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           🎉  HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY PARADOXVM! 🎉

a year. guys, it’s really been a year of this blog. 365 days — now, that may not seem like a whole lot to some of you, but to me, this is huge.

sure, i’ve been roleplaying for years. i’ve been writing for years and i’ve had the majority of these characters forever. but one year. this is the longest i have ever stuck with a blog without deleting, without being driven away by hate or lack of motivation. this multimuse is entirely special to me, and while i talk shit about myself all the time, i am damn proud of this blog. i am damn proud of my muses, i am damn proud of it all.

but this isn’t about me, per se. i want to take a moment to honor and show some love and much deserved appreciation to those who have made my time here as incredible as it has been, for the most part. i want to honour those who honestly deserve it in my eyes, who make the time i spend here as special as it has been and will be.

now, don’t get me wrong. i appreciate you all, and if we’re in a mutual follow, that means i would LOVE to roleplay with you! that means i want my muse(s) to build a relationship with yours, it means that i wanna be friends with the mun. i wanna write with you, i wanna share my world with yours.

also, you may not be included on here because i admire you so much that we’ve never written together because of my shyness, so keep that in mind. THIS IS NOT MEANT TO BE EXCLUSIVE, rather, i just want to show appreciation to the friends i have made here.

these are to those people who have made this one hell of a year. whether you’ve known men and have been writing with me for a full year, a month, a week. thank you so much, i love you all. this really means so much to me.

‘we’re just crazy kids but suddenly there’s a killer/ghost oh fuck’ au

‘we’re telling ghost stories around the campfire with our friends but i think you’re really cute even if the words coming out of your mouth are scaring me half to death hold on what !!! was !!! that !!! noise’ au

‘we’re fighting but our car just died in the middle of the road in the middle of nowhere and it’s five minutes to october 31st is this creepy or is this creepy (but also shut the fuck up so i can think)’ au 

‘I’m the new city kid and I don’t believe in your bullshit local small town legends but you’re so passionate about them it’s so cute wait what’s happening what do you mean you never really believed until now oh god oh god’ au

‘we’re being really old school and going to the ‘make out place’ for some privacy wait did something just move’ au 

‘let’s explore this haunted location and film it’ au

‘i got lost in the corn maze and you’re pretending you’re not lost and we don’t know each other but this is really frustrating so I guess we’re in this together oh my god can you just admit you’re lost’ au 

‘this haunted house attraction is gonna scare the pants off of us let’s do it’ au 

‘we can’t make out here this is a graveyard and it’s halloween but oh god you’re so convincing ok maybe just for a little bit’ au 

‘i just moved into this house with my family and you’re a ghost who has been living here without yours for centuries and I’m decorating for october 31st hold on that’s not one of my decorations’ au 

‘you don’t like halloween and i love it this is gonna be an argument isn’t it how are we managing a relationship/friendship’ au 

‘I’m gonna win this costume contest don’t you fuck with me’ au 

        i search but never F I N D, hurt but never CRY ;  i WORK [and] forever try, but i’m C U R S E D so nevermind.