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Kasih itu sabar,

Kapan-kapan ajak aku ke sana,

How I believed I would never be anything. How I sobbed on hardwood floors, begging you. How I hated myself because you angry with me. How I let you dictate my happiness. How I believed only your opinion.

I can’t really explain why I feel a certain way about you. Why I click with a man like you than others or why I suddenly feel connected to you. I feel like God brings us closer because these are what we need in our lives right now. We will teach other an important lessons about life or about ourselves.

I shouldn’t be a second choice. I shouldn’t be a replacement. I shouldn’t be what someone settles for when they’re running out of options.

Sometimes I wonder were you a friend I loved, or were you the lover I turned into a friend?

Been Cheated on. Lied to. Left for someone else. Dropped with no explanation. And I met you. And you teach me how to love, like I've never been hurt.

“You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side of you, just as I have treasured my life.”

“Call me. Call me in the middle of the night, in the middle of the day, call me with your anger, call me with tears in your eyes, call me with a smile on your lips. Call me whenever you feel like it, whenever you want to talk, whenever you need someone to listen. Just call me. Hearing you breathe on the other side and knowing you’re there is enough.”