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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย (feel free to change pronouns/wording as you see fit!)
GOLDEN
โ I know you were way too bright for me. โ ย
โ I'mโ hopeless, broken. โ
โ Youโre so golden. โ
โ Iโm out of my head. โ
โ I know that youโre scared. โ
โ Because, hearts get broken. โ
โ I donโt want to be alone. โ
WATERMELON SUGAR
โ Tastes like strawberries on a summer evening. โ
โ It sounds just like a song. โ
โ I want more berries. โ
โ Itโs so wonderful and warm. โ ย ย
โ I just wanna taste it. โย ย
ADORE YOU
โ Strawberry lipstick. โย
โ I get so lost inside your eyes. โ
โ Would you believe it? โ
โ You donโt have to say you love me.ย โ
โ You donโt have to say nothing. โ
โ You donโt have to say youโre mine. โ
โ Iโd walk through fire for you. โ
โ Just let me adore you. โ ย
โ Itโs the only thing Iโll ever do. โ ย ย ย ย
LIGHTS UP
โ What do you mean? โ
โ Iโm sorry by the way. โ
โ Never coming back down! โ
โ Canโt you see? โ
โ I could, but wouldnโt stay. โ
โ Itโd be so sweet if things just stayed the same. โ
โ Do you know who you are? โ
โ Iโm not ever going back. โย ย ย ย ย
CHERRY
โ Donโt you call him baby. โ
โ Weโre not talking lately. โ
โ Donโt you call him what you used to call me. โ ย
โ I can tell that you are at your best. โ
โ Iโm selfish. โ
โ Iโm hating it. โ
โ Take it as a compliment. โ
โ I, I just missโ โ
โ I just miss your accent and your friends. โ
โ Did you know I still talk to them? โ ย ย ย ย ย
FALLING
โ Iโm in my bed and youโre not here. โ
โ Thereโs no one to blame. โ
โ Forget what I said. โย ย
โ Itโs not what I meant. โ
โ I canโt take it back. โ
โ I canโt unpack the baggage you left. โ
โ What am I now? โ
โ What if Iโm someone I donโt want around? โ
โ Iโm falling again. โ
โ What if Iโm down? โ
โ What if Iโm someone you wonโt talk about? โย
โ You said you care and you missed me too. โ
โ Iโm well aware I write too many songs about you.ย โ
โ Weโve ran out of things we can say. โ
โ I get the feeling that youโll never need me again. โ
TO BE SO LONELY
โ Donโt blame me for falling. โ
โ I was just a little boy. โ
โ Wasnโt ready for it all. โ
โ You canโt blame me, darling. โ
โ Iโm just an arrogant son of a bitch who canโt admit when heโs sorry. โ
โ Donโt call me baby again. โ
โ You got your reasons. โ
โ I know that youโre tryna be friends. โ
โ I know you meant it. โ
โ Itโs hard for me to go home. โ
โ I just hope you see me in a little better light. โ
โ Do you think itโs easy being of the jealous kind? โ
โ I miss the shape of your lips. โ ย ย
โ Youโll win. โ
โ This is it, so Iโm sorry. โ ย ย ย ย
SHE
โ Heโs thinking of you, like all of us do. โ
โ Sheโs the first one that I see and I donโt know why. โ
โ I donโt know who she is. โ
โ He wouldnโt know what to say. โ
โ She sleeps in his bed. โ ย
โ I donโt know where she is. โ ย ย
SUNFLOWER, VOL. 6
โ Let me inside. โ
โ Wish I could get to know you. โ
โ I was just tongue-tied. โ
โ I donโt wanna make you feel bad. โ ย
โ Iโve been trying hard not to talk to you. โ
โ I couldnโt want you any more. โ
โ Kiss in the kitchen like itโs a dance floor. โ
โ I got to know you. โ
โ I love this shade. โ
โ Your flowers just died. โ ย ย ย ย
CANYON MOON
โ Gotta see it to believe it. โย
โ Thatโs what I always do. โ
โ Go get the kids from school ! โ
โ Iโll be gone too long from you. โ
โ Two weeks and Iโll be home. โ
โ Iโm going. โ ย ย ย ย
TREAT PEOPLE WITH KINDNESS
โ Maybe, we can find a place to feel good. โ
โ We can treat people with kindness. โ
โ Iโve got a good feeling. โ ย ย
โ I donโt need all the answers. โ
โ Itโs just another day. โ
โ If all our friends all pass way, itโs okay. โ
โ Itโs okay. โ
โ Here we go. โ ย ย ย
FINE LINE
โ Iโm looking for something to buy. โ
โ Youโve got my devotion. โ
โ Man, I can hate you sometimes. โ
โ I donโt want to fight you. โ
โ I donโt want to sleep in the dirt. โ
โ Iโll try to shake this soon. โ
โ Weโll be alright. โ
#cute cute cute
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โโโโsendย inย aย wordย forย aย drabbleย orย starterย basedย onย it.
