

There is no respite in being sick.

There is no satisfaction.

Nobody really wants this to happen.

You can say “I want to be sicker. I want people to notice”.

But what if you get sick in a way you didn’t expect?

Organ issues.

Painful and horrible moments of seizing and gasping for breath.

Please.

Treat yourself while you can.

Some people, no, MOST people can literally. Wake up and fry up some eggs and toast, or maybe get a bowl of cereal and just. Eat it. No counting, no measuring. Just looking for something that's filling and tastes good.

Then they'll get lunch. Maybe order some takeout. They're not looking at how many calories things are, the only number they're looking at on the menu is the price of their meal.

Then they make dinner, maybe some pasta and some salad. They have no trouble adding cheese to their pasta, or dressing to their salad. Maybe some meatballs on the side too. They just eat a variety of foods for health and stop when they're full.

And then if they're feeling like it, maybe they'll even get dessert! A bowl of ice cream, or maybe leftover cake from a party. And they just. Eat it. Because it makes them happy.