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♘ 𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 : an independent, canon divergent, mutuals-only roleplay blog for lucy knight from the television show ER. as written by dana ( 29, acst, she/her ).
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𝑴𝑨𝑴𝑴𝑨 𝑴𝑰𝑨 ! ( lyric / sentence starters originating from the 2008 film “ mamma mia ! ” & its origins in the “ GOLD ” album by ABBA . feel free to change pronouns as needed ! )
❛ i have a secret … and i can’t tell anyone else . ❜ ❛ i always kind of accepted that that’s all i’d ever know . ❜ ❛ [ name’s ] the one . i know he is . ❜ ❛ god , stop growing ! ❜ ❛ you sound like you’re having fun already . ❜ ❛ i used to have fun . ❜ ❛ ‘mother’ ? we’re the same age ! ❜ ❛ you make me sound so unromantic . ❜ ❛ [ name’s ] gonna absolutely kill you when she finds out . ❜ ❛ i feel like there’s a part of me missing . ❜ ❛ you look like an old hippie ! ❜ ❛ i bet you don’t remember me . ❜ ❛ you haven’t changed at all ! ❜ ❛ oh , please ! i’m getting married , not joining a convent ! ❜ ❛ there never seems to be a single penny left for me . ❜ ❛ don’t sit down there ! it’s broken . ❜ ❛ all the things i would do if i had a little money … ❜ ❛ it’s a rich man’s world . ❜ ❛ come on , let’s go have fun . ❜ ❛ do you wear it or floss with it ? ❜ ❛ that’s the price you have to pay if you want to drink before eleven o’clock in the morning ! ❜ ❛ god , i’m just whining , you know me . ❜ ❛ are you being taken care of ? ❜ ❛ are you getting any ? ❜ ❛ i’m so glad that whole part of my life is over . ❜ ❛ it’s an adventure , [ name ] , it’s good for you . ❜ ❛ please stay . ❜ ❛ i made up my mind , it must come to an end . ❜ ❛ will i ever learn ? ❜ ❛ why did i ever let you go ? ❜ ❛ i can’t count all the times i’ve cried over you . ❜ ❛ you always did know how to make an entrance . ❜ ❛ you don’t know each other ? ❜ ❛ why are you here ? ❜ ❛ it’s good to see you . ❜ ❛ i’m a shoulder you can cry on . ❜ ❛ you were always sure of yourself . ❜ ❛ why didn’t you tell us ?? ❜ ❛ i can still recall our last summer . ❜ ❛ no one’s seen you . ❜ ❛ i just … lost track of time . ❜ ❛ you’ll never leave me , right ? ❜ ❛ you’ve turned my world upside down . ❜ ❛ i wasn’t jealous before we met . ❜ ❛ i still don’t know what you’ve done with me . ❜ ❛ is that really your dream ? ❜ ❛ well , now , that takes me back … ❜ ❛ are you okay ? ❜ ❛ how old are you ? ❜ ❛ will you excuse me a minute - ❜ ❛ i can’t breathe ! ❜ ❛ give her some space ! ❜ ❛ i’ve been tossing & turning all night … ❜ ❛ last night i discovered something wonderful … ❜ ❛ you didn’t even … SUSPECT that you were … ? ❜ ❛ it’s absolutely hush - hush for now . ❜ ❛ tell me what’s wrong . ❜ ❛ i don’t know what to do . ❜ ❛ you know what to do . ❜ ❛ you don’t have to do anything . ❜ ❛ that’s what YOU want ! ❜ ❛ i don’t know why you’re going off on me now . ❜ ❛ what are you doing here , [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ this is my reality . ❜ ❛ i can deal my own disasters . ❜ ❛ i didn’t think it was any of your business . ❜ ❛ i love being on my own . ❜ ❛ what ever happened to our love ? ❜ ❛ you made me feel alive , but something died . ❜ ❛ let’s pick up where we left off last night . ❜ ❛ last night never happened . i’ve drawn a veil over last night . ❜ ❛ i can read in your face that your feelings are driving you wild . ❜ ❛ does your mother know that you’re out ? ❜ ❛ there’s no plan , god knows there’s no plan . ❜ ❛ what … is this ?? ❜ ❛ i can’t accept this . ❜ ❛ no , you’ll have to catch me first . ❜ ❛ you have to help me . ❜ ❛ baby ? [ name ] ?! ❜ ❛ you don’t know if you love me ? ❜ ❛ of course i love you , i just wish you’d told me . ❜ ❛ don’t do this now . i can’t hear this now . ❜ ❛ i don’t want to talk about things we’ve gone through . ❜ ❛ the winner takes it all . ❜ ❛ i was a fool playing by the rules . ❜ ❛ you know i miss you . ❜ ❛ what can i say ? the rules must be obeyed . ❜ ❛ this gives me an excuse to come here much more often . ❜ ❛ i’m not entirely sure what’s happening right now … ❜ ❛ it’s only the rest of your life . ❜ ❛ you love me & you know it . ❜ ❛ if you change your mind … ❜ ❛ take a chance on me . ❜ ❛ if you need me , let me know . ❜ ❛ speech ! i’m gonna make a speech , everybody . ❜ ❛ i’ve got so much that i wanna do when i dream i’m alone with you . ❜ ❛ i think you know that i can’t let go . ❜ ❛ i’m gonna do my very best . ❜
er 5.02 “split second”
past the blood and bruise, past the curses and cries, beyond the terror in the nightfall, haunted by the look in my eyes that would've loved you for a lifetime, leave it all behind.
