Adventures of dating Older men

Why do I always fall for the men that want to have a casual relationship?

The week before my period is literally my greatest enemy cause why am I always crying???? 😭😭

He says he "likes me" and "wants a relationship with me" yet he never makes the effort to reach out first. I really don't know what to make of the hot and cold. When we start texting after I reach out, we have the most seamless, funny, flirty conversations.

Good god, I want his attention so much.

It hurts and it's pathetic why did I though ANYONE would want to be with me? Am I that horrible?

I'm an idiot. Why should I have thought he gave a fuck about me? Only constant messages and flirting obviously that means nothing.

I always go for someone I know it won't work with because I'm scared of what the heartbreak would feel like with someone real.

Being surrounded by people and yet, feel alone.

Why does it feel lonelier and lonelier each year that passes by?

How can he say he loves me and then discards me the day after?

I want to message him... But I know nothing good would come of it just more lies and more disappointment

I just need a win.....

My heart hurts so fucking much when I think of him. I hate that I can see his face and his smile and feel his hugs and warmth

Sometimes all I can think about is escaping to Italy and changing my identity or better yet getting pushed on the tracks :)

I should have learned by now the price of being with an older man is heart break.

I was fine before you came along and ruined it.

Saying " I love you" appearently means nothing these days...