I literally attempted to have friends from my previous job and instead Chris and I got into a fight because we were waiting in line at HHN, me and my friends started talking to a group of people who noticed we worked at Seaworld, they asked us questions, and when we got the house one of the boys like grabbed my arm and put his arm around my shoulder?? I tried getting back to my friends before we entered the house but he pretended to be interested in dolphins and kept grabbing me

so basically I went through the whole haunted house with the boy touching my lower back/butt and like when a scary moment happened he tried to "protect me" and I was shakey and scared the whole time of this person like men are the fucking worst.

But once we get out of the house and I seek Chris for protection he thought I got all riled up in an argument and forgot about him so we got into a fight and I'm sure my friends felt awkward. I apologized briefly while we were there but.. my friends stopped talking to me

I literally had friends in my own fucking town and I lost them in the course of a night. I love Chris to death and he is one of my best friends but.. I would like.. other friends too

I just hate everything I want Leah and Thom and.. well everyone else is basically irrelevant from my high school days because everyone stopped talking to me?? Maybe I'm destined to not have any friends. Even my one friend from my zoo days is moving at the end of this month just???