𝗀𝗎𝗂𝖽𝖾: 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝖼𝗁𝗂𝖾𝗏𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝗃𝗂𝗇’𝗌 𝖺𝖾𝗌𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗍𝗂𝖼 ⊹꒷꒦꒷˚｡˚₊᧔ෆ᧓ ˖☆
𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝓎
smells like: metallic notes, smoke trapped in hoodie, flower notes, cigarettes, alc, faded vanilla, tea, nicotine, cookies n cream perfume, instant ramen steam, convience store, strawberries or cherries, rain, cold air, summer nights, dusty classroom, laundry detergent on oversized sweaters, old books, sleepless nights, fast food, cupcakes, black milk sugar coffee
exact perfumes:
sol de jainero 62/71
korres black sugar
mm 004: milkycinnabun
japanese cherry blossom glitter shimmer mist
vs: strawberries & champagne
tubbees perfumes: cookies n cream (butter, sugar, milk, milk chocolate, vanilla, white musk), unicorn vanilla, strawberry cheesecake, tres leches
arabiyat sugar french vanilla latte
makeup:
bare face
mascara on top only
light 01 concealer, soft foundation, powder, a little powder pink blush on the cheeks, a little of eyeliner (optionally), black mascara or soft fake manga lashes, lip tint // tinted balm
manga fake lashes + eyeliner + highlighter
cream, spf, bright concealer, white eye corner pencil, nose contouring: bronzer (soft light brown) + glitter white highlighter, powder (all face), glitter white highlighter under the bottom lashes, eyeliner, manga lashes w mascara or fake ones at the top and the bottom lashes
𝓈𝓉𝓎𝓁𝑒
her style is like: hippie, baggy, streetwear, vintage or oversize
clothes:
↳ oversize t-shirts
↳ tops
↳ long flannel shirts
↳ flowing shirts
↳ thin bomber jackets
↳ long patterned skirts
↳ sweatpants (usually from adidas)
↳ baggy hoodies (like dark grey, black etc.)
↳ sweaters
↳ baggy jeans
↳ long black socks
↳ short summer sweatpants/jeans shorts,
↳ long plaid shirt
↳ vans backpack // hippie bags
↳ sometimes likes to wear dress
↳ not her clothes but she’s always with her skateboard: full of stickers longboard
𝓈𝑒𝒿𝒾𝓃’𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝓋 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹
♡ cheesy ramen istant noodles
♡ buldak noodles: pink and yellow
♡ fast food: pizza, fries, cheeseburgers, nuggets
♡ beer
♡ cigarettes
♡ carmel sauce whipped cream vanilla ice creams
♡ crisps
♡ kancho chocolate biscuits
♡ lotte hot6 energy drink
♡ fried chicken with rice (chamaek)
𝓈𝑜𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓊𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇
☆ little bit- lykke li
☆ im so fucked please help me- rebzyyx
☆ crystal castles: it fit when i was a kid, crimewave, untrust us, vanished
☆ runaway runaway- mars argo
☆ genesis- grimes
☆ drop a gear and disappear- ref1xed
☆ метель жизни- gryaz
☆ the beach (slowed and reverb)- pheebz
☆ girl of my dreams- guti
☆ the perfect girl- mareux
☆ missing textures (super slowed down)- nivek fforhs
☆ u werent here i really miss you (slowed)- cult member and mia martina
☆ pastel ghost: iris, dark beach, lilacs, shadows, when you sleep
☆ snow strippers: its a dream, under your spell
☆ lil peep: star shopping, teen romance, the way i see things
☆ #brooklynbloodpop!- syko
☆ i love my boyfriend- princess chelsea
☆ ultraviolence- lana del rey
☆ my confession- dan salvato
☆ dont dwell- barnacle boi
☆ sea, swallow me (2024 remaster)- cocteau twins & harold budd
☆ fever- buckshot & fakemink
☆ your face- wisp
☆ idfc- blackbear
☆ 4 morant (better luck next time)- com truise
☆ derealization- les
☆ everybody tells me nothing- prodphanda
☆ cry for help
☆ insomniac- memo boy, chakra efendi
☆ for 6 months i couldnt sleep
☆ sleppyhead- passion pit
☆ not allowed- tv girl
☆ self harm- sink saiko
☆ princess cuts my wrist- sickboyrari
☆ save the world- we are not friends, nextime
𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 :3
♡ wandering around the city with headphones on
♡ taking blurry night photos on her phone
♡ making playlists for specific moods
♡ doodling in notebooks absentmindedly
♡ sitting alone or with friends on rooftops at nights or at dawn smoking cigarettes
♡ customizing hoodies/bags with pins or marker doodles
♡ decorating skateboard with new stickers
♡ drawing in notebook
♡ scrolling through old photos late at night
♡ watching streets and people from bus/train windows
♡ writing unfinished thoughts in her notes app
♡ rewatching the same comfort movies over and over
♡ wandering through convenience stores without buying much
♡ walking around the city at 3 am listening to music
♡ sitting on a random bench smoking until dawn
♡ collecting receipts, tickets, wrappers, stickers
♡ going to the skatepark alone, sitting and watching others, drowning in thoughts
♡ eating alone at a random convenience store/skatepark
♡ skateboarding around town
♡ staying out late at night for no reason
♡ leaving the house at any time, having nothing else to do
♡ listening to albums from start to finish while walking/skating
♡ buying new vapes/cigarettes/energy drinks at a small niche store
♡ dying hair impulsively at 2am
♡ borrowing hoodies and never returning them
♡ finding hidden quiet places in the city
♡ eating at small cheap restaurants alone/w friend
♡ going w someone anywere, doing lot of sidequests
