Bookworm and J-avid

- he is very touchy-feely. With anyone he feels comfortable with. HudMilan had men sitting on his lap. So why is the rumour of him and C on each other's lap creating so much buzz in the fandom? It is like an everyday thing to him 🤔

- he said he will never stop being physical with C, even if people misunderstands. So why are people so frenzy about every touch btw them two, when we saw how he is also with other men and women? 🤔

- he is obviously a queer's ally if we see his curriculum in short films and his words in many interview. So why would he try to "create" an image of being straight, as if being queer is something to hide? 🤔

- he is obviously someone who makes friends quickly and seems like everyone is "his bff". So why is his friendship with C perceived so different, from let's say, aika? I honestly think he is co-dependant from anyone he considers a friend... he does not like to be alone, he needs people aound him 🤔

- he is someone who does what he wants. I honestly don't see him as someone who wants to win awards and be in blockbuster movies (he said this himself... and I bet he would be more comfortable still doing the short films with his friends than being in mainstream shows/movies) so why would he need to have a "beard" to try to "sell his straightness"? 🤔

- since he posted the "rpf gotta stop yall" for me, the ship has sailed. I think he is an oversharer but that pic with C in the bathroom played against him (it wasn't cheeky as he thought it would be) so now he is showing "the one who doesn't want to be perceived" as a damage control.

The shippers:

C, probably:

- he is messy and I love him. I don't like to poke around people's past, I like him NOW.

- he is rebellious, he will do whatever he wants. And since he doesn't want any haters on his IG, I bet he posts thru Aika. So all her pics are probably encouraged by him.

- he loves Connor, they are the best buddies and Hudson obviously looks up to him ("you always steal my things" 🤭). I think he has a platonic crush on him.

- he has a gf. For about half a decade probably. Not a PR stunt. I think he doesn't show much pda bc of the fandom. I think he names her and posts her pics to remind people not to rpf anymore, that he really has a gf for whom he cares about. But he must be aware that the girlies will not be happy if he shows too much affection and will "ruin the magic" ( I kid not, I've read several comments like this). So he really is in a tight spot but due to his personality, he will keep posting his gf in spite of the frenzy it creates and he will keep naming Connor.

- I think he overshares too much, but he is maybe very happy of his new stardom and can't help it. And since he is rebellious, maybe his PR team can't stop him.

- People really need to stop being so invested in his privacy. If he wants to hang out with messy friends, it is his choice. If he wants to use black shoes with white clothes, it is his choice. If he wants to smoke, it is his choice. You can comment and say "I hate his haircut" and move on. Not go and write dissertations over this friend or that publicist, over and over again.

I think many bts are not shown because he had chemistry with everyone. We could see only a bit of him & Zhan Xuan (ZX was such a bottom with TXN 🤭) and the chemistry??

Not only she represents all of us.. she guided them so well and was having so much fun.

And now we are getting new bts videos every day where he manages to shock us every single time.. whether it is for a freaky thing (his enthusiasm for the bdsm toys) or for a super romantic gesture (every time he is so caring and patient with ZY) or for a ad-lib (like the eskimo kiss) or for his rational thinking (like the plotholes of that damn scene where he interrupts WSW's first initiated kiss). And for each of these scenes, he is never awkward nor insecure.. he oozes confidence and that makes him so sexy and manly.