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Oh no.

The rough scenes.

Both of them realizing at the same time that Takedown would hurt Rumi…

Her just snapping into the choreography anyways oof

Jinu knows. How do you hurt Rumi the most? By having her girls expose her patterns, shove her around, and call her a mistake, making her worst fear come true.

The sheer RELIEF in her voice…

No… stepping back…

Okay. I’m am not saying I love this scene, it breaks my heart every time, but I kind of love how they aren’t scared of Rumi. They are mostly confused, and betrayed. Mira is furious that she lied, and Zoey looks so heartbroken…

And then they assume that she manipulated them, which, like, rough

“No! No! I was using him! To fix all this! To fix me! So we could all do our duty, be strong, be together.” -Rumi (... okay, I need to come back to this)

“How could we be together if we can’t tell your lies from your truths, Rumi?” -Zoey

“I knew it. I knew it was too good to be true.” -Mira

“No… don’t leave… don’t leave! I can still FIX IT!” -Rumi

“Zoey please…” -Rumi

Only two shin-kal, and she’s not holding them like she’s going to use them. Mira’s just protecting her other girl… Neither of them would really hurt her, if it came down to it, I don’t think (unless she hurt Zoey, then Mira would absolutely defend her, but Rumi would never hurt Zoey, so my point stands)

“There’s no we, Zoey. I don’t deserve a family.” -Mira (need to come back to this too)

“You’re too much, and not enough.” -Gwi-Ma in Zoey’s head (also this)

“I thought I could fix it all. Fix me. But I ran out of time. They saw. They know. There’s no denying it now. This, is what I am. You knew I was a mistake from the very start. Do what you should’ve done a long time ago. Before I destroy what I swore to protect. Please. DO IT.” -Rumi ((what did you swear to protect, Rumi? The Honmoon? Or your girls? Both?) does this count as a suicide attempt? I think it does. Authors on AO3 think it does. Also gave me Nimona flashbacks. Dang, Netflix’s kids’ movies be hitting hard.)

“I can't. When we lost your mother, I swore to protect all that was left of her, but I never thought that that’d be a child… like… you. Everything I was taught told me you were wrong. But I made a promise. So I did my best to accept you, and help you!” -Celine

“Accept me? You told me to cover up! To hide!” -Rumi

“No! No more hiding! No more lies!” -Rumi

“Don’t you get it? This is what I am. Look at me. Why can’t you look at me?! Why couldn’t you love me?!” -Rumi

“I do!” -Celine

“ALL OF ME!” -Rumi

“If this is the Honmoon I’m supposed to protect, I’m glad to see it destroyed.” -Rumi

There are no corporations here! There's no global warming! Normal medieval/renaissance era issues you'd worry about don't exist for genre reasons!

If those stupid anime protagonist wannabes managed to kill mommy I would have been sent back to earth and have to live in capitalism land again!! So obviously I had to stab them in the chest again and again and again until the smugness left their eyes!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Judy Alvarez/V Characters: Judy Alvarez, V (Cyberpunk 2077), Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: (my V is very different from canon thus OC tag), Judy is not escaping the autistic gay mess allegations, Canon-Typical Violence, Internalized Acephobia, but just a little bit Summary:

Judy is 16 years old, with the biggest gayest crush on the most popular girl in her suburb high school.

she is their everything

(extras + close-ups under the cut)

thats it! all 8 pages! i had a lot of fun drawing this, thank you for everybodys kind words on the preview post.