MERCURIEUSE

THE HOURS (2001)

You do still have good days, you know you do.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve been married a little over two years. I just got home from friendships that feel like home and family. My husband and I have our own place. I have a full ass book ready to be published.

Rhythm 0

was a six-hours long endurance performance art by Marina Abramovic in Naples in 1974.The work involved Abramovic standing still while the audience was invited to do her whatever they wished,using one of 72 objects she had place on a table.These included a rose,feather,perfume,honey,bread,razor blades,grapes,wine,needle,scissors,scalpel,nails,a metal bar,a gun,and a bullet.

"We actually held an arrow on the weight of our bodies, and the arrow is pointed right into my heart. We had two small microphones near our hearts, so we could hear our heartbeats. As our performance was progressing, heartbeats were becoming more and more intense, and though it lasted just four minutes and ten seconds, I’m telling you, for me it was forever. It was a performance about the complete and total trust."