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“You know why I hate sharing? It’s because my fucked up mind tells me that I’m always going to be the second choice. When it comes down to it, I’m the one that’s always going to be dropped.”

“I tried so hard to keep loving you- I really did. There were so many times that I stayed when I should have left.”

“I’m never going to get over it but I can get past it. I think that’s where I am right now. I won’t forget about it but I’ll gradually think about it less and less until it’s just something that happened and not something that’s currently destroying me. One day it won’t hurt me anymore and it’ll just be something that at one point did. And I’ll pretend it doesn’t matter until it actually doesn’t.”

“I am a product of my mother’s fragility and my father’s misery. An attempt at creation by two bodies designed for destruction.”

How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

Isn’t it cruel how no matter how much you love someone you can’t make them feel the same way? How painful it is to be rejected by your muse.

Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.

She treats you the way she wishes someone would treat her. So please don’t be annoyed if she keeps asking if you’re alright. It’s just because no one ever asked her.

You never even tried to save me.