akiko🪷

hey pookies! i’m the lowest i’ve ever weighed and pretty steadily losing but i’m not losing any fat (i think i’ve actually gained fat), does anyone know why? it can’t be dysmorphia, i can physically feel more fat than before. if you have any advice please help ! <3

lowkey got on edtwt and completely forgot abt tumblr😸

the last time i went dress shopping (in august) i was a size 20🤮 and today i just bought a dress that was a size 10 omg i’m so happy

last week i got caught in my first ever binge cycle, but this week i’m back on track. i gained a little and (i hope its just in my head) i definitely look fatter. but i’m back to restricting and fasting and working out so i’ll be ok!!

i’m so torn between getting to like 140lbs and then upping my intake so i can eat more protein and grow muscle or stay on track and keep restricting until i hit my ugw

im on a weekend long trip with kinda-friends for a music convention and somehow got away with not eating for the entire time😽 live laugh love

donating blood burns 600 c@ls???? hello????? i lost 2.5 pounds overnight

donating a whole bunch of blood today so maybe MAYBE i should eat semi normal today

i’m SO close to my gw why do i keep sabotaging myself

i had a really bad couple of days food-wise. i haven’t binged and i haven’t gone over 1000 cals but i’ve gone out to eat with friends every night for the last few days and have not been eating the healthiest things. i’ve gained a little and i just feel like shit. i’m restarting today and i’m gonna lose the weight i gained before school starts on tuesday.