he doesn’t turn to confirm what has caught her attention. turning would mean putting monica back in his line of sight, and frankly, he doesn’t want to ruin the uptick in his mood so soon. but he figures, based on the now familiar disbelief, that she has noticed the fax machine he’d been so delighted to see brought up from god knows where in the hospital. the smile on his face turns a little more sincere, just barely reaching his eyes.
“mainly the paper charts,” jack chuckles. “they’re a good bunch though. a lot of ‘em on shift today were working during pittfest, so they’ll figure it out soon enough. the real question is if our younger nurses are going to be able to read the orders the kids are putting in.” he’s seen frank’s chicken scratch before in a handful of letters sent back and forth while the man was in rehab. hopefully he’ll write neater for this, but jack won’t hold his breath. the pace of the emergency department will probably make it worse. mohan’s handwriting will be fine. he’d wager mel’s would be too, if he were a proper betting man.
“my exam hall was boiling hot. think i sweat through my shirt by the end of it. pretty sure they were trying to prep us for being overseas, or at least that’s probably what they’d have said if anyone complained. what about you? let me guess… freezing cold? made the wristache worse by the end of it all?”
lucy's not entirely certain she wants too think all too closely about when she had turned this corner in life. when she had become the person thinking about the old days and having them be something more than a few years earlier. now she was thinking in decades and she wasn't sure which was more terrifying. the fact she was able or the fact that a small part of her enjoyed it. "oh, tell me about it. the amount of times the the charge nurse would tell me off for writing something she thought was illegible. it wasn't, she just needed glasses, but wasn't going to admit that to anyone. not to mention the desk clerks..." she rolls her eyes, not quite noticing how in the background the unknown woman's stance grows stiffer and eyes are set in her direction in a glare.
"freezing cold, yep." she remembers it all too well. she tries not to, but occasionally the memories slip back to the forefront of her mind. as much as she tries to not let it happen, it still manages to sneak its way through. "oh no, there was no ache at all. i couldn't feel my fingers they were that blue, but why would that be a problem?"

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the thought is still processing but: john and lucy = orpheus and eurydice
i feel like i've lost lucy's voice so much. nothing is feeling quite right. i think i might be due for a rewatch? just to get back into her again

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It's Lucy.
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OPEN STARTER / verse: med school / date: august 2000
she's been standing there for too long. tucked right on the corner where the ambulance bay opens up to the street and the sprawl that is chicago beyond. behind her is doc magoo's which lucy has almost turned multiple times to head in there instead. she could go through the main entrance of the hospital, but she had decided somewhere in her restless night of sleep that she wouldn't. she'd go through the ambulance bay doors. if she's supposed to be returning to the hospital to work, then she has to face it.
despite the warm august day, she's well covered including the turtleneck that hides the trauma that had been inflicted in the very er she stands outside of. lucy manages to take a few small steps forward before she pauses again. even as she moves, she remains close to the wall, her back half turned towards it. her breath is shaky as she attempts a steady breath. quite the opposite of what she was aiming for. again, she almost turns, looking back over her shoulder when she spies the figure headed her way and she pauses once more. she steps back, pressing closer to the wall as she gestures an arm for them to go past. "no, you go. i'm not in a rush."
