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Why is she in LA right now fuck.

I went to her house just to check & she had a spare key hidden. She never was the brightest.

I need to find a way to get money because I'm going broke , my album might help but I'm on the brink of getting kicked out of my apartment...unless well My sister isn't using her LA home is she?... There is no way she'll let me stay , so I have to find a way to break in. What she know won't hurt right? Not exactly like she is paying much attention towards me.

I almost got arrested last night. I really should be more careful, the last thing I need is too...go and get help.

I wonder how long I'm going to keep lying to myself lol

There's really no reason for me to be in New York anymore so I just bought a ticket to LA

I'm not allowed to go to one of my own family members funeral & or the reunion. Great.

At least she'll be out of my hair , I could care less about the restraining order now.

I really didn't think this one through

I want to press charges...they won't let me I'm not sober. Fcuk them fuck everyone. Especially Demi. I don't want her help.