real long post ahead, apology?
ohman oh boy i just got a flash of nostalgia and after seeing so many old threads i wanted to log back onto this account i dont think theres anyone active anymore? i checked and like,, all the blogs i follow are up to 2 years of unactiveness, so i might be talking to no one right now but oh well, its still good to post it in case anyone reads so hey, this is mel! but ehh boy, i really wanna restart Nakigitsune one day, I dunno if I ever will but i just wanted to log in and tell anyone thats active rn, thank you for rping with me while i was on tumblr! looking back at these posts, it really was a blast and im sad and disappointed in myself that i let it go and was really unactive, bad with replying to threads or anything at all, and apparently didn’t see some stuff that people tagged me in (i really hate myself for that oh gosh, my url isnt a good tag cuz a ton of other things show up that arent related to my blog at all whoops) kinda really hate myself?? like i feel like i neglected so many people and if anyone reads this and has me on skype, im so sorry ive never messaged you, i know im not in contact with some anymore, and really its because i havent had the courage to message first so ive ended up never messaging anyone but im so sorry, ive really wanted to talk to you guys more, but i remember feeling so shitty and insecure that i didnt dare to speak to most people? i felt so low like speaking to me is boring ive forgotten so many things, ive been off tumblr for 2 years, and im trying to come back to the rping community with a multi-muse blog that i havent started yet (im still my usual lazy piece of shit asfhy) mmm i really dont know what to say, just thank you to everyone who has rped with me, if you have me on skype, i hope we can chat! (i dont use skype much though i use discord now cuz skype has been glitching my account and deleting random contacts sdhug), if you dont remember my skype or somethig my name starts with Pantless! im sorry for being such a shitty rp partner and never messaging you guys i had so much fun on this blog and this is just way too dramatic im sorry omf hope we can talk again if any of you see this! and im sorry hfdg