abditory ย โ ย a ย place ย into ย which ย you ย can ย disappear; ย a ย hiding ย place
alexithymia ย โ ย the ย inability ย to ย express ย your ย feelings
alharaca ย โ ย an ย extraordinary ย or ย violent ย emotional ย reaction ย to ย a ย small ย issue
aubade ย โ ย a ย love ย song ย sung ย at ย dawn
balter ย โ ย to ย dance ย artlessly, ย without ย particular ย grace ย or ย skill ย but ย usually ย with ย enjoyment
basorexia ย โ ย the ย overwhelming ย desire ย to ย kiss
clinomania ย โ ย excessive ย desire ย to ย stay ย in ย bed
forelsket ย โ ย the ย euphoria ย you ย experience ย when ย you ย are ย first ย falling ย in ย love
groak ย โ ย to ย stare ย longingly ย at ย someone ย who ย is ย eating ย in ย the ย hope ย that ย they ย will ย ask ย you ย to ย join ย them
jayus ย โ ย a ย joke ย so ย unfunny ย and ย poorly ย told ย that ย you ย canโt ย help ย but ย laugh
morosis ย โ ย the ย stupidest ย of ย stupidities
nedovtipa ย โ ย someone ย who ย can ย not ย take ย a ย hint
nepenthe ย โ ย something ย that ย can ย make ย you ย forget ย grief ย or ย suffering
querencia ย โ ย a ย place ย from ย which ย oneโs ย strength ย is ย drawn, ย where ย one ย feels ย at ย home; ย the ย place ย where ย you ย are ย your ย most ย authentic ย self
razbliuto ย โ ย the ย sentimental ย feeling ย you ย have ย about ย someone ย you ย once ย loved ย but ย no ย longer ย do.
