Poyo

On the first day, i had a 39 degree fever and a middle ear infection. my eardrums burst that night, making me unable to hear on top of still being sick. 

i missed out on making any friends in my class, because i was too sick, but i did find a group to eat lunch with. i only have friends in the lunch break, and im alone for the rest of the time. im so hopelessly introverted. im lonely, and i miss my friends.

i am just so full of doubts and so drained of motivation. i only got my shit together enough to clean half of my room this weekend. im having weird nightmares and im just, just sad.

i dont really have anyone to talk to, so i just went here, where no-one and everyone can see.

So what is my goal with this blog?

June 29. 2019

So my holidays have begun, and ive taken a step back. I’ve looked at my blog and thought about what I want to do with it. This is the place where I post the most, out of all my social media. I want to do well and share it.

My blog is of course a diary style with long text bits, and a few pictures. I like to share the few pictures I can grab and also share what the danish school environment is like. I don’t see a lot of danish studyblr’s, so I do have a niche!

What I really want is a community. I do admit, I get jealous when blogs have a community, lots of asks and people who return to ask more. I really want more friends! I love friends. But I’m crap at initiating contact haha.

But after the summer I will continue to do well in school, to share my highs, to post helpful content and pictures, and I will continue trying ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

June 28 2019

My new backpack arrived! I like it a lot, and i love the small zipper detail. It was very difficult to find a cute backpack that would fit my Thicc™️ 15” pc, but I got it! Dm me if you want a link.

I had my ninth grade graduation yesterday. Have a look at my grades 👀 So happy! My average is probably top of my class! My teachers held some very nice speeches, I’m gonna miss them 😢

But then again, my brother graduated along with the guy who lives with us at the moment. They’re the ones really getting celebrated 😅

Taking the long path home for the view is always worth it

June 20 2019

Today i finished my very last exam with my group! In a week i’ll be graduating from the Ground school and getting my exam certificate with all of my grades.

I Got 12 on all of my oral exams! I had a few slip-ups in my written tests But nevertheless i Got very Good grades. After the summer i Will finally be attending a new place after 10 years.

I had an info-evening at my coming gymnasium. They took all of the 1. G’s to be in a room, and some student ambassadors taught us all to Dance jive. I danced with one of the ambassadors ヽ(；▽；)ノ He was very Nice and taught me Well.

June 2nd 2019

Oh happy day! Its my birthday tommorow!

I celebrated with family today and had a nice dinner. I wore my new dress, i really like it!

Tommorow is my actual birthday. I have an exam in Danish at 13:00, and after that Im getting strawberry tart with my friends! They have gifts for me too 🥰

My bestie has her annual embarrassing birthday-video ready, and I don’t know when she is planning on releasing it on my Facebook page... pray for me hahaha

Hey all!!

Today is my last day of School as a Danish ninth grader. The Danish traditions are.... Odd, But Im very excited! Lemme Tell you about it

Everyone wears outrageous costumes, mostly lewd and kinda “sexy” costumes, but some don’t. Me for example.

Everyone meets up at a house and eats breakfast together until they start going towards the school, everyone waiting for them in the school yard.

Now, the rules have been harshened the last few years and a lot of stuff is now forbidden. We used to bring shaving cream and smear it on everyone everywhere, very messy people got it in the eyes, it’s banned. But every student buys a few kilos of caramels each, and throw them into the crowd while chanting the class name.

At my school there’s a competition for the class with the most caramel paper after the summer. We won once.

After all that is done, a show has been prepared. We have a introductory video, dance routines, parodies of our teachers, gifts for our teachers, competitions and a united goodbye song.

After that we go to the park next door with every other ninth grade in the area, and drink so much. There’s even drinking at the breakfast. In Denmark it is legal for 15 years old like me to drink, but I can buy it myself when I’m 16. And the kids drink so much. There’s a lake in the park that gets guards around it.

But it’s a very fun tradition and I’m very excited! Congratulations to me!

May 12 2019

Happy mother’s day! 👩‍👧‍👦

This weekend i Got my early birthday gift, an electric bike. I am going to be using it to go to school after the summer. The gymnasium I will be going to is ca. 13 kilometres away from my home. Public transport every day would take a long time, so I decided to cycle! All year every day, no matter the weather! I’m very weak so the assistance of the battery driven motor is a huge help!

Since I got the bike I’ve been adjusting to it, and I visited the nature sanctuary area in my town. I haven’t been there in ages out of sheer laziness. It’s very pretty!

I also tried out the route to the gymnasium today. Great views of lakes and fields even though I don’t live in the countryside.

I bought my mother a gift for Mother’s Day, even though we don’t celebrate that here. It was cheap but she was so happy she almost cried.

Math with and without tools and online help, 4 hours! ＼＼\٩(๑`^´๑)۶//／／

Im bringing my duvet today.. sleepyy

So after maybe 4 months the sun has returned and my seasonal slump is evaporating. I’ll try to start posting again, and I have exams next month before I’m graduating 9th grade yaaay!

So in the four months what has happened?

I got an acceptance message from my first priority gymnasium! I hope they’ve prioritised those who want A-level japanese ㅠㅠ otherwise it won’t be taught

I actually visited the gymnasium. They had an info-evening and I spoke with the Japanese teacher, and he invited me to a lesson. He seems very nice, and the school looks great.

My dog is a cone head atm because he keeps opening a wound in his ear, flapping blood on the walls smh.

I finally cleaned my room after not seeing the floor for a month

Sunday 13-1-19

~3/100~

Been doing some doodling in my handbound watercolor sketchbook with my new st. Petersburg White nights watercolor set 🎨