I thought about you today and wondered if you ever still think of me, of our youth, the love and of past memories.

did you ever think about the bond we created when we got together at the start, or did you let that fade like my love for you from your heart.

I remember our last conversation and departing of never looking back, I watched you grow the distance with my soul growing black.

"I don't love you" will be forever a constant ringing in my head, I'm walking, talking and breathing, but feel like an undead.

Nights laid awake from dreams of you with other people, how could you have possibly do this to someone who was your "equal"

I alone, wear a mask of a smile to hide the shame, if it were to slip, you would see my immesurebale pain.

you were everything in my life and never wanted more, I was left broken, hurt and empty to my very core.

for a normal heartbeat it's between 60 to 100 beats per minute, mine stopped when i realised my life when you were no longer in it.

Emotions bottled in

Eyes sting red most days with tears held back

Aching all over