redamancy ย โ ย the ย act ย of ย loving ย the ย one ย who ย loves ย you; ย a ย love ย returned ย in ย full
retrouvaille ย โ ย the ย joy ย of ย meeting ย or ย finding ย someone ย again ย after ย a ย long ย separation; ย rediscovery
sphallolalia ย โ ย flirtatious ย talk ย that ย leads ย nowhere
trouvaille ย โ ย something ย lovely ย discovered ย by ย chance; ย a ย windfall
whelve ย โ ย to ย bury ย something ย deep; ย to ย hide
divinediatribes ย said: ย โ every detail is important.โ from Jonathanย ย ย *: ๏ฝฅ๏พโง ย interrogation starters โ ย a c c e p t i n g !ย
ย โ In retrospect , itโs really fucking not - โ Thereโs no desire to stay glued to this back & forth ... whatever it actually was , specifics. Maybe a little ignorance dressed in his tone โ but Barry knew exactly what he was trying to say , & he knew this was wasting time. He sighs , arms crossed in the process. ย โ Okay fine , maybe if youโre a cop or something like that , then yeah โ ย all the details matter. ย โย He had one too many run ins with blue badges , & all that โ it was never really considered regarding specifics when dealing with hits. Needless to say this isnโt something he wants to keep doing. He canโt keep doing this.ย ย โ Deathโs unfortunateย - so fuck it , I donโt know. If I was at the scene of a murder , Iโd be looking for the person that spent way too much time trying to stage something thatโs supposed to look natural. Like an accident.ย ย โ

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Maybe iโll talk about howย โBarry Blockโ was a safety persona as a means of escape for Barry Berkman while at the same time dangerously unrealistic because of the dissociative patterns it manifested to a platform but in disguise as anย โacting methodโ in season 1-ย
sheactsย said:ย ย โ itโs okay. you can tell me.โย ย ย ย *: ๏ฝฅ๏พโง ย interrogation starters โ ย a c c e p t i n g !ย
Itโsย beenย reallyย badย forย him ,ย everything ,ย howย itย happens โย Barry didnโt even hear her say it the first time. Barryโs throat felt like it was closing in , &ย at this point he was just staring in her direction. This divideย between trying to escape an old lifeย ย &ย have something that was worth anythingย ... to just have thatย โ but Barry couldnโt be both things.ย &ย this was where they were now.ย ย โ What? No itโsย โย itโs some really dark stuff , Sally...ย โย Barry crosses his arms , which immediately makes him feel like heโs caving into himself. Lie after lie.ย Itย wasย allย collecting. This was a matter of confronting the fact they werenโt really in a relationship , when the honesty didnโt exist. Who he really wasย โย Itย wasย eatingย himย alive.ย ย โ Hey ,ย โ Barry smiles a little tiredly , needless to say heโs still trying here.ย ย โย Itโs a lot , you know ... & I donโt want you to get distracted , youโve got a lot going on with the performance ... I mean Iโm okay.ย ย โ
firecpalsย said:ย โ do you remember anything unusual?โ / from barbara gordon!ย ย ย *: ๏ฝฅ๏พโง ย interrogation startersย ย โย ย a c c e p t i n g !ย
Barryย satย inย theย chair ,ย backย stillย shotย withย painย fromย whenย heย wasย stabbedย โย by a twelve year old demon girl , but thats going to be left out for multiple reasons. Every time Barry tried to fix himself , do right by the wrongs he was expected to completeย โย killing peopleย โย he was alwaysย ย consumedย by the bad path. He just canโt do this shit anymore.ย ย โ No , not reallyย โย no.ย โย Heโs slightly agitated , obvious signs of uneasiness revealed in just about every way heโs reacting right now. This was only a few steps away from confessions extracted under duress , & he wantedย ย nothingย to do with it. Barryโs memory was shot. He doesnโt remember what happens when he blacks out.ย โ Look I donโtย โ really know what youโre asking here ,ย ย โ
*: ๏ฝฅ๏พโง ย interrogation starters.
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CALM / QUESTIONING.
โ tell me, what happened?โ
โ did you see anything?โ
โ what do you remember?โ
โ do you remember anything unusual?โ
โ please, try to remember as much as you can.โ
โ every detail is important.โ
โ and what happened next?โ
โ and what did you do when all this took place?โ
โ what were you doing around __ am/pm?โ
โ where were you around __ am/pm?โ
โ can anyone verify that?โ
โ was someone with you?โ
โ and you had nothing to do with it?โ
โ and you werenโt involved?โ
โ did you see it happen?โ
โ did you see who did it?โ
โ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?โ
CARING / UNDERSTANDING.
ย โ you seem scaredโฆ is that why you donโt want to talk?โ
โ did someone hurt you?โ
โ itโs okay. you can tell me.โ
โ you were just trying to defend yourself, werenโt you?โ
โ we can take a break, if you want.โ
โ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.โ
โ itโs okay if you donโt want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.โ
SUSPICIOUS.
