healthier body. healthier skin. healthier hair. healthier mindset. healthier relationships. healthier routines. healthier habits. healthier life.

that's it i'm moving to paris to live in a parisian apartment and will drink nothing but delicious coffee and have berries for breakfast lunch and dinner and constantly walk everywhere and wear expensive clothes and perfumes and be a skinny parisian chic model I'VE HAD ENOUGH

i hate myself. so so much. i hate my personality, i hate my body, i hate my voice, i hate how im lazy, i hate how i cry myself to sleep. i hate the things i say, i hate the things i eat. i hate how i have no ambitions, i hate how i want my life to be better but i dont want to get better. i hate how i want to die, but cant bring myself to do it. i hate myself. i loathe who i am and its not going to change.

i’m so sorry for so many things