♡ recording random videos of anything
♡ window shopping without planning to buy anything
♡ keeping one lighter even if it barely works
♡ wearing wired earphones
♡ making fake scenarios in head because of boredom
♡ laying on the bathroom floor relapsing/crying hard/overwhelmed
♡ buying lighters with cats/anime girls
♡ late night walks smoking and skateboarding
♡ sleeping through entire afternoons after stressful days
♡ constantly making coffee/tea in favorite mug
♡ petting a street cat walking home from school
♡ going to a karaoke bar with friends to smoke, drink and eat
♡ bedrotting all day
♡ avoiding going home for as long as possible
♡ sharing a cigarette at night with a friend, sitting by the window with cold wind
♡ staying awake until sunrise accidentally because overthinking
♡ throwing things into backpack without organizing anything
♡ sleeping in oversized clothes
♡ skipping class and ending up somewhere random for the whole day
♡ eating convenience store ice cream even when it’s freezing outside
♡ mocking friends and making sarcastic jokes
♡ laying in bed at night, staring at the ceiling for hours instead of sleeping and eating random snacks
♡ wearing rings and constantly fidgeting with them
♡ going out with u just to ride skateboards and smoke
♡ spending all her money on random snacks/alc/pack of cigs instantly
♡ sitting on kitchen counters/floor instead of chairs
♡ buying kinder eggs surprises/kinder joys to collect silly toys
♡ writing random book on wattpad/notepad while being bored
♡ going to skatepark to ride her longboard and learn new tricks
♡ lying around with friends, just doomscrolling, laughing and smoking
♡ wandering around streets late at night
♡ taking random buses/trains/going skate just to get away
♡ walking/skating through the city alone
♡ sleeping during the day because she stayed awake all night
♡ eating buldaks at convenience stores
♡ going to random places with someone just to smoke and ride a skateboard
♡ sitting alone or with friends on rooftops/staircases/parking garages
♡ going to karaoke bar just to drink eat and smoke
♡ buying cheap snacks and drinks at 2am
♡ staring out rainy windows during bus rides
♡ walking with no destination
♡ sleeping on public transport accidentally
♡ wandering through crowded places alone
♡ making fake scenarios in her head while being bored
♡ pray to saint laurent ;3
♡ vaping 24/7
♡ walks around at night when overwhelmed
♡ staying awake until sunrise accidentally because of overthinking
𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒶𝓋𝒾𝑜𝓊𝓇 & 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻
♡ laughing at random things she finds funny
♡ makes long eye contact without making it awkward
♡ she hangs out with all types of people because she doesnt care what can happen to her; shes open to new acquaintances
♡ zoning out in class/sleeping trought entire lessons
♡ keeps her hands in hoodie pockets while walking
♡ gives short answers but notices everything
♡ acts like she dont care but deep down has so much emotions
♡ always looks tired, exhausted
♡ has intimidating eye contact without trying
♡ disappears for hours without explaining where she went
♡ listens more than she talks
♡ looks emotionally detached even during important moments
♡ daydreaming
♡ unintentionally makes people attached to her & intrigued
♡ she only speaks when she feels its necessary, and to those she wants to speak to
♡ be natural, dont care about others opinion and talk or do whatever you want to cause we are all gonna die anyway
♡ always wants to achieve her goal
♡ going quiet suddenly in the middle of conversations
♡ watching people instead of talking to them
♡ looks like shes constantly thinking about leaving/commiting
♡ carries herself like she expects disappointment
♡ heavy eye contact
♡ makes people feel intimidated without trying
♡ detached in a way that feels sad
♡ the type of person who leaves suddenly without saying goodbye
♡ always seems emotionally somewhere else
♡ feels more comfortable outside at night than at home
♡ looks like she trusts herself more than anyone else
♡ gives the impression shes been through too much too young
♡ being quiet
♡ unintentionally makes people curious about her
♡ looks like she’d rather run away than explain herself
♡ often looks emotionally numb
♡ be the comfort, good friend
♡ keep your expressions subtle instead of overly animated
♡ don’t explain yourself too much
♡ look people in the eyes for a little too long
♡ dont care about silence
♡ keep your voice soft
♡ give short honest answers instead of forced enthusiasm
♡ dont open much
♡ look like youre always thinking about something else
♡ watching people fight/talk/drama around her without reacting much
♡ impulsively leaving places the second shes bored etc.
♡ starting fights verbally when emotionally cornered
♡ avoiding going home for as long as possible
𝒶𝓊𝓇𝒶/𝑒𝓃𝑒𝓇𝑔𝓎
→ feels like night rainy streets, fluorescent lights, loneliness, blurred reflections in wet pavement under colorful neon lights and sleepless nights
→ gives a loser girl/weirdo vibe
→ the kind of girl that doesnt try to be understood, just endured
→ feels like a cigarette burning out in an empty bus stop at 3 am
→ gives you the vibe of being at your lowest point in life