โ there is something youโre not telling me.โ
โ i think youโre lying.โ
โ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure youโre telling the truth?โ
โ except what youโre telling me doesnโt align with what we already know.โ
โ seems to me like you know more than youโre letting in on.โ
โ what arenโt you telling me?โ
โ who are you trying to protect?โ
โ so you really donโt know what any of it means? no clue at all?โ
โ they mustโve told you more than that.โ
โ you have to have seen more than that.โ
โ and you want me to believe you donโt remember?โ
โ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?โ
โ an accident? is that what youโre going with?โ
DEMANDING.
โ i need you to tell me the truth.โ
โ i need you to tell me what happened.โ
โ i know youโre not telling me the truth.โ
โ that doesnโt line up with the evidence. soโฆ you wanna try that again?โ
โ stop lying. i already know thatโs not what happened.โ
MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.
โ what do you want in exchange for this information?โ
โ iโm listeningโฆโ
โ youโre coming with me.โ
โ since youโre the only one who knows how to find them, i donโt really have a choice but to take you with me.โ
โ fine. iโll take you with me, but if you try anythingโฆโ
โ i canโt give you that. you know that.โ
โ if weโre going to make a deal, youโre gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.โ
โ okay. we have a deal.โ
โ sorry. no deal.โ
Barry Berkman Thigh Appreciation

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NOHO HANK.
@killactโย ย said:ย ย " is all this necessary? โ @hank!
would you ย rather / open
ย ย โ barry, you are like, my best friend and I value your opinion but I swear to god if you do not let me work here ..ย โ he forces a little chuckle, often it was a telltale sign he was getting irritable, or trying to make way through an uncomfortable conversation .. in this case, it was the former. but much like hank, there was that immediate window of feeling bad for the tone he had taken with barryย ( even when it had not been rude at all, )ย โ I am sorry, just likeย โ I am very tired from spending two nights in a fucking storage unit,ย that, has not been furnishedย becauseย one of the guys did not sign into my amazon account , so our orders did not qualify for next day shipping, soย as you can imagineย โ becauseย cristobal hasย moved hank into storage unit , like forgotten item you used to love having around ..ย โ thereโs an ugly feeling in his chest. whatever. he sinks into the car seat, laptop in lap, mindlessly tappingย away.ย
ย ย โ so sorryย we are not in my very , tastefully decoratedย room right now. you know, I have thought about getting hotel room, sometimesย youย justย gottaย getย awayย fromย all thatย toxicย energyย youย knowย โ so ! since esther has usedย hankโs fox mugย without asking, which, is fucking impolite .. like, you know that something is not yours but you take and use anyways ? she couldย have asked, and I would haveย saidย no. anyways, barry, I need help decidingย on theseย two mugs for myselfย andย cristobalย ย โ he is batshitย crazyย if he thinksย I willย use theย foxย mug after thisย โ
ย thereโsย nothingย outย ofย theย ordinaryย hereย โ he only half listens , disassociating at all the parts where Hank goes on a tangent , something that again isnโt so surprising anymore. Itโs not his business what Hank decides to do in his spare time , what kind of fucking power play happens at the chechen - bolivian stash house , but apparently Hank believed it was something for Barry to weigh in on , & it makes him sighย โ trying to find the patience that had been long gone the moment he stepped into the car.ย ย โ Look...ย I didnโt know you were staying in a storage unit , but honestly I canโt begin to see how thatโs my business , โย Thereโs a heavier emphasis when he saysย โ my businessย โย , but Barryโs trying to stay chill as long as he can. This marks yet another thing , that shouldnโt involve him as much as Hank is involving him right now. He canโt seem to think straight , & theyโre talking about things he wouldnโt expect to happen in a mob unitย โ nothing unordinary once Barry remembers theyโre people. He knows one thing: It sounds like Cristobal wants to replace Hank.ย
