i think developing feelings for a real actual woman has gotten rid of the pervert haze ive been in for the past few months bc now i can imagine myself having a normal relationship with someone

im really fighting the urge to deactivate here. sigh. ill resist

i have a girl i like now and its making me want to put my life back together

kinda one of the reasons im hesitant about getting into irl bdsm spaces is that i feel like i dont have the right personality for a dom. like my actual personality is pretty submissive and also i dont think id be very good at like. leading the whole thing..? but i want to lead is the thing im just inexperienced..

feeling the Evil Pervert in me awaken whenever im around a really cute girl whos smaller than me

im not attracted to her at all but i really wish i could sexually torment my manager just because shes so submissive. i wish i could force her to watch me fuck her gf (that she definitely doesnt even have)

had a dream i was fucking this girl who was a lot shorter and smaller than me and when she started straddling me i got really turned on....

tumblr users cannot fathom the concept of a girl who likes jav

i dont think watching porn made me a pervert freak at all in fact ive been very fixated on sex since even before i really understood what it was

i love porn because im a perverted sex lover and porn is the only place i can explore dynamics i like that i think are abhorrent in real life.

my relationship with gender is so weird because i really dont like being called a woman at all and id much rather people generally view me as A Guy but at the same time im so connected to my lesbianism and i feel like if i pursue my ideal gender identity ill have to give up such a big part of myself

i gotta clear out my laptop's files before i visit my friend so i dont accidentally open one of my porn screenshots in front of her.. so time to fill up the sunomiki queue again

sometimes i get scared im a pedophile and then i see an actual kid and im like oh nvm.

getting turned on by watching matsui hinako scream and cry while shes being raped by mizukawa jun.. maybe i am an evil pervert

i dont want to mention this on my main blog in case whoever sent those asks is lurking but after i made that post on my other account about some anon asking me if i was a biological woman i got Another ask that was like "i always knew were you a man even on your old account because no female would post about porn this much" and its just like wow transphobes are so stupid its not even funny.