hello, this is an account/blog dedicated to posting, reblogging, and sharing art primarily about being a system and my other mental illnesses. usually i would make these things as a sideblog but i wish to keep this completely seperate from my main so i can follow, like, and have a different audience from that. however, if you wish to have my main blog, please send me a dm!
tags below are for reach and finding an audience :)
info about me + stances for filtering my audience purposes + account boundaries under the cut;
you can call me jax, maru, jess, or anything related to cats (like kitty, meow, etc). my pronouns are it/he mainly, i also go by she/her but they are not my main pronouns. you can use those pronouns but i prefer it/he to be used more. i also go by every single neopronoun so go nuts
i am iraqi-assyrian and currently live in the UK. this means i am semitic, indigenous + a descendant of bloodlines that lived in tribes, and a POC.
i am transxenic, intersex, and aroaceflux. feel free to ask about my gender, however i do not wish to answer any questions about being intersex at this time yet.
i am a (traumagenic) system, i dont explicitly call myself a ramcoa system anymore because im hearing mixed opinions on the nature of the term, so for now i'm using the term OEA.
⤷ i do not wish to be asked about my trauma and i am not qualified to define or label your experiences, do not ask me about these.
⤷ i do not add signoffs to my posts
i dont have a dni list because thats a breeding ground for trolls, so i only block people who i am uncomfortable around and dont want interacting with me
my stances on things:
people shouldnt make their triggers public
i think every kind of internet discourse is chronically online, no i do not care about your ships, i do not care about your label or flag discourse, focus on real issues none of this matters outside of the internet. censorship should not be a thing that happens and people should be allowed to write about what they want. i myself am working on webcomics that explore disturbing concepts and topics to help me process the things that happened to me.
⤷ see also: i am not interested in hearing what the latest juicy argument or discourse topic is, do not ask me about stances on certain things leave me alone im just here to talk about my experiences. find a hobby that isnt arguing all day please
⤷ please do not follow me if your account is entirely dedicated to discourse or your only interactions with me are asking my stances on discourse
i dont know peoples brains so i wont be able to tell if you are an endo or not, i cannot define peoples experiences for them, they probably have their own things going on or trauma they dont know about etc. despite this i dont want pro endos interacting with me
ai generation is a horrible invention for a multitude of reasons
this account is a safe space for people with disorders deemed "evil" including but not limited to personality disorders (especially cluster B disorders). i myself have avpd so it makes sense for me to stand in solidarity for people with the same category of condition as me.
people should be able to access the support they need, whether financial, psychiatric/mental, educational, or anything else.
and thats all i can be bothered to say here about stances
about asks:
asks are enabled but anonymity is disabled to prevent the possibility of trolls who like to hide behind it. this isnt something i will debate or argue on, its easier to block someone when there is an account visible to block, and if people keep misusing the ask or dm box, the ability to be able to directly contact me in these manners will be revoked.
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seeing support for lazy eye in any form is so fucking rare and it bums me out. shoutout to people who have a constant lazy eye. shoutout to people who have an occasional lazy eye. shoutout to people who have both eyes that are lazy. shoutout to people who are somewhere in between, a mix, or have a lazy eye in an entirely new way or in a way that is hard to describe. i love you. you don't look stupid, you don't look unattractive. you are beautiful as you are, and anyone who sees you lesser for this isn't worth your time.
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the sad truth is that most children who are groomed are made into victims precisely because the adults around them treat them even worse than their groomer, at least at first. groomers specifically look for vulnerable children who don't have people in their lives they trust and can rely on. isolation is pretty much the number one factor these abusers look for when choosing their victims
"Oh no I definitely want to support nonbinary people. Yeah, totally. But first you have to let me sort you into these two boxes. What? No no these boxes aren't just assigned sex at birth! It's totally different! Also I'm choosing which one of you goes in which box based on your asab. But it's totally not just asab again! You see, there's also arbitrary moral judgments! Totally different! Why aren't you getting in the box?"
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Your alter/part/whatever you call them is not black if the body isn't. They're just darker skinned. And yes, me and so many others will get uncomfortable when you say they are.
Same with intersex. They can totally present as intersex in headspace, but don't say intersex only slurs or claim it for the whole body unless you are intersex bodily.
my chronic illnesses are getting worse and all i can do is sit there and watch as my energy is drained and i lose the ability to breathe through my nose and smell at all
I am forever of the opinion that SO many people would be so much happier if they stopped trying to fit their relationships and feelings into "just friends" and "romantic partners". man those are two boxes. twoooo. you are an entire living being. you are alive and your brain is full of electric signals and your body is sending crazy chemicals all over the place. you cannot always cram your experiences into two neat cookie cutter shapes. you are alive on this stupid gay earth please relax and have fun. I love you
some of you need to look up alterous attraction and relationship anarchy and queerplatonicism. and some of you need to stop policing other peoples' relationships because you're uncomfortable that they don't fit into your two funny boxes. my wizard wisdom
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