Barry thought he was able to follow just as quickly as Hank was talking but that wasnโt working in his favor. Mindlessly heโd look out the window to see what was going on out there. He felt anxious wondering what heโd find on his phone if he decided to check it right now , but obviously doing that would further upset Hank , which is obviously the mood he was in right now. Upon the topic of mugs? This shit wasnโt making sense to him , but in some way it was obvious.ย ย โ Okay , Iโm just trying to make sure weโre on the same page here ...ย โ Barry pauses to take a heavy breathย โ trying to collect & think about what he was going to say before it came out harshly. Before he yelled about how useless it was.ย The upside of this was Barry being able to leave class because of an emergency โย which saved him from an uncomfortable rehearsal where he had to play his girlfriends abusive ex. Yeah , itโs too much to unpack. He doesnโt want to get on Hankโs bad side again.ย ย โ Are they universal mugs or what? I mean ... thereโs always the option of having a conversation with him instead of ... buying more mugs. That uh ... it hurt your feelings , right? Like betrayal?ย ย โ Barryโs a fucking idiot. This is contradicting: he wonโt even talk to his girlfriend about how uncomfortable that scene is , how he doesnโt want to fucking rehearse as her abusive ex.ย
intelwonโ:
Holy fucking shit. James is pacing now, one hand rubbing his eyes in exasperation, expecting the place to go at any minute. Theyโre too closeย he knows but dragging this guy back leaves the other inside just hanging. They donโt have time to be discussing this and yet, James canโt bring himself to go inside. He doesnโt trust his own rigging.ย
โ Why do you think itโs set for demo??? The place is fucking condemned, buddy! Aw fuckโฆ man, F U C K. โ Condemned was a better word to use instead of saying itโs haunted. Haunted by a force unknown to most but so demonic and terrifying, the best method is completely removing the places itโs infected from existence. He canโt very well say that without sounding completely insane.
โ We gotta go, manโฆ We canโt be this close. โ Save the life he knows he can save. He grabs the other manโs arm, trying to lead him back.ย โ Maybe your friend went out the back. Maybe heโs not even inside. But we have to go. โย
heย canย feelย theย spikeย ofย anxietyย comingย fromย thisย guyย โย & to be honest heโs not as freaked out as he mightโve been any other time. A rigged building becomes transparent to just about everything else when heโs seen worseย โย & Barry knows Hank deals with this kinda thing more than heโd like to. He tries to push the thought far from his own acknowledgement; that heโs only thinking itโs all fine for his own consolation.ย
Barry stares at the other, listening. Thinking about how fucked up this entire situation was. He wants to ask againย โ why the guy showed up , who he was. But he knew once the questions started coming , theyโd eventually be directed at him & he didnโt want that. This guy looks like heโs seen some shit , he talks like he has.ย ย Barry turns to look at the buildingย โ he knows Hank wouldnโt exactly exit a building through the front. For all he knows , they all got their shit & booked it without even telling him they were done. It happened too much that he didnโt care. He rolls his eyes.ย
Thereโs no resistance when heโs being pulled away , & he starts to walk with the other.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โย Fuck itย โ Iโm so tired of this shit.ย ย โย Thatโs probably going to score him some confused looks from the other guy , but Barry had suddenly come to the late realization that he was still doing things for people he didnโt owe anything to.ย ย โย ... So itโs condemned , โ He pauses & glances to the stranger.ย ย โ You work for demolition construction or is it uh , something like personal businessย โ I wonโt say shit if you wonโt type of thing?ย โ
Stay in that place.
๐๐๐๐ I CANโT MAGICALLY WAVE A WANDย AND MAKE THESE GUYS ANย ๐๐๐๐
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Iย missย โBarry Blockโย because at least he was a little bit happier :((((ย

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Bill Hader as Barry Berkman in ยซBarry 2x02ยป โThe Power of Noโ