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but my thoughts deceive me

my tongue betrays me

and i am once again left at a loss

for words

which come at all the wrong times

like in the bathtub

but never in the classroom or the corridor

and why is it always me they seem to blame

when i am just an existence

a small amount of energy that grows

smaller and smaller by the second

period time for math and i used to like

the universal language

but i am just a burn out now

a former child genius a gifted kid

who got lost in the fractions

of their broken mind somewhere in the space

between innocence and grief

grief for the lost past tense that they will never

ever

through nearly impossible revision plans and extra lessons i've accomplished the following results on my mocks:

68% in polish (previously 60%)

85% in math (previously 85%)

98% in english (previously 100%, but in low level, now it's high level)

48% in chemistry

67% in biology

28% in math (high level)

good morning, another study pic read 40 pages of Orwell's 1984 and it's amazing