5.14 (SCRIPT) — “The Storm: Part 1”
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"Stop talking"
When they'd first met, Robby was absolutely unwavering, stubbornly refusing to open up about anything concerning his life, professional or personal. He resented Lucy's desire to reach him, to see inside, and all the tactics she used in her attempt to do so.
But now? Well, now he doesn't know how he can live without her. In his darkest hour she was at his side, peering at the innermost parts of him without recoiling in disgust the way he fully expected her to.
On the inside, he's twisted up like an old, gnarled, rotting oak tree. Ugly in every sense of the word, and yet here she remains, unflinching with arms wide open. She's too good for him, too pure. He's afraid he'll ruin her with his touch.
And yet, ever inherently selfish, Robby clings to her, hands pulling her in by her waist, digging so harshly into her soft curves to the point of bruising as he nudges his forehead against hers. Her breath is hot and sweet against his face and he closes his eyes, emitting a shuddering sigh of fatigue mixed with pleasure. He likes that she's so close.
"Normally you're trying to get me to utter a goddam syllable," he replies with a throaty chuckle, "Now you want me to shut the fuck up? Make up your mind, Knight."
Without waiting for a response, his mouth moves to brush along her own as he dares to lightly nip at her full lower lip.
"Lucy." Her name is like a prayer. "Tell me what else you want..."
somewhere in the back of her mind, there's a voice that is telling lucy that they shouldn't be doing this. their relationship is inexplicable. complex. impossible to describe to anyone that isn't them. from barely being able to get a word out of him to him sharing so much of himself to her. they've come in leaps and bounds since their first meeting. become something more than she could have ever anticipated.
there's no resistance to her as she's pulled in closer to him, not flinching at his touch to her waist as she wants to be inherently closer and closer to him. any distance feels as if it is too much at this point. hearing him speak, her eyelids flutter open as she takes him in, the desire in him abundantly clear. all too quickly she's swept into into gentle kiss and her eyes slip closed once more at the feeling of his lips against hers.
the way he speaks sends a shot of need straight down her spine, burning the fire inside of her ever hotter. the need isn't going anywhere, she only wants him more with each and every second which passes. "you..." it's an honest answer. him. all of him. all of robby however he comes.
a hand soothes over the back of his head, playing lightly with his hair as she leans in to gloss her lips over his once more. they're teetering on the edge and with each second that passes they're that much closer to falling together. "all of you."
he comes to a stop near lucy, hands still rubbing the hand sanitizer into his skin from the trauma he just left, eyes following her gaze to where monica — fucking monica peters — has taken up residence at the hub. jack’s lip curls at the sight, teeth grinding with the sudden flare of anger annoyance. quietly, he looks for dana, but the charge nurse seems to be elsewhere for once. out in the bay smoking, he half hopes, and getting a break from what is shaping up to be a hell of a shift from the past. failing to find her, jack turns his gaze to lucy instead, a warning on the tip of his tongue when she speaks.
immediately, he smiles back, careful to smooth away the bite of anger that lingers as monica moves in his peripheral vision. “we didn’t know it could be any better,” he replies, a forced lightness to his voice. he moves a half step in front of lucy so that he can put his back firmly to the old charge nurse. “it’s going to be fun.” at this, jack reaches back slightly to knock his fist three times against the nearest hard surface, pretends with everything in him that it is wood to ward off the potential curse of the statement. he really needs to get john in on that when the younger attending dares to call a shift quiet. “or at least... watching the kids figure it out will be fun for the first half hour. you got a decent pen tucked away?”
there's a huff of a laugh that escapes lucy as jack says what is ultimately the truth. they hadn't known how much better it could be. she thought she had been smart starting her med school rotations with her tiny handheld computer that she used for notes and transcribing her work. it's a far cry from anything that they use these days, but perhaps on a day like this she should have kept it all along. "you can say that again." hearing a clunk behind the counter, her eyes widen at the sight of the fax machine clearly sending something. "jesus..."
shaking her head, her attention turns back to jack as she quirks an eyebrow at statement that the day would be fun. she thinks that might be a stretch, but she entertains him by letting him continue on. nodding her head, she scans her eyes around the wide open room as her eyes land on one of the 'kids' who currently looks as if they're more than a little lost staring at the chart in hand. "what part are we watching them figure out? how to chart on paper or use a pen?" god knows some of the handwriting she does see these days is in stark contrast to what she remembers handwriting being like when she was in school. "these kids wouldn't know what to do if they had to have an exam like we used to. three hours in a stuffy hall somewhere that was either freezing cold or boiling hot and having to handwrite it all."