it was all for you

P: I think we have wonderful chemistry.

Sometimes she wishes-

She wishes a thousand years ago they had met, and she had swooped in between him and his father and she had spirited him away and given him a family and a home and some real freaking happiness. They could have lived one lifetime and died with gray hair and disintegrating minds and been buried side by side, and maybe it wouldn’t have been long enough, maybe she wouldn’t have been Caroline of the superwoman punch and the eternally unchanged mirror, but he would still be Nik, no Klaus the bastard, no Klaus the murderer, just quiet Nik with his paintings and his horses and his don’t-freaking-bullshit-me wife, right there beside him to give Daddy Asshole a kick in the shin. 

Okay look at his face. The way the smile in his lips and the life in his eyes slowly disappear as he pauses before he tells her goodbye. He was sincerely so happy he got to talk to her and you can see how goddamned much it killed him to say goodbye, but he still did - because he knows that ‘Goodbye, Caroline’ does not mean ‘Goodbye, Caroline’. It means “We’re not together now and we won’t be together for a long time, but I know you’ll find me when you’re ready.”

Look at her face. The way she looks confused, conflicted, crestfallen - she looks like she impulsively almost wants to say “Wait, don’t go - ” but reason or maybe pride kicks in and then it’s too late to say anything at all. She doesn’t understand why she feels that way about a guy she doesn’t care about saying goodbye to her - this guy who can make her feel safe, who knows her so well he can tell her all the things that she’s too afraid to tell herself, who will put himself and the kingdom he has been fighting so hard for on the line to make sure she’s happy, even if it means saving the man she says she’s in love with.

And they don’t even share the same screen but the feels are there and this is everything and nothing hurts.

THIS IS MY OTP.

THIS IS THE REASON WHY NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO, I WILL NEVER REALLY BE OVER TVD.

  otp: all you have to do is ask

  otp: happy birthday Caroline

  otp: save a dance for me

  otp: you’re beautiful ,strong, full of life

  otp: I fancy you

 otp: a princess, almost as beautiful as you

 otp:  I’ll take you, wherever you want

 otp: Rome, Paris, Tokyo

otp: thank you for your honesty

otp: a little blond distraction

otp: isn’t she stunning ?

otp: talk to me

otp: get to know me

otp: I dare you

otp: I want to talk about you

otp: your hopes, your deams, everything you want in life

otp: that’s why I like you

otp: Klaus has a thing for you ?

otp:  because he is obsessed with you

otp: Caroline will be there

otp: come on, one dance

otp: perhaps oen day , in a year or a century

otp: let me show what the world has to offer

otp:  Caroline is in there, don’t you have a thing for her ?

otp: it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s me, it’s okay. You’re safe

otp: you’re a glorious kisser

otp: he would never have hurt you. I wouldn’t have let him

otp: I was promised a date

otp: you’re perfect

otp: is that our thing ?

otp:  I think you’re worried that Caroline’s never going to forgive you

otp: I know that you’re in love with me

otp: anybody capable of love is capable of being save

otp: I would never hurt you

otp: we are the same

otp: because of you Caroline. It was all for you

otp: for some reason cares only about you ?

otp: you took my mind off it. You brought me back Caroline

otp: friends, then ?

otp:  was it worth it to see her smile,  to make her dream night come true ?

otp:  all I can think about is how much I want to show it to you, maybe one day you’ll let me

otp: I intend to be your last. However long it takes

otp: would you give me the same choice

otp: I won’t. For you

otp: I want you to be honest with me

otp: I will be honest with you about what I want

otp: good

otp: it felt really good to kiss him

otp: I saw the good in Klaus

otp: Klaus was my choice

otp: you have a thing for accent